She had previously intuited that Ji Zhongtang's investigation channel was not Feng Songren, and at this time, Lin Shinian clearly learned about the old photos of that day from Ji Zhongtang. Is it simply a matter of sharing information between peers, or is Ji Zhongtang's channel Lin Shinian?

Either way, it shows that Lin Shinian knew the old gentleman named Sheng Mingying. And if it's the latter, maybe it further illustrates -

"What is the relationship between you and Sheng Mingying?"

Ji Zhongtang called Sheng Mingying a teacher, so what about Lin Shinian? What is the relationship with a person who is old enough to be his grandfather or grandfather?

He asked her questions first, and then she kept asking him. Lin Shinian didn't answer, so he didn't interject from her, and continued to say what he originally wanted to say: "If I tell you not to be curious, will you be more curious?"

Fang Songqi rolled his eyes: "It seems that my mother and Mr. Sheng Mingying have some 'ulterior' relationship." ”

Otherwise, why should she not be curious?

Unexpectedly, Lin Shinian told her very happily: "Sheng Mingying used to be your mother's sponsor. ”

"It's not an 'ulterior' relationship. His previous explanation seemed to be to emphasize this, and he didn't want her to misunderstand.

Fang Songqi didn't understand too much: "Patron?"

"Hmm. Lin Shinian pursed his lips slightly, "Funded your mother's studies all the way." Your mother also called him 'Teacher'. ”

Fang Jie is an orphan, and Fang Songqi knows it. In this way, Sheng Mingying is Fang Jie's benefactor......

Lowering her eyelids, she stared at Lin Shinian's hair: "Does Xiao Jiu know Sheng Mingying?"

Lin Shinian paused for a moment and said, "I don't know." ”

Fang Songqi was stunned. Because Xiao Jiu didn't have this matter in her memory, if she didn't say it, she would have no way of knowing. And this is not a memory that she needs to retrieve in person, so Lin Shinian is willing to tell her ......?

Thinking again: Since Xiao Jiu didn't know, Lin Shinian was so clear, it showed that Lin Shinian and Sheng Mingying had a lot of relationship, otherwise where would Lin Shinian know about it? It wouldn't be Fang Jie who told him these things, right?

Hiss...... If he does have a great relationship with Sheng Mingying, and knows the relationship between Fang Jie and Sheng Mingying, does it mean - "Didn't you know my mother for a long time?"

He didn't know Fang Jie because Fang Jie was Xiao Jiu's mother, but because Xiao Jiu was Fang Jie's daughter?!

Lin Shinian still didn't answer, and because there were two beams of headlights from far and near at this time, Lin Shinian hurriedly reached out to stop the car.

Luck can be said to be quite good.

In the middle of the night, the third watch met people in the wilderness, and the owner of the car inevitably became vigilant, and he was willing to let the two of them get into the car after calling the police.

It's just that the car is not going down the mountain, but up the mountain. Either way, it's better than staying on the side of the road and waiting for the police.

According to the owner, I learned that this is Nanshan, and there is a temple called "Reclining Buddha Temple" on the mountain, and the incense is prosperous, so it has led to the development of the surrounding area, and the vehicles in and out are only slightly more, otherwise they may not be able to wait for a car all night.

Their location was actually relatively close to the mountain, so they arrived quickly. However, in the end, it was too late, although there was a business district on the mountain, but the pharmacies were all closed, and the two of them had no money and could not live in the hotel, so the car owner suggested that they could go to the temple to spend the night.

Lin Shinian took Fang Songqi to knock on the door of the temple.

The little novice who was on duty at the door was very friendly, and when he heard that they had just escaped after encountering the kidnappers, he had already called the police, and immediately arranged a room for them.

Lin Shinian borrowed the temple's phone to contact the police again, informed the police of their current location, and then called Wei Bi, and finally asked Xiao Shami for a medical kit to go back to the wing, and saw Fang Songqi lying on the bed asleep.

