140. Estrangement
When she left his family, she talked to him so much, and when she was wrapped up in his family, she was so estranged from him.
This estrangement is that even if you don't talk about the grievances and grievances between Fang Jie and the Feng family, there is also a gap between her and Shen Ye, and I am afraid it will be difficult to overcome in a lifetime.
It wasn't that she didn't know before, but now as the conflict intensifies, the highlight makes her unable to ignore it.
In the end, Fang Songqi still turned around: "Shen Ye, I'm not averse to marriage, we have to further develop the relationship, no problem, but you have to move out of the Feng family, the two of us live alone, and occasionally go back to the Feng family for dinner." Your grandfather and your mother don't have anything to do, and they have nothing to do with our lives. ”
If she wants to live under the same roof with Feng Songren and Feng Wanyi for a long time, and you don't see you when you look up and don't look down, then it's better to call her to die!
To be honest, Shen Ye didn't think Fang Songqi's request was excessive. In the past, Fang Songqi asked him to move out and live together, and he personally did not object. Young couples can avoid a lot of friction by leaving their parents and other elders to live on their own, which is beneficial to both parties. This is also the norm.
But on the contrary, for him Shen Ye, the difficulty coefficient is extremely high.
So Shen Ye was quiet and didn't answer immediately.
Fang Songqi was not disappointed, smiled and held his face, trying to alleviate the unharmonious atmosphere: "Okay, don't mention marriage again." How we should fall in love, how we should continue to fall in love. ”
She is actually very selfish like this. Because it is equivalent to asking Shen Ye to continue to be caught in the middle and bear the pressure.
But what can be done? Originally, the pressure came from the Feng family, it was smashed at Shen Ye, and Shen Ye had to bear it if he wanted to fall in love with her. She is indeed selfish, and she is unwilling to change herself to share part of Shen Ye's burden. The current situation is boring enough, does she have to add another one to herself?
No, she just wants to have fun with her boyfriend in time.
Anyway, she thought that she had done the best she could for Shen Ye at the moment, and it was impossible to go any further.
"Huh......" Fang Songqi smiled and pecked his lips, shaking his body coquettishly, "Don't bother your family's thoughts, the boat will naturally go straight to the bridge, your grandfather said that he was against it, where is he really willing to do anything to you?"
Where is Shen Ye worried about this?
He wanted to point out the kidnapping that she and Lin had just been kidnapped. He paused again, because there were still many doubts about that incident. Although it seemed that his mother and his grandfather were the most suspicious at first, after he ruled out his mother, he immediately thought that it was unlikely that his grandfather would do it, and one of the kidnapping targets was Lin Shinian after all.
So he looked back and reflected on himself, did he trust Lin Shinian too much? An uncle of unknown origin seemed to have the purpose of keeping secrets about the Feng family, why did he trust Lin Shinian more than his mother and grandfather......?
He didn't have a hippie smile with Fang Songqi, and shared his latest thoughts with Fang Songqi.
Fang Songqi didn't expect him to turn his head and suspect that Lin Shi's age and upper body were up, he was stunned for a moment, and joked: "Will you change too quickly? Who has been mediating my relationship with him before, and always said good things for him in front of me?"
"It's different. Shen Ye emphasized again, "I didn't mention that my uncle said good things before, I hoped that you would get better and better." That doesn't mean I'm defenseless against my uncle. There's a lot of mystery to be solved, isn't there?"
"So do you think that maybe he is the real mastermind behind that kidnapping?" Fang Songqi tilted his head, "The purpose is to frame the Feng family and make me hate the Feng family even more, so as to provoke and stir up the contradiction between me and you, and divide our relationship?"
Shen Ye nodded: "What is the purpose, we can discuss it separately, but we really can't rule out this possibility." ”
Fang Songqi wanted to laugh a little.
Although she had arbitrarily attributed the blame to Lin Shinian several times before, this time, she did not suspect Lin Shinian. Probably because she experienced it with him at that time, and it felt real. Of course, it is also possible that Lin Shinian's acting skills were too good and deceived her.
Therefore, she did not say anything to refute Shen Ye's speculation.
