Xiao Yao's words were calm and polite when they sounded, but they were so ruthless in Xiao Ling's ears. She couldn't stand anymore, and she was even more shaky, and her expression was withered.

Xiao Yao, who was about to continue writing a letter, looked back and saw that he couldn't bear it anymore, he got up and came to the door, stretched out his hand to help Xiaoling, but she refused with body language, gritted her teeth and insisted, and said in a trembling voice:

"Xiao Yao, I don't care what he said to you, it's all fake, it's all his nonsense. I have a sincere heart for you, but you don't trust me at all, you have disappointed me so much. Wait until you calm down and think about it. You don't understand my heart, I know it myself. All I can tell is that I didn't lie to you. ”

Xiao Yao didn't want to talk to her, which made Xiao Ling's heart feel like ashes. She stopped begging, changed her former meekness, and buried her tenderness deep in her heart.

After Gu Ling finished speaking, regardless of her physical and mental exhaustion, she turned around, lifted her steps lightly, and slowly moved her almost paralyzed body.

"Hurry up and change your clothes, they're all in the table. ”

Before going out, Xiao Ling looked back at Xiao Yao for the last time, what kind of look it was, Xiao Yao couldn't express it at all.

But the last glance she gave Xiao Yao, Xiao Yao still remembers it vividly.

In the decades to come, he remembered that his remorse had not diminished with the passage of time, but had become more and more severe. He also apologized to Xiaoling thousands of times in his heart: Xiaoling, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Xiaoling...... I was wrong!!!

If Xiao Yao stepped forward at this time to grab Xiaoling, give her a word of comfort, and give her a warmth, it would not be that they would never see each other for the rest of their lives, have no news, and do not know whether they live or die.

However, if it is non-existent. Xiao Yao didn't move, he just stood there and watched Xiao Ling leave, without a word or action.

What's even worse is that as soon as Xiao Ling left, he returned to the table and continued to write the ugly handwriting, line by line, on the letterhead. Every stroke of his is a hurt to Xiaoling, and it can be described as a word of punishment.

Xiaoling:

The reason why I am writing this letter to you is because there are so many things that I cannot say in front of you.

Let's break up, Zhu Jiuyong's words tonight made me pause and made me completely recognize myself. He's right, I'm a good-for-nothing person, and I'm not worthy of you at all.

I don't think I have the sincerity of his love for you, and I admit that there is more than one girl in my heart, and I am not as dedicated as he is in love with you. Your kindness to me, in front of him, makes me ashamed, I don't want you to stick this flower on my cow dung.

Xiaoling, you are a good girl. Not only are you a very beautiful girl, but you are also so gentle and considerate, hardworking and virtuous, and you are also very good at taking care of people.

I'm so glad you were so kind to me, and I was like a proud prince when I was with you. However, I don't think it's me who you like, even he said that you are so good to me for the sake of my family and parents.

I'm writing this letter because I don't want you to marry me against your heart. I can't figure out who you really like and who you love in your heart. So, I chose to quit and no longer be an obstacle to your pursuit of true happiness.

From the moment you read this letter, you are free. As for the date of your parents' marriage, don't take it to heart, I will ask my mother to cancel this date and completely end the relationship between you and me.

Xiaoling, to be honest, I like you. But I can't take the love of others, let alone marry someone else's woman. He said it was my existence that hindered the love between the two of you. I think about it, he's much better than me.

It is true that I am inferior to him in every way, except for fights and family conditions. This point, he didn't mention it tonight, I still think I am self-righteous and think that I am superior.

I got out of the fight and couldn't find my way out, so I went home embarrassed. I was expelled from school when I was studying, and I had no hope of going on to higher education, and the people around me abandoned me one by one, and even the people who used to get along the closest to me did not come to me, and I was no longer the original self.

When I came to the factory, you were all very busy, but I couldn't do this, I couldn't do it well, except for poking the basket and hurting myself, I was a parasite. If you marry me, I will definitely not be able to give you the happiness you want, and it will only hurt you for the rest of your life.

So, I chose to break up. My departure is also to respect you, cherish you, and give you the right to choose again.

I don't blame him for tonight's events, and you don't blame me either. Before, I didn't know the relationship between the two of you, and you also told me that you have nothing to do with him, and I believed you without any doubt.

However, from returning his diary tonight, I realized that you have always had him in your heart, and it is because of my existence that you dare not admit it.

But I have been kept in the dark, and I have been amorous, and I even offered to help you return his diary, and promised to solve his entanglement for you. It's really ridiculous to think about it, it's so naïve to think about it, what he gave you, you haven't returned it for a long time, but I can do it.

I came here today with the expectation that there would be a new beginning, but I didn't expect it to end before it even started.

This may be the will of God, it seems that the old fairy will not be accurate in measuring words, he said to my mother that my marriage is in the south, your home is in the south of the factory, my mother still believes it is true, who knows that it is just a dream.