Lin Shinian stepped forward, sat down on the edge of the couch, turned her body back to the front, brushed away a few locks of hair covering her face, and touched the abrasions caused by her being trampled on the ground by the kidnappers at that time.

Because of the pain, Fang Songqi's eyebrows furrowed, his eyes half-narrowed a slit, pushed his hand away and complained: "Lin Jiahan, you hurt me again......

Lin Shinian's hand trembled slightly.

Fang Songqi had closed her eyes again and continued her good sleep.

with dreams.

…………

She has been to many places, and she has almost traveled all over the country.

And no matter where she goes, as long as she turns around, she can see Lin Shinian.

It made her forget that she was a patient.

But every time she suddenly finds herself in a different place than before, it pulls her back to the reality of a few valleys of collapse.

She was writing her school-assigned essay assignment when she somehow walked into the bathroom and stood in front of the sink, holding a knife in her hand, while the wounds on her fingers kept dripping blood into the basin. After this incident, Lin Shinian threw away all the sharp knives in the apartment, but she always found other alternatives, such as the lid of the canned fish and the blade of the razor.

There were voices buzzing in her head, coming from the depths of her body, more than one voice, all talking. This makes her control over her body seem to be severed by herself. She was curled up in the cupboard, shivering, and couldn't go anywhere. Until Lin Shinian opened the cabinet door to find her.

As soon as the picture turned, it was a hospital ward filled with the smell of disinfectant water, and as soon as she opened her eyes, she was in pain all over her body, and her hands and feet could not move. She didn't make a fuss at all, her eyes stared blankly at the ceiling,

Lin Shinian, who was guarding the bedside, found her awake and called her softly twice.

She burst into tears: "Did that person go to boxing again?"

"I'm sorry," Lin Shinian took her hand and kissed him on the lips in an attempt to soothe her, "I couldn't stop her. ”

Countless situations tormented her like this.

The picture turned again, and it was still a hospital ward, but this time she stood outside the door, looking at the two people inside the door.

The woman was lying on the hospital bed, shaped like a withered tree, like a vegetative person, and the man sat on the edge of the hospital bed, wiping her hands and face with a towel, and saying something in her mouth.

Hearing the movement, the man turned around, and after finding that it was her, he was obviously embarrassed, and stood up a little crampedly: "I don't know if you came to see your mother again today, I'll avoid it now." ”

…………

Fang Songqi woke up in a cold sweat, thinking about the face of the woman on the last hospital bed, and his hands and feet were stiff.

She sat up, hugged herself and shook for a while, her ears caught the sound of Lin Shinian outside, she hurriedly jumped out of bed, and she didn't have time to put on her shoes, opened the door and rushed out to Lin Shinian, grabbing his collar.

"I, my mother, she ......" her jaw tightened, her face turned pale, and her two lips trembled slightly, "My mother, why is she lying unconscious on the hospital bed?

"You woke up just in time for two police officers to pick us up and take us to the police station to take notes. Lin Shinian interrupted her, and the bottom of her eyes was dark.

Fang Songqi was stunned, came back to his senses, and found that the current occasion was indeed wrong, and he remembered in a trance that he had just experienced a kidnapping.

"I'm sorry. Fang Songqi hurriedly greeted the two police officers.

Lin Shinian glanced at her feet: "Go in and put on your shoes before leaving." ”

Fang Songqi nodded and did so.

The sky is already dark.

After getting into the police car, the police took the two of them to the place where they were held before to confirm the scene, and then they were taken down the mountain to the police station.

She and Lin Shinian naturally made separate transcripts. When asked about her relationship with Lin Shinian, the natural answer was her boyfriend's uncle. She told the rest of the story.

When she came out of it, Lin Shinian was already waiting outside, not knowing who to talk to on the phone.

Seeing her, he walked over and handed the phone to her: "Shen Ye." ”

Fang Songqi took it listlessly: "Hey......"

