"Childe!" The woman was dressed in a plain cloth shirt, with a few pale blue trick flowers painted on her body, and a thumb-sized cyan jade gourd hanging around her neck, she stood barefoot in the lotus pond, the mud stained her calves, and occasionally some muddy water gradually reached the flowers on her plain clothes, however, she did not look dirty because of this, but was lined with a white Zhe, it was really like a lotus out of the mud but not stained, but more elegant...... When people took a look, they thought of the clear stream, and this woman's little legs must have been soaked in the water often, otherwise, how could it be compared to the white lotus?

In the midsummer season, the lotus flowers in the pond are in full bloom, the woman is holding a large handful of red lotus flowers tightly in her hand, each one is blooming to the extreme, so bright that even the dimples overflow with her smile, "Childe!" she called again, holding the lotus in one hand, and waving at the young man on the shore with the other, with a faint joy in her eyes, if it weren't for her feet stuck in the soil, I'm afraid, she would have jumped up.

However...... Slowly, her smile faded, and finally, all the joy had disappeared, she lowered her eyes, her eyes were full of loss, where could she still see the joy before, not long after, her plain clothes were dyed with a lot of faint green, such green must be because of the force in her hands, so that the root juice of the lotus flower overflowed, which can be seen the fluctuation of her heart.

"Childe ......" she called again, however, this time, only she could hear it.

With a wry smile, the woman pressed her forehead, looked down at the red lotus in her hand, and stretched out her fingertips. Tearing off the lotus petals one by one, the red juice smeared on the palm of the hand, so red...... Boundless dazzling.

I can't help but think of that day......

She looked up at the sky, wondering if she was stopping something from slipping out of the corner of her eye.

From the day she met Lin Ruansi, she didn't come with a simple purpose...... Yes, the woman in this deserted mountain forest at this moment is none other than the fish singing.

For Mu Yu, it was just an accident. No...... It should be Mo Yi, there is no longer Mu Yu in this world, and now there is only the handsome and sad white-haired man Mo Yi in the world.

That day, she inadvertently broke into the Hongluan Pavilion, she just wanted to find Lin Ruansi, she had too many reasons to sneak into the Huachu Palace. And Lin Ruansi is the opportunity she has been waiting for for several years, how can Yu Tingge be separated from her, except for herself, no one will know how much energy she has spent on this, but she never thought of it...... That one break-in. Almost asked...... The man's life.

Before that, Yu Tingge had never thought of it. There is someone in this world who will make her feel distressed at first sight, when she first saw that man, he was dressed in white stained with blood, and his silver-white hair was also stained with a little red plum, he lay calmly on the bed, as if he was asleep, but. The woman with the same white hair as him sued her for her intrusion. He had already been killed, and he was ...... Her tears fell uncontrollably, and now she thinks about it...... Do you really feel a troubled conscience?

No, it's not clear that the fish is singing...... Even she couldn't tell why, perhaps...... At a glance, it is a thought, and a lifetime is wrong.

So, when the white-haired woman erased his amnestics for the second time, she actually faintly felt a snickering joy, so, when ...... After A-Ning's memory was also lost, she actually felt relieved, so she knelt in front of Bi Niang and begged Bi Niang to give her a chance to take care of him and make up for the murder she almost committed.

However...... These days of getting along, she has no longer made up for him.

And then......

A qiē began to be out of her control, and she involuntarily began to lie.

Yu Tingge made up a world for him and himself, and before he knew it, their story became like this- She sued him, his name was Mo Yi, and she was called Yu Tingge, they had been together since childhood, childhood sweethearts, two little guesses, life was plain and happy, until there was a famine in his hometown, and there was a big flood, she and his father died in that disaster, her father gave himself to him on his deathbed, and she was already his fiancée, just the first month of their marriage, he had a serious illness, and when he woke up, his hair was gray, and ...... I can't remember anything, as for Anin...... It's the child they picked up halfway through.

