072: The shattering of dreams of love

Since Duan Linfeng came down the mountain, Jian Xiyan had more expectations, she believed that it wouldn't be long before Murong Wenyu would come to pick her up, but every day was empty joy, not only did Murong Wenyu not come, but Duan Linfeng never showed up again.

As the days here get longer and longer, Jian Xiyan's heart is becoming more and more unsettled, waiting for an endless time, looking at it without a goal, disturbing Jian Xiyan's heart.

What changes is the season, what doesn't change is waiting, Jian Xiyan even felt that Murong Wenyu didn't think about taking her back when he decided to "abandon" her here.

Believing in Mizukage's words, he waited here stupidly, not daring to move a bit, for fear that he would miss it when he came, was she too infatuated or too naïve? If he loved her enough, how could he be willing to be separated from her for so long?

"Murong Wenyu, I really want to know what is your reason for being like this?" Knowing that there was no one else to kiss in the Southern Xinjiang Country except for him and Xiaolian, she still coldly abandoned her, and the reason was acceptable to her?

Watching the mountain peaks covered with snow, and then watching the snow slowly melt, the winter slowly passed, and it was another spring, and it had been a year since she came to the southern Xinjiang country.

Sad.

"Huihui, what should I do?" Jian Xiyan looked helplessly at the opposite peak, she couldn't go back, and it seemed that it didn't make any sense to stay, and the water shadow was always faint, faint, and there was no valuable information from him at all.

The mountains in early spring are very quiet, there is no noise of birds, Jian Xiyan wakes up late, in fact, she often can't sleep all night, every time she closes her eyes when it is almost dawn, not to mention that even if she wakes up, she has nothing to do, worried about poisonous plants, and afraid of the appearance of flowers, so Jian Xiyan is more often sitting somewhere in a daze, she feels that there is a tendency to mold.

The water shadow is always nowhere to be seen, even if he shows up, he doesn't talk much, and occasionally he will take the initiative to talk to her for a while, but he talks more about his poisonous babies, for his poison, Jian Xiyan is not very interested, but he still passively remembers the appearance of some plants and their names.

Jian Xiyan also tried to persuade Mizukage to send her down the mountain, but every time Mizukage said: "If you don't come to me to invite, I won't send you when you leave, if you don't want to be a jackal, not afraid of mountain dangers, and not afraid of never seeing your husband again, you can go down the mountain alone." ”

If you don't send it, you won't send it, why do you want to talk a lot? Yes, it's because I saw that she was timid and knew that she didn't dare to go down the mountain alone, so she was such a stinky fart.

Thinking that her range of activities could only be this square inch, Jian Xiyan felt that Shui Ying was too impersonal, but she was helpless against him.

Duan Linfeng has never shown up since that time to go down the mountain, Jian Xiyan absolutely believes that he will bring the words, as for why Murong Wenyu didn't come, Jian Xiyan can only comfort himself, the mountain road is slippery in winter, it is really not suitable for going up the mountain, but now it is spring, and he is still a brave and resourceful general, such a reason is really far-fetched.

Even if I tried to find a reason for him, I couldn't find a suitable one.

With all kinds of incomprehension, the days are overshadowed by the day, and the heart that misses too much has lost its original heat because of this long wait, you come or not, I am here, you read or not, love has always been in the bottom of my heart, I am hot or not, it is always a one-man show, and there is no audience there.

Murong Wenyu, I hate you like this, I hate myself like this.

Habits, terrible habits, even if disappointment is inevitable, but still open the door with hope, hoping that something will happen in the next second.

As soon as he opened the door of the house, he saw Duan Linfeng striding in the direction of the corner of the mountain, because he was walking fast, he didn't notice Jian Xiyan.

Seeing Duan Linfeng who finally appeared, Jian Xiyan was excited, so she covered the door and chased after her, only he could bring her the news of the mountain, and only he could tell her about Murong Wenyu's situation.

Whether it is joy or sorrow will soon be seen.

However, Duan Lin Feng walked quickly and disappeared in a blink of an eye, why did he disappear? Could it be that he looked away? Jian Xiyan walked up for a while, but there was still no one to be seen, she turned around in place, where did he go?

Since the person is not there, he can only return the same way, and it is really tiring to trot all the way to keep up, so let's rest for a while and then go back, so Jian Xiyan found a relatively flat stone and sat down.

The spring mountain breeze was still a little bone-chilling, and the cheeks were sore when it was blowing, Jian Xiyan rubbed her face and got up, and was about to go down the mountain when she heard the sound of talking.

"Yu really doesn't have any news at all?" it was Mizukage who asked, and when he heard the word Yu, Jian Xiyan instinctively pricked up his ears.

"No, I've been checking for the past few months but haven't found any news, it's been a few months, and it's been so badly injured that there is no chance of survival. Duan Linfeng said in a deep voice.

