Chapter 346: A Moment of Loneliness

Su Ming stood aside, and when he saw that he was busy in front of the large red frangipani again, he was silent for a while, and then said, "You have grown a lot...... There are many internal strategies, and they have begun to do things quietly. ”

Su Tong stopped his movements, turned around, looked at Su Ming in confusion, and asked helplessly and funny, "Are you praising me or hurting me?" What did I do to make you unhappy?"

Su Ming looked at him motionlessly, not being pretended by him, "Guess what I'm here for." ”

Yes, he guessed that as soon as Su Ming appeared in his courtyard in the morning, he suspected that Shukazhi had told the emperor what he meant, but it wasn't until Su Ming firmly said that he began to do things quietly and did not confirm it.

"Well, it doesn't look like this is what I wanted. Su Tong dropped the dry branch he was holding in his hand, turned around with a regretful smile and continued to prune the flower branch, and said self-deprecatingly, "The camp is so drawn, but it was defeated overnight, and our emperor really looks down on me as always." ”

Su Ming didn't want him to risk participating in the affairs of the imperial court, but he was also not happy to see him depressed and unhappy and confined to the Su Mansion all day long, meditating on how to stand up in the court and participate in the deliberations.

They were in a dilemma when they stopped him before, but now they want to follow him, but they are still in a dilemma.

As long as they do not leave the world for a day, they will always be in a dilemma.

"The emperor said that this matter will be discussed later. The implication of Su Ming's words is obvious, this matter may be variable.

But he didn't have much hope, he didn't respond to Su Ming, but he heard Su Ming say again, "If this matter doesn't work out, you need to find out why the emperor is not allowed." Whether we are ordinary people or courtiers, if the emperor does not agree with us to do it, we can't do it. ”

With a click, the scissors that stopped between the flower branches closed, and a few branches were cut off and fell to the feet. Because of Su Ming's words, he lost his mind for a moment, and he still didn't believe it, Su Ming didn't come here to blame him. Su Ming...... Unexpectedly, he did not object to him doing this, not only did he not oppose but also supported mentioning him, unless Yun Sect agreed, he could not be satisfied.

When he turned around and wanted to confirm Su Ming's attitude again, Su Ming had already left Nanjia, leaving a back that was far away.

Since he was a child, he hoped that they would support and encourage him to become a general, but they never once let go of their heads, and finally they stopped stopping him from supporting him, but he did not have a trace of the joy of wishing to come true, but longed for the leisurely and comfortable days they had worked so hard to build for him, regardless of military and political affairs.

Today, how much I am afraid of the imperial power and power, how much I struggle and fight, how much I am annoyed that I have been blinded and having fun for the past 20 years, and I am still angry with them everywhere...... In the past, except for the matter of leading troops to fight, they followed him and followed him, but now even this is according to him......

When no one will take care of you and you again, it took him a long time to hold back the tears welling up in his eyes, and the sour taste lingered in the tip of his nose and throat for a long time, and it tormented his heart.

If one day, no one asks you whether you are doing well or badly, whether it is gritting your teeth without tears or crying bitterly from night to day, when there is only one person, the taste of being lonely in the world and no one to ask is like a wasteland snow wind blowing on a day and a night that freezes your body and mind, and the remaining weak breath only feels that it hurts to be alive.

He realized that the farther away he struggled from them, the greater the pain.

On this day, he never went to the East Courtyard to see He Jin, so he asked Lu Ying to move the reclining chair to the Frangipani wall, and slept in the sun for most of the day. Lu Ying saw that his face was not good, and he didn't dare to wake him up when the wind was blowing, so he hugged the thin quilt and gently covered him, and stepped aside to take care of the low bushes.

He lay with his eyes closed, but he couldn't sleep at all.

Even if he is getting farther and farther away from them, he is getting more and more lonely, he can't retreat, he can't hide under their protection forever, pretending to know nothing and live on his own. And unless they die before him, he is just a moment of loneliness. So, he had to be quiet and concentrate on that goal.

Yunzong didn't come to Sufu and didn't summon him, and he didn't agree with the meaning of the letter and Cambodia, he didn't have a chance to face the saint, and second, the emperor couldn't see him today, how could he change his mind and let him summon him?

Yun Sect is most concerned about the stability of Yun Han, the situation of Chu State, and Lingyu...... The whereabouts of the jade are unknown...... Yun Chu, who was trapped by love, Yun Yi, who was heartfelt, and Nie Huan, who died at his hands...... , Yun Sect has a lot of concerns, but he will not anger Yun Zong, he can intervene and do it beautifully, and there are only a handful of people who can win Yun Zong's trust.

Now Liu Ji is helping him collect some news about the Chu State, which is bound to present the latest internal situation in Chu, and it should not be difficult to find out Lingyu's whereabouts by the way, but it will take a month or two to hear the results of this matter at the earliest, and he can't wait that long.

Although Yun Yi does not ask about the government, but for him to enter the palace three or four times to relieve him, Yun Yi has entered and exited the palace too often, and it is not Yun Yi's wish and Yun Zong's wish, Yun Zong may think that Yun Yi is disappointed for a man who repeatedly violates his own principles, and then remembers him for the crime of causing trouble all day long.

Until the evening, there was no breakthrough.

I didn't know the taste of the food I ate for dinner, I withdrew early and sat on the low couch holding the "War Strategy" for a long time and couldn't turn a page, Lu Ying sometimes replaced the herbal tea for him with hot ones, and saw that he had eaten less dinner and put some pastries on the table, although everything was done lightly, he still felt that it disturbed him, and decisively let Lu Ying go down to rest, and he was still there thinking about how to learn about the situation in Chu and the whereabouts of Lingyu faster.

However, once back and forth to Chudi, the time of two months is already very tight, how can there be room for faster.

He could only wait for Yun Zong to remember him and summon him that day, maybe Yun Zong remembered him and didn't summon him in view of his previous determination......

But why was Yun Zong unmoved when he sent him to the door?

If he knew that Yun Yang's hand, even if he was a useless waste material, he would use it, even if he couldn't use him as a person, but he could use his power and his relationship to use the prestige of the two families behind him, even if he was not worth mentioning to Yun Zong, but Yun Zong would never look down on the power behind him, this didn't make sense. Unless...... As soon as Yun Yang left Su Mansion, he became critically ill and had no time to explain the matter of Yun Zong.

If so, it's really great news for their He family!

He tried so hard to get Yun Zong to be reused, not because he thought that Yun Yang let them know that they had a sister alive in the world and was grateful to the emperor, but from the beginning he thought of replacing He Jin and shouldering the responsibility of the He family that He Jin carried, He Jin has been working hard for 20 years, even if his health is better, he needs to take care of himself, and he can't stand the torment and scorching of Yunhan today, which is turbulent and turbulent, and even the flames of war.

(..)

( Will be happy )