Shen Ye pointed out again: "I'm not targeting my uncle. It can't be ruled out that maybe my cousin really did it alone. ”
Fang Songqi poured cold water on him very shamelessly: "Anyway, you ruled out your mother's suspicion, right?"
The atmosphere that had just eased down suddenly froze.
Shen Ye reasoned with her calmly: "Xiao Fang, your prejudice against my mother now is a bit like your prejudice against my uncle before. Let's think about it objectively and calmly, my mother is indeed the least suspicious person. ”
Fang Songqi threw out the proposition: "So between me and your mother, you trust your mother more?"
Shen Ye frowned: "Xiao Fang, it's not this-"
"Shhhh ”
When the daughter-in-law and mother fall into the water, who to save first is always a big headache for men.
And here in Shen Ye, even if he is embarrassed, she can actually interpret the answer on her own, no matter what, it is her mother who has watched him grow up for more than 20 years. So what ...... she was bored with herself, and wasting their precious time.
Climbing on his shoulder, she kissed him, and the two of them tumbled onto the bed.
All unpleasantness is put aside.
Putting aside that it was only temporary, the next evening when he returned to Feng's house from work at the company, Shen Ye took it out again, and went to Feng Wanyi to test Feng Wanyi's tone: "Mom, if I say, I want to put marriage on the agenda......"
Feng Wanyi's hand that was cutting the flower branches was unintentionally stagnant.
Shen Ye looked at it clearly: "Mom......"
"You let me digest it......" Feng Wanyi sighed.
Shen Ye squatted down and wrapped his arms around her shoulders: "Mom, I really like Xiao Fang." I really hope that Xiao Fang and I can get your blessing. ”
Feng Wanyi leaned on his arm weakly: "If you decide to choose Xiaofang, I don't agree, what can I do with you...... You're my son......"
"I'm sorry, Mom......" Shen Ye felt deeply guilty, "Forgive me for having my own insistence in choosing a partner." ”
"I took your father to your grandfather and said something similar...... I can now empathize with your grandfather's feelings. Feng Wanyi was indulgent in his words, and smiled faintly.
When Shen Ye heard this, the corners of his lips couldn't help but bend out.
Feng Wanyi sat up straight in the wheelchair and patted him on the shoulder: "Go, go and talk to your grandfather." Give me some time and accept your choice. ”
"Mom, thank you. Shen Ye's heart and eyes were full of gratitude.
…………
Uncle He went to answer the door and saw that it was Shen Ye, with a serious expression: "Young Master Cousin, you came just right, I am discussing with the chairman to find you, but the chairman still doesn't agree." ”
"What's wrong?" Shen Ye put down what he was going to say for the time being and entered Feng Songren's bedroom.
Perhaps because of his illness, the ravine on Feng Songren's face was more obvious than usual. His brows furrowed deeply at this time, and he was quite dissatisfied with Uncle He's actions: "I didn't agree, you can't wait to poke the matter in front of Xiao Shen." ”
"Chairman, I'm sorry. Uncle He bowed, "But this is not a trivial matter, I really don't agree with your approach." ”
"What the hell is going on?" Shen Ye was confused, only to hear that the matter seemed to be very serious.
"Don't listen to him, it's fine. Feng Songren waved his hand, changed the topic and asked Shen Ye, "What are you looking for me to say again?"
"Chairman!" Uncle He interrupted them, no longer caring about Feng Songren's wishes, and told Shen Ye on his own, "Young Master Cousin, that's the case. In the past two days, the chairman has been unwell and comfortable, but it is not a matter of changing seasons. About five years ago, when the chairman did a physical examination, he was found to have a liver hemangioma. Because it was benign and the tumor was very small, I didn't pay much attention to it, including the physical examination at the beginning of this year, and no abnormalities were found. ”
But for a while, the chairman occasionally felt pain in his abdomen, and when he went to check it carefully, he found that the hemangioma had become two, and the growth rate was faster than before, and the doctor said that surgery might be needed. ”
Feng Songren snatched back the words at this time: "It's not cancer, it's just a minor operation, don't talk about it as if it's particularly serious and scare Xiao Shen." ”
"Grandpa, don't talk yet. "Shen Ye also took the right to speak," Uncle He, you continued. ”
Uncle He and Shen Ye ignored Feng Songren "rebelliously" together: "No matter how small the operation is, there is a certain risk. Because he still has to recuperate after surgery, he can't show up for a while, so the chairman doesn't plan to put it in a domestic hospital, so as not to catch some media after him. Now I have contacted the outside hospital. But the chairman only intends to take me out and not tell you. ”
Shen Ye's heart fluctuated with the ins and outs, and after Uncle He's words fell, he and Uncle He invariably set their eyes on Feng Songren.
