Dr. Ma pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose and said meaningfully: "The past that should be understood, Fang Songqi can remember it through treatment in the future." ”

Fang Songqi: "......"

The night before yesterday, Lin Shinian refused to tell her directly about her past, saying that she needed to think about it and face it by herself, which was clearly similar to Dr. Ma's current sentence. She seriously suspected that Lin Shinian had learned something after communicating with Dr. Ma before moving to her to show off.

Dr. Ma pressed the clock on the table and officially entered today's diagnosis and treatment time: "How did Miss Fang feel this past week?"

The only thing special was the dream I had the night before. Fong Chung-kei carefully repeated it to Dr. Ma and informed him of his worries and confusion. It would be terrible if it did evolve into a self-conscious self-consciousness that she normally sleeps.

Dr. Ma was unhurried: "Before Miss Fang fell asleep the night before, was there anything else special going on?"

Fang Songqi frowned, focusing on the Arabic "self-taught": "Is it because of this incident that I have thoughts and dreams day and night?"

Dr. Ma denied her unscientific idea: "Miss Fang, I said that no matter how many personalities are split, there is essentially only one person. Although most of the time, the personalities are independent of each other, or even do not communicate with each other, those consciousnesses that are not interconnected are very likely to exist in the brain of the main personality in the form of implicit memories. ”

"Hidden memory?" Fang Songqi didn't understand very well.

Dr. Ma elaborately said, "Human memory can be roughly divided into explicit memory and implicit memory. Explicit memory is what you know you remember and can easily recall. In simple terms, it's all the things you remember clearly now. ”

"On the other hand, implicit memory is something that you actually remember, but you don't know what you remember, and you think you've forgotten. This kind of memory is hidden in the deepest part of your mind, and it needs to be triggered by a specific person or thing in your life to remember it and turn it into an explicit memory, or it is possible that it will never be triggered, and it will always be your implicit memory. Implicit memory is a manifestation of the powerful potential of our human memory. ”

It can be said that it is explained very plainly and understandably, Fang Songqi's comprehension ability is not so bad, it is already transparent, and I feel that in front of Dr. Ma, if she uses a metaphor such as opening up the second pulse of Ren and Du, I am afraid that it will be a serious offense to him and even to science.

Dr. Ma continued to educate her: "The treatment of 'dissociative identity disorder (i.e. multiple personality disorder', if from the perspective of memory, is actually equivalent to the awakening of implicit memories to a certain extent. ”

"That kind of natural triggering opportunity is hard to come by, so there is a kind of artificial intervention trigger, that is, hypnosis. A large number of studies have shown that implicit memories that are not easy to recall in a waking state can be found through hypnosis. That's why 'hypnosis' has become one of the treatments for split personality. ”

Fang Songqi's slender eyebrows furrowed slightly: "In other words, the people who appear in my dreams are the hidden memories of various parts of me?"

Dr. Ma nodded.

Fang Songqi persuaded himself not to see them as human beings, perhaps to alleviate the fear in his heart.

But...... They just appear as human beings, and it still seems difficult to ......, at least the dullness, despair, and suffocation of the feelings of being in a dream are as clear as real.

Dr. Ma did not forget that what she was exploring was the reason for her dream, so she turned back and asked, "What kind of mental activities did Miss Fang have when she found out that she 'suddenly' understood Arabic?"

Fang Songqi seriously recalled: "It's nothing, I first felt inexplicable, and then I felt that I was amazing, and I felt that I was very powerful." ”

"Really, no?" Dr. Ma asked her again for confirmation.

Fang Songqi was quite sure, and shook his head: "No." ”

But I heard Dr. Ma say: "In the situation that Mr. Lin told me about that night, I mentioned that Miss Fang, after you asked Mr. Lin if Mr. Lin had learned Arabic before, he fell into a long silence, and his mood changed almost at that time, until he got out of the car, he was depressed, and with this sullenness, he immediately fell asleep after returning to the apartment. I don't know what Miss Fang was sullen about at that time?"

"Why does that Mrs. know what I did when I went back to the apartment?!Why do you want to listen to him tell you this?!Isn't it up to me to tell you in person like now?!" Fang Songqi stood up, not only trembling with anger, but also a little creepy.

