Chapter 661: The Pain of Love
Tian Xiaowan has been thinking about this problem, her friends are in pain because of love, and there are also happy because of love, but Tian Xiaowan doesn't feel like that, until she meets Zhang Yang, Tian Xiaowan realizes this feeling, it is a feeling of pain and happiness coexisting, when you can't see it, you miss it very much, and the pain of missing is only clear to me!
She mustered up the courage and wanted to open a room with Zhang Yang, Tian Xiaowan knew very well in her heart that she really fell in love with Zhang Yang, knowing what the situation was, she still fell in love without hesitation!
It's like a moth throwing itself into a fire, knowing the danger ahead, it will still pounce on it!
And Tian Xiaowan is the same, she plans to pounce too!
But so many things happened that night, and her idea did not succeed, and after returning home, she was told by her father again, asking Tian Xiaowan to sever relations with Zhang Yang, mainly because his father did not take a fancy to Zhang Yang and didn't like Zhang Yang very much, so when he spoke, he would become very resolute and ask Tian Xiaowan to cut off relations with Zhang Yang!
Tian Xiaowan refuted her father for the first time, she didn't think she should break off the relationship, and when Tian Xiaowan was angry, she suddenly said, "I still want to marry him!"
After Tian Xiaowan finished saying this, she herself was taken aback, Tian Xiaowan didn't expect her to talk to her father like this, and after she said it, it was too late to regret it! Tian Xiaowan thought about it, this is not bad, but she should also show her attitude and let her father know that there is someone in her heart!
No need to ask, her father lost his temper again, Zhang Yang made an exception and ignored it, so he didn't hear it and ran back to the room to hide!
She said it, but Tian Xiaowan wanted Zhang Yang to know her mind, she had already thought very clearly, even if she couldn't be with Zhang Yang, she had to show her mind, and let Zhang Yang know that she had the courage to come over today and confess to Zhang Yang!
Tian Xiaowan's words really scared Zhang Yang, if it were someone else's words, Zhang Yang would not feel any surprise, but this is Tian Xiaowan, there has never been a girl who has ever said such a thing, and she has to come out with this sentence coldly, whoever hears it will be very surprised!
Zhang Yang was very surprised, his hand was still holding Tian Xiaowan, Zhang Yang didn't expect Tian Xiaowan to confess directly to him, he didn't speak, but looked at Tian Xiaowan, Tian Xiaowan's lips pursed twice, and said with a very uneasy look, "I just want to sue you, I like you I want you to go on like this, I don't care what others think, I just want to be with you, just go on together, forever!"
After Tian Xiaowan finished speaking, she had already blushed, buried her face in Zhang Yang's arms, and said that she didn't dare to look at Zhang Yang anymore! Zhang Yang heard Tian Xiaowan's words, and his hand touched Tian Xiaowan's face, " Tian Xiaowan, I don't know how to say it, I'm glad to hear you say this, you can say this to me, it's enough to prove that you still recognize me as a person, I'm very happy, but I also want to tell you, my current situation, you should also be able to see that there is a marriage contract between me and Bai Wanqing, and the purpose of my coming to Haishi this time is also to get married to Bai Wanqing, of course, there are some things happening at present, but this does not change this fact, that is, there is a connection between me and Bai Wanqing I said this I don't know if you will understand what I mean, that is, I may not fall in love as you think I thank you for seeing me like this, I'm really happy but, I can't accept your love because it will hurt you, I know I may have misunderstood you, I'm sorry!"
This is from Zhang Yang's heart, he doesn't want to see Tian Xiaowan hurt, Zhang Yang knows his current situation very well, in this case, he will only hurt Tian Xiaowan, Zhang Yang can't give Tian Xiaowan a promise of marriage, and Tian Xiaowan is a very simple girl, Zhang Yang doesn't want to hurt Tian Xiaowan, so he has to sue Tian Xiaowan directly, he can't accept Tian Xiaowan's confession!
"I know!" Just as Zhang Yang said this, Tian Xiaowan said in a low voice, " I have long known that you are in this situation, from the time you arrived in the group, I already knew, I really don't have any luxury, I just hope to have a good love, I have no experience in love, all the time, I feel that I am very stupid, others can go to love happily, crying or laughing, that is my own experience, my own feelings, but I don't, I have always listened to my parents, believe that my parents are for their own good, but I found that I lost a lot of experience, this love is the same, I found that I have always been a very stupid girl, I don't feel anything, I don't like this feeling, When I met you, I knew, I really fell in love with you, whether it was crying or laughing, I was ready to bear it, I just wanted the feeling of being in a relationship, I wouldn't intervene in your life, but if there was no one, I could call you alone like those couples, and go on like this with you, I was already very satisfied!"
