257: I really, really miss him
She was abused by her father since she was a child, suppressed it for more than ten years, and finally broke out.
In fact, people who grow up in that environment basically have psychological problems.
Ning Si's case back then was the first homicide case Lu Yaozhi received after joining the work.
In addition, the case is special, so Lu Yaozhi is very concerned about Ning Si.
He had always felt that Ning Si was quite pitiful.
To this day, he remembered that Ning Si took off his clothes in the interrogation room and showed them the wounds on his body.
The scars on her body were shocking, and he only glanced at them, and he couldn't bear to look at them anymore.
How cruel it is for a sixteen-year-old girl to endure such abuse.
Lu Yaozhi really wants to care about her, even if she is very repulsive, he wants her to live a good life.
So, he found a trusted psychiatrist for her, hoping that she would recover and live a good life from now on.
However, such treatment lasted less than two months, and she ran away secretly.
Since then, Lu Yaozhi has not found her again.
Later, when she heard her name again, she had already transformed into a popular female star like Lu Ciling.
Lu Yaozhi had watched the live broadcast when she received the award before, and she no longer had the cowardice she had when she was sixteen.
She walked in the crowd, her chin was raised, and her aura was very powerful.
However, Lu Yaozhi could still see the sixteen-year-old her from her eyes.
He even felt that her psychological condition had not changed for so many years.
Lu Yaozhi flipped through the treatment manual for more than an hour, and did not stop until his aunt called him to eat.
Lu Yaozhi put the treatment manual on the desk and walked from the study to the dining room.
Lu Ciling sat on the sofa, and after watching Lu Yaozhi walk into the restaurant, she immediately got up and entered the study.
Intuition told her that a trip to Lu Yaozhi's study would give her unexpected gains.
Lu Ciling tiptoed through the study, and at a glance saw the notepad on the desk.
Lu Yaozhi is a person with obsessive-compulsive disorder, usually the table must be clean, but today he suddenly put a notebook, which is particularly conspicuous.
Lu Ciling walked up, picked up the notebook from the desk, and then saw the four words in the lower right corner: Treatment Manual.
She frowned, then flipped it open.
On the first page, there is a case diagnosis book, and the name of Ning Si is written in the patient's column on it.
Seeing Ning Si's name, Lu Ciling immediately lifted his spirits.
She looked at it and saw that the illness column said moderate depression.
Below there are doctor's recommendations for treatment, and several medications for depression are also written.
Looking at the time again, it was actually six years ago......
How could Ning Si's medical record book be in Lu Yaozhi's hands?
Could it be that the two of them really knew each other before?
With this question in mind, Lu Ciling continued to look back at the treatment manual.
On the first page, the date is written, and there are some records of the main symptoms.
Lu Ciling concentrated and looked down.
"The reason for the reluctance to see the police: the presence of the police would remind her of the killing of her father, so she repelled the police. Treatment: A combination of psychological counseling and hypnosis to make her forget her fears. ”
Within two hours of the consultation, the patient only stated this one thing and did not answer the rest of the questions. Self-isolation is severe, requiring medication and long-term psychological counseling. ”
When he saw the words "kill his father", Lu Ciling gasped.
Kill Father...... Are you talking about Ning Si?
Lu Ciling continued to flip backwards and finished reading the next few pages.
She was almost certain that Ning Si had killed her father with her own hands and had not been sentenced.
The reason for this treatment manual is clearly stated, and Ning Si made such a decision because he had been abused for a long time and could not bear it.
However, Lu Ciling automatically ignored this.
She put the treatment manual back in place, and then quickly came out of Lu Yaozhi's study.
After coming out, Lu Ciling's heart beat fast.
She really didn't expect that a trip home would have such an unexpected gain.
If the previous Xie Jin'an incident was the key to defeating Ning Si, then this matter is an important bargaining chip for Ning Si to never turn over.
