She stared blankly at the rain curtain, confused again, who was she?

Lightning streaked across the sky, lighting up a large expanse of the night sky.

Feeling that she might need to wake up, she stepped into the rain and let the rain pour her head to toe in an instant.

The temperature at the beginning of autumn was already cool, and the rain in the middle of the night did achieve the wake function she wanted, and even a little colder than she expected.

But it's not unbearable.

With a spirit, she insisted on walking in the rain.

Didn't Dr. Ma tell her that questioning one's own existence is also a sign of weak self-awareness?

How can she have a weak sense of self? She wants to dominate this body strongly, and it is said that she wants to merge Xiao Jiu with other personalities, not that she is fused by Xiao Jiu or other personalities.

A passing taxi turned on her lights and asked her if she wanted to get in the car, and Fang Songqi shook his head.

Until one of the taxis stopped beside her, Shen Ye got out of the car and grabbed her: "Go!

Fang Songqi shook his hand: "Don't worry about me!"

"Xiao Fang!" Shen Ye was annoyed and puzzled, "What are you doing? You run out in the middle of the night without saying hello and running out in the rain on the street? Do you know how worried we are about you? Your brother is still waiting for you at home!"

Brother...... Fang Songqi sneered and roared: "It's not that I'm Xiao Jiu he's waiting for! It's not that I'm Xiao Jiu he's worried about! His sister isn't Xiao Jiu either! I've never seriously cared about him, and he hasn't disliked me as a sister, all because Xiao Jiu was good to him before!"

Shen Ye forcibly pulled her in front of him: "Why didn't you really care about him? The person who gave up his dignity and freedom for his medical expenses in the past three years was you, not Xiao Jiu! The person who stood in front of him and protected him, and even did not hesitate to hurt his cousin with a knife, was you, not Xiao Jiu! The person who wanted to fulfill his wish to go back to school was you, not Xiao Jiu! It's all you! Where did Xiao Jiu come from?"

Fang Songqi shook his head, disagreeing with his words. At the same time, she was stunned, and there was nothing else to argue with in her messy mind.

She struggled, from being entangled with Xu Jing to being entangled with him: "What are you coming to me for? I can't control my emotions! I lose my temper! It's all my fault that I hurt people with a knife and scissors! Aren't you angry? Don't you ignore me? Then you go! Let's break up! What do I do?! It's none of your business where I go!"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Facing her at this time, Shen Ye had no other thoughts than to apologize.

He already regretted that he chose to go to the hospital to find Lin Shinian instead of staying by her side to calm her emotions.

originally hoped that she could be calm and reflect on it alone, and he could grasp the situation in time and properly deal with the aftermath for her, but he never expected that it would cause her misunderstanding now, causing her to be depressed to this point.

He hugged her tightly, feeling guilty: "I'm angry, but I don't want to ignore you." How could I not want to ignore you?"

"Look, you admit you're angry. Fang Songqi grabbed the words like the tip of a bull's horns, and leaned against his shoulder, and his tone was obviously much weaker than Fang Cai, "You already feel that you can't stand it, I think I'm annoying, aren't you?"

"Nope. Shen Ye denied it, annoyed and distressed, "I'm just afraid that I can't do it, and I can't do anything about you." I told you that I was jealous of my uncle's involvement in your past, and that he knew your illness better than I did. ”

"Don't mention him again, don't mention him again. The rain washed away Fang Songqi almost couldn't open her eyelids, and she couldn't feel that she was crying, "It is Xiao Jiu who has something to do with him, and everything he knows is Xiao Jiu, not me." I'm just me, I'm not Xiao Jiu. ”

She was always trying to separate herself from Xiao Jiu. Shen Ye didn't rush to argue with her at this juncture, they were actually the same person. Taking advantage of the fact that her resistance was not as strong as before, he proposed to go back to the apartment first, after all, it was not the way to talk in the rain all the time.

"Don't, I don't want to go back!" Fang Songqi refused, and wanted to push Shen Ye away.

Shen Ye took her back and compromised: "Okay!

Wiping the rain from his face, he pointed to the neon hotel on the side of the road: "Then let's go in first to hide from the rain, don't get sick." Do you forget that you are more likely to dream when you are sick?"

Fang Songqi was stunned. Yes, I just thought about getting drenched in the rain to wake myself up, but I forgot that I might get sick if I was drenched for a long time.

Seeing that she finally had no objections, Shen Ye breathed a sigh of relief and quickly entered the hotel with her to check in.

The standard room is full. But it doesn't matter, every time he lives in the standard room, it's just a formality, he is still pulled into a quilt by Fang Songqi, not to mention that he is only temporarily used this time. smiled secretly in her heart, her long-awaited wish to live in a big bed room with him came true.

