Qianqian . , Let me love you as soon as possible, the latest chapter in the dust!

The subject did get twisted, and the military attache told me that it was probably around noon.

The commotion in the courtyard subsided, several soldiers who had brought the bodies left, and the commanders moved to a meeting.

When Fang Songqi was brought in by Lin Shinian, he had already cleared the field and had nothing.

After changing the dressing, her request to visit Sister Jiang was rejected by several criminal policemen.

Fang Songqi was disappointed, but he was not reluctant. On the way back to her residence, she turned her head sideways and asked Lin Shinian: "Do you know anything about the 'cannibals' in Africa?"

Lin Shinian stared at the top of her hair with condescending eyes: "What are you interested in this?"

"Can't you be curious?" Because his back was to him, Fang Songqi couldn't see his expression, "As a knowledge expansion, understand, there is a problem?"

Immediately, she cut off his back path: "Don't tell me you don't know, when you discussed with the two uncles in the embassy, you obviously had a very clear expression. Isn't it true that something like this has happened before?"

This is also in line with the news that Shen Ye mentioned in his interview with Ji Zhongtang that there are still people who are caught by the "cannibals" to share food. It turns out that it really didn't come out of nowhere. The "cannibals" spoken of today are certainly different from the cannibal tribes visited by curious tourists who come to Africa for "adventures".

Fang Songqi was very annoyed at this time, and he didn't search for those news at that time.

"There's not much to know. "In addition to the clashes between the armed groups and the ZF Army, the riots here are also mixed with clashes between the tribes. Peacekeepers intervene in it and mediate their relationship, which is tantamount to the left and right not being human. The people in the tribe will also be unhappy, but they don't dare to offend the United Nations directly, they still have to rely on the United Nations to fund, and rely on the peacekeepers of various countries to build infrastructure, so occasionally they will catch a few people to relieve their anger and frame the 'cannibals'. ”

Fang Songqi: "......"

After Lin Shinian pushed her into the house, he said more, but it didn't seem to have anything to do with the cannibals: "Do you think that all the peacekeepers here are very great and want to contribute their own strength to the maintenance of world peace and are willing to be sent to this kind of place to endure hardships? You are not a media person? You don't usually watch much news? There have been peacekeepers who have been accused of forcibly annihilating local girls." ”

Fang Songqi frowned.

Of course, she wasn't so naïve to think that the world was all about beauty.

Lao Xu's vain death made her angry, Xu Jing's illness made her powerless, and she embarked on the road of being taken care of and raised by him willingly degenerate, and the past three years have been a muddy life. She can't care more and farther, she only cares about the reluctance around her. This has nothing to do with whether she watches much news or whether she is a qualified media person.

His words that seemed to mock her and despise her were really stompy......

"What are you thinking?" her silence sparked questions for Lin Shinian.

"I'm thinking about how to grass your ancestors!" Fang Songqi breathed fire in his mouth, and without waiting for his movements, he stood up with the pain, quickly changed to the bed, and lay down to sleep, "Don't disturb me, wake me up when the person who picks us up comes." ”

Lin Shinian looked at her back and didn't speak.

Fang Songqi closed his eyes and didn't speak.

In fact, she was not angry with Lin Shinian, but angry with herself.

A glimpse of her various encounters and experiences during this period of time, flashed the few words that Sister Xiao Jiang said on the night when she slept in the wild on the way to escape, and flashed the longing and ambition for the future in Xiao Jiu's memory.

Something that has been temporarily pressed deep in the heart is clearly ready to move, giving birth to signs of breaking the ground again.

Originally, he only planned to squint for a while, but Fang Songqi not only fell asleep, but also had a dream.

The first half of the dream is not new, but it has been traced back to the last time she was doing hypnotherapy in Dr. Ma's psychological counseling room: Xiao Jiu and Lin Shinian had a quarrel, and the reason was that Lin Shinian advocated donating Fang Jie's cornea behind her back. Xiao Jiu is not disgusted by the donation itself, but the donation object is Shen Jun's son.

