175 Carefully designed, for one person
"That's not the case, Xiao Chen, I'm not upset, I'm just too happy, so, I don't know what I should say, Xiao Chen, are you still blaming me?!" Hearing Xia Yuchen's words, Lin Yuran immediately refuted, and in the end, he looked at Xia Yuchen cautiously, and was a little afraid that Xia Yuchen would nod in the next second.
Yes, she's afraid, she's afraid that Xia Yuchen will blame her!
Blame her for not protecting him back then!
Blame her for letting those people take him!
Blame her for not finding him!
Therefore, over the years, she has been blaming herself, and she also wants to find Xiaochen earlier to make up for her debt to Xiaochen over the years!
Every time in a dream, she would dream of Xiao Chen's helpless eyes, crying tears, and accusation and resentful expressions, and when she couldn't do anything, she was thinking, back then, if she could become a little stronger, then, would those people hesitate when they took Xiao Chen.
To be reasonable, at that time, she was still not strong enough!
That's why she let those people take Xiao Chen away so easily.
That's why she couldn't do anything when Xiao Chen was taken away by others.
That's why she didn't even know who the other party was when Xiao Chen was taken away!
And all this is because she is not strong enough to protect Xiao Chen well, so that those people can take advantage of the opportunity to take Xiao Chen away from her, but she can only watch, but she can't do anything!
She was so useless at that time!
Every time, she wondered if she had become stronger, so Xiao Chen would not leave her!
Therefore, she must become stronger, become stronger, and protect Xiao Chen well, so that no one can covet Xiao Chen, and take Xiao Chen away from her!
"Sister, you listen to me, from beginning to end, I didn't blame you, I only know, I blame myself, I didn't find my sister earlier, it's okay, now, I finally found my sister you, and we finally met, but what I didn't expect is that my sister has changed her name, otherwise, we wouldn't have missed it for so long, and some time ago, I also went to the orphanage that took in our sister and brother at that time, but I got the news that my sister and you had left the orphanage three years ago, and I thought that my sister you were still the same name as before, so, I didn't investigate deeply when I heard the name Lin Yuran, otherwise, our sister and brother might have already known each other, of course, all this is providence, and now, our sister and brother are still meeting, and I finally got my wish to meet you, sister!" looked at Lin Yuran very seriously, Xia Yuchen said word by word, and every time he thought that just because Lin Yuran changed his name, they missed it for so long, Xia Yuchen regretted it more than once in his heart, if he could investigate more deeply at that time, then would he know that Lin Yuran was actually his sister, and he would no longer need to know from Xu Junyi's mouth that Lin Yuran was actually the sister he had been looking for, and it would not make Lin Yuran always think that he was blaming her, making her blame herself for so many years, and making her uneasy for so many years。
However, no matter at any time, he never blamed Lin Yuran, even for a moment, he didn't have this thought, all he thought about was how to find her from the beginning!
Yes, from beginning to end, he never blamed Lin Yuran, because in his heart, his sister is the best!
He just blamed himself, he was too weak at that time, and his strength was so small at that time, so that those people could easily take him away, without the slightest resistance, so that his sister had been spending it in self-blame!
Ever since he found Lin Yuran and knew that Lin Yuran was the person he had been looking for, he had already looked for Lin Yuran's past, and he also knew from Xu Yihang and Xu Junyi that Lin Yuran had blamed himself in his heart over the years.
He also knew that Lin Yuran had been blaming himself all the time, so he desperately wanted to get his news!
Fortunately, God is favoring them, so that their sister and brother finally meet.
"Xiaochen, I ......" Listening to Xia Yuchen's words, Lin Yuran's eyes were sour, and he couldn't help but want to cry.
That was her dearest brother, and for so many years, she had been living in a state of self-blame and uneasiness.
She has always wanted to find Xiao Chen, but she is afraid that after she finds Xiao Chen, Xiao Chen will blame her, so, before finding Xiao Chen, she has always been in a very contradictory mood, she is because she is not sure in her heart after seeing Xiao Chen, what kind of attitude Xiao Chen will face her, so, she has been spending the days of panic and anxiety in the past few days after knowing that Xia Yuchen is the Xiao Chen she has been looking for, and now, she heard Xiao Chen say that he never blamed her, which made her heart that had been hanging finally fall to the ground, and how could she not let her burst into tears?!
And when she heard the last sentence Xiao Chen said, she couldn't help but feel sad for a while, and it was just now that she knew that the boy who went to the orphanage in City A was Xia Yuchen, although he vaguely guessed that it was Xia Yuchen, but when she heard Xia Yuchen's personal admission, she still couldn't help but regret it for a while, if she had gone to the orphanage earlier, then she would have been able to see Xiao Chen earlier, and she would not have recognized Xiao Chen until now!
