172. Impossible
Qianqian . , Let me love you as soon as possible, the latest chapter in the dust!
Shen Ye didn't stop, took these two steps, came to Fang Songqi, hugged her tightly, and didn't allow them to exist at all.
Fang Songqi just stood still.
Shen Ye didn't speak either.
A long time passed, and they were still silent with each other.
Until Shen Ye took the initiative to let go of her.
It was freezing outside, Fang Songqi really couldn't stay, raised his hand to the west wing, and then walked in front.
Shen Ye followed her in.
Fang Songqi took off his thick coat, hung it on the hanger, walked and poured two glasses of boiling water, then turned around, sat down at the square table, sipped a glass by himself, and at the same time put another glass of water on the seat next to him, and then lifted his eyelids to look at Shen Ye.
Shen Ye looked less refreshing than before, his complexion was not good, he was slightly haggard, I don't know if he was too anxious and hadn't adapted to B. J.'s lips were slightly pale from the cold.
Fang Songqi felt more and more that after escaping death from Africa and returning to China, she felt a strong sense of being separated from the world when she saw everyone.
And she was only wearing short sleeves at this time, and Shen Ye saw the dazzling strangulation on her neck at a glance. He walked up to her, crouched down, and held out his finger at her.
Fang Songqi frowned, avoided, and his displeased expression was clear at a glance.
Seeing this, Shen Ye withdrew his hand, said sorry, sat in the chair, kept his eyes off her, and did not speak to each other.
Fang Songqi is inconvenient to say, and sincerely thinks that there is nothing to say. She guessed that Shen Ye was mostly deliberating.
After she went to pour herself a second glass of water, Shen Ye finally opened her mouth: "Uncle went to Africa to find you back?"
Fang Songqi nodded.
Shen Ye was happy: "Uncle said that you died, and he was really lying to me......"
Because of Fang Songqi's non-reaction, the two were silent again.
Immediately, Shen Ye asked again: "You have an accident in Africa, and ...... My grandfather has a relationship, isn't he?"
I could hear the difficulty in his tone.
Fang Songqi chose to shake his head.
First, she still insisted on her original position and did not want to involve him; second, she was too troublesome to explain the twists and turns to him; third, after she nodded, was it any use? Could it be that all grievances could be written off in one fell swoop? Or did she expect to use Shen Ye's feelings for her to win over Shen Ye to take revenge on Feng Songren for her? Ridiculous.
Shen Ye's eyes flashed, and he didn't ask about it, but changed the topic: "Ji Laoqi said that you have a bad throat now and are being treated." ”
Fang Songqi nodded.
Shen Ye: "I came secretly according to your wishes, and no one in my family knows about it." You can rest assured that you will not be disturbed. ”
Fang Songqi nodded.
Shen Ye: "You...... Won't you go back to DK, will you?"
Fang Songqi nodded.
Shen Ye: "You...... What are you going to do after that?"
Fang Songqi spoke directly this time, but it was shocking: "I'm still alive, you have seen me too, after drinking the water, you can leave." ”
Shen Ye curled up his palms: "What if, I say, I don't want to leave?"
He never embarrassed her, so when she proposed to break up, he didn't say much to give her enough time and space. But after separating from her, especially the news of her death this time, made him think very clearly, even if he forced her, even if she was regarded as a stalker, causing her a lot of pressure and trouble, he had to try to win her back, and he didn't try to let go indifferently.
Fang Songqi's expression did not fluctuate, and he raised his hand and splashed the remaining water in the cup on his face, counting it as giving him an answer, and then she went to open the door, and after speaking, she bombarded people with practical actions.
Shen Ye got up and walked slowly to the door: "You and your uncle ......"
"Not really. It won't change in the future. Fang Songqi was indifferent, her black pupils looked directly at him, and her hoarse voice made her tone extremely resolute, "It's the same with you." No way. ”
Shen Ye's figure shook slightly.
He knew she wasn't joking.
And when she said this, his determination was ruthlessly extinguished by her before he could take concrete action.
"Where's a friend?" Shen Ye didn't give up.
