122. The voice in the head
The bill is paid by Lin Shinian in advance, and Fang Songqi passes the > after getting on the car
The inside of the carriage was quiet again.
Fang Songqi always looked out of the window, as if there was a beautiful view.
When she arrived downstairs in her apartment, Lin Shinian broke the silence: "Don't read the diary anymore?"
Fang Songqi retracted his gaze, pinned a lock of his hair behind his ear, and smiled lightly: "What about you, don't you just want to have some alone time with Xiao Jiu?"
Lin Shinian cross-examined: "You don't admit that you and Xiao Jiu are the same person?"
Fang Songqi sneered: "Don't you always treat me as Xiao Jiu?"
Lin Shinian emphasized: "Fang Songqi is Fang Songqi." The one I recognize is also Fang Songqi. ”
"Whatever. Fang Songqi's words didn't seem to matter, but what actually meant was that no matter what he said, she wouldn't change her mind.
Lin Shinian looked at her and didn't speak again.
Fang Songqi muttered again: "Xiao Jiu is really pitiful. "So poor man, why should she be her? She is not......
"There is no need for sympathy. Sympathy does nothing. Lin Shinian said.
"So did 'Uncle Long-legged' take practical actions to bang her?" Fang Songqi asked.
The long-lost four-character title, Lin Shinian's eyes are deep and shallow.
Fang Songqi wanted to know: "Do you live in uneasiness every day now, and every time I get the memories of other personalities before, is it related to your harm to Xiao Jiu?"
It's like she's been scared lately, and the dream she sends is Fang Jie's harm to her......
Lin Shinian did not answer.
Seeing this, Fang Songqi said goodbye and got out of the car: "Thank you, I'll go first." ”
Lin Shinian grabbed her hand: "What exactly did you dream about this time?"
Fang Songqi first subconsciously lowered his head, and quickly raised his head to look at the moon hanging in the air: "The first day of my arrival in the United States five years ago. ”
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The next day was the weekend, and Fang Songqi still didn't go to Haicheng to see Dr. Ma, but she didn't have a rest, because the newspaper's team building was scheduled at this time.
Team building is different from daily gatherings and dinners, it's not that Fang Songqi doesn't go if he doesn't want to. She got up early in the morning, went to the company to meet her colleagues, and took a bus to the outward bound training base.
I still remember the intern training before entering DK, and I went to the ancient town near Ganlu Temple, and this time the location was also arranged within the scope of Liucheng, a geopark scenic spot, which can not only build a team but also play.
Fang Songqi unexpectedly shared a room with Xingxia again.
"It's been a long time since I've lived with you. "Xingxia is very happy.
"Hmm. Fang Songqi did not respond very enthusiastically.
Xingxia didn't seem to notice, and asked a few more about her recent situation, as if they couldn't see each other in the newspaper office on weekdays.
However, although it is true that you don't look up and look down in the newspaper, especially in a group that has meetings at every turn, it is really rare to talk face-to-face, let alone talk about private life.
After tidying up a little in the room, the two were called out for lunch.
The content of the team building activity starts from this lunchtime, everyone half-bends their legs in front of the dinner table, the first two people who can't hold on to sit in the chair have to run errands for everyone these days, and the two people who insist the longest will be rewarded with additional rewards, and the results of the rest of the people will naturally be included in the final general evaluation with scores.
The setting of "running errands" can be regarded as reducing the burden on several newcomers in the internship period and probationary period, because everyone is used to doing things with them, although Fang Songqi has not been called by people other than Amanda, but it is also quite annoying, because to be honest, not every trivial matter is an exercise of ability, and there is indeed a phenomenon of a small number of seniors bullying juniors.
Fang Songqi wanted to finish eating quickly, so seeing that there were already two people who had not stood firmly in the chair, she didn't fight for the final reward.
In comparison, Xingxia was much more aggressive than her, so strong that her feet trembled and her face was red, and she almost fell. Although the endurance is not comparable to that of several male colleagues, it is the best among female colleagues.
