The so-called "pleasure" refers to a positive emotion that makes people feel good and activates the nerves......

Just as human beings instinctively pursue happiness, the essence of the soul is to autonomously pursue happy things that make oneself feel pleasant, so enjoying pleasure is not sinful, but a desire to let go of one's love!

It is precisely because of the directivity of this visual inspection that comes from the [root] that the originally independent human beings cannot exist alone, and must rely on each other, entangle with each other, and use the different forms and expressions of [love] between people to make their souls feel [pleasure] and let themselves have a real sense of being alive...... And with this, he survived in the world!!

Human beings yearn for immortality because they are confused by immortality and immortality, forgetting that immortality can only be the body and not the soul......

Maybe it's because it's impossible to get it that humans are struggling to pursue it, right?

After all, in essence, the concept called "There is no need to cherish things that are easy to get" has long been imprinted in the depths of the human soul!

So, don't think too deeply about something......

However, there is a good chance that the thinker will evolve into a philosopher in the orthodox sense...... But there is also a ninety percent chance that the thinker will mistakenly evolve into an anxiety disorder or depression sufferer because of overthinking, and get lost on the path called life!

Feng Qili is such a person...... No, it should be said that such a thinker exists!

When it comes to Yanfeng Qili, we have to say a word that has been distorted and used universally - pleasure!

Strictly speaking, Yan Feng Qili is not a villain, but the reader still subconsciously divides him into the camp of the [villain], because Yan Feng Qili's way of doing things, even if it is not cruel, but the flaws attached to his character make Yan Feng Qili's way of acting biased towards the [evil] camp!

Yan Feng Qili, who is born with a flawed personality, cannot feel beautiful about the good things that people say, and is unforgettable for many ugly things...... It is precisely because of this perception that is different from ordinary people that Yan Feng Qili was very troubled when he was young!

After recognizing his abnormality, Yan Feng Qili, like most people, once wanted to work hard to correct himself, trying to be like ordinary people, able to generate pleasure from good things...... However, it is a pity that in this world with a mysterious existence, the people that Yan Feng Qili can come into contact with are some humans who regard [anomalies] as [everyday]!

Being in an [abnormal] environment, but yearning for the [everyday] of ordinary human beings, trying to correct their [abnormality], but finding that the people around them regard [abnormality] as [everyday], so ...... Yan Feng Qili will feel lost, and it is also a matter of course!

When human beings are confused, the emptiness in their hearts will prompt them to find a kind of faith or sustenance to support human beings through the journey called "Life...... Therefore, Yan Fengqili chose to believe in the church, hoping that God can give him inspiration and guide him out of confusion!

Learning various abilities and becoming a substitute for the church, Yan Feng Qili constantly tries to find ways to get rid of his confusion from various lives, but finds that it seems that anything he can try cannot free himself, but will make him even more confused......

Therefore, whenever the ability mastered was about to reach the top level, Yan Feng Qili gave up, not because he had no ability to continue his studies, nor because he lacked talent...... Instead, Yan Feng Qili has realized that he can't find a way out of confusion by learning these abilities!

Feng Qili's last attempt was to find someone to die ...... Ahem, it is to form a family with Claudia Altesia, trying to correct the distorted self and save the confused self through a marriage!

In this marriage, Yan Feng Qili tried to love Altesia...... But in the end, Yan Feng Qili still can't get the happiness of a normal person by loving his wife!

No, this marriage is not without meaning......

It is better to say that it is through this short marriage that Yan Fengqili, who [thinks about the meaning of life], awakens some distorted bad tastes...... Yan Feng Qili has already noticed that in this marriage, what makes her feel happy and happy is actually the pain of Aldesia when she is tortured by illness! Especially whenever she sees that the more Aldaisia wants to heal herself, the more Yan Feng Qili wants to see Aldesia's sigh of disappointment and sadness!

Born in a religious family, Yan Fengqili has suppressed her emotions for many years, confused and does not know how to express it, does not know how to describe the pain, and cannot express pleasure......

Therefore, when the spell appeared in Yan Feng Qili's hand, this confused person who had almost no wishes could not understand himself, who had no ambitions, desires and pursuits...... Why was you chosen as the Master of the Holy Grail!?

The death of his wife made Yan Fengqili even more confused......

The death of his father made Yan Feng Qili confused and forced to a desperate situation......

Under the domination of such fate, the Hero King, the ancient king, after seeing through the essence of Yan Feng Qili at a glance, slightly used words to induce, so that Yan Feng Qili truly realized what the [pleasure] he was pursuing......

“…… Why is your definition of pleasure so narrow?"

"What is the contradiction between pain and lament and pleasure? There is no specific form of pleasure...... It's because you don't understand this that you're confused!"

"Pursuing for one's own desires is the right way to be entertained, and then entertainment will bring pleasure, and pleasure will lead you to happiness...... The road has been pointed to you, Qili!"

I have to say that the Hero King is worthy of being the oldest king! Only a person with a demonic nature like the Hero King can calmly regard the act of [tasting the pain of others and feeling happy] as a kind of [pleasant] behavior!

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"Oh oh oh ...... This plot ...... This plot ...... "Eiji, the new wife who was originally a little depressed, since she got the manga draft that Makoto Takahashi completed overnight, she was instantly sleepy, and she flipped through the comics with relish...... Especially the dialogue between the hero king and Yan Feng Qili, the new wife Yingji still can't put it down after reading it several times! "I've always wanted to draw but can't...... That's it!! Phoenix Academy, you're really amazing!!"

"Oh, yes? Anyway...... King of Black Flame, it's good if you're satisfied!" Compared to the energetic new wife Eiji, the face of a certain middle school cartoonist is a little pale...... This is partly due to the side effects of turning on the [Cultivating Immortals] mode, but more importantly, it is the massive consumption of the mind during the drawing of the comic script!

During the serialization of the manga "Fate", Makoto Takahashi appeared many times in the costume of Yan Feng Qili, which is probably the view that the new wife Eiji said before that "manga artists should have a preference for one of their characters"!

While there's nothing wrong with saying that, it's actually more important...... Or is it because Makoto Takahashi completed the content of [Yanfeng Qili の Pleasure Tutorial], for the role of Yanfeng Qili, he substituted too much of his own emotions!

After all, what about the so-called [confused]...... A secondary and second-class cartoonist who is a traverser also has it!

"In order to get rid of the confusion, Qili embarked on the path of [how to find pleasure] at the instigation of Jin Shishi......" Makoto Takahashi, looking up at the ceiling, regained his strength and spirit, and whispered to himself, "So, what about me? The [pseudo-pleasure] that I have been deliberately pursuing...... Can you really guide me to happiness when I am confused?"