Chapter 18: Fans

Coming out of the cinema, the sky was drizzling.

The rain line is like silk, with coolness, gently caressing the cheeks, strolling in the rain, breathing the cool breath, the heart seems to be calm.

After walking on the street for a long time, Li Zheng walked into a café, ordered a cup of coffee, and sat at the window, quietly enjoying the night scene under the rain.

"You, you're ...... Politics oppa?"

Drinking coffee and watching the scenery outside the window, a voice of anticipation suddenly sounded behind him, which made Li Zheng, who was immersed in his thoughts, come back to his senses.

He turned his head and looked in the direction the voice was coming from.

What caught my eye was a 16 or 7-year-old girl, petite and delicate, the girl was not tall, about 160cm, wearing a pink shirt, wearing a red empty hat, and the brim of the hat was printed with three Korean characters "Lee Yun Hee".

"You ......"

Li Zheng looked at the text on the brim of the girl's hat: "A fan of Yun Xi?"

"Oppa, it's me!"

The girl looked at Li Zheng excitedly, her expression nervous and urgent: "Oppa, I, I am...... Do you remember me?"

Looking at the girl's round and cute face, there were vaguely familiar dimples on both sides, which reminded Li Zheng of the girl's appearance when she was a child.

I remember that the girl was very young at that time, only eleven or twelve years old, and by chance at a class party, she met her with her brother, and since then she has been in trouble.

Not only do girls go to school every now and then to harass themselves, but they don't know where to find out where they live, and often run to their homes without saying hello, sometimes with small gifts, sometimes just wanting to stay there.

Later, I talked to the girl's parents a few times, but although the other party disciplined her, it had little effect, and over time, I got used to the girl's existence.

"Oppa, you, do you remember me?"

Seeing the girl's nervous and apprehensive look, Li Zheng smiled and nodded, and called out the girl's name as if jokingly: "Gao Baona, Gao Zhihao's youngest sister." Hehe, when I was a child, OPPA was pestered by you for so long, I just can't forget you if I want to. ”

Gao Baona blushed and tugged at the corner of her clothes, scratched her head, and smiled a little awkwardly.

Li Zheng chuckled and asked the girl to sit down across the table, and then summoned the waiter to bring the girl a drink.

"Are you here to support Yongxi today?"

After sitting down, looking at the girl's supporting equipment, Li Zheng asked softly.

Gao Baona nodded, looked at Li Zheng excitedly with her eyes, and said as if she was a little invited: "I know that Yun Xi Oni is like OPPA's sister, and OPPA cares about her very much, so after OPPA left, I specially joined Yun Xi Oni's fan club, and I usually help her promote and promote her online when I have time." Moreover, oppa, this time the new movie starring Oni is released, and I also organized members to support Oni. ”

Suddenly hearing the girl's answer, Li Zheng's expression couldn't help but be stunned, he looked at the girl with a somewhat complicated look, and after a long time, he smiled and nodded to the girl: "Thank you, Bao Na." oppa, thank you for your support. ”

"It's okay, oppa. ”

Gao Baona smiled and shook her head: "As a fan of Yun Xi Oni, supporting her is what we should do." And I would like to thank Oni Oni. If it weren't for the release of Oni's movie today, I wouldn't have seen OPPA outside the cinema again. ”

Speaking of this, Gao Baona looked at Li Zheng, and suddenly said with some pride: "Although I haven't seen OPPA for more than five years, outside the cinema, I recognized OPPA at the first sight of OPPA." Originally, I was going to see OPPA, but I was delayed by my friends who came with me, and when I went to look for OPPA again, I couldn't see anyone in a blink of an eye. Luckily, I searched the whole neighborhood and finally saw oppa outside this café. ”

Saying this, before Li Zheng felt complicated and wanted to express his gratitude, the little girl's mouth was like a machine gun, one question after another, and Li Zheng was not given a chance to thank him at all.

"oppa, where have you been all these years? I have been to S.M. and the school to look for you, and they all said that you left, but they don't know where you went? You don't know, the fan forum I used to set up for you has lost a lot of members over the years, and now there are few people left......"

"Oppa, are you still going to be an artist when you come back this time? When will you make your debut? Na Ying and they will definitely be very happy if they know that you are back. oppa, will you still be a singer in the future? If you release an album, I will definitely be the first to buy it, and I will keep oppa's first album as a good collection......"

"oppa, do you want me to help you organize a fan club? Although the number of fans in the forum has decreased a lot now, there are many people like me who have been waiting for oppa. As long as I tell them in the forum that you're back, a lot of people will come......"

The girl said in a cheerful tone, as if she could say wherever she wanted, she didn't care what questions she had mentioned, and she didn't seem to care if Li Zheng answered, she just wanted to say something, or maybe she just wanted to express herself by speaking, expressing her surprise at Li Zheng's return again, and expressing her concern for Li Zheng over the years.

Li Zheng listened quietly, he didn't interrupt the girl, and he didn't know how to answer the girl.

Looking at the girl's happy smile, at this moment he only felt guilty in his heart, because he had never missed the girl over the years, and he had never had a trace of nostalgia or concern for those who silently supported him.

His heart only contained himself, but he did not leave the slightest space for those who supported him.

He looked at the girl and said in a heavy tone, "Bao Na, I don't deserve you like this. ”

Gao Baona was surprised: "oppa, why do you say that?"

Li Zheng lowered his head slightly and looked at the desktop: "Because, I am not as good as you think, because I haven't done anything for you......"

Gao Baona couldn't help but glance at Li Zheng suspiciously: "However, we don't need OPPA to do anything for us." We love OPPA, so we want to do something for OPPA, isn't that normal? ”

Li Zheng suddenly raised his head and looked at the girl: "But you like me and support me, but OPPA has not given you anything back......"

Gao Baona looked at Li Zheng and blinked, and after a long time, she suddenly smiled.

"Oppa, when I was learning Mandarin at school, the teacher taught us a Chinese character - 愛. The teacher said that '愛' is a word that means to express the energy that emanates from the heart with actions.

Love is always a one-person thing.

In this world, only I love you, I love him, who I love, and the premise of love is that I love something, not what I love me. Love is a verb that is to give, not to take. If I love you, you must love me too. That's not love, that's exchange, that's just a transaction.

I guess the same goes for liking.

Some things can't be traded, like love, like like.

We don't need OPPA to give us anything back, and OPPA doesn't think we're not worth it. Because, the feelings between people are only like or dislike, and there is no worthiness or unworthiness. ”