I don't know what Yao Ruoqin is going to say to him this time.

Yao Ruoqin paced in front of Xie Jin'an and stopped, and after seeing the impatience and defensiveness in his eyes, Yao Ruoqin smiled a little helplessly.

"You don't have to be so protective of me, Jin'an, I just want to talk to you. Yao Ruoqin took the initiative to open his mouth to him.

"Sister Yao, say it. After all, she has been taken by her for so many years before, and Xie Jinan still has the least respect for her.

"Actually, I want to ask the same question as last time. ”

Yao Ruoqin sat down in front of Xie Jin'an and looked at him with a smile, "You have gone to great lengths to cooperate with her, and you have constantly broken your principles...... If you really like it so much, why don't you try to get it?"

This is what Yao Ruoqin doesn't understand Xie Jin'an the most.

That's right, she really didn't want Xie Jin'an and Ning Si to be together, and she also wanted to match him and Jiang Siyu.

But then it didn't work, and it made Xie Jinan so uncomfortable.

Although Yao Ruoqin is not a good person, she still has a good conscience towards Xie Jin'an.

Xie Jinan did so many things for Ning Si but didn't say it, she was really distressed.

"Sister Yao, I have already answered this question. Xie Jinan repeated his attitude again: "I don't ask for anything in return for my dedication to her." ”

"Not asking for anything in return is not the same thing as not letting her know!"

Yao Ruoqin raised his voice to correct him, "If you keep everything in your heart like this, you will definitely regret it in the future." ”

"Jin'an, I apologize to you for what happened at the beginning. ”

This is the first time Yao Ruoqin has put his posture so low in front of Xie Jin'an.

She was suddenly like this, Xie Jinan didn't know how to respond.

He stared at her blankly, and didn't come back to his senses for a long time.

"Sister Yao, you ......"

"You should think about the next question now," Yao Ruoqin asked him aggressively, "Do you not tell her about it because you don't want her to feel indebted, or are you afraid that she will not be indifferent if she finds out?"

“……”

Xie Jinan was speechless when asked by Yao Ruoqin.

That's right, he's afraid it's the latter, but all along, he's been using the former as a reason to comfort himself.

He really didn't want Ning Si to feel indebted to him, but he couldn't accept Ning Si's indifference after knowing the truth.

In fact, Xie Jinan is not an unconfident person, but once he encounters a topic related to Ning Si, he will put his position very low.

He originally thought that after filming the zhēn rén show, Ning Si's feelings for him would change, after all, they had spent so much time together. However, none of the things he expected showed up.

After the show ended, Ning Si didn't take the initiative to contact him at all.

He took the initiative to send WeChat to chat with her, and she never replied.

Every night before going to bed, he would wonder if Ning Si was in Song Huaijing's arms, and if they were doing that kind of thing.

Then, the corresponding image will come to his mind.

Many times, Xie Jinan feels like a madman who can't be loved.

The question Yao Ruoqin asked just now directly poked at his weakness.

He was silent for a long time, still not giving an answer.

No matter what Yao Ruoqin said, she had taken Xie Jin'an for three years, and she also knew Xie Jin'an's xìng.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Yao Ruoqin continued: "If you don't fight for yourself, you will never be able to fight her, understand?"

"Sister Yao, don't worry about my business. ”

Xie Jin'an waved his hand at her, his face pale, "I will handle this matter myself, I don't need you to tell me what to do." ”

"What do you want to do with it, keep silent like this?"

Yao Ruoqin looked at Xie Jin'an, angry at him like this, and at the same time a little self-blamed.

When he first met Xie Jin'an, he was not like this.

At that time, Xie Jinan had just graduated from college, dared to love and hate, and never hid his emotions.

At that time, she asked him what his feelings were for Ning Si, and he generously admitted it, and told her that after making money, he would marry Ning Si as his wife and give her a home.

He was so sure at the beginning, but now he doesn't even have the courage to tell the truth.

In the past three years, he has indeed grown.

In the past, Yao Ruoqin always thought that he was not tactful enough, and tried every means to let him learn the society jiāo, learn to forbearance, and learn to wear a mask.

Now he has finally learned, but Yao Ruoqin looks at him like this, but he does not have the slightest sense of accomplishment, and he regrets in vain.

Yao Ruoqin has never regretted it so much as he does today.

Xie Jin'an was brought up by her, and it was false to say that there was no emotion, in Yao Ruoqin's heart, Xie Jin'an was almost like her child.

Although Xie Jin'an is no longer in her charge now, she still feels uncomfortable when she sees Xie Jin'an sad and sad for Ning Si like this.

knew that what happened at the beginning would have such a big impact on him, Yao Ruoqin would definitely not do those things.

