Chapter 129: Regret Coming to Me in the First Place?
I don't want to pay attention to him.
After so many things happened after coming back this time, she had already learned to look down, and now when she faced Rong Rin, she was not as uncomfortable as before.
She knew that the only way to keep herself from being uncomfortable was not to care about everything about this man!
Before...... It's just that she cares too much, that's why she makes it difficult for herself to that point, and she won't be ...... in the future!
"Rong Rin, you know what? I regret it now. ”
"Do you regret that you came to me in the first place? If that's the case, you can go with him now?"
Obviously, every time he talked about Lou Junxian, Rong Rin couldn't calm himself down.
In the past, he never thought that a man would come in between him and Su Xi, but now suddenly such a person interjected, and he was still a person he couldn't move easily.
Now as long as the people related to the two of them, he has almost gotten rid of them, except for Lou Junxian, which is also what Rong Rin feels the worst now.
Su Xi looked at him, and his tone was full of deep meaning: "No, I regret not that I came to ask you in the first place. ”
"What's that?"
Is there anything more regrettable than that?
Does it have anything to do with him?
Suddenly, Rong Rin felt a flustered in his heart.
During this time, Su Xi said a lot of things that made him feel blocked, and at this moment, his intuition told him that Su Xi would not say anything better.
Reaching out, he covered her lips, "Don't say it." ”
"Are you afraid?"
"No, I just don't want to be angry with you. ”
...... "Hehe!
I sneered in my heart.
See, this man is like that, and he can say it with confidence if he is angry with himself.
He had ever estimated her feelings, and all he thought about was whether he was happy or not, if he was unhappy, then her cherished life would definitely not be easy.
"I regret that I died for you. ”
In the end, I still said it.
Now that I think about it, it really wasn't worth it.
For such a man, a man who will not respect a woman at all, a person who will not take into account her feelings at all, a man who does not understand what love is, and a man who does not know why to protect each other, is really not worth it.
Perhaps, he understands love.
It's just that his love is given to a person named Su, and everything doesn't belong to her cherish, so her thoughts about him have always been extravagant and undeserved.
"It's a pity. Rong Rin felt that something slipped out of his palm at this moment.
He wanted to catch it, but he couldn't.
That feeling made him very flustered, but he was also very helpless about the woman in front of him, and he didn't know what to do.
"During this time, let's calm down." ”
"You ......"
"Don't worry, I'm not going with anyone. ”
“……”
"But Rong Rin, I also ask you to think about how we should continue, if we want to continue, then there is something to do between us, and there is something to do. ”
This is the first time that I regret to use such an attitude to Rong Rin.
Put down all the thorns on your body temporarily, and there must be such a transition between them.
Otherwise, hurting each other for a lifetime, such a scene, no one must want it.
Rong Rin frowned!
I was a little overwhelmed by the sudden attitude of regret.
But under the long-cherished gaze, he still nodded in the end.
"Hmm. ”
“……”
"But you promise me that during this time, you won't be able to see Lou Junxian. ”
"Okay, I'll wait for the day when you figure it out!" As long as he agreed, she was relieved.
A person, it's not that she doesn't calm down, but she has never been able to find a chance to calm down, such an opportunity is rare, she hopes that Rong Rin can calm down this time.
They've been like this for ten years!
No matter what, you're tired, right?
Even if Rong Rin really hated her, he was tired of hating, right? Could it be that he ...... to himself?
Thinking of this, she felt so pitiful, between her and Rong Rin, there was still no way to cross that hurdle.
"Go back. ”
"You're driving me away?" In an instant, the man's eyes turned cold.
He came here, but he didn't think about leaving.
She smiled with regret in hiding her lips, "If you don't go back, how can you calm down?"
“……”
"Can you calm down in the face of me?"
This is all too clear.
It was impossible to make this man calm down in front of her.
Chance, she really wanted to suggest that Rong Rin go for a liver check-up.
After so many years of hating her, I don't know if this hatred has caused him a fundamental burden.
Rong Rin snorted and didn't want to leave, but at his long-cherished insistence, he finally nodded: "Since you think so, then I'll go back first." ”
As she said, let's be apart for a while and calm down!
He wants to go on with his dreams, that's for sure.
But as she said, how to go on, this is a question he has to consider.
