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After Xiao Ziyun left, Rong Cheng was a little scared, a little overwhelmed, he stood at the door, paused, he didn't dare to go in, he didn't know how to face Mo Jia, just now he was so eager to see Mo Jia, and at this moment, the two of them were just separated by a door, but they felt that they had thought about a hundred and eight thousand miles, this feeling was something Rong An had never had.

Rong stood quietly outside the door, listening carefully to the movement inside, the room was very quiet, Rong An's heart tingled, Rong An knew Mo Jia very well, and naturally knew how much damage it would do to Mo Jia this time.

He was really afraid that he would lose Mo Jia, and that would make him worse than dead.

Rong An actually really envied Yu Wenmo, as if Yu Wenmo wouldn't be so forward-looking when he did things, he really had too many concerns.

In fact, Mo Jia in the room was also very nervous at the moment, and she was also very scared.

She didn't know what kind of news Rong An brought, and she didn't know what Rong An would say to her.

Mo Jia was also eager to see Rong An, but Rong An really came, Mo Jia still wanted to escape, just like at the beginning, after only hearing a beginning, Mo Jia turned around and ran.

Now she wanted to run, too, but she restrained herself.

Mo Jia was holding the Jinpa, and the handkerchief was about to be wrenched.

After a long time, Rong An slowly opened the door, and when he heard the sound, Mo Jia's heart rose to his throat.

Rong An walked in and saw Mo Jia's appearance, and immediately felt distressed.

He and Mo Jia have liked Mo Jia since the day they met, and they have experienced a lot until today.

He had sworn before that he would treat Mo Jia well and give Mo Jia a lifetime of happiness, but he didn't do it.

It was him, Mo Jia who hurt the most.

Mo Jia's eyes were red and swollen.

The whole person looks haggard, how lively and cheerful Mo Jia used to be, wherever she goes, she can bring happiness wherever she goes, but now she has nothing at all.

"Jia'er. Rong An's voice was slightly hoarse, and his voice was trembling.

Similarly, Rong An's eye circles were also a little red.

Rong An admitted that because of Mrs. Rong's death, he blamed Mo Jia, but it was just a momentary feeling, and he never thought of wanting to hurt Mo Jia, but now it has become like this, which is really not what he wants.

Rong An wanted to slowly approach Mo Jia.

Mo Jia waved his hand at Rong An, "Rong An, don't get close to me yet, you just stand there." Mo Jia said word by word.

Rong An naturally paused, but closed the door.

Rong An looked at Mo Jia, and his face was full of guilt, he really didn't have the face to see Mo Jia, and it was all his fault when things came to this point.

"Rong An, tell me, what happened, do you really want to take a concubine?" Mo Jia almost used all her strength to say this, she felt that her throat was blocked uncomfortably, her heart was like a fire burning at the moment, burning her whole body was out of breath, but she still endured it, endured it, she didn't want Rong An to see her like this.

Rong An pursed his lips tightly, his lips were a little pale, he really didn't know how to answer, so that Mo Jia didn't feel so uncomfortable.

"Jia'er, listen to me, okay? In this world, the person I don't want to hurt the most is you, do you believe me? I love you, I love you hopelessly, I love you so much that I can do anything for you, but I can't violate my conscience for you, I admit that I did this to take care of myself, but let you suffer so much harm, I also know that I am a bastard, you hate me, anger me, blame me, beat me, scold me, I have no complaints, the fault has been made, I just want to try to minimize the damage. Rong An tried to calm his tone as much as possible.

Mo Jia twitched painfully when she heard this, "You mean, have you tarnished other people's innocence?"

Mo Jia is also very smart, hearing Rong An say this, he naturally thought of this, if it wasn't for Rong An who did something irreparable, he wouldn't have to be responsible for others.

Mo Jia really felt desperate, why did this happen.

In fact, before she met Rong An, she really didn't think that she would get married, for her character, marrying someone is like a burden.

She has thought about it, when she is in her twenties, she will move out of the Mo family, anyway, if she marries or not, Mo Jia will not treat her badly in the dowry, I have no worries about food and clothing, and the Mo family can rely on, I don't necessarily have to find a man, without a man, I can live a very good life, very happy, very relaxed.

It was Rong An who gave her the feeling that she wanted to get married, and it was Rong An who made her believe in the true love between men and women.

