9ooo6[o]442 Volume 9 Fate and Darkness Chapter 603 If I can't get you, I'm willing to ruin you

Three hopes and despair are only separated by one word. The difference is only one step ugly

Yang Siyu's former wish was to be able to make peace. A lifetime of photos, plain to old. She doesn't have the luxury of being vigorous, and she doesn't have to be rich and expensive, as long as. Staying by her side forever until the end of her life is the greatest happiness of her life.

But. Just a few words pushed her to the brink of despair, crushing her happiness in the pouring of mysteries, worthless.

The phrase "when are you going to pick her up?" made her as cold as being in an ice cellar, shivering with cold, so cold that it hurt her heart.

Raising her face, Yang Siyu looked at it with a desperate and sad expression, "But on his face, she couldn't see the slightest nostalgia and unbearable, only indifference and indifference, and the cold deeply pierced her heart."

A tear crept out of the corner of her eye, slashed down her face, and splashed on the ground.

Closing her eyes in pain, Yang Siyu didn't dare to look at him again, every time she looked at him more, she would only feel that the pain in her heart would be a little more. With her hands tightly wrapped around her arms, she only felt that her body was so cold, even if she had hugged herself very tightly, she still couldn't stop her body from trembling.

My heart hurts, as if I suddenly stuffed my heart with something, heavy and heavy, and I couldn't breathe. She couldn't hear anything about the person on the phone, she just felt that her mind seemed to be blank and chaotic. Faintly audible. sound, but it can't be heard.

At this moment, she suddenly felt that Yuan Lai was so far away from her, so far that no matter how hard she tried to catch it, she could never catch his shadow.

Is this the end of the world? The corners of Yang Siyu's mouth flashed with bitterness.

I don't know when. I'm already paying attention to the phone, and I'm sitting in a chair thinking about something. When Yang Siyu reopened his teary eyes, he saw it. He looked straight ahead, frowning slightly, as if he was seriously thinking about things.

His serious appearance is really charming, but why, does he feel so uncomfortable?

Slightly open lips. Yang Siyu's eyes were red, and he made his last effort in a trembling voice, and said in a low trembling voice: "Don't go." Glancing at her. His eyes were calm, calm like a bottomless pool of water, without the slightest ripple. The same flat tone said: "I have something to do." ”

Yang Siyu looked at him pleadingly, and begged bitterly: "Don't leave me alone." Looked at her. Still said in a flat tone: "You won't be alone." ”

"Don't" Yang Siyu shook his head desperately and tugged tightly. cried, "Don't leave me." Please."

"I'm going back to the capital. ”

Yang Siyu begged: "Then take me with you" or, "Or I'll wait for you here." Okay, I promise you. I will be very well-behaved, I will be obedient, and I will not run around. Please". looked at her and said, "You're going to the Eagle Country." ”

"I'm not leaving!" Yang Siyu held his head and shook his head desperately...... He frowned slightly and said, "My task is only to escort you to the East China Sea, the task has been completed, and it has nothing to do with me whether you leave or not." ”

Yang Siyu was stunned. With a hint of heartbreak in his tearful eyes, he looked at it and muttered, "Am I just your task?". There was no answer. From his eyes, Yang Siyu could see it. I don't have half a point of nostalgia for myself. Closing his eyes in pain, letting the tears of heartache fall fiercely, Yang Siyu muttered: "It's for Qingyu, right?" Still no answer. But Yang Siyu already knew the answer he wanted. From before. On the phone, she knew that "she wanted to go back to the capital for Ruan Qingyu."

Ruan Qingyu is really so important, is it more important than her?

Lowering his head, Yang Siyu whispered in a trembling voice holding his last hope, "Can you sue me, have you ever liked me?"

"Nope. The cold and ruthless words were like a sharp knife piercing deep into her heart, and then the whole heart was slashed again, until she was scarred, bloody and bloody, and she could no longer breathe in pain.

It's just that she didn't know that there was another sentence that didn't come out, "I won't like anyone." ”

Yang Siyu closed her eyes tightly, she didn't want to. Seeing his weak side, but why, why tears still poured out of his eyes.

Sitting on it weakly, Yang Siyu only felt stunned at this moment as if his soul had left his body, empty, light, spinning, turning his head dizzy, and his stomach churned.

"Vomit!" Yang Siyu suddenly felt a twitch in his stomach, and couldn't help but sit on the ground and retch. But his mouth was wide open. After retching for a long time, only a few traces of bitter water came out of my throat.

Sitting on the cold ground, Yang Siyu couldn't help crying. She cried so beautifully, and the beauty was heartbreaking. It is said that tears are a woman's greatest weapon, but yes. The woman's tears are ineffective for him, and even more annoying.

