Chapter 66 Chapter 66
"What...... What?" Ye Jingyun looked at Su Qing in a daze, almost thinking that she had heard it wrong, "Xiaoqing...... You've just ...... Say what?"
Su Qing didn't care, and still repeated her ungentle words in a gentle tone: "I just said: You two are not good things!"
"You want to ask me why, right?" Su Qing met Ye Jingyun's incredulous gaze and smiled lightly, "It just so happens that I have nothing to do today, so let's talk to you." ”
Let me guess - you grew up in a wealthy family, and you were spoiled by thousands of people, but I don't know why, you don't get along with the friends of the same class around you, and even a friend who can make friends, even if you have never been around you with wild bees and butterflies, but you still feel that they are all for your face and background, so you enjoy their pursuit, while looking down on them, and at the same time pity yourself in your heart for having no friends...... Am I right?
Ye Jingyun's eyes widened, she looked at Su Qing blankly, and when she heard Su Qing's words as if she were there, her mind was almost knotted: "You...... You ...... "How do you know?"
Yes, how could Su Qing know?
If Su Qing recognized her at a glance out of the nature of mother and daughter, then what is it now?
Ye Jingyun was finally not naïve to the point of ignorance, and at this time, he couldn't help but change his face and raised his voice: "You actually investigated me?! I am your mother! You actually investigated my ?!!"
"Please don't be too presumptuous, Aunt Ye. If it weren't for Su Qing's skill "omniscient and omnipotent" to trace the time imprint on his body, and it was postponed to Ye Jingyun, and he found some pictures, otherwise, Su Qing would have no interest in Ye Jingyun's girlhood at all, let alone investigate.
But since Ye Jingyun appeared in front of her and "remembered the bitter and sweet" with her, Su Qing didn't mind turning out the pictures she saw at the time, and had a good "reminiscence" with Ye Jingyun, half inferring and half guessing, guessing Ye Jingyun's past.
"And, since you're asking me why, sit down and listen to me. Su Qing smiled slightly, but his body exuded an indescribable majesty, and with just a slight glance, he let Ye Jingyun, who stood up, sit back.
Ye Jingyun looked at Su Qing with some horror, racking her brains and not figuring out how she sat back just now.
But he was confused in his heart, but when he looked at Su Qing who was smiling slightly, Ye Jingyun's back still couldn't help but feel a little cold, and even his shoulders trembled unconsciously.
"Where did I say just now?" Su Qing tilted his head and thought about it, then pretended to be abrupt, and said, "After talking about your girlhood, at that time, you were immersed in the pursuit of those men, and at the same time, you felt self-pity, feeling that you are really the loneliest and pitiful person in the world, and I feel that so many people in the world only see your beauty, but they can't see your pearl-like heart...... But it didn't take long for you to meet Su Ru - a Su Ru who didn't look at your background or your beauty, but only saw your bright heart...... At least that's what you thought at the time. ”
"You think he loves you, so you steal the forbidden fruit with him and conceive a child. At that time, you thought that your parents who loved you would definitely accept Su Ru after knowing this, so you had a showdown with them, but what you never expected was that your parents, who have always been obedient to you, would have such a tough attitude this time, and would rather lock you up at home and escort you to have a fetus than let you marry Su Ru...... Now that I think about it, at that time, you were really ugly when you were resentful of your parents. ”
"You-you are talking nonsense!" Ye Jingyun's face turned red, interrupting Su Qing's words, "At that time, it was obviously my parents who hated the poor and loved the rich! You don't know anything, why do you say that my posture is ugly!"
"Oh, is it?" Su Qing chuckled, "How do you know that such a tough attitude is not angry with your hatred and misfortune?"
Ye Jingyun shook her head in disappointment: "You are still young, you don't understand...... Although I love my parents, I also know that my parents are just two businessmen who are covered in copper smell, although in the end I misunderstood Su Ru, but as soon as they heard the news of my pregnancy, they locked me up in a rage, in the final analysis, it was just feudal thinking and disdain for Su Confucianism. It's their fault!" Ye Jingyun said awe-inspiringly, "I love them, but I will also look directly at their shortcomings!"
Su Qing said: "Any pair of parents - I mean parents who really love their children - will be furious after hearing that their daughter has been enlarged by an inexplicable man. And, if that man is really reliable, why not come and ask for forgiveness from the woman's parents and propose to the woman's parents in person, but let the pregnant daughter face the angry parents alone?"