Feng Songren finally found the gap in the interjection: "I said that it was a minor operation, there is nothing to say, it makes you worry in plain terms, and it also causes trouble for you young people, so I will treat it as if I will go to the subsidiary to inspect for two or three months and then come back." ”
"Grandpa!" Shen Ye was slightly annoyed and walked up to him, "What did the family say to make trouble? Even if you just have a small cold, you should tell us." ”
"yes, that's what I said. Uncle He should be reconciled and said, "I told the chairman that outsiders may need to hide it, and there is no need for my family to hide it, and we must always take care of each other." ”
Shen Ye immediately walked out: "I'll go find my uncle and aunt!"
Feng Songren sighed softly, without extra words.
Not long after, Feng Boshen, Liang Wen, and Feng Wanyi all arrived at the scene, and they also blamed Feng Songren's original decision, and then naturally discussed the personnel arrangements at home during Feng Songren's surgery abroad.
Everyone agreed that apart from Uncle He, someone else had to go out with him.
Feng Wanyi's legs and feet have been inconvenient recently, so Liang Wen volunteered.
On the other hand, since Feng Songren has to be absent from the company for a while, then at least he has to leave a weighty person, Feng Boshen must be the best candidate, so Shen Ye was also pushed out.
"Xiao Ye, you and your aunt should follow. The division of labor is different. ”
Several people looked at Shen Ye.
Shen Ye paused slightly.
Feng Wanyi shook his hand: "What's wrong, is there any difficulty?"
Feng Songren seemed to be annoyed by everyone's gossip: "Don't follow, it's enough to have Lao He with me." I'm not terminally ill and dying, and I need your care!"
Liang Wen and Feng Boshen: "Dad, what are you talking about?"
Immediately, Liang Wen became angry at Shen Ye: "I said Xiao Shen, what are you doing here? I love you so much when I am fair, you don't even want to accompany him to a foreign country for an operation?
Shen Ye didn't want to burn the flames of war to Fang Songqi's body and body again, so that Fang Songqi was innocent and took the blame, so the hesitation in a few seconds was quickly eliminated, and he made a decision: "I don't want to, I'll go." ”
At noon the next day in the company, Shen Ye asked Fang Songqi to have lunch, and by the way, he explained this matter to her in advance: "...... At that time, I estimate that the United States and Liucheng will run at both ends. But I'm afraid the exact time is uncertain, so if you go to Dr. Ma every weekend, I will ask Ji Lao Mi to try to spare time to send you. ”
Fang Songqi didn't react much: "Don't be so troublesome, I'll go by myself." ”
It's not the first time I've gone on my own. It's just that when Shen Ye couldn't be by her side in the past, there was still the shadow of Lin Shinian who couldn't get rid of it.
However, the kidnapping last time can be explained by the fact that Lin Shinian happened to be working in Haicheng, and it can't be coincidental every time, and there is no need to deliberately avoid being generous under the noses of the Feng family, and the two of them want to appear together in Haicheng again, I am afraid that they will not be able to hold back the lotus flower.
Shen Ye's real concern was not whether he would have anyone to accompany him, but that he couldn't predict what kind of memories Fang Songqi would retrieve next. He remembered the last time she had a violent reaction after dreaming of her mother.
Fang Songqi had insight into his psychology and pinched his face: "Accompany your grandfather well, I have no problem, even Dr. Ma said that my heart is quite strong, and I can't rely on you all the time." ”
Shen Ye actually had a bit of a difficult feeling in his heart, because he felt that he was gradually not needed by her......?