"Xiao Fang, I have listened to my uncle about everything. ”

"Hmmm......"

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have gone back to Liucheng yesterday. ”

"If you don't go back to Liucheng, you may be kidnapped with me. ”

Shen Ye suddenly fell silent.

Fang Songqi felt that he knew why he was silent. It is estimated that Lin Shinian has also discussed the possibility of this incident with him, and it is obvious that she is here for the relationship between her and Lin Shinian.

She asked fearlessly: "If this kidnapping is really related to your Feng family, and the relationship between me and your uncle is really exposed in the Feng family, what will you do?"

Immediately after the exit, she added, "You don't have to answer me. I'm just reminding you that you may need to face this issue. Even if not now, it could be someday in the future. Paper can't contain fire after all, it's a time bomb that can burst at any time. The Feng family and I seem to be destined to be irreconcilable......"

Not only that, but while saying this, she was thinking, how would Shen Ye view her father's cheating, and would she be able to accept that she was the daughter of her father's cheating?

"Yours. Lin Shinian gave her the bag she had lost after being kidnapped, "The police found it, and there were traces of rummaging." Would you like to check if you've lost anything?"

"Thank you. Fang Songqi also handed back the mobile phone that had been collected to Lin Shinian.

Lin Shinian heard what she had just said to Shen Ye, glanced at her more, and called out to her: "Let's go." ”

…………

Shen Ye stood outside holding his mobile phone for a while before returning to the ward.

Feng Songren was also in the ward, and when he first arrived, he seemed to be quite dissatisfied that he did not stay at his mother's bedside: "Your mother said that you went out to answer the phone. It's Xiao Fang calling again?"

"Hmm. Shen Ye didn't hide it, his eyes wandered between Feng Songren and Feng Wanyi, and said, "Xiao Fang and his uncle were kidnapped in Haicheng together. ”

"Xiao Fang and Jia Han?" this combination made Feng Songren squint slightly.

Shen Ye noticed that Feng Wanyi was also attracted by his words.

But for the time being, nothing can be detected from the expressions of the two.

"Well, yes, Xiao Fang and Uncle. Shen Ye explained, "Didn't I come back from Haicheng temporarily? I don't feel at ease when I leave Xiaofang alone, I know that my uncle happens to be in Haicheng on business, so I ask my uncle to take care of it." ”

"The kidnapper's target should be my uncle, but it seems that I misunderstood the relationship between my uncle and Xiao Fang and kidnapped Xiao Fang as well. Fortunately, because the kidnappers saw that Xiao Fang was a woman, they took it lightly and gave them a chance to escape. They're okay now. Just came out of the police station. His uncle is finding out who is targeting him. ”

After listening to this, Feng Songren analyzed: "The kidnappers were obviously premeditated, so they didn't do anything in Liucheng, and went to Haicheng with them. ”

"yes. Shen Ye agreed, "Maybe it's because it's easier to be caught doing things in other places than in the local area." Those kidnappers were also from Haicheng. ”

"I'll call Kahan in a moment. Feng Songren's brows furrowed deeply.

Feng Wanyi's face was pale from beginning to end, and after the conversation between the grandfather and grandson ended, he muttered again: "I have a relationship with that Miss Fang again......

………………

Out of the police station, Fang Songqi called Dr. Ma's psychological counseling room on the way and informed the front desk that she had an accident and couldn't go to the doctor in the afternoon.

She just missed one internship day a week, so she asked the little girl at the front desk if she could move to tomorrow.

The little sister at the front desk said that she had to ask Dr. Ma first, and then give her an answer later.

Ending the call, seeing Lin Shinian staring at her, Fang Songqi was not angry: "What are you doing?"

"There is no rush to go back to Liucheng, and you plan to stay for one more day and insist on seeing Dr. Ma, you are very positive. ”

Fang Songqi mocked: "Are you afraid that I will remember more and more things from the past?"