Although Xiao Chen has been emphasizing that he has never blamed her, in her heart, she still can't help but blame herself.
Because in her heart, if it weren't for the fact that she didn't protect Xiaochen back then, she wouldn't have separated her sister and brother for so many years, and they hadn't seen each other until now!
It was she who didn't protect Xiaochen well, and she separated their sister and brother!
These, at least when she didn't see Xiao Chen, she always thought so, but now, although she still blames herself, but when she heard Xiao Chen's words, her heart was full of sadness!
Yes, at that time, they were still weak, so in the face of powerful people, they could only be helpless, and they could only be separated for twelve years, so far!
"Okay, Xia Yuchen, that's all in the past, now, your sister and brother have already met, don't be so sensational, there's more to it than just the two of you here, and, Yuran, it's been so long since you came in, let's sit down first, sit down and have a good chat, okay?!" If Xu Junyi's previous sentence is still very cold and ruthless, then what Lin Yuran said is like a spring breeze and drizzle, warm, continuous, and very gentle, which makes people have an urge to immerse themselves in it, and they are talking to Lin Yuran in a soliciting tone!
It is conceivable what the status of Lin Yuran and Xia Yuchen is in Xu Junyi's heart!
Actually, how to say it, Xu Junyi has a terrible attachment to Lin Yuran, otherwise, he would not have calculated everything around Lin Yuran again and again in order to get Lin Yuran, and even used his own brother Xu Yihang again and again, and what he did was to make Lin Yuran alone, that's all!
Since he saw the beginning of his childhood at that time, he swore in his heart that he must turn his childhood into his person, until now, his original intention has not changed, he carefully calculated everything, calculated all the people around Lin Yuran now, his purpose has always been only one, that is Lin Yuran!
Therefore, although he can calculate all the people and everything around Lin Yuran, he will never do anything that makes Lin Yuran blame himself and be sad, even if it is a little, he himself will not forgive himself!
And if it weren't for the fact that he knew that Xia Yuchen was Lin Yuran's only relative in this world and Lin Yuran's only younger brother, he would never have put up with someone talking so sensationally in front of Lin Yuran, and it made Lin Yuran's mood so low!
He was reluctant to make Lin Yuran sad for half a point, how could he allow others to make Lin Yuran sad and blame himself, even if it was Lin Yuran's closest person!
But he didn't show it obviously, he knew how much Lin Yuran cared about this younger brother, and he didn't want Lin Yuran to be just a small thing, and he was very dissatisfied with him!
Since he found Lin Yuran in S City three years ago, he already knew that in fact, Lin Yuran had been looking for someone all along, and that person was her younger brother - Tong Yuchen, just because Tong Yuchen changed his surname and became Xia Yuchen now, but because he didn't know where Lin Yuran had gone in those years, and he was already in the UK when he found Lin Yuran, and he was still immersed in the joy of finding Lin Yuran, so he never sent someone to investigate Lin Yuran's past, because he knew that in the past nine years, Lin Yuran's life after leaving Tong's family must have been very hard, not to mention, but also with a child who is two or three years younger than her, and those painful pasts, Lin Yuran must not want to mention it again, so over the years, in order not to let Lin Yuran remember the past again, he has never asked about Lin Yuran, let alone sent someone to investigate Lin Yuran's matter, because he believes that if Lin Yuran wants to mention it one day, then she will definitely open her heart to herself and not hide anything from him, so he just needs to wait for Lin Yuran to say it himself.
As for Lin Yuran's past, he just needs to understand, and he doesn't need to know every bit of Lin Yuran's past, because he doesn't want to uncover Lin Yuran's scars, and he doesn't know what kind of things he will do after knowing Lin Yuran's past.
And over the years, the reason why he still keeps the Tong Group is to wait for Lin Yuran to solve it herself!
He knew that Lin Yuran definitely didn't want him to meddle in the affairs of her and the Tong Group!
Moreover, what he cares about is Lin Yuran's past, although he has not participated in Lin Yuran's nine years, but it doesn't matter, he wants to have him all the time in Lin Yuran's life, that is enough!
After all, Xu Yihang has been with Lin Yuran for so long, didn't he still let himself be driven out of Lin Yuran's side?
Because he didn't know Lin Yuran's past, he didn't know what her past was like, and he didn't know what her younger brother looked like and who took him away, and Lin Yuran must have been even more unaware of who took Tong Yuchen away at that time, and no one would have thought that this old man of the Xia family would dare to be so blatant, and he just changed the surname of the little young master of the Tong family, and then fostered him under his own name, and has been raised until now, and outside, he was also named the most favored son of the old man Xia!