At least now, she no longer has the early stage of treatment, so she needs him so much......
Realizing that her thoughts were wrong, Shen Ye picked up her loss and rubbed her hair: "I'll leave next week." I can be with you again this weekend. ”
"Okay. Fang Songqi smiled.
In the afternoon, there was another meeting in the project team, and it was discussed that after a while, it might be necessary to send someone to Africa for a business trip, and the big guys avoided it.
Although Fang Songqi is still a newcomer, he also knows why other people react this way, which is nothing more than that the environment in Africa is too poor and the conditions can be called difficult compared to China.
However, she thinks that their reaction is a little too aggressive, just a business trip, at most a few two or three weeks, and not two or three years of expatriation, as a trip abroad, to experience a different style in a different place, isn't it a good ......?
Of course, Fang Songqi's own impression of Africa is not good, after all...... Lao Xu died there......
The weekend is just around the corner.
Shen Ye especially cherished this short trip between the two of them before his departure, and went to Haicheng on Friday night.
After a day of dizzy work, he immediately rushed to the car, and when he arrived at the hotel, it was already ten o'clock, Fang Songqi was very tired, and he planned to sleep directly after washing.
Instead, Shen Ye made trouble for her and didn't stop her.
Her half-pushing, half-shoving, after his face disappeared between her two retreats, the numbness completely dissipated the sleepiness.
In the second half of the night, Shen Ye's fingertips were still touching up her vertebrae section by section.
Fang Songqi was hugged by him from behind, wanting to stay away from him.
Shen Ye's arm tightened her waist in two minutes, and the tip of his nose rubbed against her ear bone: "Xiao Fang." ”
"I'm afraid of you today, okay?" Fang Songqi was so angry that he wanted to gnaw him, but he didn't even bother to turn over now, not to mention that he was still clubbing, afraid that he would re-arouse the weakness.
Shen Ye smiled, hugged her tightly, hugged her tightly, and even felt the smell of her sweat.
He's really under her spell. Before this summer, if someone told him that he was going to be obsessed with a woman and couldn't extricate himself, he would have laughed it off.
But now, it's really happening.
Fang Songqi thought that he was fine, and she could sleep with peace of mind.
It didn't take two seconds, but I heard him say, "My mother has no objection to us getting married." ”
Fang Songqi opened his eyes in an instant. Mamma Mia, what kind of nerves did that Aunt Feng have? She obviously broke her leg, right? Why did she seem to ...... like she broke her head? Or did Shen Ye go to secretly find someone to lower his mother's ......head?
Tut-tut, there must be a demon when things go wrong, she thinks that her intuition is not wrong, Feng Wanyi must not be a compromise, is she holding back some big trick to clean her up after she enters the door of the Feng family, right?
After a few seconds of stunned attention, he noticed that something had been put in his finger. She lowered her eyes, stared at it, and when she saw that it was a ring, she almost jumped out of bed in fright.
"You ......"
"Don't be afraid, it's not a wedding ring. Shen Ye's voice was low and flat, "It's just a gift for you." ”
Truly. It's just on the middle finger. Fang Songqi was relieved, but the big stone in his heart did not completely fall: "Why did you suddenly give me a ring?"
She turned over, met him face to face, and teased: "I'm worried that you're not in the country, I'm going to find other men, so you want to trap me with a ring?"
Shen Ye didn't deny it: "Yes, you are too popular, I don't have confidence in myself." ”
Fang Songqi never refused any words of praise for her, giggled with the ground, and slapped a big mouthful of saliva on his face: "You sit as firmly as a rock in your boyfriend's position, no one will take it~!"
Shen Ye raised his lips and touched the ring on her finger, suspicious: "It seems to be ...... Is the ring a little bigger?"
He was dissatisfied: "Sorry, I didn't measure it. ”
"It's okay, it's not your problem, the principle of thermal expansion and cold contraction, you must be measuring my fingers in summer, now it's cold, my fingers are getting thinner." Fang Songqi raised his hand and spread his fingers to admire the small diamond on the ring.
Shen Ye was amused by her strange remarks, and her clear eyes were like black stones soaked in the clear water waves under the light.
