Section 45 Zhuo Jiarui's Shadow

"On the day of the final exam of the tennis class, Jia Rui told me that he liked me and wanted me to be his girlfriend, he was a big man of the year at the time, but he entered the physical education department with the first grade in the cultural class, sunny and handsome, kind and humorous, many girls like him, I am no exception, of course I am very happy to accept his confession. Liang Muxi looked into the distance, and everything in the past was vivid.

"Ari has always been very fond of me, and will rely on me for everything, Vivi often sighs that I must have saved the galaxy in my last life. I met his parents in my junior year, and they liked me very much, Jia Rui's father is a professional badminton player, and his son is his pride, and he often jokes that his son has inherited his mantle, but he has changed the net of the racket a little bigger, and the ball a little heavier. Liang Muxi smiled, her eyes were gloomy and even desolate.

"At the end of our senior year, our parents met to discuss our study abroad together, and at the same time, we also confirmed our wedding date. Liang Muxi smiled bitterly.

"Since they are going to get married, why did they separate later?" Wu Zinuo listened to the bits and pieces of their past, and listened to Liang Muxi's affection and love with another man, he could only try his best to restrain himself.

"Because he's dead. Liang Muxi's eyes were a little hollow, and he said this indifferently. It's been so many years, it's tormented her for too long, and she's come to terms with it.

Wu Zinuo frowned slightly, and stopped talking. Liang Muxi continued: "At that time, we went through all the formalities for going abroad, my parents came to the school to pick me up, and my family was out of town, so Jia Rui wanted to take them around to play. Later, we encountered a landslide in Wuxia Village, Jia Rui and my father were sitting in the front of the car, and they were crushed by stones, and at that time, my mother passed out, and I was trapped in the car for 51 hours. ”

Liang Muxi's eyes suddenly became a little dazed, as if he was frightened, and after taking a few deep breaths, he slowly spoke: " After being rescued, my mother became a vegetative person because of a long-term lack of oxygen in the brain, and I had nightmares every day, as soon as I closed my eyes, I saw them standing in front of me covered in blood, I suffered from post-traumatic stress disorder and severe claustrophobia, at that time I was afraid of the dark, and I couldn't even bear the darkness after closing my eyes, after long-term treatment, PTSD and severe claustrophobia were cured, but the fear of darkness was left behind. ”

Liang Muxi finished talking about the pain accumulated in her heart over the years, and recalled the events of the year again, she still couldn't calm down for a long time, Wu Zinuo couldn't imagine how much effort she had put in to become Liang Muxi today.

Wu Zinuo solved the mystery in her heart, why the lights in her house are always on, why she is so afraid of the dark, and why she will say that she forgot what her boyfriend and family look like.

I didn't expect her to have experienced so much, she and Zhuo Jiarui had an unforgettable love, but it seemed a little pale between them.

After listening to the story, he wanted to untie all the knots in his heart, "Do you think Zhuo Jiarui's death is related to you, so you don't know how to face Liu Changhe?"

Liang Muxi replied with her heart: "Yes"

"Do you feel indebted to Zhuo Jiarui, so you have been single all these years?" Wu Zinuo pressed step by step.

"At the beginning of Qi, I was because of Jia Rui, and later with the change of identity and status, I found that all the men around me were not simple, and I had been out for a long time, and I had seen all kinds of people, I hated the hypocritical faces of those people, and I thought it was good to be alone. ”

Liang Muxi has seen a lot, who likes her, who hates her, who is afraid of her, and even which man likes him because of his appearance, which man likes her because of her status, she only needs to look at it, and she knows it in her heart, and there is no need to have a deep relationship at all.

"Until you meet me, a me who can let you see Zhuo Jiarui's shadow made you change your mind, right?" According to reasoning, Wu Zinuo came to such a conclusion.

"Zinuo, I admit that I used to be in a trance, but that was a long time ago. ”

Liang Muxi sorted out her thoughts and continued: "When you were just admitted to A University, your relationship with your parents was very stiff, and your mother entrusted me to let me go to school often to see you, and I needed to tell her anything. I did go to the school to see you, to watch you train, to watch you play, to watch you go to class. ”

It turned out that she had been by his side in the past few years, and it was not an illusion that he sometimes saw Liang Muxi at school.