"Such a man is unreliable, your parents saw it back then, and I can see it now, but you are the only one who can't see it from beginning to end...... It's so naïve, Aunt Ye...... I really envy you like that. ”
Su Qing smiled casually, but Ye Jingyun opened her mouth and was speechless for a while: "I...... I don't believe it!"
"I don't believe it!I'm not wrong!!" Ye Jingyun wanted to stand up angrily, but under Su Qing's cold gaze, she sat back unconsciously, but even so, her chest still rose and fell violently, and her face became more and more red, "I'm not wrong! It's not me who is wrong! I'm just for love! Is love also wrong......? If my parents were willing to let go at that time, then Su Ru and I would definitely not end up like this...... It's because they hate the poor and love the rich! It's because they don't understand the beauty of love! I'm not wrong!"
Su Qing sneered: "Then what do you think is the reason why your parents, who hate the poor and love the rich, let you leave with a 100,000 card, and never deactivate your card, so that you can use their money to support men?"
Ye Jingyun said as a matter of course: "Because I am their daughter, they love me!"
Su Qing looked at Ye Jingyun in amazement, and after a while, he couldn't help but laugh out loud.
"That's right...... That's right...... That's it......" Su Qing shook her head with a smile, "Aunt Ye...... Ye Jingyun, after so many years, you have really never changed...... You've been like that all along—greedy, selfish!"
At this moment, Ye Jingyun in front of him coincided with the back of the departing woman in Su Qing's mind again, and they were exactly the same.
"You-Xiaoqing, how can you talk about your mother like this, about an elder?!" Ye Jingyun's face changed in an instant, and she looked at Su Qing dissatisfiedly and angrily.
"Mom, do you think you are worthy of the word 'mother'?" Su Qing said coldly, "You don't deserve it, you don't even deserve the word 'daughter'!"
Su Qing stood up, looked at Ye Jingyun condescendingly, and said: "Eighteen years ago, despite the persuasion and hard work of your parents, you ran away with a man with a big belly, and you can still say that you are young and ignorant and ignorant, so eighteen years later, you are still secretly hating and looking down on your parents, you can only be described as stupid, ignorant, selfish and greedy!"
"You take your parents' money, while raising a man that your parents don't look down on, and at the same time resenting your parents for not paying more for you, which is unfilial; after you give birth to a child with Su Ru, you don't teach and take care of your own child, but immerse yourself in your own world, self-pity and self-pity, and be unkind; Later, you ignore your marriage with Su Ru, cheat, and conceive someone else's child, don't believe it...... I really despise you...... Ye Jingyun. ”
Su Qing looked at Ye Jingyun and said in a cold voice: "I look down on you." ”
Ye Jingyun's face turned white and red, her shoulders trembled for a while, and she didn't know whether she was angry or afraid.
"You-how can you say that about me?Tell your mother?How can you have such a feudal mind?!" Ye Jingyun excitedly rebuked Su Qing, "Su Ru, he is not a thing, do you want me to hang on him for the rest of my life?! He is unkind to me, I will be unjust to him! He has gone out to find women, can't I go out to find men?!"
Su Qing said coldly: "Yes, he is indeed not a thing--so does this have anything to do with you not being a thing? Or do you think that by tearing apart other people's sins, you can cover up your sins? Can you make your evil beautiful? Or do you have to bite back if the dog bites you in order to prove that the dog is wrong?"
Ye Jingyun stood up suddenly, but Su Qing sat down instead, and said coldly: "You saw the wrong person, eloped for love, you are young and ignorant, but you earned the money to raise men, or did your parents force you to use it?"
Ye Jingyun: "But-"
Su Qing didn't bother to listen to Ye Jingyun's defense, and continued: "After that, you eloped to the Su family, disagreed with the Su family, and were consumed by oil, salt, sauce and vinegar Love and patience, and later, after knowing that Su Ru was taking your money to raise a woman outside, you left angrily, but you left instead of having a showdown with Su Ru and leaving this man completely, but going to the bar as soon as possible and finding another man...... Heh, do you want to tell me that your cheating and subsequent pregnancy were all forced by Su Ru?"
Ye Jingyun: "But I-"
Su Qing interrupted again and said, "In the end, you were pregnant with someone else's child and couldn't wait to leave the Su family, but you forgot about your two-year-old daughter, and you never thought of visiting her in the past fifteen years, and never thought about how she was doing in the Su family...... Speaking of which, do I want to reflect on you, and reflect on my own low sense of saving? If it weren't for my low sense of saving, you wouldn't have thought of coming to see me and your own daughter for fifteen years...... Right?"
At this time, Ye Jingyun finally seemed to remember something, looked at Su Qing sadly, and said, "But what can I do?"