"But I also hope that you can calm down. ”
“……”
"As I said, I want you to let go of the past. ”
"How to put it down?"
"I'll give you whatever you want, just ask you to let go. ”
"...... "begging!?"
I heard you right!
Rong Rin said the word begging to her.
He was begging her, what was he begging of her?
Just begged, she didn't take those things to heart, it was his mistake before, he didn't expect Pei Lao's hand to reach out in front of him.
The grievances of the previous generation actually involved him, and therefore implicated the long-cherished regrets, which was a problem that Rong Rin had never thought about before.
When these problems really happened to him and everything was revealed, the first question that came to his mind was, long-cherished...... What did you endure?
She is the most innocent person, but he has poured all his hatred on her.
"But I don't want everything from you." ”
"That's where I'm going to calm you down. ”
“……”
"Since there are many things that we can't go back to, and we can't rewrite them, I hope you can let go of all of them first. ”
"But you're not doing well right now. ”
Rong Rin: "...... is that?"
This is what I cherished?
She didn't care about anything at the moment, and just said everything?
This can be regarded as showing your heart in front of yourself, right?
Thinking like this, Rong Rin's heart is a lot more comfortable.
In any case, as long as she is willing to open her heart in front of herself, this is the most important thing.
"Then I can't just watch you with other men and just don't care about anything, right?" Rong Rin muttered, a little dissatisfied.
Regret: "......"
"Okay, okay, I'll listen to you, go back for the time being. ”
“……”
"You and I, both calm down for a while. ”
"Hmm!"
I don't want to continue with him.
If she continued, she was also worried that she would not be able to stand it.
Rong Rin still left in the end.
With such insistence, even if he wanted to stay, there was no way.
He's gone!
The atmosphere of the entire Qingyuan was calm.
"Sister, where are you?" Feather called.
"In Qingyuan, come here." ”
"Hmm. ”
Hung up the phone with feathers, and pinched the sore eyebrows.
Thinking about it carefully, every time there is something between him and Rong Rin, it seems that it will be easy to cause extraneous complications after that, and I don't know if he will have something wrong if he is asked to calm down this time.
God knows, what I am most afraid of is that the man doesn't care about anything.
Soon, the feathers came!
"Coming?"
"Well, he hides you so tightly, every time it's a remedy, sister, you have to have some eyes on him. ”
Feather was very dissatisfied with Rong Rin.
Especially last night.
He also beat Rong Yu like that, and he took a sip of the teacup in front of him and spit it out, only to hear her say: "Last night, Rong Rin and Rong Yu fought very hard, right?"
“……”
"My face is like that!"
But I regretted it just now, but I didn't care at all about how the injury on his face came from.
The more this time, the more indifferent she became to that man.
Her feelings can be giving, but she must not be ...... by jokes! And she has been a joke in Nanyan and Canaan for so many years.
You can't continue to be a joke.
"Rong Yu can't wait to wake him up!"
"I can't wake up, a person like him, with rough skin and thick meat, and can withstand beating!"
"Poof!" Feather almost couldn't help but spray directly.
I didn't expect my sister, who usually looks at the board and one eye, to have such a funny time.
"But he was really too much last night, and I wanted to beat him up. ”
This is the heart of the feather.
At that time, it really felt excessive.
Actually, in the eyes of the feathers, ......! Rong Rin, in front of unreliable!
"If he treats you with snacks, he won't let you endure such an embarrassing situation. "At this point, Feather is really sad.
She has such a sister left now, and if something happens emotionally, she can't afford to lose it.
The age that I used to feel sorry for is not young, if I don't be with Rong Rin at this time, then I am likely to be lonely for the rest of my life!
I was already dissatisfied before, and when something like that happened last night, Feather felt that it was better not to have a man like him!
"I know. ”
I regret the helplessness of the tone!
She also admired herself, after something like that last night, she could still talk so much calmly with Rong Rin today.
"Then you ......"
"Feather, I can't do anything right now, and I won't do it. ”
“……”
"If I want to leave, the only way is for him to figure it out for himself. ”
"And he's still as domineering as ever?"
The sentence "......" made Su Xi's heart chuckle.
It's not impossible!
A person like Rong Rin has been domineering all his life, and if he wants to change, he can't change it in a while.