Swiped the card into the room, and Shen Ye asked Fang Songqi to take a hot shower in the bathroom.

Fang Songqi sat dumbfounded, unwilling to go.

Shen Ye's heart was hanging high again, squatting in front of her, holding her cold hand: "What's the matter? Don't keep it in your heart, tell me." ”

Fang Songqi didn't say a word, took his hand, touched her face, and she gently rubbed his palm.

Shen Ye smiled and coaxed: "I just accompanied you in the rain, I am also cold, you can't rub the heat, be obedient, go in and take a bath." ”

Fang Songqi leaned over and entangled with him.

Like a cat that only needs to be stroked and comforted, the weight of his whole body is all on him.

Shen Ye was holding her, his forearms tightened around her waist, supporting her steadily.

She has always been seductive, and the scorching heat of each other's closeness keeps the temperature between the two of them rising, and he is not immune to unconsciously being distracted.

Finding her undressing him, Shen Ye reined in the precipice, calmed the flames, and pushed her to the bathroom: "The sugar is almost eaten, go take a bath, you should really catch a cold if you go on like this." ”

Fang Songqi froze, reflexively circled his waist, raised his pale face to look at him, his lips parted, and asked clearly: "What you like is me, not Xiao Jiu, right?"

Shen Ye was helpless and gave her the confirmed answer she wanted: "I don't know Xiao Jiu, I only know you, and I like you, you are Xiao Fang." ”

"Good ......" Fang Songqi was obviously satisfied, and he took off the T-shirt by tugging at the hem, revealing a dark purple inner one.

Caught off guard, Shen Ye was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly turned his back: "Xiao Fang, go in and take a bath!"

Fang Songqi went around to him, leaving him with no way to hide. She grabbed one of his hands and clasped his five fingers with five fingers: "Don't force the brakes, let's go with the flow." ”

Shen Ye frowned: "Small-"

Fang Songqi stretched out a finger to plug his lips, and his eyes were cold under his rain-stained eyelashes: "Do you want to wait until I heal before thinking about it?"

Indeed it is. Shen Ye didn't deny it, and said to her seriously: "Xiao Fang, I hope to get a complete you." ”

"It may not be the whole me at that point. Droplets of water dripped from Fang Songqi's hair to her collarbone, slid from the collarbone along the half-wrapped hill to the blue whale tattoo, and slid into the inner one, "You said it, what you like is me now, and when it comes to the future, more and more memories of other personalities run into my brain, and it will be different." ”

"No, it's the same, you're still you. Shen Ye's uniform rubbed the corners of her eyes, and she felt that she was clumsy, and she might need Dr. Ma to give her psychological counseling at this time.

The corners of Fang Songqi's mouth twitched: "Since you think it's the same, what's the difference between doing it now and doing it later? Why do you still have to endure it every time? From the fact that you use 'complete' to describe me, it means that you think I'm crippled, where else do you come from? You just dislike me for being sick!"

The last sentence was steeply voiced and sharply sharpened.

She knocked his hand down and took a step back: "No one really likes me. ”

One more step back: "No one ......"

"Xiao Fang!" Shen Ye pulled her into his arms, "No! You want to go wrong! I ......"

He paused for a moment and sighed lightly: "I'm afraid that you will regret it in the future, I'm afraid that you will dislike me in the future, don't want me anymore, and regret the time you spent with me." ”

Fang Songqi closed his eyes: "Now you like me, I like you, everything goes naturally, isn't it enough?" If you want to think about it in the future, your thoughts are that you have no confidence in me now, you have no confidence in yourself now, and you have no confidence in our relationship now. If you don't have any faith, why continue?"

Shen Ye was dumbfounded. After a few words, he suddenly felt that he had also thought about it in this regard, and was persuaded by her, and suddenly he seemed to be not as transparent as her.

The future variables are inherently unpredictable, so why doesn't he cherish the opportunity and try his best to create a beautiful moment with her? Then even if the variables really come one day, he can truly make a choice without regrets.

Why, what if there is no such variable?

"Shen Ye," Fang Songqi left his embrace, grabbed his hand again, his soft lips kissed each of his fingers, and finally wandered in the palm of his hand, "Prove with practical actions that what you like is me at the moment." ”

Her snort and exhaled breath as she spoke made the palms of his hands tickle. Shen Ye curled up his fingers and held her fingers: "Fool, it's not only through this that you can prove it. ”

Immediately there were hot droplets of water dripping from the back of his hand.

