Written at the beginning of this chapter: A book friend sent me a private message, saying what I think, explain, reply...... It's boring.,It's not interesting to write those at all.,And say the 'author's words' at the end of the chapter suddenly see the impact on the reading experience.,So,Let's just be concise.,At the end of the chapter, I don't write jokes except for the source description.,It's all deleted.,In the future, it's not neat except for the text.,Save everyone from being upset.。 That's it.

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Sometimes we fantasize in our minds, imagining that we meet someone at a certain moment one day, and we sneer at him unscrupulously and strike at his once unbeatable pride, while that person grovels down, bows his once cold and arrogant head, and looks up at us with admiration.

In Zheng Xiuyan's fantasy, she has imagined such a picture many times.

In her imagination, she met Li Zheng again like this:

"Hello, I'm Li Zheng. You're Jung so-yeon. Do you remember me? When we were kids, we worked together as trainees at S.M. Of course, you were a star student among the trainees at that time, and I was just a small character and probably didn't make a deep impression on your mind. But I've always admired you since I was a child. Can you sign it for me? I promise never to wash my face again. ”

In the past, every time she imagined such a picture, she couldn't help but smile knowingly.

But the reality is:

When she walked into the private room of the hotel with Zheng Xiujing, when she saw the boy who had appeared countless times in her fantasy, she was greeted with just a polite and plain sentence-

"Hello. ”

She sat in the corner of the private room, bowed her head slightly, acting like a erring clown, who did not dare to look directly into the boy's gaze from the beginning, and compared to the high-spirited spirit she once imagined, she seemed to have changed back to the humble and weak silent girl she had been in the past.

"Ernie, what did OPPA ask you about, what's wrong with you?"

When her arm was gently shaken by Zheng Xiujing, Zheng Xiuyan came back to her senses in an instant, she gathered her thoughts, and tried her best to be indifferent and indifferent: "What's wrong?"

Zheng Xiujing glanced at Zheng Xiuyan strangely, didn't think much about it, and said again: "oppa just asked you, are you busy with your recent girlhood schedule?" oppa said that he didn't see you when he had a party with your girls' generation last time, but he heard your latest single released two months ago, the song is quite good, and the shape of the sailor suit is also very distinctive. ”

Hearing Zheng Xiujing's words, Zheng Xiuyan turned her head and glanced at Li Zheng, and wanted to sarcastically say to the boy, "Asking us about your itinerary are boasting that you are very busy now", but when the words came to her lips, she finally just said lightly: "It's okay." ”

After finishing speaking, she turned her head to stare at the table again, as if she was not interested in Li Zheng's topic.

Seeing that her sister showed a cold and indifferent look, Zheng Xiujing wrinkled her nose, as if she wanted to say something, but after looking at Li Zheng, she finally suppressed the dissatisfaction in her heart, turned her head to Li Zheng and asked, "Oppa, your recent schedule is also very busy, right?" It was reported on the Internet that you have received a lot of advertising endorsements after the TV series, have you been busy with these recently?"

"Of course. ”

Without waiting for Lee Jung to speak, Park Sun-ho said with a smile: "Jun-hyuk has been busy filming these days. As if remembering something, he showed off again, "By the way, I forgot to tell you, Jun Hyuk just finished filming the MV commercial for CASS beer today, and the advertising song was specially invited by the advertiser to create Jun Hyuk himself, I believe that it will not be long before you can hear the new song created by Jun Hyuk." ”

"Really?"

Cui Shirley asked in surprise, "OPPA has a new song?"

Park Sun-ho nodded, and Choi Shirley said, "OPPA's newly composed song will definitely be very good." I've kept all the songs I've written since Oppa's debut, and I'll be sure to download them as soon as OPPA's new songs are released. ”

"Haha, don't worry. ”

Park Sun-ho smiled: "I have already auditioned this new song, and I believe it will definitely not disappoint you." Don't forget that the hit song "Sorry, Sorry" by S.M's SuperJunior was written by Joon-hyuk. ”

"Shanhao oppa, if you don't say it, we won't forget it. ”

Talking about the fact that she once wrote songs for S.M company, Zheng Xiujing seemed to think of something, and suddenly asked Li Zheng: "By the way, oppa, do you know our group's agent Dong Zhe oppa? This afternoon, when Seonho oppa went to MBC to give us a debut gift, he happened to meet Dong Zhe oppa, Dong Zhe oppa said that when oppa was a trainee in the company before, Dong Zhe oppa was your trainee senior, and oppa also learned to dance with Dong Zhe oppa, is it true?" ”

"Brother Dongzhe, ......"

