Chapter 186: The Loneliness of a Deep Fall
Jiang Ruoxi smiled, "Sissi, I believe in him, and he will come back naturally when he is done." Her smile was a little reluctant, today, Jiang Ruoya and Leng Qian are very concerned about her relationship with Leng Yan, is she too indifferent? Or are they thinking too much?
"Sister-in-law, come, sit down, let's talk. Leng Qian patted the vacant seat beside her.
Jiang Ruoxi put down her handbag and sat down beside her, and just after she sat down, Leng Qian's voice came, "Sister-in-law, if my brother has another woman outside, won't you mind?"
Jiang Ruoxi was silent, she should understand, Leng Yan should have other women besides her, if she minded, should she leave?
"I think as long as it's a woman, who would want their husband to be in a pair with another woman. Leng Qian turned her head to look at her, but saw a trace of fluctuation in her plain eyes.
"Sister-in-law, I'm sorry! I'm just talking casually, don't mind, I don't think my brother is such a person. Brother is so good to his sister-in-law, how can he be with other women?What's more, sister-in-law, you are so beautiful, how can anyone compare?" Leng Qian patted her hand and comforted her.
Jiang Ruoxi nodded, "Actually, I'm not so good, it's just that when two people are together, they must have a minimum of trust." ”
"That's right. Leng Qian said inconsistently.
"Sissi, I want to go upstairs first. Jiang Ruoxi stood up, dragged a slightly heavy step, and went up to the room on the second floor.
The huge bedroom is cold, without him by his side, Jiang Ruoxi always feels that something is missing, she walked to the wardrobe, pushed open the cabinet door, and looked at a whole row of suits belonging to Leng Yan, every time he went out, she basically didn't bring clothes, she would be strange, but she never asked him.
She reached out and took a black blazer, put it in front of her nose, smelled it, and his smell, hugged his clothes, Jiang Ruoxi sat down on the sofa, and covered his clothes on her body, what was her deep attachment to? Is it his warmth? Is it the breath on his body that reassures her? Or something else?
In this way, with his taste, Jiang Ruoxi leaned on the sofa and fell asleep.
The joy of the New Year did not make Jiang Ruoxi's mood more pleasant, and since that time, Leng Yan has not called again, is he really not coming back?
On Chinese New Year's Eve, Jiang Ruoxi sat alone in the room, still wearing Leng Yan's blazer, so that she did not feel lonely, although Leng Jingcheng had already told her that Leng Yan's work would be very busy, I hope she can understand, in fact, she can understand, it's just that understanding is understanding, but there is an indelible loneliness in her heart.
She hated this feeling, that kind of being too dependent on one person, missing someone too much, making her feel like she was sinking little by little, and in the end, she couldn't extricate herself.
A mobile phone rang for a while, pulling back Jiang Ruoxi's thoughts, was he calling? She stretched out her hand from his suit jacket and took the mobile phone on the coffee table, when she saw the number jumping on the mobile phone screen, she hesitated, how could Yu Ting call at this time? Shouldn't he accompany Jiang Ruoya?
In her hesitation, the phone stopped ringing, and as soon as she put it on the coffee table, it rang again, this time, her slender fingers slid on the touchscreen and picked up the phone, "Hey." ”
"Ruoxi, are you okay?Why didn't anyone answer my call to you just now?" Lei Yuting's voice was filled with eager concern.
"I, oh, I just went downstairs and didn't hear the phone ring. Jiang Ruoxi casually made an excuse, if she asked her to tell him in person that she didn't want to answer his call, she would be embarrassed to speak, and Lei Yuting would not listen to her.
Otherwise, he wouldn't have picked this time to call her.
"That's right, you're fine, are you? I don't seem to be happy to hear your voice. Lei Yuting knew that Leng Yan was still in the United States, he was really ruthless enough, and on such a day, he could also leave Ruoxi alone for the sake of his career.
Jiang Ruoxi paused for a few seconds before smiling and shaking her head, "Yuting, I'm fine, I'm fine! I don't have to do anything recently, I'm resting at home!" Her voice had a shallow smile, pretending to be very happy and happy.
"Really?" Lei Yuting's voice was uncertain, she was in front of him, she was still pretending, her happiness was actually far away from her, "Ruoxi, are you really doing well?"
He wanted to hear her sincerely, he wanted to hear her say, she was not good, she was not good at all.
And Jiang Ruoxi's affirmative voice still came from the other end of the phone, and she said that she was fine.
"Yuting, I'm really good, you should care more about Ruoya. Jiang Ruoxi still pushed him out, because he didn't belong to her anymore, a year ago, he didn't belong anymore, and she didn't need him anymore.
"Ruoya is fine. When Lei Yuting said this, there was still no trace of joy in his tone, even irritation.
"That's good, I want to rest. Jiang Ruoxi said lightly, the distance between them will only get farther and farther, and one day, there will be no need for even the most basic connection between the two of them.
Jiang Ruoya would never agree, her strong possessiveness and the uneasiness that would disturb her thoughts from time to time in her heart made her not allow.
Lei Yuting was silent for a few seconds, and said Happy New Year to her, in fact, no one on both ends of the phone was happy, a woman who was thinking about him who no longer belonged to him, and a man who was thinking about the distance and had no news.
"Happy New Year to you, too!" After Jiang Ruoxi finished saying this, she cut off the phone directly, some words were useless, she didn't want to cause misunderstanding.
In less than three seconds, her mobile phone rang again, Jiang Ruoxi didn't even see the number on the screen clearly, and cut off the phone directly, but when she heard the phone ring again, her facial features were almost distorted together, and she just hung up Leng Yan's phone.
"Why?, dare to hang up my phone?" Leng Yan's voice was angry, "Who was you talking to on the phone just now?" He took time out of the meeting, but he didn't expect that the first call was busy, and the second call was hung up.
"Is it because I'm not there, you're getting bolder?" Leng Yan asked Jiang Ruoxi on the other end of the phone, and pressed the video call.
Jiang Ruoxi raised her eyes, did he really call? She wasn't dreaming, was she? Leng Yan's low roar didn't pull back her thoughts, she was still wandering in fantasy, and there was only an unreal feeling surrounding her.
Leng Yan looked at her misty eyes, slightly wet tears, did not speak again, and looked at her patiently.