After explaining, she didn't wait for Shen Ye to meet her, but waited for a phone call from Shen Ye, saying that Feng Wanyi was unwell and fainted early in the morning, and he couldn't get out of his body for the time being, so he had to wait to see Feng Wanyi's situation first, and then go to Haicheng to find her to meet.

Fang Songqi has been going to Haicheng every weekend to go on a date with Shen Ye, which is inevitably disappointing, and he deeply suspects that Feng Wanyi is deliberate.

But what could she do? She had to let Feng Wanyi occupy her son for a while.

The hotel room Shen Ye had already booked, and after Fang Songqi arrived in Haicheng alone, he directly checked in with his ID card, and when he brushed the door, he subconsciously looked next door.

I don't know if Lin Shinian's old wife is still coming with him today? She didn't ask if he had been discharged from the hospital.

Without Shen Ye by his side, Fang Songqi was bored and went to the psychological counseling room in advance.

In order not to disturb Dr. Ma's schedule, she did not plan to go to the psychological counseling room immediately, and planned to walk around the neighborhood as sightseeing.

The weather in Haicheng will enter autumn earlier than in Liucheng, and today it will be cloudy and cooler.

Fang Songqi thought that it would not be cold in the afternoon, but after calculating the temperature, he decisively gave up the plan and chose to disturb Dr. Ma.

The little girl at the front desk came to answer the door for her and told her that Dr. Ma had not come back from the outing with his wife.

As she spoke, there was movement outside, and the woman's laughter was crisp.

"Oh, Cao will be back!" The little sister at the front desk asked Fang Songqi to go to the reception room by herself to sit down for a while, and she went to inform Dr. Ma.

Fang Songqi was curious and stopped in front of the window in the aisle to peek.

At first glance, Dr. Ma still looks like a forbidden valley with the same cold iceberg face as before, and if you look at his eyebrows carefully, you can get a glimpse of a soft color.

His figure blocked the woman on the side, until the two of them walked out of the limited field of vision of the window, Fang Songqi did not see Mrs. Ma's true face clearly, and regretfully wanted to withdraw from the window.

But Mrs. Ma suddenly turned back, looked straight in her direction from a distance, and met her eyes.

I don't know if it's because he already knows that the other party is a police flower, Fang Songqi's first impression of Mrs. Ma is: handsome and righteous. Even if Mrs. Ma is wearing everyday casual clothes.

The temperament revealed in the bones does not need any embellishment on the outside.

And to handsome people, whether male or female, Fang Songqi's favorite way to greet is - through the window glass, she immediately gave Mrs. Ma an electric eye that she thought was charming.

Mrs. Ma was visibly stunned for a moment.

Fang Songqi smiled, thinking that it was a good experience for him to be able to tune and play Sister Police Flower in his lifetime.

Of course, in moderation, she hurried into the reception room.

Dr. Ma did not meet with her early because of her early arrival.

It was almost at the originally agreed time that the little girl at the front desk came to inform Fang Songqi to go to the consultation room, and muttered: "Doctor Ma's aura is a little wrong, if the speculation is correct, he should be angry with Mrs. Ma." ”

When the couple entered the door, the atmosphere didn't look good, but in this short period of time, there was a dispute between the two of them? Fang Songqi proposed: "Then it's okay for me to come back tomorrow." ”

The little girl at the front desk hurriedly waved her hand: "Miss Fang, don't get me wrong, I didn't mean that." Dr. Ma is very professional and does not bring the emotions of his personal life into his work!"

"You don't have to be nervous, and I'm not questioning Dr. Ma. Fang Songqi smiled. Shen Ye wasn't around, she was really bored, and deliberately teased the little sister at the front desk.

Entering the consultation room, Fang Songqi politely greeted Dr. Ma.

Dr. Ma's first sentence was very unkind: "Miss Fang, my wife just happily told me that a beautiful woman discharged electricity on her, may I ask if it is Miss Fang?"

Fang Songqi raised his eyebrows, feeling that he had seen another side of Dr. Ma: even a woman's vinegar was eaten.

Hold on, don't laugh at Dr. Ma, she still has to rely on Dr. Ma to treat her! If you want to laugh, you can only steal fun in your heart.

It's so funny, shouldn't it be that Mrs. Ma is worried that her husband will be seduced by a young and beautiful female visit......or?

Not...... Miss Police Flower must be a wonderful person.

Regardless of his mood, Songqi honestly apologized to Dr. Ma: "I'm sorry Dr. Ma, I won't be in the future." ”

Indeed, her sin was indeed caused by her little sister at the front desk who dared to love the little sister at the front desk who seemed to be angry with Mrs. Ma, and it turned out to be caused by her small actions......

