187: More than anyone else craves warmth
Ann took the initiative to walk up to him and greet him.
"Hello, long time no see. She waved at Xie Jin'an and said with a smile: "Welcome to Fengxing~"
Ji Nian'an's appearance is the cute kind, and his eyes are crooked when he laughs, which is very infectious.
She came up to greet her so warmly, and Xie Jin'an didn't want to be cold.
He pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled politely at Chi Nian'an, "Thank you." ”
"I didn't expect you to be here, though. Chi Nianan smiled and said, "I thought you would go to the Tang Dynasty and ...... with Ning Si."
Chi Nian'an didn't mean anything else by saying this, he just wanted to talk to him more.
However, after saying this, she obviously saw that Xie Jin'an's face turned dark.
Chi Nianan hurriedly waved his hand and explained to him: "Don't, don't get me wrong, I don't mean anything else, I will rot in my stomach about that matter." ”
Xie Jin'an knew which "that incident" Chi Nian'an was referring to.
The relationship between Chi Nianan and Ning Si is also good, and Xie Jinan still believes in her character.
It's just that after he heard Ning Si's name, he instinctively had this kind of overreaction.
"It's okay, it's me reacting too much. Xie Jin'an adjusted his state and smiled again.
Seeing him laugh, Chi Nianan breathed a sigh of relief.
She patted her chest, "Whew, I was scared to death, I thought you were really angry." ”
Chi Nian'an's action was very childish, and Xie Jin'an was amused by her after seeing it.
"Okay, we'll be colleagues in the future, I'll treat you to dinner another day." ”
Chi Nianan took out his phone and glanced at the time, "I have to go to a meeting, bye." ”
After saying goodbye to Chi Nian'an, Xie Jin'an entered the elevator.
**
After returning to Jiangcheng, Ning Si began to be busy again.
She went to bed early last night, and when she was half asleep and half awake, she heard Song Huaijing entering the bedroom.
In normal times, she might have gotten up and spoken to him.
However, after that unpleasant scene, Ning Si didn't want to communicate with him at all.
She rolled over and went back to sleep. When he woke up the next day, Song Huaijing was already gone.
When Ning Si went to the kitchen to pour water, he found that breakfast was on the table.
It seems that Song Huaijing did it.
He really did this every time, giving a slap and a sweet date, capricious, did he think it was a pleasure to torture her.
Ning Si looked at the things on the table, not in the mood to eat at all.
Of course, she wasn't pretentious enough to throw it all away.
Ning Si walked out of the kitchen with a glass of water, and those things were placed on the dining table as they were.
In the next two days, Ning Si was going to fly to Thailand to shoot magazine photos.
Because the time to go was relatively short, Ning Si casually took a few dresses and set off.
It was still more than a month before the filming of the show began, and during this time, Ning Si had plenty of time to deal with other work.
In the past month, Ning Si has basically been flying everywhere every day.
……
When he came to Thailand, on the way back to the hotel from the airport, Ning Si was bored and swiped Weibo and swiped the news that Xie Jinan and Fengxing signed a contract.
Popular Media: Welcome @谢瑾安小谢學學 to join us, @谢瑾安工作室正在组建, please take care of fans [naughty]
Of course, Xie Jinan also reposted this Weibo. Xie Jin'an: Back on the road, thank you for your support.
Well, that's good.
In fact, Xie Jin'an's conditions are good among male stars, and he has strength, after breaking away from Yao Ruoqin, he should have a better development.
Looking at Fengxing like this, I attach great importance to him.
Ning Si used his own Weibo trumpet to give Xie Jin'an a thumbs up.
Since the last time she accidentally shared Ruan Ting's song with the studio's account, Ning Si deliberately bought a new mobile phone to swipe Weibo, and the account was also newly registered.
Jiang Wen sat next to Ning Si and happened to catch a glimpse of the content on his mobile phone.
She sighed, looked at Ning Si with a curious look and asked her, "Are you still concerned about Xie Jin'an now?"
"No, I just got it. Ning Si smiled and put the phone away.
Where would Jiang Wen believe her words, just now she clearly saw that she was searching in the search box.
Xie Jinan has stopped work recently, and everyone in the entertainment industry knows it.
Jiang Wen originally thought that Ning Si and Xie Jin'an would be finished, but he didn't expect that Ning Si still cared about Xie Jin'an's movements.
"I really can't understand you. Jiang Wen stared at Ning Si.
“……”
"Who do you like now? Xie Jin'an, or Boss Song?"
“……”
"You were so serious about Boss Song before, I thought you liked him, but you care so much about Xie Jinan......
After listening to Jiang Wen's words, Ning Si also smiled.
It's a self-deprecating laugh.
She also felt quite conflicted.
To be honest, by now, she doesn't know who she likes.