If it was really like Feather said, it was still like that...... then she thought, even if she died, she wouldn't be by his side.
Of course, she wouldn't say this to Feathers.
Her world is already bad, and she won't let her sister worry with her anymore.
"I look at the building and he ......"
"Feathers!"
Before he finished speaking, he was directly interrupted by Su Xi.
This is the taboo she can't touch, even if it's her sister, she doesn't want to touch half of it.
Obviously, there are some things that she really doesn't want to face!
"Sister...... I think he's very good, after more than ten years of walking, he can arrange everything and come back to you, which shows that she has a bit of friendship for you. ”
"At the beginning, Murong Yehe also had some friendship with you, Rong Yu was such a bastard at the time, didn't you leave either?"
Feather: "......"
Some of them were speechless.
Sure enough, it's still feelings.
"Then you love him. ”
“……”
"Otherwise, you wouldn't have resisted so much when it came to wanting to leave in this way. ”
Love?
In fact, I don't know if I love it or not.
The relationship between her and Rong Rin has come to such a point today, which she herself didn't expect!"Between you and Rong Yu at that time, there was no half of what I am with him now, right?"
"Nope!"
Or even worse!
Yes, she and Rong Rin were really worse at that time.
How bad is it?
At that time, the situation was...... "At that time, I even envied you." ”
At that time, I was not my long-cherished sister.
"Although you always thought that you were a joke in everyone's minds. ”
“……”
"But sister, I know, it's not a joke, in my opinion, you are enviable, everyone knows that you are under the protection of Rong Rin and kept your long-cherished family. ”
But at that time, when she was tortured by Rong Yu, she was even sealed, and there was Lian Liyue, one person after another, she was overwhelmed at all.
But at that time, Rong Yu not only failed to protect her, but even made her life worse.
"Envy me?"
"Yes. ”
"Hehe, it turns out that I am still enviable. ”
I regret the bitterness of laughter.
I didn't expect that I was still the one who was envied.
Yu Yu nodded: "At that time, I really envied you, you are the eldest lady of the Su family, and your identity is so noble." ”
"There is also the Rong family to protect you. ”
“……”
"It's not my voice alone, it's everyone who sees you like this, so you don't need to doubt this, you know?"
She thinks she's a joke, which makes Feather feel even more distressed.
It's a pity that I didn't speak!
Thinking carefully about himself and Rong Rin.
Although what Yu Yu said is not unreasonable, she knows that in the upper class, those people basically know how she is with Rong Rin.
The kind of person who was betrayed by himself, those people never looked down on him, and this also made her feel bad in her heart.
"Feathers. ”
"Huh?"
"You're right, I'm not supposed to be a joke. ”
It's just that over the years, she has become accustomed to this kind of life, accustomed to being tolerant, and when she let go of everything, she tasted freedom.
That taste of complete indulgence made her feel comfortable in her heart.
And she is also obsessed with that kind of life, so in the face of Rong Rin's constraints, she constantly resists!
But in the end, she was defeated by reality, and when she faced that man, she had no power at all!
"Hmm. ”
Feather nodded!
Meal!
The feather is gone.
……
For the next three days.
It's a pity that she didn't see Rong Rin, thinking that the man listened to her words, and she thought that he would calm down for a longer time.
Unexpectedly, at noon, Rong Rin appeared.
"You ......!" Why is it so fast?
Thinking of the latter words was very inappropriate, I regretted that I didn't say it to make this man angry.
He just can't be messed with now, and he knows this in his heart.
It's hard to cool down, but you can't let her go crazy.
She didn't want to see this man go crazy at all.
"It's a pity, let's get married. ”
Regret: "......"
This damn man!
This is the result of Rong Rin, after calming down.
He knew that he would not agree, and the original Zhen Xu Ang, who was buried deep by him, didn't want to say it in front of her, but at this moment, he still chose to say it.
"I know, you're surprised why I suddenly became like this, and honestly, I never thought about being like this with you before. ”
“……”
"At that time, I hated you with all my heart, and I thought that I would hate you for the rest of my life and continue like this. ”
“……”
"But after Jane Pei Lao, I know ......!" When he said this, Rong Rin couldn't go on.
And it's a pity that when I heard the two words Pei Lao, my face turned pale instantly!
Looking at Rong Rin's eyes, they all became heavy, only to hear her ask, "What do you know?"