At this point, although I still have a lot to say, I don't want to say anything more. However, please rest assured, I will leave the factory tomorrow and go home, so as not to be embarrassed by the meeting between you and me. Also, I won't spread the word about it, and I hope you will save some face for me and keep it a secret for the time being.

Finally, I wish you to find your true love and I wish you happiness and happiness forever!

Regards

Xiao Yao's masterpiece

June 6, 1984

After writing the letter and signing the date, Xiao Yao took three pieces of letter paper full of Bagen grass-like handwriting, shook it in his hand, and had a wry smile on his face. He didn't think about the consequences of giving this letter to Xiaoling, although he was reluctant, he was determined to do it.

With such a contradictory and perverted psychology, those three pieces of letter paper were scratched in many places by him with the tip of a pen when he was writing. Although his handwriting was ugly, he did manage to penetrate the back of the paper and rot the paper.

After changing into dry clothes, Xiao Yao folded the letter neatly and made it into a purse. He didn't use the envelope, and went directly to Xiaoling's residence with his hand. Xiao Ling's room didn't turn on the light, Xiao Yao stood at the door and knocked lightly three times.

In Xiao Yao's subconscious, he still wanted to see Xiao Ling, even if he didn't say a word, he also wanted to see Xiao Ling who had given him infinite warmth. But the room was quiet, there was no movement, Xiao Yao stuffed the letter through the crack under the door, sighed lightly, and left quietly.

Xiao Yao wanted to go home overnight, but at this time the crescent moon had set in the west, and the night was dark and deep.

Xiao Yao never dared to walk at night, so he had to go back to his room to sleep and wait for tomorrow morning to return. Maybe it was because the water war was too tired, or maybe it was because he was sad in his heart, Xiao Yao slept until he was disturbed by a quick knock on the door, and then woke up from his sleep.

"Second son, second son, get up, don't sleep!"

There was a continuous knock on the door, and Master Wang, who had never called Xiao Yao to get up, shouted outside the door regardless of his image. Xiao Yao got up, rubbed his eyes and opened the door.

"Are you still asleep?" Your dad told you to go to his office right now. ”

Xiao Yao was stunned when he heard that "Xiaoling is gone", but he didn't ask, and wanted to come to wash his face and brush his teeth before going to his father's, but he was dragged away by Master Wang.

From the large office where Xiao Yao slept to his father's office, there was a pond in between. Coming and going from the south end of the pond to bypass, this is not far from the road, Xiao Yao thought a lot.

He and Xiaoling always had to give an explanation to their parents, but he didn't expect it to come so soon.

When he arrived at the door of his father's office, Xiao Yao turned his heart sideways, anyway, this matter must be solved sooner or later, and it is better to solve it as soon as possible, so as to save himself from living in fear all day long. He stubbornly followed Master Wang to his father.

Xiao's father was not the only one in the office, Xiaoling's father, Master Gu, also frowned tightly and watched Xiao Yao enter the door without saying a word.

"Dad, Uncle Gu. ”

After Xiao Yao greeted respectfully, he stood aside with his hands down.

"You still have the face to call Uncle Gu? What's wrong with Xiaoling? What's wrong with her? Where can't you stand up to you bastard? After so many years of books, you've read it in the belly of a dog? If you don't make it clear to me in person today, I'll break your dog's legs." ”

Seeing Xiao Yao's lazy and tired state, Xiao's father changed his composure in the past when Mount Tai collapsed in front of him and his face did not change, and he asked a series of questions. He's not angry, it's just a volcanic eruption.

If it weren't for the presence of Master Wang and Uncle Gu, Xiao Yao might have been beaten when he entered the door, and it would be a fat beating.

Xiao Yao's ears were buzzing by his father's question, he took two steps back in fear, and said in a whisper:

"I don't think it's appropriate, I don't think I'm worthy of her. I....... ”

"Oh, second son, you are too diligent in your pen, if you have anything to say, it's over, what kind of letter do you write? ”

Master Wang eagerly interrupted Xiao Yao, Xiao Yao and Xiao Ling broke up, he seemed to be more anxious than anyone else. He has been designated by Xiao Mu as one of the red mediators of Xiao Yao and Xiaoling's relationship, as the matchmaker of the man. But as soon as he finished speaking, he realized that he had slipped out.

"Bastard, you don't deserve Xiaoling! But why did you go earlier? At this juncture, you come to this hand, how do you let us be parents?"

"Oh, the factory director, the second son is still young, and he loves to do things impulsively, which is all caused by the pen being too diligent, he is just too diligent with the pen, but the pen is too diligent. Second son, hurry up and admit your mistake to your father-in-law. ”

It is not so much that Master Wang said this to Xiao's father, but that he was explaining to Xiaoling's father for Xiao Yao. When he spoke, his eyes kept looking at Master Gu.