Lin Shinian has consistently not answered her question directly.

Fang Songqi asked her about the half-broken dream when she was at the Reclining Buddha Temple: "You haven't answered me yet, why is my mother lying unconscious on the hospital bed?

This is another thing that deviates greatly from her original memory.

Fang Jie should go to drug rehabilitation, and at the same time receiving psychological counseling from Doctor-Luo, she has been by Fang Jie's side for two years, and she has been with Fang Jie to resume normal life. Fang Jie's treatment effect is really good, she no longer touches those things, and her mania and depression have also improved. But Fang Jie died so suddenly, in that car accident. Only then did she know that Fang Jie had secretly reconnected with the man surnamed Shen since she had not, and the man surnamed Shen had also come to the United States (not long ago, she learned from Shen Ye that his father went to the United States because of his aunt's accident).

However, based on her dreams, the apartment became her and Lin Shinian living together, and Lin Shinian was by her side to accompany her to treat and live with her. She wondered why Fang Jie didn't appear once, only the sentence "I want to see my mother tomorrow" in Xiao Jiu. This time, she saw Xiao Jiu go to visit Fang Jie, but it was that situation.

What's going on?!

Lin Shinian's mouth seemed to be sewn shut suddenly, and he didn't say a word.

Damn! If you don't say it, you won't say it! She will always find the answer from her dreams in the future! Fang Songqi held his breath fiercely and turned out of the car window to look out of sight of him.

Xiao Jiu's alternating personality resurfaced one by one, passing by like a movie.

Fang Songqi's heart gradually became sad: "She...... It's really painful......"

Although the topic sounded like it had jumped to the wrong point, Lin Shinian clearly understood what she was talking about, glanced at her, but still remained silent.

This pain is not only borne by Xiao Jiu alone, including the people around her-Reflecting that he seemed to be sympathizing with Lin Shinian, Fang Songqi suddenly thought abruptly, and suddenly wanted to question the question that Xiao Jiu also asked him: "What did you do after the appearance of the second personality, did you really tell her everything in 1510?"

Even Xiao Jiu didn't feel safe, not to mention that she didn't trust Lin Shinian in the first place.

At least one of them, Fang Songqi can question: "You asked SUKI to copy "Dream Muse", Xiao Jiu doesn't know, right?"

She had been dreaming of that image again, but it never came again. If you can figure out the reason for copying "Dream Muse", you can also figure out what Lin Shinian's plans are for Feng Songren, right?

At this time, Lin Shinian spoke, but what he said was not human: "In what capacity are you asking now?"

OK, Fang Songqi decided to shut up.

She was taken to the hospital for mandatory check-ups, especially on her always sprained foot, which was specially filmed, and the injuries on her body and body were also retreated by the nurses.

Unfortunately, the location where she cracked the tiger's mouth happened to be in her right hand, and it hurt to even hold a chopstick, and I was afraid that she would not be able to use the pen for several days.

For this, Fang Songqi felt like he had accepted a master's peerless martial arts with an ordinary body. Just as in Xiao Jiu's memory, the iron wolf-ahh

She just played a few big sticks in front of those kidnappers, and now she is in pain.

After taking a shower, Fang Songqi collapsed on the bed to rest, and there were a lot of things in his head.

As a result of calming down, she felt fear again.

For she found that the memories of the other personalities that she had dreamed of by herself had been unconsciously incorporated into her original memories, and that she could not control herself as an outsider to treat them as false dreams or other people's stories.

Human memory is such a magical thing......

…………

This sleep, Fang Songqi slept directly until noon the next day.

And the dream is not repeated for the time being.

The little sister at the front desk has already replied, and in the afternoon, Dr. Ma is waiting in the psychological counseling room.

Fang Songqi ordered a meal to the room, and chatted with Shen Ye while eating.

Both of them deliberately ignored the last words she said yesterday, as usual, between couples who are emotionally strong express concern and coquettishness.