Bother. Fang Songqi cut it all: "No need. ”
Because she didn't want to look at his eyes more, she simply didn't look at his expression at this time, and glanced out, catching Ji Laoqi probing his brain over the east wing to look this way.
Shen Ye's figure shook out the door and left her house as she wished.
Fang Songqi was not polite and closed the door decisively.
Soon, I heard Ji Laoqi shouting anxiously outside: "Shen Gongzi!"
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Shen Ye fainted.
According to Ji Laoqi, after Shen Ye learned the news of her disappearance for many days in the United States, he wanted to rush to Africa as soon as possible, but was blocked by the Feng family and locked him at home and not allowed to go out. When he went to Africa, he naturally couldn't find her, and he was forcibly returned to China not long after.
So far, when Fang Songqi was still in Hong Kong, Lin Shinian told her that she wanted to be briefer.
The follow-up was that after Shen Ye was returned to China, he was banned more strictly by the Feng family.
Because he knew that it was very difficult for Shen Ye to go out again, Ji Laoyi's original intention of sending a message to Shen Ye was to hope to calm Shen Ye's heart. At that time, Shen Ye didn't tell him that he wanted to come to B in person. J., he received a call from Shen Ye during the meeting today, only to know that Shen Ye had arrived at the station, and he had no choice but to bring Shen Ye. This is also the reason why Ji Laoqi did not announce to Fang Songqi that Shen Ye was coming, and only called her temporarily.
Before Ji Laoqi had time to ask Shen Ye how he managed to escape from the Feng family, Shen Ye fainted at this time, only to realize that Shen Ye had taken a more drastic way of self-harm and found an opportunity to leave Liucheng in the hospital.
"It's such a big opening! J.'s road was not dealt with properly! It's strange that he doesn't lose too much blood and get inflamed!Get carried away with him!" Ji Laoqi was so angry that he looked at Fang Songqi after yelling, and asked her if she wanted to go see Shen Ye - Shen Ye was taken to the hospital by him, and he came back to get something to take care of him again.
Fang Songqi hasn't cared about Shen Ye since Shen Ye fainted at the door of her west wing. While eating dinner, her broken gong voice squeezed out: "Take him back to Liucheng." ”
Ji Zhongtang agreed: "You are in B." Didn't J.'s meeting end? I'm going to Bang you to charter a car. ”
Although Ji Laoqi felt that Fang Songqi was too unkind, he also thought that it should be like this at the moment, whether it was the other party Songqi or Shen Ye, it was the best choice, so he did not object.
With Ji Zhongtang's efficiency, he sent someone to send Ji Laoqi and Shen Ye away smoothly at night.
As soon as the two big troubles were gone, Fang Songqi felt more relaxed, and he slept steadily at night.
The next day, Dean Sun contacted her again, and Fang Songqi rushed to get good news and bad news.
The good news is that there is indeed a younger sister who was born in a welfare home when she was a child, and later worked in the post office near the welfare home, and often returned to the welfare home as a volunteer when she was free.
When the younger sister was abandoned at the door of the welfare home, her biological parents left a letter, saying that the family was poor and already had a child, and they really couldn't afford to raise the second child, and they didn't want the child to suffer with them, so they sent it to the welfare home, hoping that she would meet good adoptive parents in the welfare home. In order to keep a memory, the biological parents also asked the welfare home in the letter, if they could, the child could always be called "Jiarong".
The welfare home fulfilled the parents' wishes, and the child was called Jiarong, and later Jiarong was adopted, and the adoptive parents thought the name was good, so they did not change it, and Jiarong left the welfare home.
“…… Before taking over the welfare home, I was working in the field, one year during the Spring Festival, Jiarong came to my father to pay New Year's greetings, I learned that she worked at the post office near the welfare home, and asked my father to learn that Jiarong's adoptive parents initially adopted Jiarong because they couldn't give birth to a child, but later cured the disease, successfully conceived, and gave birth to a younger sister to Jiarong. The adoptive parents' attitude towards their adopted daughter and their own daughter is biased, Jiarong is not very happy, because of her poor grades, she came out to work after graduating from high school, and her adoptive parents didn't care much about her. The job at the post office was actually introduced to her by my father. Afterward...... Remember what I said earlier, Jiarong's name was brought from her biological parents, and Jiarong's biological parents had already given birth to a child before Jiarong?"
