Chapter 138: The First Time (4000 words)
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Nine o'clock in the evening.
As soon as the lights went out in the dormitory, Li Muzi's text message came.
"Sleeping?"
Don't Chang'an replied: "I didn't sleep." ”
"What for?"
"Lying down. ”
After another five minutes, Li Muzi sent a text message back: "When is the song recorded, you tell me, I'm ready to prepare." ”
Don't Chang'an replied: "Okay, I'll tell you when the time comes, sleep first, good dreams." ”
Looking at the text message sent by Bei Chang'an, Li Muzi couldn't tell how he felt, but he felt that the distance between him and himself was always far and near.
In her heart, Bei Chang'an is sometimes very strange, but sometimes it is very familiar.
He was like the dust floating in front of his eyes, which did exist, but he couldn't touch it.
Therefore, she has always wanted to make a temptation, trying to make Bei Chang'an notice herself, even if she gives up the dignity of a girl.
After a while, Li Muzi replied, "Well, I slept too." Good night. ”
That night, she didn't dream, she just tossed and turned and couldn't sleep.
As soon as I closed my eyes, my mind was full of pictures of myself in the heavy snow, kissing goodbye to Chang'an, lingering.
Outside the window, the snow was still falling.
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The year 2002 is coming to an end.
In order to prepare for the final exam, Don't Chang'an is busy with his business while preparing for the exam.
At school, most classes were suspended. Some of them are still in school, but the teacher helps them mark the knowledge points, and then study on their own.
Don't Chang'an handed over all the company's affairs to Zhuang Yu, and he has been in school for the past few days.
In 2002, Don't Chang'an made a lot of money, most of which came from the advertising fees of the three software, of which O268 and "Computer Butler" were the majority, and "Chang'an Cloud" and "Chang'an Cloud Music" did not have any profit points.
The dividends of "Chang'an Network Management" can be obtained at the end of the year, Lao Yang talked to Chang'an in advance, and the sales of software this year are very good.
After getting the dividends, Don't Chang'an wants to strike while the iron is hot and carry out his next plan.
If everything goes well, in 2003, the three million in his account will definitely multiply several times.
In the next few days, Li Muzi sent several text messages to Bei Chang'an, the content of which was inconsequential.
Sometimes, she would talk about the events of that night, and Don't Chang'an chose to avoid talking about it.
During the final review period, don't Chang'an don't have to go to the library to fight at night.
Every morning, he would take Tang Wan to his new home to read books and memorize questions.
Over time, the dining table at home naturally became the desk for the two of them to prepare for the exam, and it was filled with a lot of books.
When studying, don't Chang'an will not be able to sink down.
Because there are so many things going on in the company, the phone is always ringing.
After a while, it was Yuan Lai, who asked him to discuss the computer, and then Zhuang Yu, who asked him to see the revision plan, and finally quieted for ten minutes, and Li Chen's phone came again.
Later, Don't Chang'an simply turned off the mobile phone, but after thinking about it, he couldn't let it go in his heart, and in the end he could only use it for two purposes.
In this way, until the day of the examination room, Bei Changan did not memorize a question completely.
When studying at home, Don't Chang'an will cook some dishes for Tang Wan to eat.
The single life in his previous life allowed him to practice his survival skills.
For Bei Chang'an, general home-cooked food can be cooked, and the best thing is squirrel and osmanthus fish.
But Tang Wan doesn't eat fish.
Bei Changan asked her why, and she said, "I'm afraid of fish bones." ”
That night, Bei Chang'an made several specialty dishes, and went outside to buy a bottle of red wine, but did not buy a wine glass.
Tang Wan asked, "How to drink?"
Don't Changan thought for a long time and said, "Just use the bowl." ”
After a bowl of wine, Tang Wan said that she wanted to watch TV, but there was no closed circuit at home, and there was only one CCTV channel.
Don't Changan dialed the remote control for a long time, but didn't find the second one, and then gave up directly, leaned over and rummaged under the cabinet, and found a pirated disc of "Titanic" that was given away when I bought a VCD.
"Have you seen this?"
Tang Wan said: "I've seen it." ”
"Let's watch it again. ”
Tang Wan pursed her lips and didn't speak.
"Titanic" has been watched several times in Chang'an, the first time was in college, and the second time was when I was working, when 3D was just out.
So, don't Chang'an just go and feel it again.
I have to say that with the hot release of the 3D version, the world seems to be crazy about "Titanic" again, and the topic is constant.