She questioned Lin Shinian, clearly knowing how much she hated Shen Jun, and clearly knowing that Fang Jie and the Feng family had something to do with each other, why did she have this kind of Cao behavior?

For this memory, after Fang Songqi came out of hypnosis, the focus was on the fact that Shen Ye's cornea originally belonged to Fang Jie. She suddenly found it difficult to meet his eyes, as if Fang Jie was staring at her all the time.

And the second half of the dream answers some of the doubts left in the first half. For example, why can Lin Shinian be the main Fang Jie's cornea? Because Fang Jie's identity at that time was not Fang Jie, but Shen Jun's sister, the sister-in-law of the Shen family. The sister-in-law of the Shen family signed a voluntary donation letter before her death.

I always wanted to know what was going on in the ward, and I had an answer: Shen Ye's so-called father went to the United States for his comatose sister, but it was actually false, Shen Jun took care of Fang Jie in the name of the Shen family's sister-in-law, and the aunt Shen Ye saw was indeed as she suspected, not Shen Jun's sister, but Fang Jie......

But why did Fang Jie want to apply the identity of the Shen family's sister-in-law? just to facilitate Shen Jun's secret Chen Cang? The real Shen family's sister-in-law...... Is it deceased?

The key is that Fang Jie had an accident before she fell unconscious on the hospital bed?—— the picture of the pool of bright red blood flashed suddenly, and then the image became unstable again, flickering the snowflake screen, before being completely occupied by the snowflake screen, Fang Songqi saw Xiao Jiu's emotions uncontrollably and muttered: "It's me...... I did it...... I did it......"

Opening his eyes with chest tightness and shortness of breath, Fang Songqi's first reaction was to go and find medicine to eat.

Only then did she remember where she was now, and where did she get the medicine to take?

She lay flat on her back, covering her face with her hands, but she still couldn't hold back the tears that continued to flow silently from the corners of her eyes, so she simply turned over, not caring if her chest would be deflated, and buried her face in the pillow on her stomach.

When Lin Shinian came in, when he saw her posture, his heart was shocked, he stepped forward, sat down on the edge of the bed, didn't say a word, picked up her head with both hands, looked at the dark color on the pillow, and then looked at her eyes.

"What are you doing?" Fang Songqi was unhappy and took his hand away, "If you didn't come to call me away, you would have committed suicide by disemboweling yourself and apologizing!"

Turning over, she turned her face sideways, disgusted with the pillow, so she didn't pillow anymore, and pulled the quilt under her cheek.

Lin Shinian mocked: "Do you want to flood someone's quilt before leaving?"

"Does it matter? They were supposed to wash, but if it was too clean, it would waste water, and if it was dirty, it would be more worthwhile. Fang Songqi pulled out the fallacy of self-proclaimed logic.

"Isn't it thicker than the city walls? Guess, there should be another reason for her tears, Lin Shinian thinks that it is better to hurt her than to explore directly.

"You think too highly of yourself. Fang Songqi hehe, "Do you need a specific reason to detoxify the toxins in your body?"

Lin Shinian was quiet for a few seconds, and officially informed her: "Get up, you can go." ”

If it were a normal situation, Fang Songqi would definitely be so excited that she jumped up from the bed at this time, and at this time she was extremely calm, "oh" and sat up.

They were picked up by several Chinese blue helmets.

The soldiers of her own country, compared with those of other countries, naturally gave Fang Songqi a greater sense of security, and she got on a military off-road car with Lin Shi, and the counselor and military attache of the embassy got on another off-road.

"What about Little Sister Jiang?" Aren't you going to go together? Fang Songqi was too natural before, but now he found that it didn't seem to be the case.

"We'll go to the embassy first, and she'll have to wait two more days. Lin Shinian informed.

Fang Songqi didn't speak.

All got into the car, got ready, and started the car.

The road that drove out of the camp, passing through several villages of local residents, the scene of standing on the earthen platform yesterday and looking at it is reproduced today and more closely: the smoke of making smoked fish is so thick that it follows the fire, the woman sitting on the side of the road with a child in her arms and doing nothing looks very old, and the man who climbed up to the trunk of a dead tree to look at them is hiding under the truck and staring at them without blinking.

