Chapter 1276: Crying is such a happy thing
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Yan Qingyu's question made Chu Feng a little unsure of how to answer.
Chu Feng thought about it, he could only shake his head and say, "I don't know. ”
He hadn't faced the Wraith head-on so far, so he didn't know what the odds would be for them even if they could be fused.
"But the odds are higher than now, aren't they?" Yan Qingyu smiled.
Chu Feng nodded and said, "That's true." ”
Yan Qingyu laughed and said, "Then let's do it and fuse our strength." ”
Chu Feng was slightly stunned and asked, "How do you want to fuse?"
Yan Qingyu just smiled and didn't speak.
"Chu Feng. After a while, Yan Qingyu suddenly spoke.
"Huh?" Chu Feng's expression was a little surprised, because it was extremely rare for Yan Qingyu to call his name like this—after all, Yan Qingyu preferred to casually call some strange but affectionate nicknames than by calling his name.
"When I knew you...... I'm really still Yan Qingyu. Yan Qingyu turned his head to look at Chu Feng, and then turned around, "At that time, I was not the Yuqing Emperor, let alone the power of the tenth reincarnation. I was ...... at that time Save you, maybe because of the subconscious trend in your mind, but ...... I never wanted to take advantage of you. Do you believe me?"
"Nature believes in you. Chu Feng nodded with a smile and said, "You are also Yan Qingyu now, and you have always been Yan Qingyu." ”
Yan Qingyu looked at Chu Feng, squinted his eyes and smiled.
She smiled beautifully and beautifully, although her face was unusually pale.
"Chu Feng, the power in the abyss below is called the Wraith, and it is it that gave birth to me. Yan Qingyu continued, "It's pitiful, it's driven crazy by emotions that don't belong to it, but ...... In order to be able to eat until the things I like to eat, it has to die. ”
Chu Feng nodded and said, "I understand, you can't do it...... I'll do it......"
"Chu Feng, a person's life is really short. Yan Qingyu said, her eyes a little red, "I'm really glad that I can come to the world, like this...... I was able to meet a lot of people, a lot of things, a lot of delicious food...... I haven't eaten that many goodies yet...... There are so many beautiful things that I haven't enjoyed...... I...... I don't want to die...... I want to live......"
Chu Feng's expression changed suddenly, and he wanted to say something, but Yan Qingyu's body suddenly heard a slight "click" sound.
"Chu Feng, I'll leave the rest to you. Yan Qingyu smiled slightly, "I'm sorry, I have to let you take care of these things alone...... But if it were you now, it would be fine, wouldn't it worry me like I used to?"
Chu Feng's expression changed again, and he still wanted to act, but an uncontrollable force suddenly poured into his body, driving his body to step forward suddenly, and he clenched Yan Qingyu's hand with both hands.
Yan Qingyu's expression was a little haggard, and his hands were a little cold, but they were very soft.
Chu Feng couldn't help but start trembling as his body was out of his control, and he began to frantically extract power from Yan Qingyu's body.
Streams of blue light, bursts of colorful brilliance, shot out from all parts of Yan Qingyu's body, and then converged into Chu Feng's body.
The power was surging, and every wisp that flowed into his body would bring him more vigorous vitality, making his spirit incomparably stronger in an instant, and also making him understand many questions in an instant that he had never thought about.
Two lines of clear tears rolled down Yan Qingyu's cheeks and shattered into the void.
Chu Feng looked at Yan Qingyu's appearance, his heart was full of pain, he wanted to say something, but at this moment, his body no longer belonged to him at all.
Yan Qingyu smiled slightly, and the light in his eyes began to dim gradually.
Chu Feng's eyes were slightly red.
"Hey, you're a man, you're so old, do you still cry?" Yan Qingyu didn't care about the tear stains on his cheeks that didn't dry up at all, and teased with a smile, "When you were a fool, you didn't have red eyes so easily, did you? ”
Chu Feng smiled reluctantly, and the muscles at the corners of his mouth twitched slightly.
Yan Qingyu pursed her mouth and said, "It's so ugly to laugh, it's better to cry." ”
Chu Feng's vision was a little blurred, and Yan Qingyu's image was also blurred.
"Chu Feng, what if you say ...... When I listened to you, if I didn't run out to play, would I not have left so many regrets?" Yan Qingyu said softly, with too many regrets in his eyes.
