Chapter 38: The South River
After the mid-term exam, under the teachers' thousands of instructions, "don't relax because of the completion of a mere midterm exam", "you are already a prospective college entrance examination candidate", "do you think the college entrance examination is still far away from you? they have finished the exam, and the next one will be you", these "prospective college entrance examination candidates" are still a little relieved, and life must be happy, so they decided to go to Lingbao Mountain for an outing this weekend and have a last time before the college entrance examination sprint.
The whole 200 mighty team on the mountain road of Lingbao Mountain stretched for a long time, looking around, rushing to the forefront is the football team of those guys, must fight up and down, desperately rushed to the mountain, there is a little girl behind shy, while shouting cheers. Only Yan Leng and Cen Ge were still slowly moving forward, falling at the back of the line, regardless of the fact that there were always little girls secretly sending Qiubo and beautiful eyes to them.
If Yan Leng is a square-looking man, and Cen Ge is a cold and evil handsome guy, then the two of them walking together in the same clothes are the quadratic of beautiful things, and they are really eye-catching.
"Cen Ge?" With Cen Ge's score, as long as there is no Yan Zòng's mistakes, he will definitely choose the universities in China, but let him think about it, but he still can't find a clue from Cen Ge's meticulous daily life, until today, he finally can't help it.
“…… Huh?" Cen Ge is concentrating on mountaineering, although the person standing next to him is Yan Leng, but his mind always appears from time to time a scene like a marquee, remembering that when he was still very young, the man he still called his father took him to climb the mountain together, after many years, he almost can't remember the appearance of the man at that time, but he will always remember that the two of them exceeded groups of climbers one after another, when standing on the top of the mountain, Lin Wenyou squatted down, looked into his eyes, and said to him word by word, we, must be people。
"Have you figured out which university you want to go to?" Yan Leng didn't know that Cen Ge could still think so much when he was with him, anyway, he couldn't calm down when he went up the mountain side by side with Cen Ge.
“…… Jingcheng University, what about you?" Cen Ge paused for three seconds and said an answer that Yan Leng expected, but Cen Ge's rhetorical question made him a little overwhelmed, and he couldn't find the words to answer for a while, how did he answer? In his plan, he only forgot how to explain this matter to Cen Ge at this time.
"Me...... Of course I'll go wherever you go, do you still need to ask?" Yan Leng almost squeezed out this extremely easy answer from the chaotic thoughts, which was also expected by Cen Ge, but if it weren't for Cen Ge who hadn't come back to his senses, just looking at Yan Leng's flickering eyes, he could guess that Yan Leng must have something to hide from him, what he said just now was a complete lie.
But Cen Ge didn't find that Yan Leng began to feel restless, no matter how he suppressed it, he warned himself to be calm, and he couldn't ignore the faint anxiety in his heart in front of Cen Ge.
What to do? He didn't know.
Time passed quickly, the small flame that the two hundred people had planned to picnic was extinguished by a gust of wind on the top of the mountain, and the two hundred people went down the mountain in a hurry, one by one their calves were trembling, not exhausted, and their waists and knees were sore, but they were really reluctant to end the last leisurely night before the college entrance examination, so under the encouragement of a few good people and the acquiescence of the rest, after sending a few girls with strict family education home, they decided to go to the Nanhe.
Standing on the Nanhe Bridge, blowing a cool breeze, the boys all opened their arms to the quietly flowing Nanhe water, even if they were blazing like fire, they were unwilling to break this rare peace and tranquility.
The lights are reflected on the South River, with the rippling of the water waves becoming a little blurred, and this moment of Jiangzhou has become so unpredictable, on this South River, they all remembered the deepest things hidden in their hearts, never revealed in front of people, maybe joy, maybe pain, maybe sadness, maybe down.
And when Yan Leng swam with his old man again in ten years, what was he thinking in his heart?
He actually thought about it a lot, but it was as if he didn't think about anything, and now he just felt that this moment was so quiet and beautiful, worthy of his life to collect and commemorate, rather than a reincarnation where he was the only one when he dreamed back at midnight.
At that time, Cen Ge's eyes were no longer visible, and he used his and Cen Ge's eyes to watch the colorful fireworks rise into the sky, reflecting the entire Nanhe River, and also illuminating Cen Ge's face, in the dream, he couldn't see clearly, and after waking up, he couldn't remember, he almost doubted whether he had really found Cen Ge, whether he really stood with him on the Nanhe Bridge all night.
At that time, he lived in a place called the vanity of remorse.
There is no end to it, there is no end.
Yan Leng turned his head and found Cen Ge at a glance among so many people, his Cen Ge was so different, but it was such a different Cen Ge, in his previous life, he actually lost him.
Cen Ge's back was so straight, his eyes were closed, and like him, he listened carefully to the sound of the river flowing under the bridge from the bottom of his heart, a southern river, but it made their hearts ripple.
For Cen Ge, today's day is special, seventeen years ago today, he was born in an alley in Dingxian County, and three years ago today, he left the Lin family, and his whole heart was floating outside, without landing.
Cen Ge was emptying his thoughts, when he was suddenly blindfolded by a pair of hands, and most of his body was surrounded by warmth.
Yan Leng.
Familiar breath, how could it be wrong.
I only heard Yan Leng's low voice echoing in my ears, but it was like a gust of wind blowing into my heart.
He said Cen Ge, my love, happy birthday.
But what he didn't hear was the whispering that Yan Leng echoed in his heart.
Cen Ge, my love, long time no see.
Yan Leng gently branded a kiss behind Cen Ge's ear, almost brushing it away, but it was a gentle and delicate one that had never been before, these ten words would be the most effective spell, and it would make people enchanted.
On his birthday, he never forgets jì, because on this day, he will never forget jì.
In this world, there is no more mother who will wish him a happy birthday with the gentlest voice in the world, and there is no more mother who will cheer up with him and then blow out all the candles with force.
And what about him?
The one who left was gone forever, but only those who stayed knew that the time when they snuggled up to each other was gone, and when he was so lonely that he almost went mad, he would secretly rejoice that the other person was gone.
Every year on this day, he buys a small cake, wishes himself a happy birthday loudly, puffs up enough breath to blow out the only candle, and then ...... Laughing and crying.
No matter how strong he is, he can't hide the loneliness that almost drives him crazy in his heart, others can never empathize, when you force yourself to live in a world where you are alone, when you force yourself not to go crazy, these loneliness and loneliness are not heart-rending and intense, but they are like a wound that cannot be healed, faintly painful.
However, Cen Ge slowly leaned back and gently leaned on Yan Leng's body, he had been alone in this world for three years, and he exchanged a Yan Leng with God, he earned it, didn't he?
There are no bright fireworks in Nanhe today, but who can know that the eyes of the two of them are not as bright as fireworks?