Pei Lao is no stranger to this person.
It can even be said that it is very familiar. 、
After all, that old man is also a person who dares to do anything, and in everyone's opinion, he can be regarded as a person who dares to act.
But he is bright and upright, with flaws, and it is a pity that it is only after seeing Pei Lao that he knows why Rong Rin hates her so much.
At that time, she also despaired!
I didn't expect this hatred at all, it was a whirlpool at all.
"It turns out that your change to me is actually like this?"
But Rong Rin could hear the difference in her calmness.
That kind of calmness makes people very flustered.
"I'm sorry, I'm telling you this, it's just ......"
"Just telling me that this is the reason why you don't hate me, not only do you not hate me, but you still ...... So you feel guilty and want to make it up to me?"
But Rong Rin, what she never needed was compensation.
If she wants to make amends......
It's just that I don't know where to start with these words.
Rong Rin knew that after saying this, it would become the current situation, but he didn't say it...... If she is curious, she will always be curious, and if she is curious, she will not dare to take half a step towards him.
"I'm telling you this just to let you know that I don't hate you anymore. ”
"yes, you don't hate me anymore. "Huh.
If you don't hate it, then what do you want to do?
At the moment, I don't know what to use to describe my mood, in short, it's not very good.
It turned out that Rong Rin's change to her turned out to be like this.
There has never been a moment like this, and the heart is so cold and outrageous.
Yes, it's cold, it's cold!
I regret that I feel that my heart is really very cold.
"It's a pity!"
Rong Rin knew what was going on in her mind right now.
was a little panicked, and only thought that today she had to explain all this clearly no matter what, but she didn't know what to do with her reaction now.
"Anyway, I want you to marry me. ”
"Marry you, and let you make it up to me? But I don't need it! So will you let me go?"
"No way!"
Rong Rin refused without thinking.
No matter what, I won't let her go.
"But I don't need your compensation. At this moment, the tone of regret was very cold.
She never thought that she would come to such a point one day, and this feeling was not pleasant, but now ......!
After Rong Rin said all this, her only thought was to leave and walk away.
Whoever gives his heart first loses!
This statement is not false at all.
"I'm not compensating you. ”
"What's that? What do you have left?"
The last two words of "I ......" are so embarrassing in Rong Rin's eyes at the moment.
Now that she has love for her, she probably thinks it's fake, right!?
Rong Rin was also tormented in his heart, never thinking that he would face such a situation one day.
"If you haven't seen Pei Lao, do you still hate me now?"
Rong Rin: "......"
He was speechless!
In fact, for a long time after seeing Pei Lao, Rong Rin finally figured out that those times were ......! The time when he left her by his side was just to keep her.
And still keep it at all costs.
In fact, he didn't hate her a long time ago.
It's just that later, he didn't know how to express his feelings, let alone ...... After all, they start with harm.
"No, in fact, I would have ...... a long time ago"
"Rong Rin, I've explained it many times. ”
“……”
"But you never believed me. This is where she is most heartbroken.
But at that time, he listened to her explanation.
"No, I believe you. ”
Regret: "......"
What the!?
She thought she had misheard.
But Rong Rin continued: "I believe in you. At least when I figured it out later, I believed it.
It's just that at that time, he was still blindly drilling the horns, and he didn't know how to get along with her, so he maintained that way of continuing.
Now that I think about it, that way really hurt her heart to the extreme, right?
Not to mention her, even if it was his own time, it was only such a period of time, but he couldn't stand it anymore.
"Do you believe me?"
She thought she had misheard.
How could this man believe in himself?
Rong Rin said, "Yes, I believe in you. ”
"Then you ......"
"It's a pity, I know you can't even want to hear anything now, but I want you to think about it and marry me. ”
No matter what time it is, Rong Rin still insists on these three words.
In fact, sometimes, marrying me is more heartwarming than the three words I love you, of course, but at some times, it is not very easy to use it now.
Regret: "......"
Without saying a word, I don't know how to respond to Rong Rin at this time.
Between them, can they really just say it, it's okay?
It's okay three words, it's so heavy for her, and even more unwilling! I don't know how to face those unwillingness in the past.
It turns out that the truth is still very cruel!
When I didn't know before, I wanted to know everything, but when I did, I didn't know what to do.