Disappointment to a certain extent is not the kind of hysterical yelling, hysteria at least proves that you still care, and the kind of calm and light giving up without any waves is the most complete forgetting, no longer have any illusions and expectations, but can walk away most quietly, when you make a lot of noise, you think she is vexatious, but once calm is the most terrifying health. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

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After getting off work, it was still Luo Qinyin who went to Ling Jun's house first, washed and cooked fluently, and then watched TV and waited quietly for Ling Jun to come back, she always felt that Ling Jun was a very, very reliable person, no matter what Ling Jun would be able to arrange properly, although she was not a childhood sweetheart, she just believed in him so much, and she couldn't explain it.

Ling Jun really didn't live up to her hopes, at least now today, when Luo Qinyin was just a little restless, Ling Jun's characteristic knock on the door sounded.

Luo Qinyin wore slippers, like a happy swallow, and ran towards the gate. She didn't even look at the cat's eye, and hurriedly opened the door.

"You're back. ”

"Hmm. ”

Ling Jun entered the door and pulled Luo Qinyin over, and hugged her tightly in his arms, Luo Qinyin was very useful to Ling Jun's practice of giving a big hug as soon as he saw her, his cheeks were crimson, and he was a happy mess. Ling Jun hugged for a while, and then reluctantly let go of Luo Qinyin, Luo Qinyin held Ling Jun and slowly shook his hand, the two of them didn't talk much, but they could deeply feel each other's love, the kind of sweetness that couldn't be dissolved in the eyelids.

It's late when I get home at night, Luo Qinyin comes home, Xiao Xiao is sitting on the sofa, the TV is playing the classics in the movie, Mr. Stephen Chow's big talk about Journey to the West, although Xiao Xiao stared at the TV, tears flowed out, one by one and Luo Qinyin's mother had already slept, Xiao Xiao just sat there, looking a little lonely and lonely.

"Sister Xiaoxiao, what's wrong with you?"

"The sound of the piano is back, it's not much, the tears are relatively low now, and tears are flowing unconsciously. ”

Luo Qinyin put her bag aside and sat next to Xiaoxiao.

"This movie should be many years old, why do you still cry?"

"I have a habit of watching movies several times. ”

"Will you watch the new movie many times?"

"Actually, I watched every movie I watched with him by myself, and I made sure that there was no problem in it before I watched it with him. Xiao Xiao began to answer the question, immersed in his own world, Luo Qinyin followed Xiao Xiao's words with concern.

"Why?"

I'm afraid that some of the plots and some of the episodes will inadvertently tense his nerves. ”

"Not really, right?"

"Of course it was important when I loved him, and I humbled myself to the dust in order to make him feel happy, and although I knew I was supposed to be the queen of the high, love was like a fly without a head. ”

"This is too pessimistic, I thought love was sweet and calm, why did you become a headless fly here?"

"It's all good to say that, there is a stage where I think love is nothing, it makes people feel disgusting. ”

"Huh?"

"Maybe I didn't tell you, I had depression for a long time, and I relied on psychiatric psychiatrist's psychiatric prescription drugs to maintain normal interpersonal interactions, and what you see now is me who is close to recovery. ”

"Wow, I can already think of the way you were when you were the queen. ”

"You can't imagine how arrogant I used to be, and now I think it's ridiculous. Maybe it's really deep in the dust that you know how unstoppable that kind of arrogance is, and what kind of joke it is in the eyes of others. ”

Luo Qinyin has never seen Xiao Xiao's arrogant appearance, she only thinks that the current Xiao Xiao is an elegant and full of personal charm, delicate without a little flaw, except for a little indifference, almost a perfect person, but maybe just like Xiao Xiao said, you can only rise if you sink down, and you will never know how desperate the upper level of deception is without experiencing the courage of the bottom.

"Sister Xiaoxiao, I thought you had come out after talking to Yiyi's father. ”

"I thought I was coming out, but I was just a little sentimental when I wasn't even inadvertent. ”

Xiaoxiao herself knows that this kind of emotion is not sentimental, but a cycle, alternating between good emotions and bad emotions, it may not be easy to really get out, the kind of chicken soup for the soul on the Internet makes her feel like a kind of arsenic, all kinds of rhetoric on the surface praise the arrogant departure, in fact, the deep level is more lonely. It was only a matter of time before she could come out, and the process would be hard, but she knew she had to persevere.

Luo Qinyin suddenly has some words short, Luo Qinyin, who is in the period of love, can't understand the sad mood of Xiaoxiao who is in the low period, Luo Qinyin is just angry at the scum of Yiyi's father, but there is no way to feel Xiaoxiao's powerlessness to love, but Luo Qinyin's mother sees all this in her eyes, she has experienced that heart-wrenching sense of powerlessness, but in that period only the parties themselves can solve it, and everything others say is confused, just like the love of a lifetime in the Journey to the West, ethereal outside the white clouds.

When Luo Qinyin went to work the next day, Xiao Xiao had recovered, at least on the surface, he couldn't see any emotions under the delicate makeup, and he still talked to Luo Qinyin from time to time on the road, when he saw Pan Yueran's car whizzing past him, Xiao Xiao was still talking about him and He Yingzi's happy enemies, Luo Qinyin knew that Xiao Xiao was distracting herself, but Luo Qinyin always cooperated with Xiao Xiao, she knew that Xiao Xiao could handle it herself, and she believed her.

When she arrived at the office, Luo Qinyin worked as usual, and during the break, Luo Qinyin glanced at He Xiaowan, He Xiaowan looked yawning, and it didn't seem to be well rested.

When He Xiaowan went to the pantry, Luo Qinyin also deliberately passed.

"Miss He doesn't seem to have rested well, is she thinking about something that hurts others and herself?"

He Xiaowan stood there and looked at Luo Qinyin, "Miss Yin is good, take the initiative to fight back." ”

"You can't be beaten all the time. ”

"You don't seem to have suffered any losses, but you don't have to worry about me, I just haven't rested well, just have a cup of coffee, it's a pity that there is no such fasting coffee here." ”

Luo Qinyin's impression of Zhai coffee was still in the bitter taste of soy sauce coffee, and she couldn't help but shake her head, and when she looked at it again, she only saw He Xiaowan's back.

Wait, Luo Qinyin's eyes suddenly widened, and she thought of something.

Back?

Bai Fumei?

Coffee?

Miss Ho!

I see, I see!(To be continued.) )