"Mom, do you know?"

Li Yunxi's voice was sad, and tears fell like rain: "Do you know how much pain he has endured since he was a child for his mother's so-called 'dream'? Do you know how much pressure he has endured since he was a child for his mother's so-called 'dream'?"

When other children are playing and entertaining, he is practicing dance alone, when other children are watching movies and going to the mall, he is practicing dance alone, and when other children are on a spring outing together, he is still practicing dance alone...... He knows that his dancing talent is not good, so he has no personal leisure except for rest, he spends all his time practicing and learning.

In order to practice dance well, in order not to fall behind in his schoolwork, he only had five or six hours of rest every day, he gave everything, he gave everything, just to be able to realize his mother's dream, and this ...... And all this...... All this is just a scam! He gave everything to the people for whom he gave everything, but he kept hiding his background in order to use him to realize his dreams. And you ......"

Li Yunxi looked at Mother Li, his eyes were complicated: "You are an accomplice in this whole incident, you have deceived Li Zheng's life together, don't you feel ashamed?!"

After finishing speaking, Li Yunxi stopped looking at Mother Li, turned around and opened the door, and prepared to leave the room.

"Yun Xi, don't go, listen to me. ”

Mother Li grabbed her arm from behind Li Yunxi: "Yunxi, you listen to me." If you tell Xiao Zheng all this, if you let him know that he has put his life on his life, paid his life's dream, just for a person who has been cheating on him, do you think Xiao Zheng can bear this? Do you really want to see Xiao Zheng collapse? Do you think about how painful you were when he left, do you want him to leave again?

Yun Xi, listen to her mother, bury this matter in the bottom of your heart, and never, never say it. Just like mom. This matter is regarded as a secret between our mother and daughter, only the two of us know, and we should never let Xiao Zheng know, okay?

Hearing Mother Li's words, Li Yunxi was stunned, she stood there with her back to Mother Li, tears sliding down like rain, but her feet seemed to have roots, and she couldn't take a step anymore.

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As night falls, the sun sets.

Li Zheng sat on the sofa, holding a book about acting skills and watching it carefully, absorbing some unique skills of the author in the book to enrich himself.

Just as he was immersed in his book, a doorbell suddenly rang.

Li Zheng stood up, walked to the entrance and opened the door, but there was no one outside the door, he turned his head and looked around, the corridor was quiet, there was no sound, looking at the empty corridor, thinking that it was the child upstairs who was playing a prank, Li Zheng shook his head, smiled silently, closed the door and turned back to the living room.

After the door closed, more than a minute later, Li Yunxi walked out of the shadow at the top of the staircase.

Looking at the tightly closed door and standing at the door of Li Zheng's apartment again, Li Yunxi's expression was complicated, and his thoughts fluctuated in his mind, and the memories of Li Zheng before he left South Korea six years ago suddenly came to mind.

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"Yun Xi, is it true that as long as people don't look back, they won't suffer?"

“……”

"Hehe, I'm just asking casually, don't think about it, silly girl. ”

"For ...... Why do you ask?"

"Nothing. It just came to mind this question all of a sudden. ”

"Li Zheng, you ...... Are you still worried about your throat?...... Didn't you tell me that the doctor said that this is only temporary? As long as you pay more attention to maintenance, your throat will recover sooner or later. ”

"Hehe, silly girl, I told you not to think about it. I'm really just asking. ”

"But why do you ask?"

"I just happened to read a book two days ago, and suddenly I thought of a sentence in the book. …… The book says that no one lives in the past, and no one lives in the future, and that the present is the only form in which life does possess. ”

"I ...... I don't understand. ”

"Hehe, it's okay if you don't understand, I'm just talking nonsense. ”

"Li Zheng, what did you want to say just now?"

"I just want to...... Since the present is the only form that life really possesses, and the present is life, the meaning of life is only one sentence, five words—live, live well. That's all. ”

“……”

"Hehe, silly girl, I've told you everything, it's okay if you don't understand. …… Yun Xi, remember when you asked me what faith is? Don't forget. I will always be with you. ”

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Faith.

The book explains faith as follows:

Faith refers to the belief and respect for a certain idea, doctrine, religion, or person or thing, and to enshrine it as its own code of conduct.

Faith is subjective and emotionally experienced, especially in religious beliefs, and even irrational.

Whereas philosophers define belief as: "a strong belief, usually expressed as a stubborn trust in things that lack sufficient evidence to convince every rational person." ”

What is Faith?

Everyone will have their own different answer to this question.

Some people say that faith is a kind of spiritual firmness and love.

It has been said that faith is where your trust lies. But unlike trust, faith is also where your value lies.

What is Faith?

Li Yunxi also has his own answer to this question.

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"Li Zheng, what is your faith?"

"I don't know. ”

"How can you not know your own beliefs? Everyone should have their own beliefs!"

"That'...... What is your faith?"

"My faith? Hee-hee, my faith is you. Seeing you train so hard every day, I don't have the desire to be lazy, so you are my faith, and I have the motivation to stick to it when I see your efforts. What about Li Zheng, what about your beliefs? What is your beliefs?"

My mom wants me to be a star, and I want to be a star to fulfill my mom's dream, so my faith should be my mom. ”

"It's your mother's dream to be a star, but what about your dream? What is your dream?"

"My dreams? I don't have dreams. My mother's dream is my dream!"

"If one day you fulfill your mother's dream, is there anything you want to do?"

"I don't know. Maybe...... There will be. ”

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Standing at the door of Li Zheng's apartment, recalling the past experience with Li Zheng, Li Yunxi raised her right hand, and fell down in a daze, she stood there, looking at the combination lock, for a long time, and finally Li Yunxi closed her eyes slightly, took a deep breath, suddenly turned around, and walked quickly downstairs.

Walking out of the apartment building, Li Yunxi looked up at the sky.

It was nearly midnight, the night was deep, there was not a trace of starlight in the sky, and the dark sky was just like her mood at the moment.