If what is said in the treatment manual is true, then she only needs to find out the case record from the Public Security Bureau and post it on Weibo......
At that time, Ning Si will really never have the possibility of turning over.
There was a male star in the circle who was violent to his mother, which attracted countless condemnations, and finally alarmed the police, and then was sentenced to one year in prison.
That male star originally developed well, but after this incident, he basically disappeared, no matter how handsome he is and how good his acting skills are, fans don't buy it.
This male star just had such an end of domestic violence against his mother, not to mention that Ning Si killed his father with his own hands.
The public doesn't care what reason she killed her, and killing her father is absolutely unreasonable in morality and ethics.
Even if she was legally sentenced to defend herself, the public's saliva would be enough to drown her.
Ning Si couldn't remember how long she had been crying, and by the end of the cry, she couldn't squeeze out her tears.
The sheets beneath him were wet and dry, the sky was getting darker, and it was already pitch black in the bedroom.
Ning Si got up from the bed and sat in the dark, motionless.
After crying, her brain cleared up a lot, but the sadness in her heart did not weaken by half a point.
Ning Si clasped her hands on her knees and glanced out the window.
She hadn't eaten all day, and now she had a dull pain in her stomach.
I'm hungry, but I'm not in the mood to eat.
Ning Si shrunk on the bed, cold.
Downstairs, Jiang Wen had been sitting here for an afternoon.
Seeing that it was dark, Ning Si hadn't dripped, and she was so worried that she couldn't do it.
After a few hesitations, Jiang Wen still decided to go upstairs to find her.
Jiang Wen turned on the lights in the living room and corridor, then went upstairs and stopped in front of Ning Si's bedroom door.
She raised her hand, knocked on the door, and then called her softly: "Ning Si, get up, I'll cook you a bowl of noodles to eat to warm your stomach." ”
After hearing Jiang Wen's voice, Ning Si's eyes were sour again.
However, she had no more tears, and she really couldn't cry.
Maybe she should be glad that at least at this time, she still has Jiang Wen by her side.
Ning Si got out of bed, turned on the light, and then walked to the door to open the door for Jiang Wen.
As soon as he opened the door, Jiang Wen first noticed Ning Si's red and swollen eyes.
She looks like this, she looks like she has cried.
However, Jiang Wen did not dismantle her.
She raised her hand, put her hand on Ning Si's shoulder, and said to her, "You haven't eaten all day, it's not a problem to be hungry all the time, go downstairs, I'll make you some casually." ”
Ning Si stared at Jiang Wen for a long time, and then said to her very seriously, "Thank you, Sister Wen." ”
Jiang Wen rarely heard Ning Si speak in such a serious tone, she didn't react for a while, and she was stunned.
At this time, Ning Si spoke again.
She said: "I have no friends since I was a child, and I am really touched that you can still be good to me like this." ”
Speaking of this, Ning Si pulled a smile towards Jiang Wen.
That smile is worse than crying.
Jiang Wen looked at Ning Si like this, and felt distressed.
She turned her head, secretly wiped a handful of tears, and patted her shoulder again, "Okay, don't be sensational, let's go downstairs to eat." ”
"Hmm. Ning Si nodded lightly, then took Jiang Wen's hand, and the two of them went downstairs hand in hand.
When she was in school before, Ning Si often saw girls who had a good relationship going to the toilet hand in hand, or going shopping hand in hand.
She has never had such an experience since she was a child.
Today is the first time.
To be honest, when Ning Si stopped him, Jiang Wen was a little stunned.
However, she soon regained her natural nature.
She glanced sideways at Ning Si, and then led her in the direction of the kitchen like a big sister.
After entering the restaurant, Jiang Wen pulled out a dining chair and asked Ning Si to sit on it.
She patted Ning Si's shoulder, "You sit, I'll be fine right away." ”
After Jiang Wen said this, Ning Si remembered Song Huaijing again.
Before, she also used to sit in the restaurant and wait for him to cook.