The more you leave the camp of the peacekeepers, the more you can see the poverty of the local population. The loess is all over the sky, and countless plastic bags and household garbage are mixed in the soil, which is extremely dirty.

Less than two meters from the road is the house of the inhabitants, which is no longer an adobe house, but a simple piece of plywood. The eyes were full of black people, and as the car passed by, they all stared straight at it, as if rushing towards the car.

In fact, there were people rushing towards the car, all of them children, stretching out their small, dry, black, thin hands towards their windows, shouting "Amigo", even if they didn't understand the meaning, they could tell from their expressions that they were begging.

Through the glass, it seems to be browsing all over the world.

After driving out of that area, Fang Songqi felt a lot more relieved and convinced, but his attention was all on the weather.

It's like a steaming steamer, and the sun is dizzying.

Lin Shinian took out his sunhat and sunglasses like magic.

"Where?" was half-old, he certainly wasn't bought, and there was nowhere to buy it for him. It couldn't have been that he had the heart to get these gadgets when he arrived.

"I asked the people in the camp in the morning. Lin Shinian casually put his hat on her head.

The sunglasses are a little loose, but it doesn't affect her, but she is not exposed to the sun in the car, and she mainly doesn't want to be shaken, and her eyes are sore for a long time.

The mood of being defeated by * was slightly higher because the brightness of the sunlight was lowered through the lenses in front of him, and Fang Songqi glanced sideways at Lin Shinian: "Thank you." ”

The unevenness of the road made the car in a state of bump all the time, and the arc was not so big that people wanted to vomit, but Fang Songqi was sleepy and drowsy.

After planting his head down a few times, he was pulled to a certain shoulder.

Fang Songqi reluctantly opened his eyelids and raised his head, glanced at Lin Shinian, said "Thank you, buddy", was caught back by the sleepy worm, and leaned back on him again.

I don't know how long she slept, she was awakened by the sound of an explosion, and the moment she woke up, the car was also braking, if it wasn't for Lin Shinian hugging her, she was afraid that she would have to slam the seat in front of her.

"What's wrong, what's wrong?" This movement, Fang Songqi and Sister Jiang experienced it not long ago, although it seemed to be separated from their car by some distance, she could hear her tongue a little straight.

"Maybe somewhere there was another fight. Lin Shinian whispered and frowned.

The soldier in charge of driving in the driver's seat in front was using the walkie-talkie on the car to ask someone about the situation, and the soldier in the passenger seat simply got out of the car and talked to other people in the front and rear cars.

Waiting is also a kind of torment, Fang Songqi's hands and feet are stiff, and it is difficult to sit still.

After a while, the exact news came down, and sure enough, as Lin Shinian said, there was indeed another fight, and just now the explosion was that a bridge in front of it was blown up.

The two sections of the bridge happened to belong to two separate armed camps, and the innocent became the victims of the rivalry, and the biggest problem was that the bridge was also the only way to the airport.

So now we can only turn back to the camp and wait for the peacekeepers to finish building and can pass.

Fang Songqi's whole person was gloomy, and a group of grass and mud horses galloped across the border in his heart.

In the end, it's just a toss!

She was so angry that she almost lost her appetite for dinner—almost, just almost, after all.

When Lin Shinian came back to the room, she asked him how long the bridge would have to be repaired.

"They went to see the damage to the bridge, and it was as fast as three days. ”

"Three days?" Fang Songqi fell directly on the bed, rolling his eyes, "Do you want to ...... like this?"

She wanted to ask, the car couldn't drive, could the helicopter fly to the camp to pick up people, ......?—— good, the current treatment is already very good, or don't have to look at it. What's more, she remembers that day she witnessed an exchange of fire between the two sides and saw soldiers shooting at warplanes in the sky with their guns. It is estimated that the helicopter will be able to fly smoothly is also a problem.

Unexpectedly, the fighting spread to the vicinity of the camp, and Fang Songqi was woken up by two bombardments at night, although he was told that the location of the fire was actually some distance away from the camp, but the staggered repulsion of gunfire continued, how could people sleep peacefully?