All her feelings are pinned on Rong An, but in the end, Rong An actually did such a thing.

Are men really so unreliable?

No matter how deep your love is, how much affection you use, still can't control your lower body?

This kind of Rong'an really made Mo Jia feel very desperate, and he didn't have the slightest confidence in their future.

"I'm sorry, Jia'er, I drank too much because of my grandmother's matter, and when I woke up the next day, the big mistake had been made, I admit that I did this, it hurt you a lot, Jia'er, I will never do such a wrong thing again in the future, will you believe me once?" Rong An prayed.

"Rong'an, how can I forgive you, how do you ask me to forgive you, we have only been married for a few months, you have brought me such a big shock, you tell me, what are you going to do after you marry that woman into the door, do you want to hang there? Even if you don't touch her under the quilt, but she will always exist, always there, never disappear, will always be a thorn in my heart, you know me, I am not as open-minded as I usually show, I can't do it, I will not be able to stand it, I will go crazy, Rong'an. Mo Jia's voice was getting louder and louder, and it seemed that he was a little out of control.

Rong An wanted to go over and hug Mo Jia, but after thinking about it, he still didn't have the courage after all.

He felt that Mo Jia at the moment might be the most repulsed by him.

Rong An also felt so pathetic and didn't know why they had come to this point.

"Jia'er, I'll give you time, I'll give you time, no matter what you think, how you do, I can accept it, I swear, I'll only give her a name, I swear that the person I love will always be you, and it will always be you. When Rong An said this, he felt a little pale and powerless.

Although he really thought so in his heart, how could he convince Mo Jia, even he didn't believe in himself anymore.

"Rong'an, don't say it, really, don't say it again. Mo Jia covered her ears and cried a little broken.

"Jia'er, don't cry, really don't cry, you don't know that seeing you cry is more uncomfortable than killing me, I'd rather be cut by a knife than see you cry. Rong An'an said bitterly.

"Okay, I don't cry. Mo Jia wiped her tears, today, she did cry too much for Rong An, in fact, Mo Jia is a lively and cheerful person by nature, she loves to laugh, she almost doesn't like to shed tears, but today, for Rong An, she almost cried her own tears for a lifetime.

She never knew that loving someone would be so painful, as if her heart was being clamped so hard, and she couldn't breathe.

Mo Jia likes to practice martial arts since she was a child, so it is inevitable that she will be injured or something, she has not taken the physical pain to heart before, but now she feels that if the heart hurts, there is really no way to relieve it, it can only go on like this, probably slowly, it will be painful and numb.

Mo Jia looked at Rong An, although there was still this attachment, tenderness, love and hate in his eyes, all kinds of complex emotions were tangled together.

With such a look, Rong An was also heartbroken.

"Rong'an, I love you. Mo Jia suddenly spoke, but these five words gave people the feeling of being so heavy, like a hammer, knocking on Rong An's heart.

"But, I can't be with you anymore, I really can't, I can't accept you like this, I don't even know how to get along with you, I see you now, my heart hurts so much, I'm really sad, I've never felt like this, you are the first person I love, probably the last person I love, I admit, since we fell in love, you have been very good to me, caring for me, loving me, giving me the best everything, I know, you are sincere to me, I also know that people make mistakes, but you made this mistake, I really can't forgive, it's not a question of whether I'm willing or not, but I really can't do it, I can't do it, I can't accept that after you and I are together, I have met other women, I can't accept it, so, Rong'an, let's separate, let's get together and disperse, this is not the best of both worlds, you can take your responsibility, I leave. Mo Jia said, her eyes were a little red, but she held back her tears and didn't fall.

In the end, Mo Jia actually smiled, but that feeling was crying bitterly, and being heartbroken made Rong An'an even more painful.

Rong An didn't expect Mo Jia to say such a thing, he really didn't think that Mo Jia would be separated from him because of this.

Although Rong An has Mo Jia, he has no intention of finding another woman, and Rong An is not the kind of gentleman who likes the new and hates the old.

But after all, Rong An lives in this kind of patriarchal environment, although he is not obsessed with women, but he does not feel that he has made such an unforgivable mistake.

"Jia'er, I don't agree, I don't agree with you separating from me, I admit that I made a mistake this time, but I said that I will never make such a mistake again in the future, and Wanjun, you should live in our courtyard with one more person, which will not have any impact on you." Rong An explained.

