Chapter 115: Confession

Lying on the soft big bed, Li Jiayi did not feel a trace of sleep, opened her eyes and looked at the top of the tent, waiting for Situ Ningbing restlessly. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info He said what was in his heart that day, but she ran away in a panic. Although Li Jiayi had never had a woman with a heart in the past, let alone confessed, he would never be so stupid as to think that Situ Ningbing's reaction was because of shyness, her expression... There is panic, surprise and even faint fear, but there is no shyness, this is too abnormal!

Even if his wife is not an ordinary woman, and the wisdom of the city is far better than that of a man, it is not impossible to take this world into his pocket, but no matter what, her reaction still makes him suspicious, as if... The fairies in the sky cannot be emotionally limited by the rules of heaven, and once they fall in love with mortals, they will be doomed.

Li Jiayi doesn't believe in ghosts and gods, but he guesses that there must be something that binds his wife, making her dare not or even can't accept anyone's feelings! And what she called her over to say must have something to do with it......

Just as she was speculating wildly about what Situ Ningbing was struggling with, the door was gently pushed open. Although the voice was soft, it was especially clear in the silence of the night. Li Jiayi sat up slowly, moved her two numb and unconscious legs off the bed, bent down with some difficulty to put on her shoes, and then sat up straight and waited for the midnight visitor. Perhaps because of his disability, Li Jiayi is unwilling to teach others to see his embarrassed appearance in his heart, no matter when he is a noble son with a graceful demeanor, anyone who sees him will automatically ignore his legs that cannot walk.

The slender hand rested on his knee as usual, and somehow, Li Jiayi's mind suddenly gave birth to a thought that made him afraid, "Maybe she doesn't have any hardships at all, but ......" involuntarily clenched her hands, Li Jiayi didn't want to think about it anymore. It's false to say that he doesn't care and doesn't regret it, but he has known the truth since he was a child that when the water is full, the moon is full and the moon is lost, and he already has so much, and if God doesn't take something from him, that's the real eyelessness, so he has never felt inferior because he can't walk. This is the first time, the first time he feels that a person is so good, so good that he is flawed and does not deserve it......

His mind fluctuated here, and Situ Ningbing tiptoed and didn't dare to make a sound, holding back his depression. This is obviously her own home, her own yard, and the person in it is still her nominal husband, but just to say a few words alone, he wants to pretend to be drunk and stay overnight, and he has to sneak into a thief in the middle of the night, what is this?

Depressed and walked in, seeing Li Jiayi sitting on the edge of the bed upright, looking like he was waiting for the driver, Situ Ningbing didn't beat around the bush, took out a quick decisive and rude, and opened his mouth and said: "Li Gongzi, I won't say much nonsense, with your cleverness, you should know the purpose of my invitation to come." Last... I was rude, but please forgive me for not being able to accept your wishes!"

There was no light in the room, but with Situ Ningbing's eyesight, he could still see the loneliness and pain in Li Jiayi's face after hearing his refusal. There was an urge to turn around and run away from the bottom of her heart, Situ Ningbing pinched her palms with her nails to stay sane, and she heard herself say to Li Jiayi in a calm voice: "I must also know that when I was six years old, I entered the palace with my mother and was pushed into the lotus pond by the prince at that time. In fact, at that time, I was already dying, and then a fire not only ruined my appearance, but also damaged my roots, if it weren't for my master, I would have been reborn as a human being. But I am only a bud from a branch, and my foundation has been destroyed, and I am only left with the withering after blooming, and I can no longer wait for the next spring to bloom again. ”

"How long?" was silent for a long time before Li Jiayi asked in a trembling voice, "Are you still... Leftover... How much time?" Every time Li Jiayi said a word, he felt the pain of ten thousand arrows piercing his heart, and he felt that there seemed to be a fire burning in his heart, and he couldn't wait to cut Yang Yi's bones with thousands of knives to scatter ashes!

"Nine years" Situ Ningbing said his death date very lightly, which made people feel that it was just a joke.

Li Jiayi also hoped that this was just a nonsense made up by Situ Ningbing in order to reject himself, but he knew very well that the stronger people were, the more calm they were in the face of their own misfortunes, because they were unwilling to lose to fate, so they had no time to pity themselves at all.

"Whatever you want me to do, just ask. After another long silence, Li Jiayi finally spoke up again, this time he did not tremble, only as firm as iron, "I will spare no effort to help you get the world!" No matter what Situ Ningbing thinks, in Li Jiayi's eyes, she is her own wife, and as a husband, if she can't meet her thoughts, she is incompetent! What's more, this may be her last wish, even if he loses everything, he will complete it for her!