In the training camp. No one would cry, not even the female students there. To cry is to be weak, and those who are weak will be eliminated.

The instructor once said. Women are burdens, and crying women are even more burdensome. on this sentence. I deeply agree that people who will not treat things calmly when encountered, and who can only cry and cry can only harm others.

There was silence in the room, and the silence was oppressive.

Yang Siyu sat on it and sobbed silently. sat on the chair and looked at her with faint eyes. There was no fluctuation in her eyes, and there was no fluctuation because of the beauty of her crying. He seems to be like a wax figure, and no matter how haggard the woman in front of him cries, it has nothing to do with him.

"Knock!" finally sounded a belated knock on the door, and the door to the ward was pushed open, and both entered. acquaintances. Firebirds and snow bells. Firebird and Snow Bell were joined by six mercenaries, but all six stayed outside the door and did not come in together.

"Wow, what's wrong?" As soon as the firebird came in, he saw Yang Siyu crying miserably. Blinked and asked, "Why are you crying so complaining?" You're not really going to do anything bad to people, are you?" didn't have time to pay attention to the firebird's mouth, and dropped a sentence lightly, "I'll leave it to you." Ben Huo stood up.

At this moment, Yang Siyu suddenly stretched out his hand and dragged it stiffly. The corner of his clothes begged bitterly: "Don't go." Please". Frowning slightly, she didn't speak, just took the clothes out of her hand with a bit of roughness and savagery

, Immortal shame out of Siyu grasped it very tightly, even if the clothes rubbed against the fingers of the year, she didn't want to let go. But she was always a woman. There is no strength. Big, I could only watch weakly as the last corner of my clothes slipped out of my fingers.

The clothes slipped away, and it was as if the whole world was collapsing in an instant. In Yang Siyu's crying eyes, tears kept pouring out.

pulled out the corner of his clothes", and walked towards the door without looking back. Walk so resolutely, walk without nostalgia.

Yang Siyu used all his strength to call out loudly, but. But he didn't stop for her for a moment, until the figure disappeared at the door of the ward.

Yang Siyu was stupid and looked at the door stupidly. The arm remained in mid-air, as if trying to grasp something, but nothing was caught.

Close her eyes, she knows. Won't be coming back.

The grievances and grievances that had been suppressed for a long time were finally difficult to press, Yang Siyu raised his head suddenly, opened his mouth suddenly, and used all his remaining strength to look up to the sky and cry loudly: "Why !!?"

Why?

Why are you leaving? Am I really inferior to Ruan Qingyu?

Do you know that I have tied my happiness to you, and I thought that I would find happiness in my life. But you turned around mercilessly, and let my happiness slip through your fingers. Leave me alone, broken and alone.

If you can be so ruthless, why give me hope?

After giving me a longing dream, he cruelly twisted my dream to pieces!

Heart, why does it hurt so much,

"Bang!" Yang Siyu lay weakly on the cold ground, tears sliding down from the corners of his eyes and wetting his sideburns. Her eyes stared blankly blank at the ceiling, colorless, as if her heart was dead.

When the desire turns into despair, a certain party in the heart also dies with it.

When the heart is broken, the heart is dead, and all that remains is a numb shell.

In the hospital room, the firebird scratched his nose in embarrassment. After giving Xue Ling'er a look, he turned around and went out, closing the door gently. Xue Ling'er's face was still like frost, and she looked at Yang Siyu quietly. A twitch flashed in his cold eyes.

When night came, Yang Siyu was still lying on the cold ground and had not moved. The ground had long been filled with a puddle of water, which were tears of heartbreak. There was no screaming, no struggle, and his eyes stared up at the ceiling with empty eyes, as if he were just a soulless shell, so numb that he couldn't even feel the pain.

At some point, the room was completely plunged into a dead silence. The closed curtains let in no light, and only the light that slipped in through the crack in the door of the outside hallway gave a hint of warmth to the cold room.

Yang Siyu had been lying motionless for several hours, and Xue Lingzhan had also stood with her for several hours. No one has touched. No one spoke. Silent and oppressive.

After a few more hours, a faint sigh from Snow Bell was finally heard in the darkness. Yang Siyu's pitiful experience, even Xue Ling'er, who had decided to completely freeze her heart, couldn't help but melt it.

Xue Ling'er said softly: "Let's sleep first, we will be on our way early tomorrow morning." ”

Yang Siyu didn't speak, only the sound of light breathing came intermittently. The tears are still flowing unstoppably, like a flood that has burst the embankment. I can't close that floodgate anymore.

Hovering between forgiveness and despair, the only feeling left is hurt!