Fang Songqi nodded. Perhaps because the name "Jiarong" is quite common, she feels that there seems to have been someone named "Jiarong" around her
Dean Sun took a sip of tea, moistened his throat, sighed lightly, and continued to recall: "Jiarong's brother has always remembered Jiarong and never gave up looking for Jiarong, and later he really heard about our welfare home. Because he was ashamed, he didn't dare to be blatant, and at the same time, my father didn't want Jiarong's life to be disturbed, so he didn't tell Jiarong at first. But after Jiarong was not treated by her adoptive parents and ran back to the welfare home by herself, my father was shaken. After careful consideration, he finally thought that the choice was in Jiarong's own hands. ”
"Jiarong and her biological brother recognized each other and followed her own brother?" Fang Songqi guessed.
Dean Sun nodded and shook his head: "It's a recognition of each other, and I also left B." J., but instead of following her own brother, she went abroad. ”
At this point, the next thing is the bad news: the welfare institute and Jiarong have lost contact.
Fang Songqi hoped to be able to contact Jiarong's adoptive parents or the elder brother, but Dean Sun said that he could not be contacted, and the welfare institute could not help with contacting Jiarong's adoptive parents and brother.
The clue was broken again, and Fang Songqi really wanted to curse. If the welfare home can't do anything, I'm afraid the post office can't do anything. Of course, she was still thinking in her heart, no matter what, she had to go to the post office to confirm it.
Jiarong used to be here, didn't she have any friends?
Because he was not in a hurry to go back, after coming out of Dean Sun's office, he saw that everyone was very busy, so Fang Songqi took the initiative to stay and help.
The reason for the busyness is that some people have donated to the welfare home, and today they have sent a batch of brand new furniture, renovated the beds, quilts, desks and chairs in the classrooms in the children's dormitories, and office equipment for the teaching staff.
Because the time between Fang Songqi's previous donation is relatively close, she can't help but secretly make comparisons in her heart, and the more she compares, the more shabby she looks.
At the dinner table in the evening, Ji Zhongtang told her that Shen Ye had returned to Liucheng and returned it to the Feng family.
Ji Laoqi actually sent her a message, telling her that the reason he made up was: Shen Ye encountered difficulties after leaving Liucheng and contacted him for help, he was a good boy, in order not to worry about adults and also for Shen Ye's sake, plus Shen Ye was injured and it was inconvenient to run around, so he didn't treat Shen Ye as an accomplice, and tricked Shen Ye back to Liucheng to ask for praise.
The words "good boy" and "asking for praise" made Fang Songqi speechless, and she could completely make up how Ji Laoqi's acting skills were superb in front of the Feng family.
However, because of the presence of Ji Laoqi, the reason can stand, and the reason for Shen Ye's departure this time can be properly rounded.
At the end of dinner, Ji Zhongtang suddenly asked her how she thought about being his goddaughter.
Fang Songqi was stunned.
Didn't he just talk about it in the heat of the moment? Did he really want her to think about it? Besides, wasn't her reaction at the dinner table that day obvious enough to express her refusal?
After Ji Zhongtang accepted her expression, he interpreted it by himself: "It seems that you haven't thought it through yet." That's not in a hurry, there's plenty of time, you think slowly. ”
"No, Uncle Ji," Fang Songqi shook his head, "Don't give me any more time, I've already thought it through." ”
More precisely, this matter does not need to be considered at all, and the answer is obvious.
Of course, she didn't directly say that she was unwilling: "Uncle Ji, you have a better choice, there is no need to take me in this big trouble and burden." You don't know me well enough, I'm actually in front of you, and I know very well how bad I am. ”
Ji Zhongtang: "Xiaofang, this is not a choice, you and the children in the welfare home are not objects, if you don't want to, don't want to, but don't be presumptuous." It doesn't matter, if you can't accept it, I can't accept it, it doesn't matter if you don't want to be a daughter or not, it's just a form, I'll continue to be Uncle Ji, and it's the same. ”
Fang Songqi: "......"