There is definitely a reason why a movie, after more than ten years, is still so strong.
After many years, the second time I watched the Titanic, Bei Chang'an's mood was very different from before.
Back then, a buddy in a college dormitory in Beichang'an was a senior fan of the Titanic, and this guy watched this movie several times.
According to himself, every time he watches "Titanic", he will have different feelings.
Don't Chang'an asked, "How do you feel?"
"It's about the feelings of love," he said. ”
Don't Chang'an seem to understand whether he understands or not, and he doesn't understand the deep meaning contained in it.
Later, this guy was single from his freshman year to his senior year, and until he graduated, he didn't put into practice the true meaning he understood in "Titanic", which is regrettable.
Actually, the reason why Don't Chang'an watched this movie is because of the theme song of the movie.
If there is no song, Don't Chang'an thinks, this movie will be a lot darker.
While watching the movie, Tang Wan asked farewell Chang'an: "The first time I watched "Titanic", it was the winter vacation of my freshman year of high school. ”
"You went to see it yourself?"
"No, the school organized it, didn't you go there at the time?"
Bei Changan nodded and said, "I forgot." ”
"Did you forget?"
"I was a little impressed, but I can't remember exactly. ”
"Okay, I'll sit behind you that day. ”
Don't Chang'an said, "Well, I remembered. ”
"At that time, many girls in our class cried, especially at the end. ”
Don't Chang'an put down his chopsticks and said, "It's quite touching." ”
Tang Wan took a sip of wine and asked, "At that time, why didn't Rose get on the lifeboat, so that Jack would have a chance to climb the plank, and both of them would be able to survive." ”
Don't Changan smiled and said: "It makes sense, but that's how the story started and ended like this." ”
The sinking of one of the most luxurious mail ships was just to compose an eternal emotional tragedy. The birth of a poignant relationship made the Titanic immortal with it, circulating among people who need feelings, warming every heart that believes in feelings. ”
Tang Wan said: "A grand disaster, an unforgettable relationship. The two of them are not from the same world, but they met unexpectedly. ”
Bei Chang'an took a sip of wine and said, "Unexpected encounter? ”
"What do you mean?"
"Nothing. ”
The movie continues, and when the supposedly unsinkable Titanic crashes into an iceberg, the dream of perfection seems to be shattered.
Rose chooses to trust Jack when she boards the lifeboat, resolutely returns to the cabin to find him, and escapes back to the deck with difficulty, and Rose is persuaded by Jack to get into the lifeboat. The lifeboat slowly lowered, Rose looked dazed, and suddenly she let go of what might be the last chance to escape and jumped back to Titanic, hugging her beloved.
That night, Tang Wan and Bei Chang'an did not go back to school.
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Outside the window, the lights are on, and the north wind is blowing.
For the first time, Tang Wan was a little uncomfortable, but she didn't refuse.
In her eyes, Don't Changan saw the confusion and confusion she left behind after she was broken out of the cage by herself.
But this did not affect the first experience of love between the two people.
As the relationship between the two deepened, Tang Wan found that she had a dependence on Bei Chang'an, and tonight, this dependence deepened further.
Don't Chang'an can sense it.
Some people say that yin is the passage to a woman's heart.
Bei Chang'an followed this passage to occupy her heart and let her belong to herself.
A boy in deep love is no different from a beast.
The same is true for Beichangan.
In front of his beloved, Don't Chang'an is no longer stubborn, he chooses to possess and conquer, so that Tang Wan's everything is completely stained with his own traces.
This **, engraved on every genetic strand in the boy's body, has been the instinct of male animals for millions of years.
Tang Wan would be so irrational when she saw Bei Chang'an for the first time.
She doesn't like this, the difference between the sexes determines that her needs will not be as simple and crude as other Chang'an.
In addition to these, she also likes the feeling of dependence, adoration, and being understood and protected.
But sometimes, Tang Wan's quietness and reserve will always disappear when facing Bei Chang'an.
Lying on the bed, Tang Wan reverently looked forward to the moment when she was overwhelmed by a great sense of happiness.
After the end of this stormy love story, the dark tide in Bei Chang'an's body was turbulent, and he couldn't calm down for a long time.
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Dead.
Tang Wan covered her face with the quilt and gradually fell asleep.
Don't Chang'an sat next to her, reminiscing about everything just now.
Those ** buried in the depths of their hearts, on this night, were completely stimulated.
The conclusion is, yes.
But not quite.
Love is both protective and aggressive.
It's letting go, it's also possession.
Why separate them?
