Chapter 215: Lonely Heartache
"It's too much!"
"It's over-the-top? β
"Alright, I can't do it. β
Even in the past, although Ling Jun said that his temperament was a little colder, he had never dealt such a blow to a woman, Ming Feng knew that this time it did take time for Ling Jun to digest, but the two sisters and brothers joined forces to deal with Qin Yin, he still felt that it was a bit too much.
Anyway, he couldn't stand it anymore, so Ming Feng simply couldn't see it and didn't bother, so he simply left the thoughtful Ling Jun and went out to find Chen Ailin.
When she arrived at Luo Qinyin's house, Chen Ailin was sulking in the living room.
"Linlin, where's the sound of the piano?"
"When an ostrich sleeps under the covers. β
"Sleep?5:00 p.m.?"
"I cried for two hours, maybe I was too tired to cry. β
"Linlin, I really didn't tell Ling Jun about today's incident, he was indeed by my side when you called me, but he went out after making the call. β
"I'm so angry with my mother, what a bastard, damn it. β
"I think so, too. β
"You have had less contact with him recently, and those who are close to Zhu are red and those who are close to ink are black. β
"I think I still know Ling Jun, and this time he was indeed a little stimulated. β
"You still dare to help him speak!"
"Okay, okay, don't be angry, haven't eaten yet, I'll make you some food. β
"I don't want to talk today, today I'm a Tang monk, Pandora doesn't listen to anything. β
"It's hard work for my family. β
"I saw Xiao Binbin today, much better than Ling Jun......"
When Ming Feng and Chen Ailin went to the kitchen to cook, Luo Qinyin still began to cry silently.
It turned out that Ling Jun was deliberately angry with her, she thought it was a coincidence, it seemed to be deliberate, he really didn't want to turn back? really hated her to such an extent? She felt so distressed, she closed the bedroom curtains, the door was closed, and the lights didn't want to be turned on, hurry up and get to night, she really wanted to fall asleep, maybe it wouldn't hurt so much when she fell asleep, she clutched the quilt tightly, shrunk in the quilt, shivered, tears hit the pillow and instantly froze, the huge room may be the only place where she can stay in this quilt.
The 40 missed calls were all from Xiao Binbin, but the mobile phone was muted by her again, and it was left on the bedside table and was called lonely until it ran out of power.
The beep has been filling Xiao Binbin's ears, every time it is hope, and every time it is also disappointment.
An inch of lovesickness and an inch of gray, the most painful thing is waiting, nothing is the declining hope and the gradually rising disappointment, the unstoppable love, he does not give up, because he has suppressed it for too long.
He wants to continue to protect Luo Qinyin, and he has been guarding her since a very early age, which is a habit.
She's fragile now, isn't she? It's heartbreaking, isn't it?
It's not that he takes advantage of it, but she needs comfort, he doesn't allow others to hurt her, he can't notice the departure last time, and this time he will definitely not repeat the mistakes of the past, he wants her to be happy, he wants her to be as simple and beautiful as a university.
It had been two days since Xiao Xiao pulled Luo Qinyin out of the house, and unkempt was the first word she could imagine.
Luo Qinyin was dragged into the hair art club to clean up, and then dragged into the cafΓ©, the whole process, Luo Qinyin had a numb expression, and Xiao Xiao hated iron but not steel.
There are a lot of bitterness in my heart, mixed with the rain of autumn and winter, and the cold wets the already weak heart. The tears on the coffee shop table and the sideways glances of the people around her couldn't stop her sadness from flooding in.
Now she seems to be in a deep predicament, shedding tears for no reason. The vague world and vague memories all made her go nowhere, and she seemed to have lost the ability to resist. When Shinoyu came, she was still crying for no reason.
"Sad, right?"
"yes, it's sad. β
"Then you cry, wait until you finish crying. β
Luo Qinyin couldn't control her tears, and every time she seemed to wait until she was tired from crying, did you ever feel tired from tears? A deep sense of powerlessness and uncontrol.
"Sister Xiaoxiao, I'm fine. β
Xiao Xiao flicked her somewhat messy bangs.
"If you keep crying, you're going to become Meng Jiangnu. β
"Huh?"
"The Great Wall can be cried down by you. β
Luo Qinyin smiled bitterly, and the mouths of the people around her were very poisonous.
Shinoba ordered a citrus latte because she had been crying just now, and the coffee was cold.
Xiao Xiao pushed the citrus latte to Luo Qinyin's hand, maybe she was tired of crying, she wanted to moisten her throat, took a sip, she frowned slightly, and the sour taste came to her throat.
"Has this coffee gone bad?"
"It's not that the coffee is spoiled, it's that you're going to get moldy, and the citrus latte is best when it's steaming, and now the citrus taste is reversed, of course it's sour. β
"It doesn't taste good. β
"It's not tasty, is it? That's right. Just like you. β
Luo Qinyin was silent, she was used to Xiaoxiao's aura, she was used to listening to it like this.
"Qin Yin, you will never be able to get out of hiding like this, you can only break in, understand? β
In a few short sentences, everyone understands the truth, but there are a few people who can actually implement it.
"I need some time. β
"It takes a normal amount of time, but not too long. β
Luo Qinyin nodded, and took a few more sips, strangely, this coffee doesn't seem to be very sour, and there is a residual fragrance in the end, which is the fragrance after precipitation.
Xiao Xiao wanted to send her back, she just wanted to take her out for a walk, afraid that she would be too closed to herself, Luo Qinyin felt that the sun was good today, Xiao Xiao's words were good, she always had to break out, and the current situation was useless.
In those two years, she often sat in the diamond lobby of the Galaxy Hotel to watch the water curtain show with dappled light and shadow, and sometimes she could also watch the peacock feather pattern above the diamond lobby for a morning. Seeing many people is a sense of security, especially in a specific space to see the endless flow of people and the world, for Luo Qinyin at that time, the sound of speech mixed with the sounds of various objects is a kind of heavenly pleasing to the ear, making her feel that she is alive.
History is always strikingly similar, this way of relieving pain is the method she has always adopted, and it is the same today, she went to the largest shopping mall in Z City, sat in the square to watch the water curtain show, watched the children clamoring for their mothers to eat ice cream, watched the couples like students happily chirping, as if they had a lot of words to share with each other, wearing unbranded clothes to harvest the purest love at the best age, and of course, there were boyfriends and girlfriends who looked like they were separated, looking at their mobile phones without any interaction, and shopping seemed to be just fulfilling their obligationsγ
All kinds of people, drowsy days.