"Xiaoqing, you should also know how strict this society is with women! Although Ah Cheng loves me, he may not necessarily love me and other people's children!" Ye Jingyun became more and more excited, "If I want to go with him, if I want Ah Cheng's parents to agree to my marriage with him, and if I want the child in my belly to become a legitimate child, I can't take you away...... Xiaoqing, you will definitely understand me, you will definitely forgive me, right? I just want to be with the person I love, I just want to live better, what's wrong with that?!"
Su Qing couldn't help but laugh out loud again, looked at Ye Jingyun with a strange gaze, and said, "You finally said it." ”
Ye Jingyun was still ignorant: "I...... What did you say?"
Su Qing said: "You finally said it...... Putting aside those hidden secrets, throwing away those disgusting hardships, you are finally willing to say it: fifteen years ago, in order to leave the Su family, in order to be able to justifiably marry another man, you left me, your two-year-old daughter, Su Ru, and your unbearable past in Yongcheng. ”
"You left me," Su Qing paused, "so you left me for a better life." ”
"That's all, and you, at last, admit it. ”
I don't know where the cold current came from climbed up her back, and Ye Jingyun trembled.
She felt cold, she couldn't help but hug herself with her hands, trying to stop herself from being so cold, but she still shivered for a while.
"You...... I ......" Ye Jingyun's face was pale and shaky, and she sat back in her seat with tears in her eyes, as if she couldn't face such a naked and cold reality. After a long while, Ye Jingyun gritted his teeth and said word by word, "Yes! That's right! I abandoned you!" Ye Jingyun raised his head suddenly, glared at Su Qing angrily, and said, "But what's wrong with me? People have only lived in this world for a few decades, if they don't enjoy themselves in time while they are alive, will they regret it when they are old? If I gave birth to you, I will be bound to you for the rest of my life?! If I can, who doesn't want to live a better life?! I am first and foremost a person before I am your mother! So what's wrong with me abandoning you for myself?!Why do you accuse me?!What's more, don't I come back to make amends to you now?!You're so yin and yang now, is this your attitude towards your mother?!"
Ye Jingyun said excitedly, the more she spoke, the more she felt justified, and her originally trembling body straightened up, and she looked at Su Qing with confidence.
Unexpectedly, in the face of Ye Jingyun's words, Su Qing nodded instead: "That's right, it's not easy for people to live, why should you wronged yourself for others? Of course, you don't need to wronged yourself for me." ”
Ye Jingyun's eyes lit up, as if he had heard a signal of reconciliation: "Then we-"
Su Qing said: "So in the same way, why should I wronged myself for you?"
Ye Jingyun's smile froze on her face.
Su Qing sat at the other end of the coffee table for a long time, his expression was calm, his posture was reasonable, and Ye Jingyun, who was excited on the other side of the coffee table, was very different, and the end of the world was close at hand.
Su Qing said: "People are selfish - for this sentence, Aunt Ye must have a very deep understanding, and I actually agree more than you think." ”
"People are selfish...... In fact, it's not just people who are selfish in this world - all life is the same. ”
"In order to survive, the vine will tightly entangle the big tree, climb up, and compete for the sunlight and nutrients of the big tree; in order to survive, the hungry wolf will hunt in groups, drag away the shepherd's cattle and sheep, and even attack humans; and for humans, if they really have to choose between their own life and the lives of others, most people will choose to let others die...... So, selfishness is a common and instinctive part of all life, and I understand it very well. ”
But people are human because they have reason and love in addition to their instincts. ”
Ye Jingyun's face became more and more pale.
However, Su Qing continued as if he hadn't seen anything: "Reason is struggle, and love is sacrifice. ”
"But you never struggled, and you never sacrificed. ”
"Your whole life is like a vine, clinging to others, absorbing their lives, and then sacrificing everything but yourself as a matter of course. If you have a little bit of sanity, you will try to struggle, try to be self-reliant, try to live like a real person, and if you have the slightest bit of love, you will leave with your daughter, at least not for fifteen years without remembering her. ”
"But you didn't. ”
Su Qing said: "I look down on you, Ye Jingyun." ”
"I'm ashamed to be your daughter, to be Suru's daughter. ”
"But on the other hand, you have set a great example for me, inspiring me to know that no matter what happens to me in the future, I must not become like you two. ”
"From that point of view, I want to thank you. ”
"I'll be a good person, and you'll be yourselves. ”
Su Qing chuckled and stood up.
"Alright, that's all for it. ”
"From now on, never again—neither for you nor for me. ”