Yu Tingge looked at the lotus flower in his arms, and then lowered his eyes to look at the cyan jade gourd on his neck...... It contained the man's red lotus blood, and only this thing could allow her to approach him safely, otherwise...... All creatures that come close to him will die......

The fish pours out to know...... That's because he was sad in his heart, and the black lotus on his forehead never faded, otherwise, when his black lotus turned into a red lotus, it would be a qiē...... It will be revitalized again.

I don't know when, the tears in the corners of her eyes fell on the lotus flower in her hand, the lotus petals were not wet, and fell into the pool along the flower pedicle...... I was already in tears.

Taking a deep breath, the fish poured her back to the wind, letting the wind dry her tears, even if there was no smile in her eyes, she still tried her best to smile......

The white-clothed and white-haired man on the shore, he was standing, all the qiē around Fang Yuan was yellow and lifeless, as if the world had isolated him from a world where there was only him, not far from him, the mountains were green, and the water was clear...... The man's eyes were full of longing to look at the green in the distance, as if he wanted to dissolve into it, however, as soon as he took a step, at the moment when he was about to walk out of the withered yellow, the green in front of him lost its vitality in an instant, and he kept walking, and kept walking, so he ...... There was more and more dry yellow, he looked back, and looked at the dead things along the way, and the ink lotus on his forehead was dyed with a little more ink.

The man in white stared blankly at the yellowed plants, and the loss that could not be hidden in his apricot eyes...... Suddenly, he squatted down, reached out and stroked the withered yellow soles of his feet, the ink lotus on his forehead lined his cold face, and he ...... I don't want to move forward anymore, and I can't bear it.

He was originally such a gentle man, but now his whole body was contaminated with toxins that he couldn't control. How cruel was it to him?

"Childe!" Yu Tingge broke in at this time, she grabbed the man's waist, and the other hand was still holding the red lotus picked in the pool just now, maybe the lotus was next to the jade gourd at her neck, for a while, it didn't die, "Mo Yi......" She called his name lightly, and stepped on the withered grass with her bare feet. As soon as he came out of the pool, Yu Tingge's legs were still stained with some mud, "What are you doing?"

The man looked at Yu Tingge blankly, and stepped back slightly, "Don't get too close to me." ”

Yu Tingge's face froze suddenly. looked at Mo Yi at a loss, and his face suddenly turned pale, "Childe......"

Even Yu Tingge was surprised, she couldn't imagine that she was ...... There is such a sad tone.

"Stay away from me. Mo Yi took a few steps back, and he reached out to grab one of his white hairs. "Pour Song, don't come near me......"

Yu Tingge bit her lower lip. Holding the lotus flower in his hand, he handed it to Mo Yi like a treasure, "Give you ......"

"Lotus?" smiled bitterly, he shook his head, but his eyes were a little curious, "Why did you give me a lotus?"

Yu Tingge thought for a moment before replying. "Don't you remember? You...... I liked lotus flowers the most before, and. You were born with a lotus birthmark on your forehead, and your dad was a cola at the time. ”

"Really?" asked, Mo Yi frowned, stretched out his index finger to press his forehead, and muttered, "Is this......?" Is it a birthmark? Is it at birth?" he just felt that his mind was blank, and he was extremely unfamiliar with the so-called past.

Did he like Lotus the most? Was she his fiancée? Was his name Mo Yi?

He...... Who is it?

Looking at the gorgeous lotus flower on the fish tilt singer, Mo Yi didn't have a ...... in his heart That feeling.

However, when he looked at the phoenix tree in the distance, the feeling that welled up in his heart told him, that ...... It's like!

Looking at those golden phoenix leaves from afar, Mo Yi even had a soft heart. I don't know why, every time he sees this tree, he has a feeling that he wants to remember something, that kind of memory, as if it was a burst of the embankment, but unfortunately, every time the water is about to gush out, the embankment will be thickened again......

There must be something ...... about this tree.