He hugged her into his arms, couldn't help but hold her waist, and after a while, he went to the end of her Yong and Tao again.
…………
The next day, both slept late.
The sky outside was very cloudy, the wind was blowing tightly, Fang Songqi didn't even want to get up, and finally remembered that she couldn't release the handsome guy's pigeons, so she still went to the psychological counseling room as promised.
Shen Ye found a habit to stay in the reception room and wait for her.
Fang Songqi walked into the diagnosis and treatment room, sniffing the aroma in a big gulp, not only the cranial nerves were relaxed, but also the tired body that had been fighting for too long last night.
For the whole week, Fang Songqi had no dreams, and she was quite disappointed.
"Miss Fang should think on the bright side. Dr. Ma reminded.
"What?" Fang Songqi didn't keep up with his thoughts.
Doctor Ma helped his glasses: "It shows that Miss Fang's self-consciousness is getting stronger and stronger, and she is no longer as easy to sink into dreams and get lost in the memories of other personalities as before." ”
Fang Songqi propped his chin on the table with one hand, and the fingers of the pestle on the side of his cheek moved like playing a piano, accompanied by the rolling of his eyes, condensed back to his iceberg face, and thought deeply: "It seems to be such a reason~"
There is no dream to talk about, but after talking about how many times she went to the boxing gym to boxing, she talked about the feeling of being suddenly opened up to the six veins of Ren Du in Arabic before, and she was full of joy. Of course, compared to Arabic, boxing is slower for her to go back to, and she uses patients as an analogy to replace the fantasy magic skills. Ha, after all, we have to talk about science.
In addition, I also shared with Dr. Ma the regret that the talent for painting has not yet been triggered. She remembers that Dr. Ma said that chance is crucial, so she may not have a chance to paint for the rest of her life.
However, from a personal point of view, she is not happy to regain SUKI's talent for drawing. As soon as she remembered hiding in "J.F." The dark lifeless behind the paintings were uncomfortable, as if they were another devil who was B out under Fang Jie's high pressure.
The rest of the time will be the hypnosis of today's share.
In view of the fact that he has not dreamed for more than a week, Fang Songqi is especially looking forward to this hypnosis. If she could, she even hoped to be able to walk through the memory storage rooms of the other three personalities.
Dr. Ma told her with an expression that she was probably dreaming faster.
Fang Songqi smiled without embarrassment, and gradually entered a state of body floating under the guidance of Dr. Ma.
Suddenly, she couldn't tell whether she was Xiao Fang or Xiao Jiu......
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Fang Songqi's diagnosis and treatment time is fixed for two hours, and the difference between before and after is no more than five minutes.
Shen Ye found something to do in the living room by himself, not to wait, so he spent time very quickly, looked at his watch, and found that it had been more than ten minutes today, and he had some doubts, so he couldn't help but get up and go outside, wanting to ask the little sister at the front desk about the situation.
As soon as he looked up, Leng Buding saw Fang Songqi standing silently at the door, with black eyes open, staring at him without blinking for a moment, and his eyes looked straightforward.
Shen Ye felt a little mad for a moment, and walked towards her with concern: "What's the matter? Is it to get back the unpleasant memories again?"
Before he could reach her, she stepped back.
Shen Ye was stunned, becoming more and more aware that something was wrong, and tentatively took another step closer to her: "Xiao Fang......?"
Fang Songqi stayed where he was, but he didn't retreat again, he was able to hold her hand smoothly, it was so cold that he wanted to wonder if she had just come in from outside, not out of the treatment room.
And her straight eyes remained the same, meeting his eyes, but she didn't seem to want to see into his heart, just stayed in his eyes.
......Before Shen Ye could think deeply, Fang Songqi withdrew his hand from his palm and took the lead in turning around and stepping out.
Her voice was also cold, colder than her hands: "Let's go...... Let's go back......"
Shen Ye immediately followed out with a full stomach of doubts, took her coat that fell on the hanger, and wrapped her: "Don't catch a cold." ”
The shuttle they booked arrived just in time and was already waiting outside.
Fang Songqi raised his eyes, glanced at him quickly, lowered his head, and got into the car without saying a word.