Fang Songqi raised his tearful eyes: "For me now, I just need you to prove it through this." Prove that what you like is me, and it has nothing to do with Xiao Jiu or other other personalities that I have been, and there will be nothing to do with them in the future. Count me B as you, you have to give me a clear answer that gives me a reason to stick with it. ”

Shen Ye didn't speak, he looked at her quietly, and there was a struggle in his eyes.

For about five seconds, seeing that he still didn't react, Fang Songqi turned around to leave with a disappointed face.

His wrist was grabbed for a moment, and he pulled her back with all his might.

Her face and jaw were held up, and a soft tongue broke in and plundered at will.

Fang Songqi was overjoyed in his heart, and immediately clinged to him, entangled with affection.

Shen Ye's little hesitation disappeared in an instant.

…………

The raindrops hit the glass, and the wind poured in, drenching the entire ground.

Wei Bicai found that half of the window was not closed, and tiptoed over to close it, but was stopped: "No need to close it." ”

Wei Bi turned around and saw that half of Lin Shinian's face was hidden in the shadows, and the other half was mottled, which was reflected in the shadows of the branches outside the window.

I didn't expect him to sleep yet. Wei Bi was concerned: "Sir, is the wound too painful? Do you want the nurse to give you another injection?"

Lin Shinian shook his head.

Wei Bi thought that he might still be worried about Fang Songqi: "...... Why don't I go to the hotel to find Young Master Shen and ask him for confirmation?"

After Lin Shinian sent the location of Fang Songqi's mobile phone to Shen Ye, Fang Songqi's location later stopped moving in a hotel, guessing that Shen Ye had found someone. However, Shen Ye never sent another message to report his safety, which made people feel a little drummed.

Lin Shinian still shook his head: "You can also find a place to rest." ”

Wei Bi glanced at the window and proposed to close it: "...... The wind is a little cool tonight, and I'm afraid I'll catch a cold when I blow it overnight. ”

"It doesn't matter. Go and rest. Lin Shinian spoke slowly, and his calm gaze fell on the shadow of the swaying tree.

He just remembered that she had a little habit, because he was afraid that the alarm clock would wake her up the next morning, so he usually closed the curtains and slept at night. However, except for such a rainy night (Chapter 049).

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When the rain outside the window stopped, Fang Songqi didn't know, she only hoped that the tenderness and intensity that went hand in hand here would never stop.

How wonderful it is to do what you like with the people you like......

Ups and downs, fluttering, the body has been greatly satisfied with the release and release, and the pent-up negative emotions have also been relieved, she is very happy.

After the happy room, there was silence.

She rolled over dimly, her arms fluttering, and she opened her sleepy eyes.

The orange warm light illuminated the back of the man with Chiguo beside the bed.

Fang Songqi sat up, hugged him straight from back to front, put his cheek against his back, and gently grinded: "Your girlfriend is naked next to you, you don't even sleep tightly, what are you doing sitting?

Her voice was rarely soft, jokingly: "Should I take a cigarette after the incident now, pat your shoulder and comfort you, don't be afraid, I will cover you in the future~"

Shen Ye turned his head sideways and touched her head.

Fang Songqi knelt up behind him, rested his chin on his shoulder, and took the opportunity to kiss him on the cheek: "What's wrong? If you don't say it, I'll really regret it?"

"Where do you regret it?" Shen Ye was helpless, hugged her, lay back on the bed, kissed her forehead, and hugged her, "I was thinking about how to treat you better in the future." ”

I sighed silently in my heart. A few hours earlier, he had reminded Lin Shinian in the hospital not to condone some of Fang Songqi's behavior.

When he saw her shed tears, he couldn't bear to lecture her again, and he was moved by her in a few words, and before he could stop her threats and temptations, he rolled over to the bed......

Fang Songqi snuggled in his arms and ruthlessly exposed: "Lie to me just after sleeping?"

Shen Ye was embarrassed, did not explain, and after a short pause, he said: "You shouldn't tie that scissors, your brother's news was not revealed by your uncle." ”

"Can you not spoil the fun?" Fang Songqi's face pulled down, "Where is there a man like you?"

After thinking about it, she felt that her tone was a little worse, she snuggled into his arms, and eased a lot: "Even if it's really not him, I've already pierced it, what else can I do? Count him unlucky...... Who called him so nasty......"

"It's a big deal, buy a basket of fruit and give it to him......" she added at last.

From her temper, she has already softened her attitude. Shen Ye didn't force her to immediately dilute her disgust for Lin Shinian, and picked up her words: "Well, then buy a basket of fruits." "Apologize - these four words Shen Ye will keep for her for the time being, otherwise she will definitely not be willing to give the fruit.

After thinking about it, he then tried to discuss with her: "If you encounter similar things in the future, don't use knives and scissors easily." I'm angry because you haven't thought about it, what should I do if something happens to you?"

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