Dr. Ma didn't say anything more, lowered his head and wrote Braille on the medical record book, then pressed the clock on the table, as if using this as a dividing line, completely restored to the usual Dr. Ma in front of the patient, and asked, "Mr. Shen told me that Miss Fang had a headache to the point of fainting?"

Fang Songqi exhaled a long breath and told him the memories from the diary.

Dr. Ma took notes: "Miss Fang, do you still have the idea of washing off the tattoo?"

Fang Songqi subconsciously raised his hand and pressed it to his heart: "If you can't wash it off, you can only forget it for the time being, but if you have the opportunity in the future, you must wash it." ”

Dr. Ma raised his eyes and said in a long voice: "The psychological meaning of whales symbolizes resurrection and rebirth. ”

Is there such a thing? Fang Songqi has increased his knowledge.

Taste it carefully, Xiao Jiu and the other personalities disappeared, and she appeared in a split, isn't it considered to be resurrected and reborn?

Miss Fang was very mindful of being confused with Xiao Jiu, and even disgusted Xiao Jiu, rejecting the connection that Xiao Jiu had established with others three years ago. If the others didn't poke it in front of her, Dr. Ma pointed out bluntly, "Miss Fang still thinks that she occupies the magpie's nest from time to time, and from time to time she doubts her own existence. ”

Fang Songqi was silent and did not admit it, but he also acquiesced. After a few seconds of silence, he laughed at himself: "Does Dr. Ma want to emphasize to me that no matter how many personalities there are, they are actually the same person?" I'm Xiao Jiu, Xiao Jiu is me?"

Without waiting for Dr. Ma to respond, she immediately laughed: "But don't you also divide the 'primary and secondary' personalities? Since there are primary and secondary, but in fact there are individual personalities, isn't it normal for the psychological imbalance to be unbalanced? Why didn't you directly divide '1, 2, and 3' in medicine? It will not cause psychological pressure on the patient. ”

Doctor Ma said calmly: "In the last conversation, Miss Fang revealed that she wanted to be clear with Xiao Jiu and revealed her rejection of Xiao Jiu, but I didn't talk much about it with Miss Fang. ”

Fang Songqi nodded, indicating that she remembered, she was also confused at the time, and later figured it out on her own (Chapter 098).

Dr. Ma now answers: "On the one hand, it is because I want to wait a little longer to see the degree of rejection of Miss Fang's other personalities, and on the other hand, it is true that Miss Fang hates Xiao Jiu, which is a normal phenomenon among patients with multiple personalities. ”

is equivalent to indirect affirmation, Fang Songqi is a little unbelievable. She thinks that everyone should criticize her, it is wrong to exclude other selves, no matter how uncomfortable she is, she should try to accept it for the sake of her own condition.

Dr. Ma helped his glasses: "In patients with multiple personalities, the dominant personality is usually unaware of the existence of the sub-personality, while the sub-personality is aware of the existence of the dominant personality, and it is often different from the personality of the dominant personality. The emergence of a sub-personality is, to some extent, a part of what a person desires and lacks. So they're mutually exclusive, and that's why I just said normal. ”

A longed-for and missing part...... Fang Songqi's mind was stagnant at these words. Does it mean that if Xiao Jiu doesn't have news, she will envy her ......?

Dr. Ma's next words confirmed her guess: "Miss Fang, what Xiao Jiu can do, you can also do, but what you can do, Xiao Jiu can't do." Because you have something in your body and above that Xiao Jiu longs for and is missing. ”

"Although Miss Fang, your condition is more special, because the split personality has not been cured, and now it has caused a series of sequelae, strictly speaking, you do not belong to the split personality now, but the reason is the same. ”

Fang Songqi was stunned when he heard this, and searched for dry intestines: "All my shortcomings are what Xiao Jiu doesn't have, is it what Xiao Jiu desires?" Then she drilled into the horns, "What I can do is because Xiao Jiu can do it, and I stain her light, isn't it?"

"Didn't Miss Fang notice that you are always contradicting yourself?" Dr. Ma retorted, "and double standard." ”

Fang Songqi shook his head. She really didn't find any contradictions, where there were double standards.

"Let's talk about the so-called 'advantages' and 'disadvantages' that Miss Fang has been emphasizing. Dr. Ma was not slow and analyzed with her, "When mentioning 'advantages', you believe that the skills you have mastered, the relatives and friends you have acquired are all the credit of Xiao Jiu, please note that at this time, in fact, you invisibly admit that you are Xiao Jiu; Isn't it a double standard?"

Fang Songqi was a little confused.