She even wondered, is it possible that one person can like two people at the same time?
Chapter 187: I crave warmth more than anyone else
After this idea popped up, Ning Si felt quite shameless.
On the one hand, she can't forget the warmth that Xie Jinan once gave her;
On the other hand, she couldn't refuse the pleasure that Song Huaijing brought her in bed, as well as those little surprises from time to time.
Although every time she is slapped and sweet dates, she is addicted to cheapness, and she will be moved every time.
She used to be very sure that she wouldn't like Song Huaijing, but after so long, she couldn't be as sure as before.
Thinking back to what Jiang Wen had just said, Ning Si closed his eyes, raised his hand and rubbed his eyebrows.
It's a real headache, this kind of problem, every time I think about it, I have a feeling that my brain wants to bàozhà.
"Don't blame me for saying you're ......"
Jiang Wen knew that Ning Si was reluctant to think about this question, she raised her hand and patted her arm gently, "When you calm down, think about this question, who do you like, you must have an answer in your heart, and you can't get lost." ”
Yes, Jiang Wen is quite right, you can't get lost.
Thinking about how she got along with Song Huaijing a few days ago, isn't she just lost.
Seeing that Ning Si didn't speak, Jiang Wen then sighed again and said to her: "Try not to contact Xie Jinan in the future, if you are discovered by Boss Song, your two careers will be ruined." ”
"Jiang Wen, have you ever had a life-saving benefactor?" Hearing this, Ning Si suddenly opened his eyes and looked at her.
Ning Si is usually hippie and smiling, and rarely is so serious.
Jiang Wen was shocked by her attitude, and was stunned for a few seconds before he began to think.
After thinking about it, she gave the answer: "No." ”
"But I have. Ning Si looked at her, "Xie Jin'an, he is my life-saving benefactor." ”
……
When I met Xie Jin'an, it was the darkest period of her life.
After Ning Yuanze's death, her life completely fell into boundless darkness.
Dropped out of school, was investigated, and later diagnosed with depression.
She was very poor, and the sale of everything in the family was not enough for her to continue her education.
Coincidentally, she didn't have much interest in reading either.
Because she has no academic qualifications, she can only find all kinds of manual labor.
She washed dishes at a restaurant, accidentally broke a few plates and was opened, and later moved to another restaurant as a delivery person.
This job is a year to do.
She has an electric car, which she has to deliver regardless of the wind or shine, and sometimes she can only endure it when she encounters customers who are deliberately difficult.
In the course of that year, she had spoken no more than fifty words.
After Ning Yuanze's death, she had nightmares every night, and she basically woke up sweating profusely every morning.
Later, in an accident, she met Xie Jin'an.
At that time, Xie Jinan was a senior student at the film academy, and when he met him for the first time, he stood against the light, and his whole body was plated with a layer of golden light.
Like a savior.
He was gentle, and although she accidentally dropped the takeaway on the floor, he didn't blame him.
Before leaving, he also stuffed her with a pack of tissues and asked her to wipe her sweat.
Later, he often ordered food, and they met as soon as they came and went.
Xie Jinan likes to wear white shirts very much, and when he laughs, it is very sunny and warm, and she can't take her eyes off it every time.
After knowing her for more than a month, he asked her out and told her that he liked her.
She was about to leave without thinking about it, but he took her into her arms.
He said: I know you are unhappy, stay with me, I will make you happy.
Later, she learned that it was the first time in his life that he confessed to a girl.
She didn't promise him, and she stayed in hiding from him.
Later, he was in a hurry and went directly to the store to block her.
That time, she hit his calf while riding an electric car.
She thought he would get out of the way, but he didn't.
She was anxious to stop the car to examine his wound, but he took the opportunity to take her into his arms again.
He smiled in her ear and said, "I've got you."
Immediately afterward, she heard the sound of her psychological defenses being overwhelmed.
Those suppressed feelings suddenly bào and flooded.
She craves warmth and love more than anyone else.
In her darkest time, it was Xie Jinan who pulled her out of the abyss of despair and gave her a reason to live.
He knew everything she had experienced in the past, and there was no one in this world who knew her better than Xie Jin'an.
……
Ning Si was immersed in memories and didn't come back to his senses for a long time.
Jiang Wen was silent for a few minutes, and then asked her, "So...... You never really let go of him. ”
"I don't know. Ning Si laughed self-deprecatingly, "But I know very well that it is impossible for me to talk to him." There's no point in worrying about the problem of not being able to let go. ”
Hearing Ning Si say this, Jiang Wen breathed a sigh of relief.
She should have known that Ning Si was more rational than anyone else, and she must have known this kind of thing in her heart.
"Okay, I won't ask you these questions. ”
Jiang Wen patted Ning Si's shoulder, "Let's work hard first, and talk about emotional matters later." ”
**
After Xie Jinan signed a contract with Fengxing, he immediately received invitations from many programs and crews.