Amanda seems to have an opinion on Fang Songqi: "Forget about our old fritters, why do you always have no fighting spirit as a newcomer? ”
"I'm sorry, you've lost face for your sister. Fang Songqi shrugged, "Everyone doesn't know that I am the girlfriend of the chairman's grandson, so what fighting spirit do I need?
As soon as the words came out, she suddenly remembered that she had promised Shen Ye not to deliberately smear herself and let others misunderstand, but she added: "If I encounter a project that I am good at in the future, I will work hard." ”
Amanda has been taking Fang Songqi for a month, and she knows her temperament for seven or eight points, and her expression is strange when she hears it: "Are you sick and haven't recovered, or have you changed sex?"
Fang Songqi didn't give her face just because she was a senior, and couldn't help but roll her eyes: "Okay, then I'll continue to embarrass your sister." ”
"Actually, I want to remind you that if your newcomers' team building results are good, you can win the benefits of overseas travel organized by the company at the end of the year. You don't hear what's going on outside the window, and you don't get along well with your intern classmates, so you definitely don't know. Amanda's eyes under her bangs rarely contained a hint of a smile, making her not as serious as usual.
Fang Songqi owed: "Sister, you should be like this if you are fine, don't always be old-fashioned." ”
Amanda's smile immediately put away, gritting her teeth and trying to slap her.
Fang Songqi had finished eating, so he quickly slipped away.
Xingxia took the interaction between Fang Songqi and Amanda into her eyes, and expressed the envy of the other party Songqi when she went back to the room to take a nap: "Aqi, you and Sister Man (that is, Amanda) seem to be getting better and better, and sometimes they don't look like seniors and juniors." ”
"Really?" Fang Songqi held the laptop and clicked on the keyboard, and there was no follow-up after the two words, which can be said to be her focusing on the screen, or it can be regarded as her perfunctory.
This did not affect Xingxia's confiding in her, and said bitterly: "My master is more serious than Amanda, I'm a little afraid of her, and she doesn't seem to like me very much after so long." ”
Fang Songqi motioned to her mobile phone: "I'll answer the phone." ”
Walking outside, as soon as she picked her up, she expressed her gratitude to Shen Ye: "You saved me from Xingxia." ”
"What's wrong?"
"Just make small talk with me, I don't want to be disturbed, and I don't want your reward, so I didn't lose my temper. Although the tone was sarcastic, the words were completely true.
Shen Ye smiled. She is picking up the seams and booking sweetness.
"Don't just laugh. Fang Songqi chattered, "You have to agree clearly." ”
Shen Ye was helpless: "Relax, come back and talk about it." ”
He also regarded her team building as a kind of stress relief for her.
Fang Songqi didn't think, "Which door is relaxing?" she sighed, "It would be nice if you were still in the newspaper office, it would be much more interesting." ”
It didn't take long for Xingxia to call her to gather, and she closed the line.
The people who expand the base are not only their group of Liucheng Daily, but also others who come to team building, or college students who purely organize to play, and I have also heard that there are several subsidiaries under DK that have not returned two days ago. The venue is sufficient, everyone plays their own game, and it does not affect each other.
Today is only half a day, the newspaper's activities are relatively entertaining, it is a real CS, Fang Songqi is afraid of the sun, and he doesn't dare to be interested, he doesn't care about the team or not, and he finds the right opportunity to be hit in the process, and goes to rest in the cold.
Because of the wine, meat and food at the bonfire party in the evening, Fang Songqi liked it quite a bit, but was forced to perform the show. This is not difficult for her, she sings a song and passes the test easily.
It was also quite a good experience to listen to the seniors talk about the major news that they had been exposed to in their early years and that occupied a certain place in the history of journalism. Including Amanda, she also picked out some things about her participation in the coverage of two major earthquakes in China and talked about it.
Fang Songqi is most interested in having a senior from the official media share his experience as a war correspondent, as if listening to a story from another world.
