Chapter 58: Don't Think I Can't Do It
If Lin Xinru was to opinion Song Zheng ten years later, maybe she would not be like now, after all, when people grow up and mature, they will always think about more problems, and at that age, even if they have a heartbeat, they have to endure it, but now is not ten years later, at the age of twenty-four, they are still full of beautiful longing for love, and with a little recklessness. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 info
Just like when she met Lin Zhiying, almost everyone persuaded her that there would be no result between the two of them, but Lin Xinru still fell in love, and the love was unforgettable, and finally because of the loss of love, she locked herself in the house and cried.
When I saw Song Zheng for the first time that day, Lin Xinru didn't think anything about it, but she felt that this mainland newcomer actor had a good image, and later went out to play together, and saw Song Zheng's humor with a little scoundrel, and thought this person was very interesting.
But what happened in the restaurant, when Lin Xinru and they were entangled by a few scoundrels and were very helpless, Song Zheng appeared, and solved a crisis lightly, which touched Lin Xinru's hero complex at once.
From this point of view, Lin Xinru is still very simple emotionally, and once she has feelings, she doesn't care about anything.
Later, the more Song Zheng hid, the deeper Lin Xinru went into the dead end, and even in the end, she thought that Song Zheng was her true destiny, and she missed this village, but there was no such store.
Song Zheng is leaving today, Lin Xinru knows that if she still doesn't do anything, this fate will really be broken, even if we meet again in the future, she will not have any chance.
Especially when Zhou Xun came to visit the class that day, Lin Xinru suddenly had a sense of crisis, and after a period of entanglement in her heart, she couldn't help it anymore today, and according to what Zhao Wei said that day, she directly blocked Song Zheng in the house.
"Why do you keep avoiding me!?"
Song Zheng smiled bitterly, turned around and sat on the chair, looking out the window: "I know that there is nothing left in the end, what can I do if I don't hide?"
Lin Xinru walked up to him in a few steps and said hurriedly: "Why are you so sure that there is nothing left in the end?" Or do you think that I am just impulsive, and after a while, I will regret it, coward, do you think that if you hide, you can treat it as if you can't see anything?"
Song Zheng turned his head and looked at Lin Xinru: "Okay, I'm not hiding, and then what?"
Lin Xinru was stunned by Song Zheng's question, she really didn't think about the future, she thought very simply, it was in front of her, as for the future, she always felt that there would be a way to solve it.
"We ~~~~~~~~ later"
"Get married, do you dare?" Song Zheng stood up, no longer dodging this time, looking directly into Lin Xinru's eyes, waiting for her answer.
"I ~~~~~~~"
Facing Song Zheng's gaze, Lin Xinru's heart panicked, she didn't even think about getting married so far, let alone getting married, at the age of 24, she didn't even feel good about being in love.
has only been dating the high school principal for a few months, except for occasionally chatting in the school's playground, the two have not even gone out on a date alone, and Lin Zhiying became attached to the play, but after the filming was over, the relationship was broken.
She is a woman who longs to be loved, if you want to ask her if she likes Song Zheng now, she can answer without hesitation, but Song Zheng suddenly said that when it came to marriage, she was completely unprepared.
Song Zheng smiled: "Why?
Lin Xinru gritted her teeth, raised her head, and looked at Song Zheng: "Who said I wouldn't dare!, I ~~~~~~ just ~~~~~~~ we are all still ~~~~~~~ now."
"Very young!" Song Zheng said the next words for Lin Xinru, "That's right, I'm 22, you are 24, I'm really young, but I even have a child, if you think something should really happen between the two of us, there are some problems you can't pretend not to see, for example, my daughter Miaomiao, Xinru! When you made the decision to come here today to ask me for apportionment, I don't know if you seriously thought about it, you may be a stepmother of a child in the future." ”
Lin Xinru listened, she felt that her whole person was in chaos, as Song Zheng said, she really didn't think about it, she just wanted to enjoy the feeling of being loved.