Xue Ling'er continued: "He doesn't want you to be his loss, there is no need to hurt his body for someone who doesn't like him. "It's he who doesn't want me," Yang Siyu muttered. However, her voice was so low that even Xue Ling'er couldn't hear what she was saying.

Xue Ling'er asked, "What?"

"He didn't want me," Yang Siyu repeated, but this time Xue Ling'er could barely hear clearly.

Xue Ling'er didn't know how to comfort her, and she had no experience in terms of feelings, so she could only deeply sympathize with Yang Siyu's experience. Dandao died, her parents died, and the person she loved the most abandoned her again. In other words, Xue Ling'er, she believes that she will not do much better than Yang Siyu.

Only women know women best.

Sighing, Xue Ling'er said, "He doesn't want you, it's his loss." If you feel unwilling, you can take revenge on him and let him know that giving up on you is his biggest mistake. ”

"Revenge?" Yang Siyu muttered, and a trace of inexplicable brilliance seemed to flash in his little hollow and godless eyes, but it was a pity that Xue Ling'er didn't see it.

Xue Ling'er continued: "So you have to live well, find a man who is better than him, and let him know that you can't live without him." ”

In the dark night, Xue Ling'er didn't see Yang Siyu not listening to her words, her lips opened and closed slightly, and she muttered two words silently: "Revenge"

After a long time, Yang Siyu finally sat up slowly. Xue Ling'er thought that her persuasion had worked, so she let out a sigh of relief and stepped forward to help her up.

At this time, Yang Siyu said softly, "Can you help me turn on the light?"

"Huh? Okay. Xue Ling'er nodded. Turn on the light switch in the past.

"Smack!" the fluorescent lights flashed a few times. The room suddenly lit up with a snow-white light. Yang Siyu, who was pierced by the light, closed his eyes and waited for a moment before opening them again. At this time, Xue Ling'er appeared, her eyes were red as if she was oozing blood.

Yang Siyu turned his head, as if looking for something. Soon her eyes fell on the business card resting on the table, and she raised her hand weakly to get the business card, but it was always a distance away.

Xue Ling'er walked over to help her pick up the business card and asked, "Is this the one you are taking?" At the same time, the corner of her eye glanced at the business card, this is a business card with exquisite workmanship, just from the specifications and materials, you know that the person who owns it must have an extraordinary identity. It is such a distinctive business card, but it only has a name named Zhang Zhen printed on it, as well as a string of phone numbers and email addresses. Other than that, I don't even have a company, a position, or anything.

Yang Siyu stretched out her hand weakly, and Xue Ling'er hurriedly put the business card into her hand.

Yang Siyu took the business card and hesitated, then looked up at Xue Ling'er and asked, "Can you borrow me to make a call?" Her voice was soft, hoarse with a sense of exhaustion.

Xue Ling'er took out her mobile phone and handed it over, Yang Siyu took the phone, and entered a string of shrug codes according to the phone number on the business card.

The phone rang for a long time before it was Zhen, and Zhang Zhen's tired and decadent voice came from inside: "Hey" and "It's me." ”

It may be that Yang Siyu's voice is out of shape, and Zhang Zhen couldn't distinguish it for a while. Impatiently yelled, "Who the hell is it!"

Yang Siyu said softly: "I am Yang Siyu. Zhang Zhen was stunned for a while. Suddenly shouted in an excited tone: "Siyu?" But soon, his tone sank again, with helplessness and bitterness, and said with a wry smile: "I didn't expect you to really call me." Don't worry, I'll be back to Helan early tomorrow morning. I won't bother you again in the future.

"Are you free now?" Yang Siyu asked.

"Well, now? Yes. ”

"Can you come to the hospital?"

Zhang Zhen said happily: "Do you want to see me? Okay, I'll come right away! Wait for me!"

Hanging up the phone, Yang Siyu returned the phone to Xue Ling'er, then rested his head on the edge of the bed, looking at the ceiling blankly. She didn't know when her tears had stopped, but there was a luster in her empty eyes. That's despair! And, hate!

She hated, "I hate Ruan Qingyu even more." She vowed to take revenge, to take revenge. Since she can't get it, "then ruin him, no one wants to get him!"

The resentment accumulated under the oppression of the Yang family for more than 20 years, the tragic death of Dandao and his parents", ruthlessly abandoned, all the hatred and grievances that have been accumulated in the past 20 years, finally exploded completely under Xue Ling'er's unintentional guidance.

Love and hate are just a thin line. Because the love is too deep, I can't extricate myself. When the more you love, the more it hurts. The beloved is abandoned like garbage, all feelings are cheap and not even a piece of bread, and all self-esteem is torn and trampled on in an instant. This qiē forced Yang Siyu's thinking to go to the extreme, when deep love turned into extreme hatred, the only thing he wanted to do was to take revenge on the pain he had brought to himself, to return it tenfold, hundredfold or even a thousand times, to make him painful, to torture him completely.