Amanda pretended to be unhappy: "Boss Yan, you know that the topic that our group has been busy with for most of the year is closely related to Africa, and you are also part of what we are going to do, so hurry up and take some time to let our children do an interview with you." ”
The senior who was called Lao Yan shook his head and waved his hand again: "What kind of interview? I don't have anything to interview here, strictly speaking, I am at most a reporter who has been sent to the war zone to report." ”
As he spoke, he gave Amanda an idea: "Your best interview subject should be our chairman." ”
Amanda wondered, "Really?
Fang Songqi and the others present were also confused.
Yan: "Of course there is. Didn't the chairman work in Hong Kong media when he was young?"
Amanda: "He went to war while working in Hong Kong?"
Fong has an impression of Feng Songren's work in the Hong Kong media, but that experience is only briefly mentioned in Feng's long resume.
Lao Yan smiled: "I don't remember where I found out, anyway, there is such a thing." The chairman has too many achievements, that is the experience of the chairman when he has not done anything famous, and few people know how many things people from outside interview him to say. The Hong Kong media has institutional advantages, compared with the mainland, the number of war correspondents is larger, and they are more full-time and professional, which is much more valuable than me. ”
“……”
Team building does not mean that you don't care about work at all, after about the same time, everyone goes back to their residences, and they should deal with things and rest.
Fang Songqi was accidentally busy until midnight before going to wash, and did not forget to take the medicine prescribed by Dr. Ma again before going to bed. When away from home, she hopes there won't be an accident.
Xingxia saw her taking medicine and cared: "Ah Qi, are you sick?"
"Hmm. Fang Songqi finished taking the medicine and pills with warm water, stuffed the medicine bottle back into his bag, and said lightly, "I have a brain disease." ”
Xingxia: "......"
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The sun rose the next day.
Fang Songqi spent a very peaceful night and night.
The arrangement in the morning is no different from sightseeing, and the people at the base took them to check in the well-known waterfalls and springs, clear streams and pools, stone pillar forests, and several scenery on the first line.
At noon, eat at the farmhouse halfway up the mountain.
After dinner, when Fang Songqi came out to fetch water to drink, he saw Feng Xiaogang from a distance???!!!
It seems that among the several subsidiaries of DK, which is also carrying out team building here, there is the one that Feng Xiaogang was transferred.
Fortunately, Feng Xiaogang's group was in the opposite direction to the newspaper, and they continued to stay while they went down the mountain to return to the base.
In the vignette, Fang Songqi quickly threw it to the back of his head.
The arduous task of the afternoon was also announced: the garbage picking competition in small groups was not only their team building, but also a modest contribution to the cause of environmental protection, and the scope was delineated in the four scenic spots visited in the morning.
Fang Songqi's group has a total of seven people, three of whom are seniors, and the remaining four include Fang Songqi, Xingxia and Yang Mei, a colleague who was still on probation who was supposed to travel to Hong Kong with Fang Songqi but was replaced because of diarrhea.
In addition, each team also arranged a staff member who was responsible for picking up garbage in the scenic area to accompany them for guidance.
Gloves, garbage clips and garbage bags for garbage are all in hand, and Fang Songqi is fully armed with sunscreen clothing, hats, and sunglasses, but she is no longer lazy, because this work is really meaningful, especially when she saw with her own eyes how a staff member of the scenic spot worked hard to clean up the garbage by hanging ropes from the plank road next to the cliff.
Of course, they only do the most basic environmental work in safe areas. Therefore, the garbage is not easy to find, and it has to be carefully searched in the corners. There are still harvests, such as cigarette butts stuffed between the cracks of stones, such as non-decomposable plastic bags half-hidden in the soil.
Fang Songqi's group mainly wanders around the first line of sky, and she likes it a lot, because the stones are separated by a lot of shades and will not be too sunny. Xingxia doesn't like this side very much, because the big boulders in mid-air always make her feel scared, as if they will fall down and hit people at any time.
Fang Songqi was looking for it seriously, and suddenly heard Xingxia calling her.