If she had obediently listened to Yan Tianjun and Chu Feng and didn't want to go out to play, she wouldn't have fallen into the White Emperor's Mausoleum, right?
That way, there will be no next series of events, and there will be no more times when she returns to this world to know that everything is wrong.
Even, she had to watch the ghost country be destroyed, and the elders who loved her were wiped out with the ghost country, and she never saw the last side of her only playmate Liu Ruxin when she was a child.
Nothing is gone.
Her home, the people she considered family were gone.
When she heard the news, she wanted to die in agony.
But she couldn't die, because the spirits wouldn't let her die.
But now she can finally die.
All the responsibilities, all the obligations, were handed over to the person she saved once, and then desperately saved her several times.
She looked at the thin young man in front of her, and suddenly remembered the young man back then.
The submissive teenager.
The boy who lacked self-confidence.
The boy who was scared by her.
The boy who was teased by her.
The boy who was unwilling but had no choice but to grit his teeth and call himself "good sister" and "master".
The boy who rushed to her side and protected her against all odds.
The boy who will be sad because he is sad and happy because he is happy.
She suddenly realized that she hadn't seen him for a long, long time.
It was too long, too long for her to forget.
She forgot that the boy would also grow up, that boy had already grown into the youth in front of her, and everything was no longer what she remembered.
But no matter how the boy grows, she can still recognize him.
Because even though the boy has grown into a young man, he has not changed.
His eyes have never changed, they are always so stubborn and simple.
At a glance, you can see a bright starry sky.
It was the only thing she was familiar with since she returned to the world.
Yan Qingyu smiled, but the tears never stopped.
Because like she said, she really didn't want to die.
Although there is nothing left, she knows that as long as she lives, she will one day let everything return to its proper state.
She didn't want to die, but she had to.
Only when she dies will all her power enter Chu Feng's body.
Only in this way can Chu Feng have the strength to fight against the spirits.
This is her fate, and it is also Chu Feng's fate, from the day the two plans were put on the agenda, they were doomed to a fate that could not be avoided or escaped.
Yan Qingyu's smile gradually regained its calmness, and looking at Chu Feng, there was no longer the slightest wave.
Chu Feng also looked at Yan Qingyu, and tears of pain blurred his vision again.
He couldn't see Yan Qingyu clearly.
All he can see clearly is the memories and times that belong to the past.
The girl who saved him when he was about to be killed.
The girl who sat on the roof, dangling her feet in the air, smiling and sipping melon seeds.
The girl who wanted to ask him "Do you eat melon seeds?"
That girl, for such a long time, has endured loneliness alone, and has endured unimaginable pain alone.
Even now, she has to go on the road alone.
Chu Feng wanted to speak, but there was a meaningless roar in his throat, like a beast, trapped by something, unable to struggle out no matter what.
Yan Qingyu smiled, his figure becoming more and more blurred, more and more ethereal.
Everything that made up her body was frantically merging into Chu Feng's body, and she was about to leave this world.
"You don't need to say anything, you're so stupid anyway, you can't say it. Yan Qingyu smiled slightly, "I originally came from nothingness, and the power of nothingness occupied a corpse, from nothing, it was luck, from there to nothing, it was fate." ”
"You have read so many Taoist scriptures and experienced so many things, you should know...... Death is not the end of life, death ...... It's just the sublimation of life. There is no eternal power, and there is no immortal life. Yan Qingyu said softly, even though she was clearly unwilling and sad in her heart, she still wanted to walk better, her weakness ...... How can it be seen?
"To die is to return to the original state of life. Yan Qingyu laughed softly, but her tears became more and more turbulent, gushing out like spring water, wetting her clothes, "No...... There is nothing to ...... Sad ......"
Yan Qingyu tried her best to keep her smile, but she couldn't keep it anymore and cried loudly.
Yan Qingyu cried very painfully, heartbreakingly.
Yan Qingyu not only cried painfully, but also more happily.
Her emotions have been suppressed for too long, and the eruption at this moment has vented her emotions for so many years, whether happy or sad, like a volcanic eruption.
Although it is always said that only the weak need tears, crying is only a symbol of weakness and pity.
But Yan Qingyu knew that it had never been like this.
As long as people are still alive in the world, they will still feel joy and sadness, then they will always cry.
Crying is a symbol of being truly alive.
Crying is enough to prove that a person is not a numb walking corpse.
She can still cry at the moment, and there are endless emotions, which is really a happy thing.
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