He must have forgotten something, and he couldn't even forgive.

To think about it...... You have to remember, "Tell me a little bit more about the past, okay? ”

Yu Tingge lowered the corners of her eyes, she didn't dare to let Mu Yu see her appearance, staring at her mud-stained legs, she asked him, "Childe...... Is the memory of the past really so heavy? Isn't it okay from now on? People look forward, why bother to pay more attention to the previous one?"

"No, you can't!" Without thinking about it, Mo Yi immediately shook his head, he pointed to his heart, and said, "Here, you have been telling me all the time...... I did something wrong, and it made me think of something. ”

The fish listened to the song, and his heart was cold and afraid......

She is a person who lives in lies, and she is just a false shadow in his heart, like water waves, like smoke, unable to withstand a little external force, even if it is blown lightly...... It will also disperse.

"Before I got sick, I ...... Who else do you know?" Mo Yiyao looked at the sky, "Did I promise anything to someone?"

Mo Yi looked at the clouds above his head, smiled bitterly and stretched out his hand to the sky, he didn't remember anything, he couldn't think of anyone in his mind, however, he often dreamed, there was a phoenix tree in the dream, and there was a vague shadow in the dream, he felt that the shadow should be Yu Tingge, however, he couldn't see her face clearly, the shadow in the dream gave him the feeling that it couldn't be Yu Tingge......

Only when he was asleep did Mo Yi feel that the person in the dream was ...... It's yourself.

Every night, he would dream, over and over again, different scenes, different pictures, but ...... The shadow always felt the same way for him.

So far, one of the dreams that Mo Yi remembers most clearly is actually a wedding......

There was red everywhere, laughter everywhere, or that shadow, dressed in red, full of festivity, she held the lily in her hand, and slowly bowed her waist......

And at that moment, he was in a dream, but the pain was so painful that he couldn't even breathe, until he woke up from his sleep with suffocation...... Life had no color for him at that moment.

He tried to think. Try to think about it, but it's a pity......

The wind blows off the flowers, and there is only the lingering fragrance.

Even if he thought that even the head was like a worm, he still couldn't catch anything......

"Childe, Lotus...... It's your favorite. Yu Tingge sent the red lotus forward again.

"No, I don't want ...... I don't remember. Mo Yi shook his head, reached out and patted Yu Tingge's head, "Tingge." I'm sorry, I forgot something......" After a pause, he continued, "I ...... Everything around us will die, and so will this lotus flower. I'm afraid you'll ...... too So, stay away from me, and if you and A-Ning are hurt by me, then ...... Who else can I talk to?"

Stopped and stopped, and the tears that I endured and endured and endured came out again in an instant......

His tone was so lonely......

Before I forgot the jì. Even though the white-haired boy was extremely weak, but. But he is full! ...... now But he can only stand in a pile of withered yellow grass and trees, looking at the green full of life, but he must always be the company of dead things?

Yu Tingge threw the red lotus in his hand to the ground, and threw himself into Mo Yi's arms at once, "I'm not afraid, childe...... Dumping is not afraid, and. I won't hurt either, I ...... I want to stay with you. ”

Mo Yi sighed lightly. After hesitating for a moment, he raised his hand and gently wiped her tears, "Don't cry." ”

Yu Tingge grabbed that hand and refused to let go again......

The wind blew the man's white hair, and only the ink lotus was so conspicuous.

After a while, Mo Yicai said, "Dumping song, I'm sorry, I forgot everything, you said you were my fiancée, but I can't remember anything...... I don't want to marry you now, it's not fair. ”

Yu Tingge opened her mouth, her legs, which were still carrying some dirt, rubbed against each other, and suddenly, she raised her head quickly, looking up at the white-haired man, she was so focused that she could even see her silhouette in his eyes from his eyes, "I'm not afraid, Childe, there's nothing unfair." ”

Mo Yi shook his head for a long time, "I'm sorry, Qingge, unless one day I can think of everything, otherwise...... I don't want to! I hope you can forgive me!"