Dr. Ma raised his hand and pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose: "The correct way to compare without double standards should be: If Miss Fang thinks that her skills, your relatives and friends all come from Xiao Jiu, then Miss Fang's shortcomings must also come from Xiao Jiu; if Miss Fang thinks that she is not Xiao Jiu, why does she get so many things from her body and up? It should obviously be her own, and it has nothing to do with Xiao Jiu." So Miss Fang, can you give me a definite answer now, are you the same person as Xiao Jiu?"

Fang Songqi gritted his back molars: "No!"

"Well," Dr. Ma nodded, continuing to instill logic, "You are not Xiao Jiu, then everything you have now has nothing to do with Xiao Jiu, including 'advantages' and 'disadvantages', which belongs to you." ”

And once again emphasized the previous part of the words: "Your body and body have what Xiao Jiu longs for and lacks." ”

Fang Songqi exhaled, inhaled, and exhaled, repeating these two sentences many times in his mind.

Dr. Ma bowed his head in this space to take notes.

He didn't break it, she was actually unconfident in the face of Xiao Jiu, and even had low self-esteem. He didn't expect to completely eliminate her negative thoughts through this time, which required long-term efforts to cooperate with the people close to her, so when communicating with Shen Ye about this matter, he emphasized that he needed her friends and relatives around her to show her importance and make her feel that she was needed.

After a short buffer time, Fang Songqi pulled out another important point in Dr. Ma's previous remarks: "You just said that the main personality is usually unaware of the existence of the sub-personality, and the sub-personality knows the existence of the main personality?"

Dr. Ma nodded: "So far, multiple personality cases have indeed found such a pattern. ”

Fang Songqi suddenly remembered the strange conversation in the diary. If the person who wrote the diary was the master Xiao Jiu, and the conversation was one of the sub-personalities, judging from the dialogue at that time, indeed, Xiao Jiu was not clear, so when he was asking "Who are you", the sub-personality obviously knew very well, and directly said "I am you".

Dr. Ma said: "Compared to Miss Fang, Xiao Jiu is a multiple personality in the true sense. She had suffered a lot more trouble, even pain, than Miss Fang now. ”

Thinking that he had the medical records given by Lin Shinian in his hand, Fang Songqi subconsciously wanted to ask what troubles he had suffered, because the word "pain" reminded her of Xiao Jiu's suicide in her dream. But stop at the edge of your mouth.

"Do you have any other memories of Xiao Jiu this week?" Dr. Ma took care of the situation.

The colored dream last night was too private, Fang Songqi didn't want to say it, so he shook his head: "No." ”

I don't know why, so I didn't escape Dr. Ma's eyes: "Miss Fang, since you trust me, I hope you can do everything." Some things may not seem important to you, but it is necessary for me to follow up and analyze your condition in a timely manner. ”

OK~ Fang Songqi is not a cowardly person, even so, she is very generous, not only confessed to the dream of bringing color last night, but also told him that she and Shen Ye had done something with color, because Shen Ye helped her recognize and affirm her identity when she was in chaos.

Dr. Ma concluded, "Miss Fang is becoming more and more likely to be triggered by her memories of Xiao Jiu. ”

"Doesn't that mean that the medicine you asked me to take is useless at all, Doctor Ma?" Shouldn't the effect be to make her more stable? Fang Songqi was even thinking, "If the medicine is stopped, if it is more unstable, I may be able to remember more of Xiao Jiu's memories, and I don't even need hypnosis, and then I go to face Xiao Jiu's memories, will it be cured faster?"

Dr. Ma denied her logic: "The effect of the medicine has nothing to do with the memory that you have triggered Xiao Jiu, and no medicine can control people's memory." They soothe your nerves. ”

Just as the conversation was about the same, she also mentioned hypnosis, and Dr. Ma immediately moved on to another topic of today's treatment: "Miss Fang, next, I will officially hypnotize you." ”

"Hmm. "Fang Songqi is always ready. In the last few minutes of hypnosis last week, Dr. Ma mainly tested the method he taught.

Dr. Ma asked, "Does Miss Fang still choose White Space?"

"No," Fang Songqi changed his mind, "I'm going to Black Space." ”

At present, it seems that most of the white space is compared to the old dog's past, which is too unappetizing.

She would rather be brave and go to the black space to break through, anyway, she can stop at any time when she wants to, and she is not afraid.

Dr. Ma bowed his head and invited her to lie down on the chair by the window.

The smell of essential oils wafting in the air, Fang Songqi drank a glass of U Nai, closed his eyes and described the appearance of the black space under the guidance of Dr. Ma......

She was suddenly pushed to the ground and smashed with the drawing board, and even more paint was splashed on her body.

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