Li Shu transferred all the information of the program and crew to Xie Jin'an's mailbox and asked him to screen it by himself.
Xie Jinan read all the information very seriously.
Recently, his state is not suitable for filming, and it is not bad to participate in the zhēn rén show as a buffer.
So far, he has not appeared on any zhēn rén shows, and he has been invited before, but Yao Ruoqin refuses to let him go.
Xie Jin'an is still quite interested in the zhēn rén show of travel and adventure.
I took a look, and there was exactly this kind of show in the list. Xie Jin'an received invitations to four zhēn rén shows, one for the military, one for education, one for travel, and one for love.
Xie Jin'an was the first to rule out love,
He had been with Jiang Siyu for so long before, and he really didn't want to rely on this kind of news to gain attention anymore.
Of the remaining three types, Xie Jin'an is most interested in travel.
After making a preliminary decision, Xie Jinan sent a WeChat message to Li Shu, explaining his inner thoughts.
Xie Jin'an: I've read the email, and I want to participate in the show for a transition, and I'm more interested in the travel zhēn rén show, I don't know if you have any good suggestions?
After a few minutes, Li Shu's reply came: Based on the production strength of the program and the participation lineup, I recommend you to participate in the love zhēn rén show.
Xie Jinan didn't quite understand: why?
Li Shu: You read the program information first, I guess you haven't read the details at all.
…… Indeed, she guessed it.
After Jiang Siyu, Xie Jinan was already very disgusted with such things as firing CP, and the zhēn rén show of love was still firing CP in the final analysis, and he rejected it in his heart.
Therefore, he never opened the document of the program information at all.
After reading the message sent by Li Shu, Xie Jinan opened the program information and saw the production team of the show and the list of proposed invitees.
In the whole document, the first thing Xie Jinan noticed was the word "Ning Si".
Seeing her name, Xie Jinan immediately focused his attention and read all the relevant information around her.
List of invitees: Ning Si (signed), **, ***.
is followed by the names of several popular actors, and Xie Jinan has no time to watch them.
All his attention was on Ning Si and the word "contracted" in parentheses after her.
He didn't know what Ning Si's purpose was for participating in this show, but he knew very well in his heart that this might be the only opportunity in his life to stand by her side with his eyes open.
Others need to act in the zhēn rén show, but he only needs to reveal his true feelings.
Now that Ning Si has confirmed that he wants to participate, the balance in Xie Jin's heart immediately tilted towards this show.
However, he still has something to confirm
Xie Jinan picked up his mobile phone and sent it to Li Shu, how is this show paired?
Li Shu: Wait a minute, I'll ask the person in charge over there.
Xie Jin'an: Okay.
……
After waiting for more than ten minutes, Li Shu came to recover, she said: I asked the program team, basically in the order of signing, the first female artist to sign and the first male artist to sign a pair.
After getting this answer, Xie Jinan agreed without thinking about it.
He said to Li Shu: Okay, I'll take over this show, you let the other side find time to sign the contract.
Li Shu was a little curious: Why did you suddenly change your mind?
Xie Jin'an: Referring to your opinion, the production team of this program is indeed very powerful, and the ratings are guaranteed.
Li Shu: Haha, then you are quite obedient. Come on, I told the other side, they will find someone to send the contract in the afternoon, and you can just come to the company to sign it.
Xie Jin'an: Okay, hard work.
After chatting with Li Shu, Xie Jinan flipped out Ning Si's photo from the photo album on his mobile phone.
His fingers groped slowly against the screen, his lips moving slightly, silently calling her name.
Sisi, Sisi......
Well, he's coming soon.
He will never regret this decision.
**
Cheng Jiusi's mental state has become more and more disordered recently, and since she came out with Wei Jian, Wei Jian has locked her in the apartment and prevented her from going out.
In fact, just a few days after coming, Cheng Jiusi regretted it.
She wanted to leave, but Wei Jian couldn't let her go.
Once, she secretly wanted to run away in the middle of the night, but she accidentally bumped into the coffee table while walking, which woke Wei Jian up directly.
Wei Jian was very angry that night, and threw her on the bed several times, Cheng Jiusi was so weak that he couldn't withstand any toss at all.
She did this all night, and the next day her legs were so weak that she could walk, let alone escape.
After that night, Wei Jian would say all kinds of things every day to stimulate her, causing her mental state to become more and more chaotic.
Of course, during this period, Xu Jingzhi also made a lot of calls to Wei Jian.
Wei Jian hasn't gone to Xu Jingzhi since he took Cheng Jiusi back, and Xu Jingzhi basically called Wei Jian every time on the grounds of Cheng Jiusi.
……
That night, Wei Jian was holding Cheng Jiusi watching TV in the living room.