For Tang Wan, her feelings for Bei Chang'an are very complicated.
Tang Wan was not only shy about her performance just now, but also excited because of the irrepressible liking in her heart. This is just like the twelve young people in "Rouge Buckle" who listen to the opera and smoke opium, the posture is lazy and enjoyable, this posture is fascinating, but people only praise the beauty of music, but they are bitter about the poison of the poppy.
Good things are not to be sinful.
As a natural object, how can the existence of the poppy ever be guilty?
Maybe it's just because it's so beautiful.
It's only those who are guilty, and they can't quit this beauty.
Love and sex.
It's like music and poppies.
People eat, drink, pull, sprinkle.
Absorb nutrients to nourish the upper body, but use the lower half of life to excrete waste.
Love is the ambiguity expressed by the upper body.
Sex is the passion expressed in the lower body.
Many men scoff at Korean dramas when they hear about them, in order to flaunt that they are not hypocritical men.
Many women express their disgust when they hear about the island nation of A1V, so as to flaunt that they are not a lewd woman.
Love and sex are actually beautiful.
Maybe it's too good to attract so much jealousy in the world.
The next day, Bei Chang'an found out about this, but didn't say anything.
He feels that perfect love, putting the two together, is not contradictory.
Back then, Bei Changan used two players to open Korean dramas and island country A1V at the same time, then turned their volume to the minimum, and then turned on the jazz music in the CD player, and turned up the sound as loud as possible, so that the ambiguous music filled the whole room.
Sweetness, sadness, despair, tears, lips, wheezing, **, squirting, and ambiguous jazz, all the feelings are intertwined, like a profound ***.
In the end, the male protagonist in A1V trembled and said: God, I'm going to die!
The heroine in the Korean drama said with tears in her eyes: Don't die, I'm waiting for you!
This is what Don't Chang'an thinks, the most perfect love.
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Back at school, Li Muzi asked Tang Wan for a long time, where did she go last night.
Tang Wan also hid it from her, saying that she would go to Chang'an.
"He's renting a house outside?"
"Yes, I bought it. ”
Li Muzi vaguely knew something, and didn't continue to ask.
In the entire 602, except for Li Muzi, no one knows about buying a house in Chang'an.
Tang Wan didn't tell anyone else, and Don't Chang'an didn't say anything, because he felt that there was no need for everyone to know about this kind of thing, just let it be.
In fact, people in 602 know that Bei Chang'an is not bad for money, and they all know that he opened a small company outside the school.
On December 25th, before Christmas in 2002, the preparation for the exam continued, Don't Chang'an still cooks for Tang Wan every day, and then accompanied her to read books and memorize questions.
On Christmas Day, the two dormitories got together without eating or singing.
I went to the playground during the day and played a lot of projects, don't Chang'an took an unprecedented roller coaster, originally he thought it would be very exciting, but after a lap, he found that he didn't feel anything, but Ye Kai and Su Xiao, who were sitting next to him, were so nervous that they screamed louder than the other, like killing pigs.
Everyone thought that Ye Kaitian was not afraid, the ground was not afraid, and a roller coaster should not be difficult for him, but they never thought that this kid was so unhelpful, he couldn't do it in one round.
When I got off the roller coaster, my face was white.
After going to the playground, everyone went to Huguo Temple snack street again.
I have to say that at the foot of the imperial city, it is really distinctive in terms of eating.
When the group arrived at Huguosi Street, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon.
It's Christmas, and many snack bars are packed with customers, and in some small rooms, many people line up outside.
602 and 616 successively bought a lot of snacks such as fried belly, haggis soup, bean juice, Aiwowo, pea yellow, donkey rolling, noodle tea, tea vegetables, and coke rings.
Don't Chang'an, I tasted everything I thought was delicious.
After eating it in a circle, except for the pea yellow, which he felt was pretty good, the rest felt mediocre.
Don't Chang'an is not a foodie, but sometimes, when you encounter food, you will taste it and do not resist.
Along the way, Li Muzi kept a distance not far from Chang'an.
Li Muzi is a good girl, what do you want.
Don't Chang'an, she just won't call her.
Besides, now that he and Tang Wan have lived up to their name, he is really a little uninterested in changing women.
After shopping for a while, Don't Changan took Tang Wan into a snack bar to sit and rest.
Five minutes later, the dog ran in and said to Bei Chang'an: "Third brother, Su Xiao has quarreled with others.
Don't Chang'an sat up, looked at him and asked, "Where is it?"
"Right ahead. ”