Situ Ningbing was intimidated by the firmness in his eyes, turned his head away and stopped looking at him, and his voice was a little low: "Don't be like this, I'm not worth it." I didn't live long and I couldn't have children. It is destined that we can only be allies, and all I can give you is benefits. Side, I won't give it, and I can't afford it!"

"I don't believe in fate!" Li Jiayi stared at Situ Ningbing with burning eyes, even if he deliberately didn't look at her, he could feel the temperature in his eyes! "I don't need you to give me anything, what I want is already by my side, I won't ask for it anymore and I won't embarrass you anymore, you just need to be an ally like I used to be." ”

Situ Ningbing turned around violently, walked a few steps quickly in the direction of the door, and suddenly stopped, took a few deep breaths, and then said softly with a hint of nasal voice, "Thank you." After saying that, he left the house without looking back.

Listening to her hurried away footsteps, Li Jiayi's tears finally fell uncontrollably. Why is God so cruel!!

Situ Ningbing walked along the hand-copying verandah to the main room, and when she entered the door, she glanced back at the dark east wing, and her left hand wearing a Tianzhu chain touched her chest. Her heart was beating very slowly and lightly, and she could barely feel the beating of her hand on it, and she suddenly grinned silently, look! She is a woman without a heart, and anyone can use it as a pawn!!

This night, Li Jiayi sat until dawn, Situ Ningbing lay on the wide and warm step-up bed, smelling the light aroma of the cold fragrance but couldn't fall asleep over and over. In the early morning of the second day, the two of them were dragged up from the quilt by the two of them, and after grooming and dressing up, they went to the ancestral hall at home. Situ Ningbing was taken aback by him like this, how could a beautiful son who worked well overnight become such a virtuous son?

"If you can't drink in the future, don't drink so much. Situ Ningbing was weak and put the responsibility on the wine, as if he didn't know that Li Jiayi was just pretending to be drunk.

Li Jiayi didn't mind, she only looked at her gently, and let out a low "um". Well, Situ Ningbing really wanted to run away.

But since they met, there was no reason to leave him alone and go to the ancestral hall alone, no matter how much they pretended to be discordant, it was too contrary to common sense and easy to arouse suspicion, right? So, the two went to the ancestral hall together. Mrs. Situ was a little surprised to see the young couple coming together, but soon her face showed a happy expression, and her expression was extremely kind when she looked at the two. I don't know if Situ Ningbing is too careful, she always feels that her mother's kindness also brings a little strange relief, as if she saw the other two people through her and Li Jiayi. Especially when she looked at Li Jiayi's eyes, from the first time they met, Situ Ningbing felt that something was wrong. Thinking of his said to look very much like his dead aunt, and then thinking of the past more than 20 years ago that his mother told him, Situ Ningbing suddenly understood that Li Jiayi must look very much like his uncle, the deceased loyal general Li Ji!

Situ Ningbing couldn't help but secretly look at Li Jiayi beside him, the so-called Gongzi Ruyu is probably the best interpretation, even if he is in a wheelchair, he does not have the feeling of being a dwarf, but makes people feel that he is born to sit and give orders, and you can only stand obediently and obey orders. It's a natural feeling, no fear or oppression, just a matter of course. If Li Ji is such a person... Situ Ningbing secretly compared the emperor with Li Jiayi, and then came to the conclusion that although she still felt that the aunt she had never met was stupid, she could probably understand her behavior.

"Jiayi, didn't you sleep well last night?" her mother's gentle and concerned inquiry pulled Situ Ningbing back from the messy fugue, and then the next moment she was complained by Mrs. Situ, "You child, why can't you even take care of your husband? Look at his red eyes, like a rabbit! How do you arrange for people to serve you?"

"I..." Situ Ningbing has lived for seventeen years, and this is the first time he has been asked speechless. She blinked her eyes and looked at her mother, and wanted to cry out sadly, "I haven't slept all night, and my eyes are still bloodshot! Why don't you care about me?!" After thinking about it, this is a suspicion of coquettish competition for favor, which is too embarrassing. was about to say, "It's me who was negligent" and vaguely forgot it, but Li Jiayi next to her spoke before her, "It's none of my mother's business, it's because I drank too much wine and couldn't sleep comfortably in the middle of the night, I didn't have much energy today, just go back and make up for sleep in a while, and my mother-in-law doesn't have to worry about it." ”

His words reminded Mrs. Situ of the scene when her cousin Li Ji defended her sister, her eyes suddenly turned red, and she praised Li Jiayi one after another, "Good boy, you are really a good boy, our family is blessed to marry you." ”

Situ Ningbing rolled her eyes at the sky, the guilt of Li Jiayi last night was gone!