At noon, Fan Linhan brought back four or five side dishes with meat and vegetables from outside, all of which were Jinling specialties and looked very exquisite.

"Shuying, I can only wronged you, after your sister Xiuyi gives birth to the child, I will cook for you myself. ”

Lin Shuying hurriedly said: "Brother-in-law, you don't have to be so polite, I'm not a picky eater, what Sister Xiuyi eats, I'll just eat a little." ”

Fan Lin Han treated people as enthusiastically as ever, and while he was busy taking care of Meng Xiuyi, he did not snub Lin Shuying.

But somehow, Lin Shuying found that Fan Linhan now was a little different from a few months ago.

His smile was still charming, but there seemed to be a layer of worry between his eyebrows......

After eating, Lin Shuying was a little sleepy, so Fan Linhan arranged for her to live in a guest room in the hospital.

"Shuying, I still have to prepare for class in the afternoon, you sleep here for a while, and when you wake up, go talk to Xiuyi, she has a ...... Always like to be cranky. ”

Lin Shuying smiled: "Don't worry, brother-in-law, I'll go and call Sister Xiuyi after a while, I won't let her oversleep." ”

Fan Linhan explained a few more words to her, and then left in a hurry.

Lin Shuying looked at his back, and a trace of doubt flashed in his eyes.

……

……

The door of the ward knocked softly, Meng Xiuyi opened her slightly closed eyes, and said with a smile: "I guess that girl in Shuying didn't sleep all night last night, and she kept yawning......"

Fan Linhan moved a chair and sat down, sighed, and said in a slightly tired voice: "Xiuyi, I'm sorry." ”

Meng Xiuyi seemed to know what he was going to say, and asked, "Old Han, how long have we known each other?"

Fan Linhan raised his eyelids, not understanding what she meant, but still said, "It's been almost ten years." ”

Meng Xiuyi shook his head, looked at him and said, "Eleven years. ”

When Fan Linhan heard this, he lost his mind for a while, and muttered to himself: "Eleven years, so fast, where has the time gone?"

Meng Xiuyi also sighed softly that time was too cruel, and eleven years seemed to be just a blink of an eye......

After a while, she barely managed to squeeze out a smile: "The two of us have known each other for many years, and we don't need to say the words 'sorry' to each other." ”

"The reason why I got married in the first place was just to hide people's eyes, our husband and wife relationship was already in name only, and the child is not yours...... If I had to say I'm sorry, I'm right. ”

Fan Linhan buried his head and said physically and mentally exhausted: "However, I promised you that I would take care of your mother and daughter for the rest of your life." ”

Meng Xiuyi comforted him and said: "There is no need to blame yourself, just do your best to obey the destiny of heaven, people's hearts are sinister, if you don't provoke others, others may not come to provoke you." ”

Fan Linhan said dejectedly: "Yes, people's hearts are sinister...... However, what they said was also true, I was indeed a comrade, and they just exposed it. ”

"Is there really no way to solve it?" Meng Xiuyi asked.

Fan Linhan shook his head and said with a ashamed face: "I have a visa to go to Germany, but the child will be born in more than a month, and your body is like this, I really ......."

"But if I don't leave, I won't be able to lift your head and the child!"

After Fan Linhan finished speaking, he sighed deeply, his face full of self-blame and entanglement.

gone, rest assured.

If you don't leave, your wife and daughter won't be able to raise your head for the rest of your life.

Man, it's embarrassing.

Meng Xiuyi looked very open, and comforted him: "Hasn't he already gone over there? You can go too, the social environment in the West is relatively relaxed, unlike in China, where a single person can drown you with a mouthful of foam." ”

After she finished speaking, her eyes gradually dimmed, and she said softly: "Lao Han, my parents are old, in case I can't survive this time, I hope you can take care of them for me for the sake of our friends for so many years." ”

When Fan Linhan heard this, he stood up in shock, and said hurriedly: "The child can be reborn after it is gone, but everything is gone if the person is gone, Xiuyi, you listen to me, now let's think about the worst, in case of an accident, you are the most important!"

Meng Xiuyi caressed her pregnant belly lovingly, and said quietly: "A month ago, I also considered not wanting this child, I am not too old, and I can regenerate after recuperating my body, but during this time, I felt the call of the little guy in my belly, and she said that she wanted to see the flower world outside." ”

"She would talk to me every day, she would call me mom, and I couldn't hear it, but I could feel it...... The feeling of being connected by blood is really wonderful, I am pregnant in October, the little guy is my heart, I can't bear her. ”

Fan Lin Han said sharply: "No, if there is really an accident, we must protect you! Xiuyi, think about it, your parents are old, they are just a daughter like you, if you have three longs and two shorts, how can they live?"

"Even if you don't think about your parents, what about Yuyan? She was born without a mother and no mother's love, can you bear to see her so pitiful?"

"Rain and smoke" is the name given by Meng Xiuyi to her unborn daughter, from Su Shi's poem "A cloud of smoke and rain is in his life".

Meng Xiuyi listened, was silent for a long time, and finally said: "Without mother's love, she still has father's love, I believe that Yuyan's father is a responsible person and will definitely take care of her so that she will not be wronged." ”

Fan Linhan said angrily: "If you have responsibility, he will ignore your mother and daughter? If he is really responsible, he will marry you instead of me!"

Meng Xiuyi explained: "Old Han, he doesn't know that I am pregnant with a child, and besides, he can't marry me. ”

"Why can't I marry you?"

Fan Linhan asked, immediately thought of something, and said in surprise: "He has a wife?"

Meng Xiuyi shook her head: "Old Han, don't guess, it's not what you think, being pregnant with Yuyan is purely an accident, but since she wants to come to this world to see, how can I, as a mother, deprive her?"

"Besides, maybe we're too worried, didn't the doctor say it, that's just the worst outcome, everything is still unknown, maybe then our mother and daughter will be safe, so we will all be happy." ”

did not ask who Yuyan's biological father was, Fan Lin was unwilling.

However, since Meng Xiuyi was unwilling to say it, he had to give up.

They haven't known each other for a year or two, what kind of character Meng Xiuyi is, Fan Linhan knows it clearly, and no one can ask what she doesn't want to say.

"I plan to divorce the marriage before leaving, and break up the relationship with your mother and daughter, so that it will not cause rain and smoke, create a good living atmosphere for her, and not be troubled by gossip. ”

Meng Xiuyi sighed, nodded and said: "You can do this, what do you need my cooperation to do, just ask, you don't know when you will come back, if I have nothing to do, I will help you take care of it from my parents." ”

Fan Linhan smiled bitterly: "My parents can't wait to have given birth to my son now, saying that I have lost all the face of the ancestors of the Fan family...... The gate of the Fan family, I'm afraid I won't be able to enter it for two or three years, so let's talk about it when they are angry. ”