Hearing Zheng Xiujing mention her acquaintances in the trainee era, Li Zheng smiled, nodded and said: "When I first joined S.M Company as a trainee, Brother Dong Zhe was our senior trainee, and Brother Dong Zhe really helped me a lot at that time. He looked at Zheng Xiujing and said with a smile, "I didn't expect Brother Dongzhe to become the agent of your group now." When you see Brother Dong Zhe tomorrow, remember to say hello to me, and when I have a chance in the future, I will invite Brother Dong Zhe to drink and get together together. ”

Cui Xueli also seemed to remember something, and also asked: "OPPA, I heard that you didn't win the dance group when you participated in the company trainee audition?

Li Zheng shook his head and smiled: "Actually, I'm very stupid to learn dance. …… Among the batch of trainees selected by the company, if we talk about the talent in dance, the talents of Zhongxiao Yuan and Eunhyuk in that batch should be the best two among all the trainees. The reason why I was able to win the dance championship at that time was only because I started practicing systematically since I was a child, and I practiced for a few years more than everyone else. ”

"How is that possible?"

Cui Xueli didn't believe it: "How can Hyoyeon Oni and Eunhyuk OPPA be better than OPPA?"

Li Zheng shook his head and smiled: "Don't talk about others, just say that you are filial piety." As you know, the company's dance group is divided into men's and women's groups, and you Xiaoyuan Oni practiced with our men's group at that time. When it comes to talent in dancing, you Oni are much better than me. ”

"But at that time, the most popular among the trainees was OPPA. ”

Cui Shirley said: "I heard the company's trainee Ernie say that OPPA is not only the most popular among our company's trainees, but also has the most fans in the entire trainee circle. ”

As he spoke, he looked at Zheng Xiuyan and said, "Xiuyan Oni, weren't you the same trainee as OPPA at that time, and was OPPA the most talented among the trainees?"

Zheng Xiujing retorted when she heard this: "Although I, Ernie, am almost in the same issue as OPPA, she was afraid of the camera at the time, so she only joined the company later, and I, Ernie is not in the men's group like Xiaoyuan Ernie, how can she know." ”

Hearing Zheng Xiujing's casual words, Zheng Xiuyan's face instantly became ugly, and after Li Zheng saw it, he shook his head and smiled, in order to avoid Zheng Xiuyan's embarrassment, he quickly changed the topic: "Okay, let's not talk about the past." It's not early, the company has access restrictions, you eat quickly, I'll send you back when you're done. ”

The rest of the time returned to normal, Li Zheng and Zheng Xiujing talked and laughed, while Zheng Xiuyan sat on the sidelines, silent in her own world.

After dinner, Lee Jung and Park Sun-ho drove a few people back to the dormitory, and after arriving at the residential area, they said goodbye to a few people, and Park Sun-ho drove Lee Jung away.

Looking at Li Zheng's car shadow from afar, it went farther and farther, and finally disappeared, Zheng Xiuyan suddenly sighed silently.

She suddenly remembered when she was a trainee when she was young, and at that time, she was watching the boy from a distance like other girls, deliberately passing by the boy's practice room, deliberately waiting at the intersection where the boy passed, and then watching the boy's figure disappear from far to near, from near to far......

In her youthful fantasies, she had imagined countless times that she had bravely stepped forward and introduced herself to the boy, who smiled brightly at her.

She has imagined countless hypotheses, has had countless fantasies, and she is always so brave in her imagination......

Many years later, when we met again, he still just had a plain greeting and a simple greeting, just like meeting an ordinary passerby, but she was not as brave as she imagined, she was still the silent girl she was back then......

She fantasized about bravery, she fantasized about anger, she fantasized about calmness, and likewise she fantasized about beauty......

She couldn't help but think back to the past, how simple the world was, and it seemed that her heart was full of joy just by secretly avoiding simple gazes, and that casual encounter at the corner of the street that afternoon resurfaced in front of her, and it seemed that in the next moment the boy would gently come up to her and say to her gently, "Oh, so you are here too." ”

However, the reality is that when they meet again after many years, she is still just an ordinary passerby in his eyes.

My fourteen-year-old, after all, is it a dream?