It's a pity that it's too late to regret it now, it happened, and time can't be turned back.

"Jin'an, tell me first, what do you think?"

Yao Ruoqin saw that Xie Jinan didn't speak, and continued to ask him: "I just want you to tell the truth, is it difficult?"

“…… Sister Yao. When Xie Jinan spoke again, there was already a little tremor in his voice.

He clenched his fists, and the muscles on his arms bulged.

It can be seen that he is trying his best to hide his emotions.

"You're right, I'm scared. ”

He lowered his head, his voice hoarse, "I'm afraid that she will still be indifferent when she finds out, and I'm afraid that she will think I'm cowardly." ”

"But you've fought for it, haven't you?"

Hearing Xie Jinan say this, Yao Ruoqin was a little moved.

She lifted her hand and patted him on the shoulder.

"Jin'an, you are still young, you should fight for your feelings. It doesn't matter if you fail, the premise of starting over is to let go of the past. ”

“……”

"You haven't let go of the past at all, so how can you start over?"

Yao Ruoqin persuaded him earnestly.

**

At the same time, on the set, Ning Si had just finished her rivalry with Shen Yan.

Ning Si filmed this scene very smoothly, Shen Yan was NG twice halfway because of her lack of experience, but she adjusted well and didn't delay much time in the end.

This scene was still filmed on time.

After the shooting, Ning Si walked over to Jin Cao and looked back at the effect just now.

When Shen Yan saw Ning Si coming, she also came up with her.

After watching the replay just now, Shen Yan took the initiative to apologize to Ning Si: "I'm sorry, Sister Sisi, I didn't behave well just now and delayed your time." ”

When filming, the newcomer made a mistake, and he always had to make a statement to the old man.

Shen Yan thought that she had a good attitude, but she stepped on Ning Si's minefield.

Ning Si hates it when people call her sister the most.

For example, now, when Shen Yan calls her sister, she always feels that Shen Yan is provoking her.

"Don't call me that, I'm not much older than you. Ning Si reminded Shen Yan with a cold face.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Shen Yan saw that Ning Si was unhappy, and hurriedly apologized to her, "I, I just want to show respect for you, I don't mean anything else......"

"It's okay, I don't need your respect. ”

Ning Si smiled at her as he raised his hand and patted her on the shoulder.

"Also, if you really want to show respect for me, then go back and memorize the script well, and don't forget the words and get stuck at the critical time next time. ”

Speaking of this, Ning Si paused and turned his gaze to Jin Cao.

"It's not just respect for me, it's respect for the director. ”

"Okay, I remember. Shen Yan nodded lightly.

……

After Ning Si said this, he went in the direction of the lounge.

The lounge and powder room are next to each other, so everyone is busy outside and it's quiet inside.

When Ning thought about walking past the dressing room, he heard the voices of Yao Ruoqin and Xie Jin'an.

She subconsciously stopped.

"You just tell her that I threatened you with her killing her father in the first place, and you had to break up with her as a last resort, is it so difficult to tell the truth?"

As soon as Ning Si stopped, he heard this.

Her face changed suddenly, and she pushed the door and walked into the dressing room.

She closed the crowd and walked up to Yao Ruoqin, grabbed her collar, her eyes were frighteningly red.

"What did you just say? Say it again. ”

Chapter 243: Always holding back will be depressed

Ning Si suddenly broke in, and Xie Jin'an and Yao Ruoqin were stunned.

Especially Xie Jin'an.

This was a secret that he had kept for nearly two years, and he never thought of letting Ning Si know, let alone being exposed to her at such a time.

"Sisi, don't ask, there's nothing. Xie Jin'an stepped forward and grabbed Ning Si's wrist.

"Shut up!"

Ning Si shook Xie Jinan away fiercely, and then looked at Yao Ruoqin again.

"Repeat what you just said. ”

Yao Ruoqin had long known that Ning Si was not a fuel-efficient lamp, but she had never seen her show such a terrifying expression.

Since she had heard it just now, Yao Ruoqin didn't want to continue to hide it.

She looked at Ning Si and moved her lips.

"I accidentally found out about you killing your father, so"

Yao Ruoqin pursed her lips and paused before continuing: "I used this incident to force him to break up with you, and forced him and Jiang Siyu to fire CP. ”

"Jin An, he never thought of giving up your relationship, nor did he think of breaking up with you. I forced him. ”

“……”

"He didn't have any contact with Siyu in private, and I forced him to record that video, just to stimulate you to separate from him. ”

Yao Ruoqin said a lot of things at one time, explaining the misunderstanding of the year clearly.

After Ning Si listened, his eyes were already so red that he couldn't speak.

She never cries in front of people, that's the principle.