What does he mean is that it doesn't matter if she doesn't accept it, he still wants to treat her as a goddaughter in his heart?
She really behaved too well in front of Ji Zhongtang, didn't she? Ah? Did she have to show him her bitter and crazy face?
Hey, forget it, let it be. Fang Songqi left his mind behind, gathered his thoughts to the new information he got from Dean Sun's mouth today, and smoothed it out in his mind little by little.
Jiarong, Jiarong, the more she pondered this name, the more she felt that there must be someone around her who had the same name.
Or maybe where did she see it? I guess she just met recently...... right?
Alas, can't remember. Fang Songqi gave up for the time being, turned off the lights and went to sleep. If you go to the post office tomorrow, you may be able to get some clues.
The next morning, she wiped the sweat from her forehead and jumped out of bed, her mind full of the word "good looks".
Is it that person, it turned out to be that person......?
The heart was pounding fast, Fang Songqi slowed down for a moment, quickly got up to wash, and after saying hello to Ji Zhongtang, he did not go to the post office as originally planned, but went to the welfare home again.
"A photo of Jiarong?"
"Well, I don't know if you can find it here?" Fang Songqi was quite apprehensive.
She was able to find Fang Jie's file, all thanks to Fang Xiaoqin's photo. But Jiarong stayed in the welfare home for a relatively short time, can the welfare home have a photo of Jiarong? Even if it is, it must have been taken by Jiarong's adoptive parents, Jiarong was very young at that time, and the female college was eighteen changes, and she was not more familiar with Jiarong than she was with Fang Jie, so it seemed that it was very difficult to distinguish......
After a turn of her mind, she quickly thought again: "Was there a group photo of the children in the welfare home at that time? Or, didn't Jiarong often come back to the welfare home to be a volunteer later? Or maybe Jiarong and the old dean took a group photo alone in private?"
Dean Sun frowned, thought for two seconds, and said, "I'm not sure, you go back first, I'll look for it, and then I'll inform you." ”
His reaction was similar to when she asked him about the post office two days ago, so Fang Songqi intuitively felt that there was a very high possibility of a play, and he couldn't help but be happy: "Okay!
And this time, very quickly, Fang Songqi only returned to the courtyard on the front foot, and Dean Sun told her that she had found the photo, and took it and sent it to her.
It is a group photo of Jiarong and the children in the welfare home after adulthood, and her face is very clearly presented in the photo, although there is a gap of several years compared with four years ago, and the difference in temperament is also very large, but it is enough for Fang Songqi to confirm that this Jiarong, who uses "Teacher Shao" as the recipient and has dealings with Fang Jie, is ...... Shen Ye's aunt, Meng Meng's mother, Shen Jun's sister, and Lin Shi's wife.
She saw her face at the scene of the riots caused by the feminist movement four years ago, and she also hurriedly passed the patient's name on the bed card many times about Fang Jie lying on the hospital bed, which is Jiarong, Shen Jiarong.
So it turns out that Fang Jie and the sister-in-law of the Shen family also knew each other early?
Oh, this circle is around, the world is really small.
Thinking about what Dean Sun said about Shen Jiarong, Fang Songqi also suddenly understood why Shen Ye knew so little about his sister-in-law.
Okay, after a lot of hard work, the identity of the so-called "Teacher Shao" she is looking for has finally been revealed, but what about her real goal "Dream Muse"? Shen Jiarong has passed away, so she naturally has to find Shen Jiarong's relatives, and Shen Jiarong's relatives, her brother Shen Jun is also dead, and her daughter Mengmeng doesn't recognize her mother at all, only ...... Husband, Lin Shinian.
So, is the real "Dream Muse" in the hands of Lin Shinian?
Ironically, she just sneaked out of Lin Shinian, and she didn't want to be annoyed by him, and now she had to take the initiative to turn around and find him?
Or will she give up "Dream Muse"?
Malegobi!