What is the matter with the old dog? Secretly observing her? This feeling is as if wherever she goes, her body is covered with countless eyes to monitor her every move! How can her heart be comfortable?!

Dr. Ma calmly said: "Miss Fang should remember that I told Miss Fang that the behavior of patients with split personality is changeable, and different patients often have different performances, and long-term follow-up and recording and observation are needed for individuals in order to find out some 'rules'." Of course, I mainly have a conversation with Miss Fang herself, but I still need someone close to Miss Fang to help me understand more objectively and comprehensively. ”

This Fang Songqi knew, so she had no opinion at all about Shen Ye relaying her situation to Dr. Ma before.

But what is Lin Shinian?!

Dr. Ma's words were not finished: "There are currently two people close to Miss Fang, Mr. Shen and Mr. Lin. When Miss Fang had a dream the night before, it was Mr. Lin who took the initiative to communicate with me. If Miss Fang disagrees with Mr. Lin's approach, I hope you can discuss it privately and resolve it yourself. It's just that from my objective point of view as the attending doctor, Mr. Lin has a better understanding of Miss Fang's past situation, and it is obvious that he has more experience in many things than Mr. Shen. ”

"But," Dr. Ma said, "Miss Fang's opinion is the most important. If Miss Fang strongly resists Mr. Lin, and Mr. Lin is prone to greatly affect the other lady's emotions, I also suggest that Mr. Lin do not interfere again. Again, please discuss it in private. ”

Fang Songqi realized his faux pas, as if he mixed his rejection of Lin Shinian into the tone of his conversation with Dr. Ma, indeed, this is a private matter, and they can solve it in private and inform Dr. Ma of the results.

She apologized, took a few sips of water, and gradually calmed down her resentment.

Dr. Ma thought it was appropriate, and continued: "Miss Fang, I hope to tell me the truth, why were you depressed at that time?"

Fang Songqi clenched the glass of water, pursed her lips slightly, and said that the reason why she was depressed at that time was because she cared that she was a sub-personality split from the main personality, as if she had been grafted into someone else's life to live, and most people and things in her life actually did not belong to her at all (Chapter 096).

Behind the lenses, Dr. Ma's eyes flashed with a clear light: "Miss Fang, the questioning and disapproval of self-existence is also a manifestation of weak self-awareness. ”

Fang Songqi was stunned. Nima ...... So she can't even be sad in the future?

I have a hunch that Dr. Ma may be urging her to maintain a good attitude and always be positive and optimistic about life.

However, the plot did not develop according to the routine she thought, and Dr. Ma directly revealed it and moved on to the next question, as if this matter didn't matter, and she could find the reason.

Fang Songqi pondered by herself, it seemed to be right, after finding the reason, she could think of how to prevent this from happening, why did he bother to say more?

“…… Miss Fang?" The question was not answered, and Dr. Ma recalled her thoughts.

Fang Songqi gathered his mind and concentrated his attention.

Doctor Ma helped his glasses: "Miss Fang, I will describe in detail the new space that appeared in the dream the night before. ”

Fang Songqi did as he asked.

Dr. Ma listened and wrote on the paper, and then asked, "Miss Fang judged that what she encountered in the white space was the memory storage room of Xiao Jiu's personality?"

Fang Songqi thinks that the term "memory storage room" is very accurate and professional, and it is clearly connected with the knowledge points of "explicit and implicit memory" that Fang Cai popularized to her.

After Dr. Ma nodded, he asked again, "The black studio that I frequently dreamed of before, Miss Fang judged to be the memory storage room of another personality that was once split from Xiao Jiu?"

"Hmm. Fang Songqi frowned unconsciously.

Dr. Ma caught her micro-expression: "If you are given a chance to go to these two storage rooms again, but you can only go to one of them first, what choice will Miss Fang make?"

This also needs to be asked?—— "White Space." ”

Although it was infinitely desperate for her at first, the black studio ...... It was too dark, not to mention that she was dragged in the end, and she had palpitations. People are always accustomed to seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages.

The answer was also expected by Dr. Ma.

Fang Songqi believes that this choice is mostly related to the hypnosis that followed.