Talking about her method of returning to Liucheng after the diagnosis and treatment, Shen Ye suggested that she take Lin Shinian's car directly.

"Is it okay to be so blatant?" Fang Songqi doubted.

Shen Ye: "He is my uncle and your elder. I was in front of my grandfather and my mother, and I also said that I asked my uncle to take care of you. ”

Fang Songqi smiled. Whatever, anyway, no matter how hard she tries to cover it up, if someone with a heart doesn't believe it, she doesn't believe it, and she will always dig out the business relationship between her and Lin Shinian.

Packing, she packed her luggage and prepared to check out, and happened to meet Lin Shinian at the door.

"Are you going to take me to the psychological counseling room?" asked Fang Songqi.

After yesterday's incident, Lin Shinian also thinks that it is indeed better for the two of them not to deliberately avoid it at the current outlet. I don't know if there are still people watching their every move.

"Thank you, uncle. Fang Songqi bowed sweetly to him.

Lin Shinian's face darkened for a moment.

Lin Shinian's route was not the same as the previous times she had taken the shuttle bus. In late autumn, the leaves of the ginkgo trees on both sides of the road are gorgeous to the extreme, and they fall on the ground to pave a romantic road.

His speed slowed down intentionally.

Fang Songqi opened the window and leaned on the window, watching someone deliberately pile the leaves under the tree together into the shape of a heart.

The wind blew, and the leaves that were left on the trunk of the tree were scattered again, and she reached out to take one.

The shape is not bad.

Seeing her wrapping the ginkgo biloba with a paper towel, Lin Shinian squinted: "Planning to make a specimen?"

Fang Songqi lowered his head and carefully put the wrapped leaves into the bag: "Bring back the autumn colors of Haicheng to Shen Ye to see." ”

The car sped up like that.

Fang Songqi rolled his eyes when he was old.

Arriving at the psychological counseling room, Fang Songqi didn't treat himself as an outsider, greeted the little sister at the front desk warmly, hugged the little sister at the front desk and kept saying "I miss you", and scared the little sister at the front desk so that Fang Songqi's body changed her personality.

Although Fang Songqi also wanted to give a copy to Dr. Ma very much, but when she walked into the consultation room and saw the light of the Holy Father's Forbidden Valley behind Dr. Ma and even above her head, she still did not trespass, and felt that the wedding ring on Dr. Ma's ring finger today was particularly eye-catching.

"Long time no see, Dr. Ma. She sat down with a smile and realized that it was a pleasure for her to be here.

"Long time no see, Miss Fang. Dr. Ma seemed to be the same as when he first saw her, bowed his head slightly, and apologized, "I'm sorry the day before yesterday, my wife was not feeling well, I accompanied her to the hospital for a check-up, so I can only temporarily change the agreement with you." ”

can make such a responsible Dr. Ma not hesitate to change the agreement with the patient, and can't help but make Fang Songqi more concerned: "Is Mrs. Ma sick?"

"My wife is not sick. Dr. Ma pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, "It's a check that I'm pregnant." ”

Fang Songqi was stunned for a moment, and smiled again: "Congratulations to Dr. Ma." ”

Soga, no wonder......

"Thank you, Miss Fang. Dr. Ma acted as if he was just saying that the hen in the house had laid an egg today, and the next second he immediately pressed the clock on the table and completely entered the working state, "Miss Fang has adjusted her mentality?"

"Probably, otherwise I wouldn't have come to see Dr. Ma again this time. Fang Songqi was uncertain.

"In the past half a month, Miss Fang seems to have happened a lot. Although she didn't come, Shen Ye didn't stop sending her situation to the psychological counseling room.

Fang Songqi nodded: "Feeling...... The memories of other personalities rushed to my mind, and the speed of my mind increased. Also, when I jumped in, the situation seemed to be more stable than before. ”

On the one hand, the images are no longer as blurry and short as they were a long time ago, and second, at least in the last two or three times, she has naturally woken up from her dreams and has not been trapped again.