As for Song Zheng's marriage, stepmother, Lin Xinru didn't think about it at all, at least she felt that it was not the time to think about those issues, because it was too far away.
But Song Zheng can't help it!
If Song Zheng doesn't have a daughter, he can completely ignore it, love it first, and then talk about it, and solve the matter later.
Lin Xinru is such a good girl, who doesn't like it, she is beautiful, and she doesn't dislike Song Zheng for being poor and white, to say that he is not moved at all, it is absolutely nonsense.
Who else is it, there is such a big beauty as Lin Xinru who takes the initiative to give her a hug, and she is not happy to be a fart, if she can still say something seriously: "We are not suitable!"
That's not hypocrisy, it's sexuality.
But the problem is that Song Zheng's current situation, he is not qualified to accept a relationship boldly like Lin Xinru, he must consider Song Ning.
Song Ning's own mother has already left, this spiritual scar can never be erased, Song Zheng can't cruelly add a new wound to the child when the child's old injury is still there.
"If you haven't even thought about this, what's the point of you coming to me? Okay! Even if I'm like you, my head is dizzy, I don't care about anything, I really come together, and then I date for a long time, and I wear each other down, and the final outcome is either I feel inappropriate, go my own way, or passively accept marriage, by the way, you have one more item, and you will be a stepmother when you enter the door, but what about later?"
Lin Xinru was flustered by Song Zheng's words, and lowered her head: "I~~~~ I didn't think about it so much!"
Song Zheng smiled and said: "But I can't help it! My daughter is real, and in this life, our relationship can't change, that is, father and daughter, when I think about myself, I automatically have to take her into account, especially emotional matters, the other half I want to find in the future, in addition to liking me, my daughter must also like it, in addition to liking me, you must also like my daughter, don't you keep asking me why I always avoid you? Now I give you the answer, that's the reason! What do you think now?"
"I don't ~~~~~ I don't know! What you said is too far away for me, I haven't thought about it at all, I'm just ~~~~" Lin Xinru didn't know what to say.
As Song Zheng said, she can ignore nothing and nothing, but Song Zheng can't, Song Zheng has a daughter, and this cannot be changed.
At this time, whether it was for herself or for Song Zheng, Lin Xinru felt that she should give up, and then act as if nothing had happened, and if you have the opportunity to meet again in the future, everyone will still be friends.
But why is it that when I think of this, my heart feels like a needle is being pricked?
"Song Zheng, you want to say that I should stay away, because you think I can't do what you say, so I shouldn't be mediocre and shouldn't disturb your life. ”
Song Zheng didn't speak, but that's what he meant in his heart, the gap between the two people was too big, of course, the gap between the two would not make Song Zheng feel a little inferior in his heart, others were high and the scenery was infinite, that was someone else's business, he would rather stand on the side of the street and sing, take Song Ning to eat a bowl of beef noodles for three yuan, and would not look at others with envy.
But the gap between the two people is unavoidable for Song Zheng, Lin Xinru is a newcomer highly praised by Qiong Yao's company, and after "Huanzhu Gege", she is the dream lover in the minds of countless people, if she is in love, first of all, He Xiuhuan will not sit idly by.
And then there is Song Ning, can Lin Xinru be Song Ning's stepmother willingly?
At least Song Zheng is not optimistic at all now, don't look at Lin Xinru is two years older than him, but she is not familiar with the world, and her mind is still full of little girls' thoughts, which is very naïve.
Of course, it's a good thing to keep the simple beauty in your heart, but once the two of them really come together, the next thing to consider is all practical problems.
Even if Lin Xinru is willing, can her parents agree?
In the eyes of other parents, their daughters are still children, so what about being a stepmother to others, kidding?
Song Zheng was thinking in his heart, how could he make a break with the feelings between them that had not yet happened without hurting Lin Xinru.
Lin Xinru spoke first: "Can you give me a little time to think about it?"
What do you mean?
When Song Zheng heard this, he couldn't help frowning.