She followed the voice and asked, "What's wrong?"
Xingxia found an empty cow box between the two walls, and her arms were not long enough to reach.
Fang Songqi frowned and glanced at it: "Wouldn't it be good for you to go in?"
Xingxia shook her head: "I'm afraid of this kind of place." ”
It is called a line of heaven because there are many such stone walls that are very close together, and the gap left in the middle is narrow enough for a well-proportioned person to pass through sideways. Fang Songqi took it as an experience, tried it, and found that he was just able to walk, so he got into it for a short while, picked up the empty box with a clip, and then came out.
Xingxia saw that there was still one inside, and asked Fang Songqi if he wanted to pick up the rest again.
When Fang Songqi went in to pick up the box, he found that it was a garbage concentration point that had not been discovered, and he didn't think there was much of a problem with the attempt just now, so he nodded: "I'll go in again." ”
Because the gap in the wall is very narrow, she can't immediately put the garbage into the garbage bag carried by the other hand like she does outside, and if she picks it up once and comes out once, it is quite a waste of time, so Fang Songqi thought of a way to go directly from one end to the other, sweep the garbage all the way, and then get it into the garbage bag when it comes to the exit.
"Then I'll wait for you at the exit at the other end?" asked Xingxia.
"Hmm. Fang Songqi nodded, took off the hat that was in the way again, put it in the backpack on her body and on it, and handed it to Xingxia to bring over, while she herself only brought the garbage clip and garbage bag, turned sideways, and got into it for the second time.
Looking at the short distance, it was quite long to walk, and when he was about halfway through, Fang Songqi found that he had a little difficulty breathing, and the feeling of oppression caused by the sandwich between the front and rear mountain walls was stronger than before, and the smell of decay was all between his noses, which was not very good.
She regretted that she hadn't gone to look for the commentary board before she came in.
Now there are only two options, either go back the way you came, or continue heading forward.
Fang Songqi naturally chose the latter, because the distance is about the same.
Taking a deep breath, she bred up her will and picked up her speed, not caring if she missed the trash.
When she felt like she was on the verge of collapse with chest tightness and shortness of breath, she finally poured out from between the stone walls.
Yes, it's poured, she was so uncomfortable in it that her legs were weak and she was sweating, if it weren't for the narrow crack in the stone, she would have fainted directly inside.
If she looked in the mirror at this time, she could see that her lips were pale and pale.
After sitting against the stone wall for a while, her blackened vision gradually became clear, she reached out and wanted to take out her mobile phone to call others, remembering that her belongings were handed over to Xingxia.
And Xingxia hasn't come over yet......?
She looked back into the stone wall, but it was not straight, so she couldn't see if there was anyone on the other side of her entry, and she tried to call twice, but no one responded.
Forget it, she'd better go back by herself.
Fang Songqi stood up with the help of the stone wall, he was in no mood to care about the garbage she swept out, it was important to find a way out.
The weeds grew a little too tall for a while, and she now wondered if the first line of sky she had just traversed was an abandoned area that was no longer open to tourists. She had seen several such places in the process of picking up garbage before, but they all set up signs to warn her, and she didn't seem to see ...... just now?
Faintly catching breaths in her ears that weren't her own. Fang Songqi paused vigilantly, took two steps back, squatted down and picked up a stone from the ground, and then cautiously continued to move forward.
Nearly waist-high as the weeds swayed, a man could be seen lying there.
Fang Songqi squinted, recognizing from his clothes that it seemed to be Xingxia, looked around, and made sure that there was no one, so he slowly stepped forward.
The face was revealed, it was indeed Xingxia, her eyes were closed, she was obviously unconscious, and the garbage bags and garbage clips were scattered on Xingxia's side along with the bag that Fang Songqi asked her to take care of.
Fang Songqi immediately squatted in front of her, shook her and called: "Xingxia, Xingxia......?"
Xingxia didn't react.
However, someone suddenly took a towel from behind to cover Fang Songqi's mouth and nose at this time.