Sitting under the ancient locust tree, Fang Songqi looked up at the sky, took a long breath of turbidity, and his eyes narrowed slightly, and he made a decision in his heart to find Ji Zhongtang.
Ji Zhongtang was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and repeated her words: "You want me to contact Jiahan, tell him that you are with me, and let him come to you?"
"Hmm. Fang Songqi nodded, "Uncle Ji, you heard it right, that's what I meant." ”
Ji Zhongtang agreed and did not ask her why, but when he was on the phone with Lin Shinian, he asked Lin Shinian: "Did you deliberately leave information to mislead Xiaofang in the welfare home in the past two days?"
Obviously, he is biased towards Fang Songqi, afraid that Lin Shinian will do bad things to Fang Songqi.
Lin Shinian smiled bitterly, as if he had become a big villain in the eyes of everyone.
"Uncle Ji, rest assured, your concerns do not exist. He was still brought here by Fang Songqi, and only then did he learn some things that were not clear before. Don't say misleading Fang Songqi, he didn't even interfere, Dean Sun told him that Fang Songqi wanted a photo of Shen Jiarong, and he asked Dean Sun to do whatever he wanted.
Yes, you can do what you have to do, Fang Songqi found it out by himself, let her know if she should know.
It just so happened that he could also take this opportunity to show up and meet her naturally, without breaking Ji Zhongtang's promise to her.
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The next day, Fang Songqi went to the old doctor for a follow-up consultation, and in the afternoon, he followed Ji Zhongtang to see the world and gain knowledge-
An old friend who used to be in a high position in an African country came to China, because he had a very good personal relationship with Ji Zhongtang, so he asked Ji Zhongtang to catch up with him by the way. Ji Zhongtang took the group to the Forbidden City, and Fang Songqi followed Secretary Jin, pretending to be a little secretary.
The interesting nature is not to see the scenery, but international friends have a strong desire to learn Chinese, everywhere, to take things within the scope of vision to ask Ji Zhongtang, listening to the strange pronunciation of African friends is fun, listening to Ji Zhongtang with his familiarity with the different cultures of China and Africa to help African friends accurately and barrier-free integration is even more fun. The difficulty is never the translation itself, but the breaking down of the barriers between different cultures.
On the way back, Fang Songqi couldn't bear it, and took the initiative to ask Ji Zhongtang a few questions she had left, which accidentally triggered Ji Zhongtang's teaching*, and he didn't hesitate to ask for a lot of information, as if he wanted to instill it all in one go.
Fang Songqi's throat improved, so he couldn't help but talk more, and in the face of his "nagging is not over", he frowned, and complained bluntly when he was studying and working under him recently: "I can't eat a big fat man at once, Uncle Ji, don't always stuff so many things, give me time to digest, or wait until I actually encounter problems in the future, and then ask you for advice." ”
Ji Zhongtang said: "If you can't digest it, it's good to know a little bit first, which is equivalent to having a vague concept, laying a foundation, you won't be unfamiliar in the future, and you can master it faster." ”
Fang Songqi: "......" uh...... She's going to be defeated by him. He is so good at teaching*, why don't you just officially settle in the school, become a teacher, and set up a special course to teach students?
Ji Zhongtang said again: "Moreover, in the future, who can guarantee that there will be a future?"
"......" Fang Songqi chose to shut up. Ji Laoqi is right, this uncle is too talkative*.
Although he refuted her, Ji Zhongtang ended the topic and did not continue to expand with her.
This made Fang Songqi feel a little guilty in his heart, thinking about whether to respect the old man and pick a new topic to let him enjoy ......?
Ah, grass, she is really aggrieved under the fence, why did she fall into the ...... to take Ji Zhongtang's emotions into account?
Without waiting for Fang Songqi to come up with a result, the car drove back to the courtyard.
Ji Zhongtang only remembered to look at his mobile phone at this time, and reminded Fang Songqi after looking at his mobile phone: "Xiao Fang, Jiahan is here." ”
Fang Songqi paused slightly, pushed the car door and got out of the car, and then Lin Shinian's figure waiting outside the courtyard gate entered her field of vision.