Outside the window, there was a shadow, and it was the place where the soldiers had gathered to go to the exchange of fire between the two sides.

Lin Shinian came back after going out to understand the situation, Fang Songqi was sitting curled up on his knees in a daze, as if he didn't even notice his footsteps.

"Don't worry, it's going to be fine. I don't know how much of a reassuring word can help, but I still have to say, Lin Shinian sat on the edge of the bed and stretched out his hand to pull her closer.

Seeing that she didn't seem to resist, his originally hesitant arm simply wrapped around her waist and fished her into his arms.

It can be seen with the naked eye that she has lost a lot of weight during the period of her disappearance, and when she is hugging her, her bones are all within reach, and she can feel the hardships she has endured more tangibly.

"Where are you touching your hands? Fang Songqi, who came back to his senses, pushed him away, rolled his eyes, and leaned on the head of the bed by himself.

Lin Shinian didn't do much, no longer approached her, and sat in place without moving.

The silence between the two made the distant burst of gunfire clearer and clearer.

Fang Songqi had nothing to say and asked: "You have been in Africa for so many years, it shouldn't be the first time you have encountered such a situation, right?"

"Well, it's not. Lin Shinian satisfied her curiosity, but he also answered simply, obviously not planning to expand it.

Boring. Fang Songqi was disappointed, feeling that he was more silent than before. Of course, maybe she always opens up to topics he doesn't want to talk about.

After bending her feet for a long time, she straightened her legs, gently rubbed her knees, and muttered, "Should I write a suicide note in case I need it?" ”

The door of the brain was knocked on by Lin Shinian to warn him.

It didn't hurt much, Fang Songqi still touched it reflexively, and then deliberately teased him: "Don't be too confident, you have to prepare for the worst, in case you go, there are one old and one young left in your family, and they can't take care of their own lives, what should they do?"

Lin Shinian ignored her.

Fang Songqi rolled his eyes and threw out a topic that he thought was a killer topic: "Xiao Jiu committed suicide, and you really have to bear a lot of responsibility." Bad intentions approached her and deceived her feelings. She was suffering from multiple personalities and was quite psychologically fragile, but you gave her the final blow. ”

Lin Shinian's expression was slightly sick: "What do you think of again?"

"A lot. After the two words came out, Fang Songqi didn't elaborate on it like him before, lowered his eyes, and asked another sentence, "Among the two SUKI and Xiao Wu, which one injured Fang Jie and made Fang Jie in a coma for a long time?"

Lin Shinian's heart was lightly shocked, and he didn't answer immediately, looking at her expression carefully.

Her expression seemed to be the same.

He reached out and took hold of her hand.

Fang Songqi shook and wanted to shake it off.

Lin Shinian held it tightly, and he was so tough that he didn't let it go.

Fang Songqi quickly gave him a punch: "Women's oil is very good, isn't it?"

Lin Shinian was taken down, his body was sideways, he was steady, his hand was never released, and he turned back and asked her: "I secretly cried at noon yesterday because of this?"

"Cry your sister!" Fang Songqi was restless and gave him another punch.

Lin Shinian sneered: "Didn't you talk about this topic yourself? Since you haven't accepted this matter in your heart, isn't the intention of saying it just to hope that others can digest it with you, and now that Doctor Ma is not here, the only person who can listen to you is me, who are you irritable to show it? Do you want to go to Shen Ye? Isn't it still just me to see? It's useless for you to be conflicted in your heart." Would you like to have a good chat?"

Fang Songqi's lips trembled slightly, all his strength was held in his mouth, and his cheeks were tense due to the clenching of his teeth.

God seemed to understand her heart at this time, and the light in the room suddenly went out.

Not only the room, but the entire camp was cut off.

There was a commotion outside, it was people living in other rooms who had gone out because of the power outage. After all, tonight's situation is special, and there is still an exchange of fire in the vicinity, and as soon as the electricity stops, it will inevitably cast another layer of panic in people's hearts.

Fang Songqi and Lin Shinian did not move.

