Chapter 147: Battle (1)
Chapter 147: Battle (1)
Su Tong sat there all the time, from noon to sunset, motionless.
Knowing that he was stimulated and his temperament would change, Wang Jing was still not used to his quiet appearance, as if he was the only one left in this world, alone.
The loneliness and loneliness were hidden in his heart, but he hurt Wang Jing's eyes.
Wang Jing told himself that unless he sincerely accepted himself, he would never appear in front of him, but it was really painful to look at it from a distance and not be able to comfort and accompany him, and it was not easier than ever.
The last ray of light on the horizon was withdrawn by the sky, and when the night was completely opened, Su Tong moved, Wang Jing almost held his breath, he couldn't guess what he was going to do, this feeling made him scared.
This moment of fear and worry made Wang Jing realize his carelessness, and he forgot all about the dark cloud telling him that someone was going to kill Su Tong!
However, in the blink of an eye, Su Tong got up and obediently returned, and the surroundings were peaceful and quiet, and there was no trace of murderous aura, which made Wang Jing feel a little relieved.
Seeing Su Tong return to Su Mansion and lie down to sleep, Wang Jingcai turned around and went back to Jinghuaju.
Standing on the shore of the lake, Wang Jing noticed that the cold wind was not as solemn as in the past, it was more gentle, and after the middle of winter, the ice and snow were gradually disappearing, and naturally it looked like a harmonious contrast with the current predicament.
Wang Jing didn't say anything, but he knew that Su Tong looked at the south and sat for a day, and he had made up his mind, and he was determined to protect him and silently guard himself, where should he go?
Is it to go south with him?
Or let him go south alone, and wait until the Wang family and everyone in Yunyang Pavilion are arranged, and then go to him?
No matter which one he chooses, he can't make Wang Jing feel at ease, if he chooses the former, he can't take care of everything in Cloud City, if he chooses the latter, the war will be raging, and I don't know if Su Tong can come back alive......
A decision that opened up a whole new world and swept him into the torrent, the first choice he would face, had made Wang Jing unable to sleep and hesitated.
Dark Cloud was secretly protecting Su Tong on Wang Jing's orders, and Dark Cloud obeyed the order, but the words left behind made Wang Jing not come back to his senses for a long time.
"Master, now Su Tong will definitely enter the office, you have been careful and cautious for so many years, and you have been arguing with the old lady for so many years, and you can finally get rid of the shackles of the imperial court completely, do you just give up and accompany Su Tong to fall into the torment and worry of the past again?"
has been swept forward, has been facing the problem head-on, and has been advancing bravely, but he didn't expect that his determination to accompany Su Tong with the wind and rain would be to accompany him to work for the court......
Wang Zhen has been loyal to the court for decades, but he can't get Wang Jing's understanding, the only thing he gets is his son's resentment and contempt.
The obsession accumulated over the years, when I think of it, it is really like a deep hatred, everything Wang Zhen has done is unforgivable, unforgivable, this is what Wang Jing has always believed, unless Wang Zhen is willing to resign and go with them, unless so, he will never forgive.
But today, this matter is changed to Su Tong, why, there is no such feeling of deep hatred. He could foresee that Su Tong would be running around for the court and war in the future, and he would be no less busy than Wang Zhen, but he felt indescribable distress for Su Tong in his heart, and he still had a grudge against Wang Zhen.
Things are also divided, the corners of Wang Jing's mouth fell slightly, the reason why he couldn't forgive Wang Zhen was because he really didn't have a competent place to be a father, he didn't fulfill a little bit of his father's responsibility, and he gave him a day's father's warmth. This is why he hates him so much, why the emperor and Li Min did his best to die, this is the crux of his enemies everywhere and not letting him go along with him.
Wang Jing has always known, but there is no day when he feels so deeply as he does today, if Wang Zhen is not his father, he can definitely be regarded as a good prime minister for the country and the people, but Wang Zhen is indeed his father, and he can't expel him from his childhood upbringing.
He is worthy of thousands of Li people up and down Yunhan, but he is always sorry for himself, sorry for the eldest sister who died young, and sorry for the lonely mother!
He hated Wang Zhen for giving all his heart to the world, leaving nothing for them.
If Su Tong becomes the same as Wang Zhen in the future......
Wang Jing's hand clenched and let go, let go and clenched.
If at that time, he wants to silently guard Wang Zhenguo like his mother?
When he was a child, many lonely and empty memories came flooding back, dragging Wang Jing into the flood again and again, but even if the pain that was still fresh in his memory made him suffocate, in the end, he still wanted to accompany Su Tong and face the future together.
This kind of thought made Wang Jing flustered and at a loss for what to do unprecedentedly.
For a moment, he thought that even if Su Tong was too busy to come and see him, he would accompany Su Tong and never give up.
Mother, you think so too, you have been happy for so many years?
This night, Wang Jing was full of thoughts, and he couldn't close his eyes and sleep steadily.
Since he can support Su Tong without hesitation, why can't he allow Wang Zhen to do the same......
At dawn, Dark Cloud came back and told Wang Jing that Su Tong wanted to see him, which made Wang Jing feel incredible.
But Wang Jing still came to the Liang River outside the South City Gate as promised, Su Tong was standing under the big tree he leaned on yesterday, and he could see it at a glance, Wang Jing was a little nervous, he didn't dare to step forward, and quietly looked at Su Tong from a distance, he did a good job of concealment yesterday, Su Tong was injured again, it stands to reason that he shouldn't be found following him, but how could he be so coincidentally asked to meet him here?
Su Tong didn't know that Wang Jing had come, he looked at the vast southward sky, and the blue sky stretched to the ends of the earth.
"He's not coming......" Su Tong's determined gaze flickered slightly.
Wang Jing heard the taste of those words, and couldn't help but think of the words of Zhennan Wangfu, where he categorically rejected himself and drew a line with himself.
Was he worried that he had hurt himself?
Wang Jing squinted, there was no fog, but he felt that Su Tong's whole body was wrapped in mist, and he couldn't see clearly for a while.
"What are you going to do when you ask me to come?" Wang Jing didn't dare to go any further, because he was afraid that if he walked into the fog, he wouldn't be able to see Su Tong clearly, and at the same time, he couldn't see himself clearly.
The sudden sound frightened Su Tong, Wang Jing felt surprised, he was so far away from Su Tong that he could see Su Tong's stiff movements.
Wang Jing's eyes sank and sank, wasn't he thinking about himself? Is he so afraid to face himself?