But today it is a gaffe.

Yao Ruoqin saw that Ning Si's eyes were red, and felt that she was still moved, so she took this opportunity to speak for Xie Jin'an: "Jin'an, he really likes you, I threatened him, I told him that if he didn't break up with you, he would make that matter public." ”

"He knew you didn't want to mention it, so he sacrificed himself to save you, and never wanted to know the truth. ”

"I thought he would be able to get out of that relationship quickly after separating from you, but you can also see that until now, he still loves you deeply. Even if so much happens, his feelings for you will only increase. Ning Si, he is the only person in the world who loves you deeply but does not ask for anything in return. ”

"If you lose him, you will regret it for the rest of your life. ”

……

This was the first time Yao Ruoqin had spoken to Ning Si with such a gentle attitude.

In fact, she did this just for Xie Jin'an, and ...... Make up for the wrong things she did back then.

Ning Si didn't speak for a long time, and Yao Ruoqin knew that she must have been shaken.

She took a few steps back, straightened her neckline, and then said to Ning Si, "You guys talk alone, I'll go out first." No outsiders will come in here, rest assured. ”

After saying this, Yao Ruoqin left.

A minute later, the door of the dressing room was closed again, and only Ning Si and Xie Jin'an were left inside.

Ning Si stood in place, his eyes blank and depressed.

Xie Jin'an walked up, patted her on the back gently, and called her name.

"Sisi ......"

After hearing Xie Jin'an's voice, Ning Si couldn't hold back any longer, fell into his arms, raised his hand and beat his chest continuously.

"Xie Jin'an, are you a fool?" she looked at him with red eyes, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"If you could, I hope you don't know for the rest of your life. Xie Jinan hugged her a little tighter, "It's all my fault, it's because I don't have the ability to protect you." If I had the ability, we wouldn't be where we are today. ”

"Sisi, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry...... If I had a little bit of a chance, you wouldn't have to marry him......"

Hearing Xie Jin'an say this, Ning Si cried even more.

He's really a fool, a real fool.

No matter what happens between them, he takes the blame on himself.

When they quarreled at the beginning, he was the one who confessed their mistakes first every time.

When she got angry, he coaxed her unconditionally, never getting impatient.

If it weren't for his existence, she wouldn't even dare to think about how anyone in this world could be so kind to her and not ask for anything in return.

Ning Si cried for a while, and Ning Si calmed down a little.

After calming down, Ning Si withdrew from Xie Jin'an's arms, then sniffed and said to him, "Don't be nice to me anymore." ”

They had been separated for so long, and he also knew that she was married to Song Huaijing.

According to Song Huaijing's xìng grid, it is impossible to let her go.

And...... Even if she separates from Song Huaijing, she has no way to go back to be with Xie Jin'an.

From the day she married Song Huaijing, she had no way to turn back. She had long seen the reality.

If you give him hope at this time, it will only be a waste of a few more years.

So...... She had to be ruthless.

"It's my freedom, isn't it?"

Xie Jin'an looked at her with a gentle smile on his face.

"I don't want you to know, I'm afraid you're going to have a psychological burden. ”

"Sisi, you should understand that I am willing to give everything for you, even if there is no return, I will continue. ”

"Shut up!" Ning Si raised her voice, these three words, she almost said with a tremble.

She gritted her teeth and continued: "In short, don't be nice to me anymore, after this play is over, we won't have any more cooperation, let's see each other as little as possible." ”

Ning Siqiang held back tears and said these words, then quickly walked out of the dressing room and walked in the direction of the bathroom.

……

Xie Jinan sat alone in the dressing room, covering his eyes with one hand, and his palm was quickly soaked.

What he was most afraid of really happened.

At this time, the question that Yao Ruoqin had asked him before echoed in his mind.

If you don't tell her, are you afraid that she will feel indebted to you, or are you afraid that she will still be indifferent when she finds out?

As it turned out, it was the latter that he feared.

**

Ning Si ran to the bathroom and stayed in the cubicle alone for a long time.

After running out of the dressing room, her tears never stopped.

She knew she shouldn't cry, but she couldn't help it.

She crouched alone in the bathroom cubicle, holding a roll of toilet paper, and cried for a full hour.

Fortunately, there is no role for her today, even if she cries, it won't have much impact.

An hour later, Ning Si's phone rang.

The sound of the vibration brought her back to her senses. Ning Si put the toilet paper aside, took out her phone from her costume, and looked at the screen.

The call came from Jiang Wen.

Ning Si took a deep breath, pressed the answer button, and put the phone to his ear.

As soon as the phone was connected, I heard Jiang Wen's anxious questioning: "Where are you? I didn't look for you on the set."