Lin Xinru raised her head and looked at Song Zheng, her eyes were firm: "I admit it, I never thought about what you said, I just thought about it in front of me, now, you reminded me, that's right, I really should think about it in the future, but, one thing, I must tell you, I am serious, maybe I was a little impulsive at first, but now, I can tell you clearly, I am serious!"
Song Zheng felt a little headache, and thought to himself: Why is this treasure island girl so dead-eyed, isn't this a test of my old man's concentration?
Song Zheng asked himself if he was a decent gentleman, he changed his girlfriend and changed his clothes about the same frequency in his previous life, and when he had physiological needs, he also went goldfish fishing.
But in the face of Lin Xinru, Song Zheng really couldn't do it, after all, he had been in a crew for more than two months, and he couldn't eat and wipe clean, pat his ass and leave.
Forget it, we can't afford to provoke, let's continue to hide, she can really chase Yanjing regardless of it.
"You think about it slowly, I ~~~~~~~ really leaving!"
Song Zheng said, picked up his luggage, bypassed Lin Xinru, and when he was about to go out, he hesitated and said, "If you are not ready to endure hardships in the future, let's still be friends!"
After speaking, Song Zheng himself felt hypocritical and hurried away.
Song Zheng left, leaving Lin Xinru alone in the room, standing in a daze.
Su Youpeng and Li Yu, who had been hiding outside, waited for Song Zheng to come downstairs before they ran over, and when they saw Lin Xinru motionless, the two of them glanced at each other, their eyes full of worry.
"Sister Xinru, are you ~~~~~ okay!?"
Hearing Li Yu's voice, Lin Xinru took a deep breath, turned around, and tried to keep a smile on her face: "My ~~~~~ is very good!"
Su Youpeng sighed and said, "Okay!
When Lin Xinru heard this, all her strength ran out at once, and she sat down on the bed, lowered her head, and tears hit her skirt directly.
When Su Youpeng saw it, his mouth was also bitter: "Li Yu, you go back first, I'll accompany her here!"
Although Li Yu was also worried, she also knew that the relationship between Su Youpeng and Lin Xinru was very good, and at this time, Lin Xinru would probably be able to listen to Su Youpeng's words.
"Okay, if there's anything, just call me!"
Li Yu left, Su Youpeng went over and closed the door, pulled a chair over, and sat opposite Lin Xinru: "Don't cry, do you want the whole crew to know that you are out of love~~~~~~~~?"
"Don't say it, okay!" Lin Xinru raised her head, tears had crawled all over her face, "I beg you, don't say it!"
Seeing this, Su Youpeng couldn't help but froze: "Xinru, do you really like Ah Zheng ~~~~~~~~?"
Lin Xinru was already crying so much that she couldn't even speak, hesitated for a moment, but nodded her head.
If someone asked Lin Xinru this two months ago, Lin Xinru might not have answered so simply, at that time, she was at most impulsive, and the little girl's personal hero complex was attacked, and she was attracted by Song Zheng.
But now, after more than two months of getting along, under the initial impulse, the trace of love in my heart has gradually turned into love.
Su Youpeng sighed secretly in his heart and said, "If you really like him, then don't cry, no matter how you cry, can you still cry Ah Zheng back?"
Lin Xinru sobbed: "Then what do you say ~~~~~ do?"
"Xinru, you control your emotions first, let me think about it, by the way, what did he just tell you?"
Lin Xinru didn't hide it from Su Youpeng, after all, there were only two of them in the crew, and they had accumulated friendship behind them in the Huanzhu crew before, and they told Su Youpeng exactly what Song Zheng had just said to her like a bamboo tube pouring beans.
Cow.b!
When Su Youpeng heard this, there was only this word he learned in the mainland.
"Ah Zheng really told you that!?"
Lin Xinru gradually stopped her tears, choked up and said, "Why should I lie to you, that's what he said!"
"What about you? What do you think?"
Lin Xinru had a bitter face and a sad look: "If I knew, I would have made it clear to him just now, would I still have to stay here alone to cry?"