The injury is so serious, and there is no chance of survival? Jian Xiyan was stunned and thought, who are they talking about?

"You mean Yu is really dead?" Mizukage's voice sounded with forbearance of sadness.

How could it be, it must have been too windy for her to hear it wrong, how could her Yu die, she was still waiting for him to pick her up, so she pricked up her ears even harder in order to confirm that she had heard it wrong.

"If Madam knows that Brother Murong is dead, I don't know if she can bear it. Duan Linfeng sighed lightly, she had been waiting for Murong Wenyu to pick her up, but in the end, what she was waiting for was the news of his death, so how could she bear it?

"Let's not tell her about Yu yet. Mizukage said softly.

"It seems that this is the only way to go. Duan Lin Fengfu sighed lightly again, but how long could she hide it, one day she would know that it was unbearable.

Later, they all talked about what Jian Xiyan didn't listen to, her mind was full of these three words, her eyes became blurred inexplicably, she closed her eyes hard, trying to squeeze away what was blocking her vision, and when she opened her eyes, there was still a layer of mist.

She wiped the dampness on her face vigorously, for the sake of Murong Wenyu, she didn't allow herself to cry casually, but she was not sure now if her tears could still hurt his heart.

No, this is definitely not true, what they said must not be her Yu, Yu said that he wanted to protect her, she believed it, Yu said that he would not fail her, she believed it, Yu also said that it would be long, she also believed it, how could a man who made her so convinced abandon him?

He couldn't do that to her.

Shui Ying asked her to wait here, she waited, Duan Linfeng promised to go to the General's Mansion to spread the word, she believed it, but they lied to her, no, she didn't have to rely on anyone anymore, she needed to find out the truth by herself.

Yes, you can only rely on yourself in everything, Jian Xiyan clenched her fists hard, it is true that she is a woman, but it does not mean that she is weak, it is because she believes in them that she has spent so much time.

She had to go down, and without any help.

The mountain road was far steeper than Jian Xiyan imagined, looking at the bottomless cliff bottom, Jian Xiyan's calves trembled uncontrollably, but thinking that she could only see Murong Wenyu when she went down the mountain, she closed her eyes and secretly cheered herself.

Every step he took was scared, but thinking that every step he took meant that he was one point closer to Murong Wenyu, he was full of confidence, so he walked for about two hours, and when he looked at it, he still couldn't see the end, Jian Xiyan couldn't understand why this mountain was so high and so shaking.

In the end, Jian Xiyan almost crawled, after a long time, the clothes at the knees had oozed blood stains, and she was bent on seeing Murong Wenyu soon, and she was bent on knowing the truth, Jian Xiyan completely ignored the pain in her knees.

She didn't know how long she had been climbing, and all kinds of strange sounds made her heart tighten again and again, even if she died, she would die in front of Murong Wenyu, with such a heart, Jian Xiyan would never allow herself to give up.

The sky slowly darkened, and when she finally saw the dotted lights, Jian Xiyan smiled, and finally reached the bottom of the mountain, the bottom of the mountain is close, will the General's Mansion be far away?

Thankfully, she didn't encounter a man-eating wolf or a creepy mollusk along the way, and although she collapsed to the ground several times under the sound of the ghost crying wolf, she persevered.

When she saw Murong Wenyu, she must question him properly, he can not love her, but he must not abandon her like this, and he will also abandon her on this sparsely populated mountain.

Finally rushed to the bottom of the mountain, looking at the flat road, Jian Xiyan breathed a sigh of relief, adjusted slightly, Jian Xiyan limped to the bright place, first find someone to settle down, and then set off at dawn.

It seems to be a very close distance, but Jian Xiyan has walked for a long time, but she still hasn't been able to see the village or the house, the lights that are clearly extinguished seem to be not far away, it is definitely a lie to you without discussion, Jian Xiyan doesn't know how long it will take to see the familiar humans, but she knows that she is really struggling.

I really couldn't walk, Jian Xiyan had to stop and rest, she had been nesting on the mountain for this time, it was the first time to walk such a long way, she swore that she was not hypocritical, but the soles of her feet still grinded out a lot of blisters, and it hurt her heart when she moved.

The pain in her body is still bearable, if her heart hurts, can she bear it? With a hand on her chest, she would rather believe that Murong Wenyu abandoned her before ignoring her, and she didn't want to believe what Duan Linfeng said, Yu died.

He was in the prime of life, and he was free of illness and pain, so how could he be associated with death? She hated the word very much.

The weather in spring, the night is still extremely cold, and the night wind is steep, Jian Xiyan huddled together with her shoulders, originally just wanted to take a break and set off, but she was cold and hungry and sat and her eyelids overlapped uncontrollably.

Yu, Huihui, Xiaolian, silently recited their names in their hearts, and Jian Xiyan fell asleep like this.