Unconsciously, a smile appeared on the corner of Yang Siyu's mouth. A sneer appeared on his tear-stained face, and the smile was so poignant and so weird.

This mystery, Yang Siyu finally transformed. Throwing away all self-esteem and restraint, all that remains is a shell of madness for hatred.

Since then, tears are no longer simple, and smiles are no longer sincere.

Ten minutes later, Zhang Zhen, who had received a call and hurried, finally arrived. Because Xue Ling'er had greeted the firebird in advance, the firebird and the others who were guarding outside did not stop them.

"Bang!" Zhang Zhen slammed into the door. Before he could see clearly what people were inside, he couldn't wait to shout: "Siyu!"

His gaze swept around the room. Immediately, he saw Yang Siyu sitting on the ground, his neck resting on the bed, and looking at the ceiling stupidly. Seeing Yang Siyu's appearance, even Zhang Zhen was startled. Her body was wet, and her head was wet. A pair of eyes were red from crying.

Zhang Zhen took a few steps forward and didn't dare to get any closer, afraid that he would stimulate Yang Siyu again, so he only dared to stand far away, and called softly in distress: "Siyu." ”

Yang Siyu finally had a little reaction, and slowly raised his head to look at him. Then he said to Xue Ling'er, who was standing beside him, "I want to talk to him alone." ”

Xue Ling'er nodded and went out, and the four bodyguards accompanying Zhang Zhen also left the room at his behest and gently closed the door.

There were only two people left in the room. Zhang Zhen stood far away, looking at her with a distressed expression. He didn't know why Yang Siyu had become the same, but he knew that something must have happened during the period after he left, but he didn't dare to ask.

Finally, after being quiet for a long time, Yang Siyu spoke first. The hoarse and tired voice asked softly, "Do you like me?"

"Huh?" Zhang Zhen was stunned for a moment, not understanding why Yang Siyu suddenly asked such a thing.

Yang Siyu didn't wait for him to reply, and continued: "I promise to marry you. ”

Zhang Zhen was stunned for a long time with his mouth open, and his head couldn't turn for a while. He has pursued Yang Siyu for so long, but she has been avoiding him. Just when he was sad and about to give up, she suddenly said to marry him?

"I can marry you. Yang Siyu looked at him with red eyes, and said in a hoarse voice: "But before that, you have to help me do something." ”

Zhang Zhen frowned and asked, "What's the matter?" Although Yang Siyu is willing to marry him, Zhang Zhen should be very happy, but what he wants is not this kind of transactional love. But no matter what Yang Siyu asked. Zhang Zhen will be willing to do it for her.

Yang Siyu clenched his silver teeth. There was a cold light in his eyes, and he gritted his teeth and said, "I'm going to take revenge on a person, I'm going to destroy him!"

Zhang Zhen was stunned again. There was an inexplicable sadness and bitterness in his eyes. He was not a fool, seeing Yang Siyu's appearance, and she said that she wanted revenge, he knew that she was injured by a man. This made Zhang Zhen feel something in his heart in an instant, and he was very uncomfortable. But he still asked, "Who?"

Zhang Zhen thought about it, and in his impression, he didn't seem to have encountered a call. of people.

At this time, Yang Siyu said again: "Or Chu Yuan." ”

"Okay!" Zhang Zhen nodded vigorously and said, "No matter who he is, I will help you." Not so that you can marry me. Rather, for you. ”

Zhang Zhen looked at her deeply, and said solemnly: "I will let you know that for you, I, Zhang Zhen, dare to help you break it even in the sky!"

The corners of Yang Siyu's mouth turned up slightly, and her smile was very poignant, and the beauty was heartbreaking.

Between forgiveness and despair. She chose the latter. She has nothing left, family, relatives, friends, and even the last love. Ruthlessly recorded. Yang Siyu, who has nothing, chooses to take revenge, she wants to take revenge on all the people who have hurt her, the Yang family, Ruan Qing

When a woman is born of love and hate, she will become very scary, and what is even more terrifying is that she is a very beautiful and moving woman, and she is very smart. No power, no chips, it doesn't matter. She also has capital, a smart mind, a young body, and a beautiful appearance, which are her biggest capital. As long as Zhang Zhen still has a good impression of her. She will be able to seize this only opportunity and win back all the lost qiē with this little bit of leverage!

If I can't get you, I'm willing to ruin you!, "I'll make you regret your choice today, Yi'an!"

Yang Siyu gently cracked his mouth. Laughed. Laughing with tears.