Su Youpeng didn't expect Song Zheng to be so direct, originally he thought that even if Song Zheng wanted to reject Lin Xinru, he would be very tactful, saying something like "we are not suitable", "we have no future" and so on, who knew that Song Zheng was so direct, and he went straight to the point at once, but Lin Xinru was asked.
"Hey, is there any way you can help me!?" Lin Xinru is now like a person who has lost her footing and drowned, desperately trying to grab a life-saving straw.
Su Youpeng felt bitter in his heart, what could he do!
Don't look at Su Youpeng, who is three years older than Lin Xinru, but he has grown so big that he has not even had a love experience, and he can be regarded as asking him about emotional matters.
However, as a good friend, Su Youpeng couldn't watch Lin Xinru torture herself like this and do nothing.
"Xinru! I think Ah Zheng is right, if the two of you are together, the future will face realistic problems, Xinru, let me ask you, are you really willing to give up everything now for Ah Zheng?"
Su Youpeng himself is also an artist of Qiong Yao Company, and he knows very well that once Lin Xinru ignores it and has to be with Song Zheng, it will definitely be hidden by the company, that is to say, Lin Xinru's previous achievements with "Huanzhu Gege" will come to naught.
"Also, can you really accept letting someone else be a stepmother? Even if you can, what about your family? Can they accept it? For others, love is a matter of two people, but for you and Ah Zheng, it's not like this!"
After Su Youpeng finished speaking, he wanted to praise his eloquence, thanks to the fact that before, in order to shoot Qiong Yao dramas, he read so many Qiong Yao novels, otherwise, he would not be able to say these big truths.
Lin Xinru listened, frowned, and looked very distressed.
At this time, the door was pushed open, and Zhao Wei, who had just gotten out of the play, heard Li Yu say what happened here, so he couldn't worry about Lin Xinru, so he hurriedly ran over, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw Su Youpeng preaching to Lin Xinru.
"What's wrong? What's wrong?" Zhao Wei walked over and saw Lin Xinru's face full of tears, and it exploded all of a sudden, "Xinru, why are you crying, is it Song Zheng's bastard bullying you, don't cry, when I return to Yanjing, I will go to avenge you and teach him a hard lesson!"
"Oops! not what you think. Su Youpeng hurriedly pulled Zhao Wei, who couldn't catch up with Song Zheng now, and found Song Zheng to settle accounts, "You don't know the situation." ”
Zhao Wei was an anxious person, and when she saw Lin Xinru crying again, she was still calm: "What's not the situation, Su Youpeng, are you Xinru's friend!
"After you listen to me, are you angry again!"
Su Youpeng hurriedly told him what Lin Xinru had just told him, and told Zhao Wei again, if it were someone else, Su Youpeng would not necessarily say it, but Zhao Wei is different, in the crew, the relationship between the three of them is the best, and they usually talk about everything, and Zhao Wei even knows more about the matter between Lin Xinru and Song Zheng than him.
Zhao Wei listened and looked at Lin Xinru: "Xinru, you are crying for this!?"
Lin Xinru nodded.
Zhao Wei cut off: "Xinru! I think you are really worthless, what is this! If you really like him in your heart, then tell him clearly, as for the problems that Song Zheng said, if the two people really love each other, what can't be solved, are you looking forward and backward now, aren't you unable to get along with yourself?"
Lin Xinru listened, stood up suddenly, turned around and left, Su Youpeng wanted to stop her, but was caught by Zhao Wei.
"What are you doing with her, can you help her decide!?"
Su Youpeng was stunned for a moment, and the outstretched hand hung down again.
Song Zheng had already arrived at the station at this time, and was sitting in the waiting hall, and there were still several hours before the train he was going to take entered the station.
I was thinking about where to go to kill time, when my phone rang, and when I took it out, it was a message.
"Don't think I can't do it!"
After Song Zheng saw it, he felt that something was wrong with the whole person!
That treasure island is stupid and white sweet is crazy, right!?