Mo Jia's eyes widened suddenly, and she said, "You said that woman is Xu Wanjun?"

Mo Jia didn't remember to ask who the woman was until now, in fact, for the ink, it didn't matter who the woman was, the important thing was that the relationship between him and Rong An couldn't go back to the past.

Mo Jia knows herself, and she feels that she probably has no way to accept Rong An.

Mo Jia doesn't like Xu Wanjun, and it can be said that she hates Xu Wanjun very much.

Xu Wanjun's appearance is excellent, is it probably the type that men like? It is the kind of person I feel sorry for and pitiful.

Mo Jia always felt that Xu Wanjun was the kind of person who looked innocent, but seduced people everywhere in the world.

Especially the relationship between Xu Wanjun and Rong Xuan is very good, and Rong Xuan always targets Mo Jia everywhere, basically as long as the two of them are present, Rong Xuan will always want to stimulate Mo Jia a few words.

So Mo Jia didn't even have a good impression of these two people.

"It's her, you know, she is my grandmother's niece, my grandmother has always loved her, and now my grandmother's bones are not cold, I really can't do too inhumane, after all, I ruined people's innocence, but I am only responsible for her, there is no emotional tie, Jia'er, I only have you in my heart, really only you. Rong An almost swore to heaven.

"I believe, Rong An, to this point, I also believe what you say, I admit that you didn't mean it, I admit that it was all an accident, but I really can't accept it, I told you, it's not what I want, but I really can't accept it, instead of looking at each other and hating each other, it's better to miss each other, you say, right?" Mo Jia asked.

Rong An really couldn't understand what Mo Jia was thinking in his heart, what was there to get over in this matter.

"Jia'er, I know that you can't turn around for a while, it's unacceptable, but after a long time, you can slowly let go, I said, I will wait for you, and I will give you time, Jia'er, don't you make a decision so quickly, okay?" Rong An's tone was very serious.

"Probably, but with me, there's no chance, I don't want to wait until we've exhausted all our feelings for each other, and then you're annoyed when you see me, and I'm annoyed when I see you, and then I'm going to be even sadder when we're separated. Mo Jia's tone was very sad.

"Jia'er, why are you so stubborn, it's really not a big deal, look at our side, which man is not a man with three wives and four concubines, isn't your eldest brother-in-law Yan Zhao too? I won't look like that, I just made a mistake that a man would make, I don't expect you to forgive me now, I said I would give you time, why don't you just part with me for this little thing?" Rong An was also anxious.

In Rong An's thoughts, he never thought that Mo Jia would be separated from him for this, he always felt that Mo Jia would be sad and sad, but he would also compensate Mo Jia in the future and would be doubly good to Mo Jia.

This matter will pass slowly, but now it seems that in Mo Jia's heart, this matter can't be overcome.

"Rong'an, you should understand me, the decisions I have made will not change, although I love you very much, but when I decide to give up, I may be in pain, but I will not drag the mud and water to entangle like this, so, Rong'an, let's get together and disperse, you go." After Mo Jia finished speaking, he turned around and stopped looking at Rong An.

Mo Jia actually didn't want Rong An to see what he was like now, and Mo Jia's tears fell down like beads with broken threads.

I can't stop it, and my heart hurts even if I take a light breath, and I feel like I'm going to suffocate.

In fact, she realized that this relationship was so inseparable, and she would rather die at the moment than suffer such torture.

Rong An can also see that Mo Jia is definitely not joking.

Rong An's whole body was trembling, he really couldn't accept Mo Jia's departure, if he was separated from Mo Jia in this life, Rong An felt that his life would not have any fun.

"Jia'er, if I say that I won't marry Xu Wanjun anymore, can you forgive me this time?" Rong An's tone was a little pleading.

Mo Jia didn't look back, she sobbed silently, not letting Rong An hear that she was crying.

She eased her nerves, and then slowly spoke, "Rong An, this matter actually has nothing to do with Xu Wanjun, I don't care who that woman is, what I care about is that you have touched another woman, so, you don't need to ask me about the matter between you and Xu Wanjun, you can deal with it however you want, but it won't change my decision, Rong An, you go, I want to stay alone for a while, don't worry, I'll be fine, these days, I don't want to go back, I will live here temporarily." Mo Jia said quietly.