I let go of my sadness, but I can't let go of my disappointment. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Shinoko knows that she has begun to get used to living independently, and she has regained her beauty and confidence every day. But it should be solved or solved, and escape is not the way after all.

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Jiang: It's good to come back, I've already been punished, and I know that my world is only you and Yiyi.

Shino: I've lit countless lights of salvation for you, but you've wasted it every time, and I've never said I've forgiven you, let alone forgiven you for your betrayal.

Jiang: I can't let go of the time we used to spend together.

Xiao: I knew why I had to do it in the first place.

Jiang: Now I have received the newspaper of the present world. I can't turn over at work, and the whole company knows about it, and everyone is looking at me with colored glasses, and I know that there is no hope for my promotion.

And my parents, they no longer associate with me, and my relatives are full of contempt for my behavior.

In life, I used to think that after you left me, who didn't know how to do housework, my life would be no different, but now I know that I was wrong. Your and Yiyi's every move, smile and smile have been deeply imprinted in my mind.

I regret not being able to do it at the beginning, but I don't know how to explain it to you.

Shino: You used to think that you were right, and you knew how I felt when you were so determined to break up with me? Someone who gave up his wife and family for the sake of a poor woman, I never thought you would be like this. No one has ever forced you to walk this way, and all the footprints are walked step by step by yourself.

Jiang: I know I've said I've done a lot of things that hurt you, and whether you can forgive me or not, I hope you can give me another chance.

Shino: I've given you two chances, I'm sorry, but I still can't accept you who lie so much. I don't know when you started to lie, in fact, you are not good at lying, for a woman with a super sixth sense, for someone who has been with you for ten years and has become your wife, I know your actions clearly, and the most ironic thing is that I already know your lies, and you are still telling lame lies.

Jiang: For the sake of Yiyi, he is still very young.

Shino: I'm also for Yiyi, I don't want him to face your face full of lies every day at such a young age. You have become a disgrace to me, and I have chosen to turn a blind eye to you and your future, and when I have time, I have signed what I should have signed, and I have left the house, just as you came before.

Jiang: I've really been punished. It is true that I did not cherish it, forgive me this time.

Xiao: So what? If you do something wrong, you have to take it on your own, I won't help you anymore, but during this time I learned to be independent, absolutely independent in spirit, and I also figured out the relationship between us. You were the only one for me when I loved you, and you wanted me to curl myself down to redeem you after you had broken my body?Please, pay for yourself, I've walked out of me, take care.

Mr. Jiang looked at the resolute appearance of the shino, he never thought that she would be so decisive, now it seems that the shinoyu is so beautiful, she used to be so gentle, he held the coffee cup in his hand, it seems to be the shinoyu's favorite rose latte, he deliberately ordered, in order to only evoke a little bit of the memory of the shino, he suddenly felt very ridiculous, before the shinoyu worked very hard to wake himself up, but he seemed to be caught in a trance, and now this sadness he began to experience slowly, and the shino has walked out of the coffee shop she is quite familiar with, and the head has not returned, the past can not be remembered, never remembered again。

Xiao Xiao ran to another starting point in life, straight to a party that was about to start, picking up the youthful years and a life that became clearer and clearer.

When Luo Qinyin called to ask Xiao Xiao, Xiao Xiao was already at the scene of the high school class reunion, deafening singing and joyful slapsticks, as well as all kinds of talking sounds, in Luo Qinyin's memory, Xiao Xiao has always been quiet and virtuous, but such a deaf and deaf is something she never expected, Xiao Xiao obviously heard the concern and suspicion on the phone Luo Qinyin, and couldn't help but laugh.

"Don't worry, I'm just going to a class reunion, I won't drink too much, I won't do anything stupid. ”

Luo Qinyin knows Xiao Xiao's "degree", put down the phone, maybe it's a good thing for Xiao Xiao to indulge, at least it can relieve her pressure, Luo Qinyin feels that Xiao Xiao at this time is like a normal person, usually she, it's too unhuman. It seems that Xiaoxiao has fallen into a quiet and peaceful depression, which cannot be seen on the surface, but it can reveal a biting coldness from the bottom of his heart, and the coldness after completely dying.

Very late in the evening, later than yesterday when Luo Qinyin came home, Shinoyu came back, without the annoying smell of alcohol, still an elegant fragrance.

"Sister Xiaoxiao, aren't you going to the class reunion?

"There's no way to be alone. ”

"What, there's a story?" Xiao Xiao is a person with a story for Luo Qinyin, so no matter how outrageous it is, Luo Qinyin feels that this is what Xiao Xiao can do.

"Do you know why I never like to go to class reunions?"

"I don't know. ”

"Because every time I have a class reunion, it turns into a feast of mutual jealousy, and the waiters can smell the turmoil inside. ”

"Huh, why are you still going?"

"I can't live with this aura all the time, some things have to be solved, just like today. ”

"So today's matter is settled?"

"Sort of, it's very relaxing. The load that has been there, the lies that have been exposed. ”

Luo Qinyin can hear the helplessness in Xiaoxiao's words, the desolation given to us by life does not pick whether you are young, shallow or deep, you have to experience a scene of human tragicomedy, in this materialistic and glamorous era, the culture of fast food consumption not only stifles our ability to analyze problems, but also frivolates the edges and corners of people.

In the past, time was very long and slow, and you could only love one person's time, but now the means of communication are so light, so love has also become a consumer product, wandering in the quagmire of infatuated people and the trap of scumbags, and the cycle repeats.

Xiao Xiao returned to the room and picked up her favorite Hanggai band, those deep and sophisticated voices with quiet music and distant artistic conception, as if she was 20 years old again, young and energetic, Xiao Xiao knew that she could not bear the time, could not bear the years, and could not bear her own skin, she wanted to be a girl with a story, elegant and beautiful vision. (To be continued.) )