After Zhang Yang heard Tian Xiaowan say this, he didn't know what to say, Zhang Yang's heart was also struggling, Tian Xiaowan's words had already been said about this, if Zhang Yang still didn't agree, it would be too cruel to Tian Xiaowan, Tian Xiaowan's requirements were not high, I just hoped that when Zhang Yang could be with her, like falling in love, this kind of thing is actually a good thing for Zhang Yang, after all, Zhang Yang has not had this kind of hand-holding for a long time, is in love, the most important thing is that if you are in love with Tian Xiaowan like this, you don't need to have any responsibility, you are simply a man's favorite!
But Zhang Yang thought about it again, if he really agreed like this, it might hurt Tian Xiaowan, Zhang Yang's heart hesitated, Tian Xiaowan had already seen it, she was not a fool, just from Zhang Yang's reaction, Tian Xiaowan had already felt that Zhang Yang had concerns in her heart, as for what Zhang Yang was worried about, Tian Xiaowan didn't know, her watery eyes looked at Zhang Yang, and whispered in her mouth, "Isn't it, I make you hate?"
"No, no!" As soon as Zhang Yang heard Tian Xiaowan's words, he hurriedly waved his hand, "Tian Xiaowan, you misunderstood, I didn't think about this, I was very happy that you could tell me these words, but I was worried, once I really had to do this, what should I do if you are hurt? Tian Xiaowan, I care about you too much, so I will worry about you, can you understand my feelings?"
"Understood, I understood!" Tian Xiaowan heard Zhang Yang say this, and she was already excited, " I understand that you are worried about me like this, I am so glad that someone said, if you don't experience life, it is incomplete, I don't want to have such a life, I hope my own life is wonderful, and you, can give me such a wonderful life, even if I am injured, but I will be happy, but if you don't accept me, it will also hurt me, I really hope to have such an experience with you now, you don't want me to really meet a bad man in the future to be deceived!"
As soon as Bai Wanqing's words came out, Zhang Yang was stunned, he really didn't think of this, if Tian Xiaowan really had to be deceived by others because she had no experience in this area, then Zhang Yang would blame herself in her heart, Tian Xiaowan's words undoubtedly moved Zhang Yang, Zhang Yang just now was actually hesitating what to do, but after hearing Tian Xiaowan's words, Zhang Yang had already decided to agree, at least he thought that the current practice was for Tian Xiaowan, Zhang Yang didn't want to see Tian Xiaowan get hurt!
"Then you have to promise me first, you must learn to control yourself, if you really meet the right man in the future, you must separate from me, I will help you pay attention to good men, if it is suitable, I will help you introduce this is a prerequisite, you have to promise me!" Zhang Yang said!
As soon as Zhang Yang's words came out, Tian Xiaowan was so excited that she hugged Zhang Yang's neck, her cherry mouth opened, and she said in a loud voice, "I promise!" Tian Xiaowan is very excited in her heart now, not only because of the success of her confession, but also because of Zhang Yang's words just now, Zhang Yang can say that, which shows that there is a place for Tian Xiaowan in his heart, he is just worried that Tian Xiaowan will be hurt, so he said this, for Tian Xiaowan, there is nothing more exciting for her than knowing this matter, how happy it is to know that there is a place for her in Zhang Yang's heart!
Zhang Yang's lips kissed Tian Xiaowan's lips, "Let's say okay, keep it secret, only where there is no one, we are in love!"
"Well, I know!" Tian Xiaowan whispered shyly, "There is no one here, can I call your husband?"
Yes!
Zhang Yang didn't expect Tian Xiaowan to say this, it was too unexpected for him to come, and it can be seen from here that Tian Xiaowan wants to call Zhang Yang's husband! I don't know where Tian Xiaowan learned it, it must have been learned from a TV series!
Zhang Yang didn't expect Tian Xiaowan to enter the role so quickly, there is no point in saying anything now, he has already promised Tian Xiaowan, of course he should do it!
Zhang Yang nodded, "However, it's in a place where no one is around!"
"Got it, husband, I love you the most!" Zhang Yang was coquettish, her pink buttocks writhed in Zhang Yang's arms, Zhang Yang had no choice but to pat her on the shoulder, "Tian Xiaowan, I'm at work, a lot of things today, I'm still saying that, I'm just helping you, if you meet the right one, you must pursue it!"
"Well, I know!" Tian Xiaowan became excited, suddenly kissed Zhang Yang's face, then stood up and ran away with a red face!