It's not fair, it's not to her, but it's to him!

What a gentle man this is, his eyes seem to have a spring breeze, and he thinks that he will never refuse others, he will never let others get hurt, but he doesn't want to ...... In fact, he could have shook his head so simply and left no ...... Half a penny.

"I didn't ...... It's okay. Yu Qingge laughed hard, at this moment, she actually wished that he would never remember.

"Singing. Mo Yi squinted his apricot eyes, looked at the woman in front of him who was smiling more ugly than crying, and asked for a long time, "Do you really know me? Do you really know me now?" The person you want to marry...... "Is it really me at this moment?"

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Mo Yi paused, and the Mo Lian on his forehead turned slowly, and he said, "Now...... I'm not the same person I used to be, you say I like lotus, but ...... What I like now is the phoenix leaf, and you say I like streams, but ...... I would rather see the white snow-capped mountains, all my preferences are different from before, and there are ...... Singing to you!" Mo Yikou was disappointed, "I like you, I like A-Ning, I like mountains and rivers, flowers and trees, but ...... Those are not the feelings that should be felt for a wife...... I'm sorry. ”

"I didn't ...... It doesn't matter, I don't care. ”

No...... No, it's not the same as before, but it's the opposite!

Even if he made up a name and a world again, this man, except for his appearance and name, he still didn't change at all.

Does this mean that no matter what, his preferences will not change, and he will still ...... Like that person, even if he forgets her?

No, no, no......

Yu Lingge shook his head again and again, at least now she was by his side!

However, there was always a voice in her heart telling her, even if it was standing by his side...... However, he was still so far away from her, that distance could not even be crossed, no matter how hard she tried to run towards him...... The final result is nothing more than a mirage in the desert, and the traveler has been chasing an illusory shadow all his life.

"Childe...... After that, what do you want to do? Is there a place you want to go?"

Yu Tingge felt Mu Yu's body stiffen slightly, and the pain in his eyes also infected Yu Tingge, she was in pain because of his pain!

At a glance, it was already a catastrophe.

"No...... Unless things that are close to me no longer die, what right do I have to leave the barren mountain?" Mo Yi's voice was so distant, however, this tone was so heavy when it hit Yu Tingge's heart.

Son......

Do you know, actually, as long as you are happy, as long as you are no longer sad, as long as you ...... The black lotus is gone, the red lotus is reappeared, and there will never be any creature in this world who will die because of you.

But...... If you leave here, then ...... In the world, where will no one talk about Xia Ying, the prince of Jing'an?

Childe, do you know...... I don't even want you to hear this man's name.

Maybe...... In this life, there is nothing wrong with being isolated from the world!

However, with this thought, the shadow of another person immediately surfaced in Yu Tingge's heart.

She woke up suddenly, yes, she still has unfulfilled wishes, she still has to repay a person's kindness, how can she be qualified to be isolated from the world all the time? Not to mention...... He, perhaps, does not want to!

Suddenly, the pain welled up in my heart, and the fish looked at the sky with a song, thinking of the woman with the same name as her, and slowly said in the bottom of my heart-

Please give me some more time, at least, while he hasn't remembered that person, and please let me see him more.

Even if one glance is a catastrophe, and one thought is an abyss, yet ...... She has no regrets.

At this moment, Yu Tingge finally knew, and ...... What kind of mood did that woman have when she died!(To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation and monthly passes, and your support is my biggest motivation. )

ps: I, Hu Hansan, are back again!!

Dear friends, I'm sorry, I'm a little annoying these days, so much so that I have changed at the end of many days, but I don't ...... Please believe that people will not be pitted!

Finally, thank you for the pink ticket of my classmates and Savaika!!

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Finally, this chapter is actually the one hundred and eighty-third chapter after the change, which is the opening chapter of He Yindifeng!

I hope you enjoy it!!