Especially Lin Shinian, the darkness couldn't stop him from falling to her, as if he could really see her clearly. But he couldn't see it clearly, and he carved her face in his mind.

There are soldiers who come forward to maintain everyone's order, so that everyone should not panic, the power outage has nothing to do with the nearby war, and the circuit is already being repaired, and it will be good soon.

Fang Songqi drooped his shoulders under the cover of darkness, his head was also lowered, and the whole person was depressed, mournful and collapsed.

So, she really did it...... Whether it's SUKI or Xiao Wu, what's the difference?

Although Fang Jie did not die on the spot, what is the difference between lying on the hospital bed and death? Not to mention that in the end, Fang Jie did die......

She is the murderer of her mother......

It's hard for her to accept it now, let alone Xiao Jiu back then, which is even more terrifying than Xiao Jiu finding out that Fang Jie wanted to strangle her. Xiao Jiu wants to die, and he is completely in love.

"Lin Shinian...... Fang Songqi's voice was a little empty, "You shouldn't let me think about this matter myself." You should have told me sooner, and I could have treated it entirely as if it were someone else's story, not what happened to me, to me, ......."

Lin was silent for a long time.

Fang Songqi tried to withdraw his hand from his palm again.

Lin Shinian is still not loose.

His hand went from her fingers, up to her grip, to her forearm, to the side of her shoulder.

His aura was noticeably closer to her than before.

Fang Songqi dodged back, still unable to avoid Lin Shinian raised his other hand, touched her face, and touched a piece of Shiyi.

She turned her face sideways, very calm compared to the irritability of a few minutes ago, and sneered: "It's not completely unacceptable. It was Fang Jie who repeatedly abused and treated Xiao Jiu and them. ”

She actually pondered a long time ago that it was normal for Xiao Jiu not to resist Fang Jie;SUKI may not be able to resist,And SUKI's personality retains her mother-daughter relationship with Fang Jie;Xiao Wu is completely different,Fang Jie's title has always been "crazy woman" and "crazy woman",In several conversations with SUKI,You can also feel that her feelings for Fang Jie are weak,So why didn't she resist when she got the short-term autonomy of the body?

Now it seems that SUKI and Xiao Wu resisted, but this rebellion gave Fang Jie to ......

"Is it justifiable self-defense?" is again a question of justifiable self-defense. Fang Songqi remembered Gao Yiming. From this, I further suddenly thought, is it that part of her current personality lives ...... repeating the experiences of some other personalities?

or indirectly, or directly.

As an indirect example, she temporarily listed her violence against Gao Yiming and Fang Jie.

And what about the direct example...... She seemed to understand why sometimes when she was with Shen Ye, she would hallucinate and see Shen Ye's face as Lin Shinian's face. Because some of the things she did with Shen Ye were already done by her and Lin Shinian.

Oh, from this point of view, what a mockery? She didn't ask Shen Ye to take her on a bicycle at school on a whim, but in her own unconscious subconscious, she was branded with Xiao Jiu, and it was Xiao Jiu's brand that was causing trouble.

She is indeed different from Xiao Jiu, SUKI, and Xiao Wu, but from the same root, no one can get rid of anyone alone.

No one can get rid of anyone alone......

The answer that Lin Shinian gave her was coming from her ears: "You were just careless." ”

His rough fingers rubbed the corners of her eyes: "You are you, Xiao Jiu is Xiao Jiu, SUKI is SUKI, and Iron Wolf is Iron Wolf." They're all dead, you're the only one left, you're just you. ”

Fang Songqi felt very funny.

Before, she was always emphasizing to him that Xiao Jiu was Xiao Jiu and she was her, and he was always in B she admitted that she and Xiao Jiu were the same person.

Now that she admits to him that she is the same person as the other personalities, he wants to distinguish her instead.

"Lin Shinian, you should also go to Dr. Ma for treatment. Fang Songqi mocked.

Lin Shinian laughed silently: "I have been governing for a long time, and I have been curing." ”

It's just that it can't be cured, and it can't be cured until the disease is cured, and it is tossed until both sides are injured. It was only recently that he felt like he had finally opened his mind.