Something was clearly on the towel, and she felt faintly dizzy.
When Fang Songqi squatted down, he didn't throw away the stone, he still held it in his arms, and at this time, Cao got up as soon as he could, and smashed the door of the person behind him with all his might.
One hit and you're on the move!
The other party wailed "oops" and fell back with her, and his strength was relaxed.
Fang Songqi immediately got up and continued to smash from the front.
It's Feng Xiaogang!
Feng Xiaogang was a piece of cake for her, she only hit him a second time before she fainted.
Fang Songqi seemed to have a demonic voice in his head saying hatefully: "Kill him...... Kill him...... Otherwise he'll have a next time! He deserves it! He deserves it! He deserves it!"
Her eyes were cold, and the movement of her hands did not stop, and she lifted the stone for the third time.
Before she could fall, her eyes were black, limp, and she fell to the ground.
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Ji Laoqi was lying on the handrail railing, like a pug, sticking out his tongue angrily, and shouting at the back of the person walking in front: "You wait for my Shen Gongzi!"
Shen Ye frowned and looked back: "You usually sit in the department, and you don't exercise enough, right?"
Ji Laoqi stretched out his hand: "You won't pull me? Don't cross the river and tear down the bridge again! I drove you to Comrade Xiaofang to make a surprise! Hurry up!"
Shen Ye directly left him: "I'll go up first, you go slowly." ”
"Hey!" Ji Laoqi was anxious.
Shen Ye didn't look back, quickened his pace, and aimed at his phone.
She didn't reply to the latest messages he sent, maybe he was busy with team building and didn't have time to take care of his mobile phone, but he still didn't feel at ease, and no one answered the call, so he called Amanda again before going up the mountain.
Amanda informed that the event that is now going on has not confiscated everyone's mobile phones and is unlikely to go unanswered for a long time. She asked the people in the same group as Fang Songqi, and she also said that she and Fang Songqi were separated, and she didn't know where she and Xingxia went.
Not long after he arrived at the rest place of the platform, Amanda couldn't take care of the team building, and asked the staff of the scenic spot to find Fang Songqi together.
Shen Ye couldn't sit and wait, so he hurriedly asked, "Where is their group active?" If not, don't waste time, quickly find someone to locate her mobile phone. ”
As he was talking, Amanda suddenly received a message from Fang Songqi's group leader, saying that Fang Songqi had taken the initiative to contact them, and Xingxia and Xingxia were both injured and couldn't move, so they asked them to find them.
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Holding his eyelids and trying his best to finish his positioning at this time, Fang Songqi couldn't hold the phone anymore and let go directly.
As far as she could see, she could see that the leaves of the grass were turning yellow, how the roots of the grass were breaking through the ground, and several ants were moving.
She stared in a daze, her vision blurring the more she stared, the more tired and sleepy she became, and the buzzing in her head grew louder and louder, until it completely swallowed her consciousness.
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"Why are you so tolerant?"
Her heart raced as she heard the voice, which was clearly not her own, as if several inexplicable streams of blood were rushing through her veins.
Trying to restrain her rapid breathing and mental panic, she clenched the brush in her hand and continued to doodle on the drawing board.
"Stop drawing, stop listening to that crazy woman. ”
As the voice spoke, her body seemed uncontrollable, and she couldn't move around the drawing board anymore.
She closed her eyes and simply put down her pen: "Don't draw...... What else can I ......?"
"We escaped together. ”
"Where can you escape......" she said in a flat tone.
"You can go anywhere, as long as you don't stay here. ”
"Don't waste time. I have limited time. She still spoke in a flat tone, vaguely revealing that she was born without love.
"Staying here is a waste of time. ”
"But we're just going to have to stay here......" Feeling a little less resistance, she picked up the brush again, "Don't forget, we both have to rely on the master's personality......"
Quiet, the sound seemed to fade away.
The tip of her pen touches the artboard.
"She's the stupidest of all. The voice reappeared.
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