However, so far, Dr. Ma has not mentioned hypnotizing her.

He continued to make notes on paper, and immediately chatted with her about Lao Xu and Fang Jie, and about her childhood.

Dr. Ma deliberately guided, and most of these aspects were more pleasant memories, so Fang Songqi also talked eloquently.

In the blink of an eye, the last fifteen minutes were reached.

At Dr. Ma's office, a consultation lasts about two hours.

The fixity of the length of time is a potential requirement for counseling. One reason for this is that the consultation fee is calculated on an hourly basis, which is more convenient. The more important reason is that in order to allow the client to subconsciously develop a certain sense of time, regularity and stability during the treatment process.

"In view of the fact that it is often difficult for Miss Fang to wake up by herself every time she dreams because of her weak self-awareness, and most of the time she needs to be woken up by others, I will now teach Miss Fang a method. ”

Fang Songqi's eyes suddenly lit up: "What method?"

"Didn't Miss Fang say that when you were falling into darkness endlessly, there was a hole above your head that projected light, but you were getting farther and farther away from it?"

"Yes!"

"Miss Fang cares about that opening, she thinks it can save you and take you out of the predicament of your dreams, right?"

"Yes!"

"That's good. Dr. Ma put down the pen and put his fingers on the table, his eyes behind the lenses focused on her face, "Please Miss Fang close her eyes now, recall in your mind the mouth that can save you by projecting light, and imagine that it is no longer far away in the sky, but close, very close, you can see it clearly." ”

His voice seemed to have a magical power, and Fang Songqi's mind completely followed his guidance and conceived that exit.

"Describe to me what exactly it looks like in your head?"

“…… There is a clear glass lid with a ring handle on the lid. Fang Songqi imagined by himself, what he thought of, that exit would grow into something.

"Is it a handle that needs to be pulled or pushed?" asked Dr. Ma.

Fang Songqi: "Pull." ”

Dr. Ma: "Okay, then you hold it now." ”

Fang Songqi did it in his head.

Dr. Ma: "Feel the touch. ”

Fang Songqi: "Iron, it's cool just to hold." ”

Dr. Ma: "Good. Remember what it looks like, remember how it feels, remember when you can't escape in a dream, just hold your hand and it will appear, and then you just pull it away and it will take you away. ”

Fang Songqi nodded: "Remember." ”

"And what do you remember what that white space looked like?" Dr. Ma asked again.

This is the third time he asked after entering the diagnosis and treatment room today, Fang Songqi was already impressed, and he had described it in detail twice, and when he talked about it at this time, her mind almost immediately appeared its appearance. She continued to nod: "Yes. ”

Dr. Ma: "Okay, you can open your eyes now." ”

Fang Songqi opened his eyes, but he was stunned.

Because she was not in the examination room, she was in a white space that seemed to be shrouded in fog as far as the eye could see.

Xiao Jiu's memory storage room...... Here she is again......

Now that she's here, she can't go back in vain, she has to see something more......

Thinking, she walked around, shouting Xiao Jiu as she walked, hoping to see people again.

Like the last time, no one responded, there was a dead silence, and the fog never dissipated, making her feel like she was standing still.

But she didn't panic anymore, she took her time, kept looking, looking for a figure.

But no, there was no figure to tease her like the last time.

And, a sense of despair slowly crept over her as time passed, and even though she knew where it was, she couldn't avoid it.

She couldn't walk anymore, so she stopped where she was, looking around blankly.

Why is she here?

She's going to die here, right?

She's getting out of here!

Leave!

But where to leave?

What about exports?

…………

In the reception room, Lin Shinian and Shen Ye sat relatively silently, both paying attention to the time, calculating that in about five minutes, Fang Songqi's diagnosis and treatment should be over, I don't know how she talked to Dr. Ma......

"What do you think of my proposal?" Lin Shinian broke his silence.

Shen Ye was syruping: "The difficulty of your proposal is not to convince me, but to be small. ”

Lin Shinian squinted slightly: "So you don't object to Xiao Fang moving back to Wulan Bay, and I will watch her?"

"Objectively speaking, I will not object to anything that is beneficial to her," Shen Ye paused for a moment and emphasized, "The premise is to protect her wishes." ”

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