Chapter 33: Out of Reach
When I was a child, my dreams slowly grew into dreams, and time flew out of our minds with wings, and we didn't dare to think about it anymore, because we felt that it was far away and out of reach.
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"Actually, it's nothing, I got into a fight with someone I couldn't get used to before, it's okay"
"Fight?"
"What's wrong? I can't fight?"
"No, it's good that you're still sober, by the way, did you see the thing I sent you?"
"Don't you ask who I'm fighting with?"
"If you want to say it, sue me, I only care about whether you are good or not, and the person who fights with you must be the person you don't want to mention, so why should I ask"
"Okay, Qinyin, I like you this point, ask what you should ask, never ask what you shouldn't"
"By the way, you haven't answered me about Shinoyu yet."
"I know about her, you don't have to worry about it"
"What is the relationship between Shinoyu and you?"
"I don't want to say it now, let's go later, sue you later"
"Alright then, and why don't you answer my phone"
Xiao Binbin smiled, "My eyes hurt, lie down for a while, and I'll explain to you later"
Luo Qinyin couldn't help it, so she went to the kitchen to make a bowl of noodles while Xiao Binbin was lying down, and went downstairs to buy him some food before leaving.
"I'll come back tomorrow after work, you tell me in advance what you want to eat"
With some worry and many questions, Luo Qinyin went out. She understands Xiao Binbin, and she won't force him to say things he doesn't want to say.
All she can do is treat him with the most sincere heart of a friend, for so many years, Xiao Binbin is more like a brother in her world,
He always protected her before, but this time she wanted to reciprocate and let Xiao Binbin know that she had grown up.
Xiao Binbin finished eating the noodles and looked at the ceiling blankly, why didn't he answer Luo Qinyin's phone? He actually couldn't tell the specific reason, so he simply didn't talk about it, he was afraid that he wouldn't believe what he said, he was afraid that he would say something wrong and make Luo Qinyin dislike him, he was so afraid, but she didn't know.
Maybe it's because he doesn't want her to see her down-and-out and sloppy appearance, or maybe it's because he doesn't dare to worry her, in Xiao Binbin's memory, he has been protecting Luo Qinyin since elementary school, and he has always reported good news to her, sad that he bears it alone, and he is happy to share it. I love her so much silently, but it's a pity that she doesn't know.
Maybe it's because of deep-seated reasons, the person who fought with him is something he never wants to mention, if he mentions it, Luo Qinyin will feel that after so many years, he has lied to her, and he can't bear Luo Qinyin's suspicion of him.
Luo Qinyin returned home, lying in bed but couldn't sleep, she began to think for the first time, how much did she know about Xiao Binbin?
When she was in elementary school, because of the environment at the time, she was a child from a single-parent family, everyone was far away from her, and she spoke amazingly from time to time, so she basically had no friends, Xiao Binbin was the first person to be friends with her, until now.
He knows everything about her, he knows everything, but she knows all about him, for example, she has never met Xiao Binbin's parents, and the explanation he gives is always that his parents are busy and out of town. He can stand up to help her when she encounters anything, and she always seems to be a burden to him, she asks him about things, he always avoids talking about them, and after a long time, she doesn't bother to ask.
Luo Qinyin thought about it for a long time that night, her curious baby attributes made her think a lot, but out of respect for Xiao Binbin, she couldn't question him, Luo Qinyin was very entangled, fell asleep in a daze, and woke up the next day still sleepy, eager to turn off the alarm clock.
When he arrived at the office, Chen Chen looked at Luo Qinyin's appearance and ran over to her and asked, "Miss Yin, why are you so tired, do you have nightmares?
Chen Chen has experienced what happened last time, but he is much more honest, but his mouth is still relatively cheap.
"Chen Chen, can you please work hard?" Luo Qinyin said with a yawn
"Of course I have to work hard, you have to leave, I still have to study hard, I will be alone with this quality inspector in the future, how cool"
Luo Qinyin smiled helplessly, yes, Chen Chen has said it bluntly now, it is much better than before, and he will not spare the bend.
At noon, Luo Qinyin dragged her tired self to have lunch with Su Weihe.
"Wow"
"Viho, what are you talking about?"
"Are you a national treasure today?"
"What do you mean?"
"These two big black circles look like a panda, Miss Yin, are you going to the bamboo garden to be exhibited?"
"If I were a national treasure, I wouldn't have to worry about food or clothing"
"This can't be your dream, right?"
"Of course not, my dream is to open a bookstore, my own bookstore"
"This dream is strange enough"
In Su Weihe's eyes, a dream that is not aimed at money is strange and unreliable, and her dream is to become a woman who can squander a qiē.
When it was almost time to get off work, Luo Qinyin packed her things and prepared to take the bus to Xiao Binbin's house, she was always a little uneasy. As soon as he walked out of the gate of An Group, the person who walked towards him made Luo Qinyin feel very familiar, wouldn't it?
"Mingfeng, why are you here?"
"Ling Jun asked me to pick you up, let's go"
"No, I have something to do today, something very important, very important" Luo Qinyin was afraid that Mingfeng would not listen to her, so she focused on the words "very important things".
"How important?"
"My friend is sick and I'm going to cook"
"Oh, I see, I'm sorry, Ling Jun is also sick, very strict, I have to see you"
"What?"
"Don't do anything, get in the car"
Luo Qinyin was dragged into the car by Mingfeng, looking helpless, but she had already promised Xiao Binbin to go to see him, at this time Mingfeng's expression could not be refused, she had to take out the phone and send a message to Xiao Binbin: Binbin, the unit is working overtime temporarily, I may not be able to get over today, you cook some food by yourself or order a takeout.
The message was sent, and it took a long time for Xiao Binbin to reply to the message: You are busy, I'm fine, don't worry.
Luo Qinyin couldn't help but smile when he saw this message, he was fine. It was the first time she was going to lie to him on purpose, like a thief, she was so scared, but after seeing this message, she was much more relieved.
This is the information that Luo Qinyin saw, what she didn't see was Xiao Binbin's disappointed eyes and lonely look. Knowing that disappointment is so uncomfortable, it is better not to let him have hope, give him hope to kill it with his own hands, he feels that Luo Qinyin is very cruel, but he does not dare to blame her, he is afraid of the innocent eyes under her watery eyes, he is afraid.
"Arrived" Ming Feng led Luo Qinyin to a very spacious apartment, went up to the 23rd floor, entered the password, and entered this room, this room that Luo Qinyin would never have dreamed would become his nightmare.