Dr. Ma lowered his head and listened and took notes, and immediately asked, "First choose one thing that Miss Fang wants to talk about the most." ”

Fang Songqi almost didn't hesitate, and most wanted to talk about Xiao Jiu, whom she rejected the most at the beginning, rather than Fang Jie's abuse and treatment of her.

She counted the pain she had suffered when she dreamed of Xiao Jiu's multiple personalities.

That's it, we talked for more than an hour.

Dr. Ma didn't interrupt her the whole time and listened carefully.

Later, Fang Songqi felt that her deep thinking was in a trance, and she was so trance that she didn't separate herself from Xiao Jiu again: "...... It's like having a brutal wicked person scraping your back, and it hurts, but it's actually not like gua sha is good for your body. It also ripped its voice out and babbled at you, and it won't let me go until I die......"

Immediately she corrected again: "No, it's not one villain, it's several." ”

"Why...... Why are they pestering me...... Why don't you let me go......" She was dazed, her eyes sour.

She could still remember Xiao Jiu's conversation with them.

"I'm not a multiple personality! I'm not! I'm not! I'm just a deranged lunatic! I made you all up!"

"Whether it's your imagination or whether we really exist, you know in your heart. We are your doppelganger, we are part of you, and we are taking on the things that you can't afford. Your body is also our body. ”

"No, no, no!"

"You can't get rid of us, or we'll all end up together. ”

“……”

That's Xiao Wu threatening Xiao Jiu, right? Fang Songqi hugged his head.

"Miss Fang, take a deep breath and relax, you are in the psychological counseling room now, not in a dream. Dr. Ma forced the cup of hot water into her hand and prevented her from letting go.

Fang Songqi took a deep breath as he said. After the faint aroma in the air surged into her heart, she felt a lot calmer, and involuntarily clenched the cup in her hand.

Dr. Ma did not speak to her at this time.

The silence of the needle drop in the treatment room was as quiet as the smell, leaving her plenty of room to calm her mind.

After Fang Songqi drank half a glass of water, he spoke again: "Xiao Jiu, she really can't get rid of them, can she?"

It feels like reality has given her the answer. Xiao Jiu disappeared, and the other sub-personalities also disappeared, becoming the current her. Isn't this what Xiao Wu said about "ending up together"......?

"No, it's not a cure. Dr. Ma deliberately replaced the word "get rid of" with "cure", "I told Miss Fang from the beginning that there is actually only one way to treat split personality, which is 'face'. If you refuse to acknowledge the pain you have suffered, such as the abuse of your mother and the treatment of you, you will have to endure it forever. ”

Fang Songqi muttered: "So, Xiao Jiu, she ...... I can't face it. ”

"Yes. Dr. Ma nodded.

"I understand...... Fang Songqi suddenly smiled and boasted proudly, "I'm not as cowardly as Xiao Jiu." ”

Dr. Ma, who has always had an iceberg face, faintly showed a faint smile because of her words at a moment, but took Fang Songqi's words: "I have met a patient who seems to be much stronger on the surface, Miss Fang, but you have done a better job than her in the matter of 'confronting'." ”

"Thank you for the compliment~" Fang Songqi was overjoyed.

After Dr. Ma wrote a few strokes in the medical record book, he asked, "Which one does Miss Fang want to talk about next?"

Since they have all been praised for their courage to face it...... Fang Songqi sank and said, "Talk...... My mother abuses me, treat me......"

Dr. Ma didn't seem surprised that she was able to talk about this so quickly: "I heard that Miss Fang dreamed about some other things when you were with your mother?"

"Hmm......" Fang Songqi subconsciously touched his neck, and calmly told Fang Jie that he was going to strangle her.

I have to admit that she is actually a patient who saves Dr. Ma a lot of effort, because she can explain the details very comprehensively on her own without his guidance.

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