The food he cooked was so delicious, she probably wouldn't be able to eat it in her life.
Thinking of this, Ning Si raised his hand to cover his eyes, his heart felt as if he was being held by someone's hand, and it became very difficult to breathe.
She moved her lips and whispered to Jiang Wen, "When he was cooking before, I also sat and waited like this. ”
Her voice was really low, but Jiang Wenquan heard it.
After listening to her words, Jiang Wen's eyes were a little moist.
At the beginning, she had witnessed Ning Si and Xie Jin'an break up, and she also locked herself in the house for a whole day that day, and when she came out again, she returned to normal.
After breaking up for so long, she never talked about her and Xie Jin'an's past in front of her, let alone showed her nostalgia for him.
Therefore, when Ning Si said this, Jiang Wen understood that she was completely in love with Song Huaijing.
……
Jiang Wen sighed softly and did not answer.
After grabbing eggs and vegetables from the fridge, she went to the kitchen to get busy.
Ning Si sat at the dining table, looking at Jiang Wen's back cooking, his mind full of memories.
Jiang Wen moved quickly, she cooked a pot of noodles, put some vegetables in it, and divided it into two bowls.
Jiang Wen first brought the noodles over for Ning Si, and then handed her the chopsticks and spoons.
"Eat, while it's hot. Jiang Wen smiled at her.
Ning Si nodded, picked up chopsticks and began to eat noodles.
Jiang Wen quickly brought her own portion, and she sat down opposite Ning Si and ate with her.
……
"Sister Wen, I miss him a little. ”
Halfway through eating, Ning Si coldly came out with such a sentence.
Jiang Wen was taken aback by her words, she couldn't even believe that Ning Si said them.
“…… Huh?" Jiang Wen was unsure, so he asked again.
"I really miss him......" Ning Si put down his chopsticks and covered his eyes.
Just by looking at her movements, Jiang Wen could feel the despair in her heart.
"If you really like it, tell him about it. ”
Jiang Wen raised his hand and touched Ning Si's hair, "You don't always suppress your feelings, it's not good." ”
"It's a pity he won't trust me anymore. ”
Speaking of this, Ning Si took his hand off his eyes and pulled the corners of his mouth self-deprecatingly.
"Forget it, let's eat noodles. ”
She seemed to convince herself, and within five seconds she was back to normal, then picked up her chopsticks and continued to eat noodles.
Jiang Wen looked at Ning Si like this, and his heart was full of helplessness.
Ning Si finished a large bowl of noodles, which Jiang Wen was still very pleased with.
After cleaning up the kitchen, Jiang Wen drove home.
When I got home, it was already half past nine.
Jiang Wen parked the car downstairs and walked in the direction of the door of the building with his backpack in his hand.
When she reached the door of the building, she was suddenly stopped in her way.
When I raised my head, I just saw Qin Li.
The two of them had an unpleasant quarrel on WeChat this afternoon, and when they saw him again at this moment, Jiang Wen naturally wouldn't have a good face.
She grabbed her bag, glanced at him, and asked impatiently, "Is there something wrong with me?"
"Otherwise?" Qin Li stepped forward, grabbed her wrist and led her to the door of the building, "Let's go upstairs and say." ”
"Oh, then let go of your hand, I can go on my own. With that, Jiang Wen shook him off.
Qin Li sneered and walked into the door of the building first.
After entering the elevator, the two of them ignored each other and just looked at each other.
Soon, the elevator stopped.
Jiang Wen stepped out of the elevator, took out the key and opened the door.
Qin Li followed her into the house.
"Tell me, what are you looking for from me?"
Jiang Wen threw the backpack in his hand on the sofa, and the impatience between his words was even more obvious than just now. I want to talk with more like-minded people about "Watching the Starlight in the Warmth, You and Me Are Connected", WeChat pays attention to "Excellent Reading Literature", chats about life, and looks for confidants~