The phone vibrated and the message came.

Yan Leng's originally relaxed smile gradually became strict, and the message was very simple, only two words-

Sacrifice Day.

I see.

Yan Leng hesitated between chasing after him and staying at home and waiting, but he still decided to chase after him.

Jiangzhou Cemetery

Today's sky is gray, as if there is a little bit of rain, but the rain still didn't rain in the end, but this day, it still hasn't sunny.

Cen Ge didn't look like others, he wore a solemn black, or a mournful white, a light yellow shirt and a pair of black suit overalls, looking elegant and straight.

He didn't learn from the other people in the place, and what he held in his hand was not a bouquet of chrysanthemums, but a bouquet of roses, a bouquet of white roses.

Cen Ge curled the corners of his lips and smiled, maybe he shouldn't have sent this flower, but maybe, the person who should have sent the flower would never come, who knows?

When Cen Ge came, there were almost no people in this cemetery, because when he came, it was not an early morning when he should have come to the cemetery, but in the evening, when the sunset covered the entire sky, he came, maybe because the owner of this place was called Cen Linxia, or maybe there was some other reason.

After Cen Ge put the rose on the tombstone, he suddenly knelt down, and from the sunset to the nightfall, there was no one in the cemetery.

Cen Ge suddenly kowtowed three times to the stele, and then as if he was afraid that it was not enough, he actually kowtowed a full nine heads, knocking his forehead blue.

After kowtowing, Cen Ge didn't get up, so he half-leaned and half-leaned on the tombstone, looking a little tired, in this cemetery where there was no one anymore, looking at the land under his feet, and slowly whispered.

"I've made a lot of money lately, enough to support myself...... I also have a few friends who have a good relationship, and they are all very nice, so I will bring them another day, another day, so that you can meet them...... Also, I played football again, and more than 20 teams from high schools in Jiangzhou City won a runner-up...... Don't be dissatisfied, I also won the top scorer award, which shows that I actually played well...... But I also know that no matter how well I play, you're going to say, 'Okay, I'm the best.'"

"Mom-" Cen Ge didn't hold back his tears, nor did he hide his face and cry bitterly, he just lowered his head and let the tears fall on the ground in large pieces, but the sound of "Mom" made him cry silently, and for a while, he couldn't speak anymore.

When he went out cleanly, he also sat on the bench on the street, looking at such a young hand being held by a big hand, looking at a child who was obviously older than himself could still rely on his father, looking like he didn't look big, at that time, he was not envious, not without expectations, he even thought about returning to the Lin family, he also wanted to have a father who loved him, a father who loved his mother, he also wanted to hold their hands and be envied. He asked himself more than once why they had a father and a mother, why they could be together as a family, why we had to separate, and was it his fault? He didn't know.

Cen Ge had thought about it for a long time, but there was no answer, he thought, if it was his fault, he was willing to pay a qiē to correct his mistake, but he still couldn't think of what he was wrong. When he grew up, he finally understood that maybe it was the man's fault, but he didn't want to think over and over again, whose fault it was, did it matter?

"Mom, the person I told you about before, we were together, he didn't come today, I, I haven't figured out how to get him to see you. In fact, there is too much uncertainty between us, I have seen too many separations and mergers over the years, there are too many people who come to the bar every day because of the breakdown of the relationship, and I dare not say the words 'for a lifetime' for sure, I am afraid that after a lifetime, I will ...... Well, look at me, why are you saying this, Mom, are you doing well over there? You see how well I'm doing here, you can't be left behind, can you? ”

"Mom, don't wait for him any longer, you're so good, you should find someone as good as you, he...... Not worthy of you. ”

“…… Mom, actually...... Actually, I just came to tell you, and the reason why I wasn't ready for him to come to see you is because ...... Because he's a man, like me, I'm afraid you won't be able to accept it...... Mom, if you can't accept it, you just scold me, I listen, but I beg you...... I don't know how far we can go, if I could, I hope it will be a lifetime, but it must be difficult, I know, so I hope to get your blessing, at least...... I still have the strength to go on. ”

"Mom, the two of us always deliberately don't think about the future hurdles, in fact, we know in our hearts that the road ahead will not be so easy...... When it comes to my life, I often take it for granted, and Yan Leng has actually been planning for our future, as if he was desperate......"

"Mom, you said, if I give up first, isn't it too unrighteous......

"Mom......" Cen Ge was very tired, and he was no less than Yan Leng. The love of two men, in the final analysis, is forbidden love, maybe his former friends will stay away from them with disgust after they know about it, maybe the neighbors who are still close today will poke their backbones tomorrow...... He had to think about it, because they would inevitably encounter it in the near future.

Cen Ge's face rubbed against the cool tombstone, hugged his arms, and slowly curled himself up.

Jiangzhou in May should be very hot, and at this time in previous years, the hot wind will blow in bursts, blowing people dizzy. But today, there was a bright coolness in the wind, and he suddenly felt a little cold when he was only wearing a shirt.

In a daze, Cen Ge remembered this time last year, which was also a night in May, when he was still in the town, he poured a stomach full of wine, and the weather was hot, he could only flush his head with cold water, but he didn't want to pour the water all over his body, he looked a little wolf, and almost fell off the steps when he went out. At that time, suddenly a hand supported him, and his face kissed the earth affectionately. Cen Ge still remembered that Yan Leng at that time was completely different from now, and his arrogant and arrogant expression made Cen Ge want to laugh. is obviously a little guy who is one year younger than himself, and he is obviously kind enough to help himself, but he must put on an expression of "don't thank Uncle Ben, Uncle Ben just happened".

Cen Ge thought, maybe he had liked him from a long time ago.

Cen Ge looked up at the sky, there was no moon or stars that night, thick dark clouds covered them, but as soon as the wind blew, the dark clouds slowly drifted away, and finally the stars and the moon were revealed again.

Yan Leng should have been snoring happily on the bed, Cen Ge narrowed his eyes, and the corners of his mouth curled a little.

But he didn't expect that at this time, the person who should have fallen asleep in his heart had been standing behind him for a long time, looking at him from afar.

This night, Cen Ge sat on the ground and talked all night, counting the stars over and over again, and Yan Leng stood there like this, looking at him all night.

This night has become a secret between the two of them, and this secret is only known to the wind.