Chapter 11 is not a dream
I don't know when time began to pass, and I don't know when it began to pause, there are loving people in this world, time always moves faster than ordinary people's time, for example, they start to miss each other, for example, they play with each other, for example, they look for each other, for example, they try to get closer to that scarred heart......
It was another sleepless night, the silence came, the earth began to gradually fall into darkness, the bell of self-study rang, the campus was silent, and there was a piano sound in the night sky, familiar, reassuring......
The light sound of the piano, from the unknown corner into her ears, such as crying, tossing and turning echoed in the ears, the sound of the piano conveyed a warm breath, obviously this is her own countless times to play the piano music, this point, who else is in the piano room, playing very hard, very attentive, her heart crossed the warm thoughts, suddenly, something touched the memory of her heart, she stood up, the sound of the piano seemed to pull her, her mind was blank, she was stunned to follow the sound of the piano to find the memory in her heart......
Halfway through, she wanted to stop and leave, and the sound of the piano seemed to hold her heart, the frozen coastline began to crack little by little, she was like a marionette, the line of melody was pulling the pain she hid in the depths of her heart, and the sound of the piano was calling to her, until, Until, she followed the source of the piano closer and closer, every note was beating her heart, the melody was beautiful, very light, she swelled up with a great sadness, the deep blue sadness leaching out of each of her cells, too heavy for her to bear, there was an icy liquid sliding across her face, obviously the person who played the piano was dead, why, why is it here now?
The melody has been continuing, there is no beginning, there is no end, the warm breath of the melody is gone, she seems to be standing in the chrysanthemums all over the mountains, the chrysanthemums in the sky are falling to the ground, the warm wind is passing by her, the weather changes suddenly, the thunderstorm pours down, as if that day, she was heartbroken at that moment, the sky and the earth were discolored, but she was alone in the rain, holding his cold body, the cold ate the temperature on her body, she pushed open the door......
"Xiao Zi, Xiao Zi, don't cry, I'll be distressed, okay, look at me, I'm back, so, don't cry" The slightly cool fingertips wiped away her undried tears.
"Heng, are you my Heng??" She was in the huge piano room, her heart beating slightly, a little icy, Shangguan Yang walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, closed the window, and closed the door......
His steps were slight, and every step touched every nerve of Situ Zi......
She forgot, how many times she appeared in her dreams, this song that had already swirled in her heart, how many times she inadvertently popped up, a little careless, those unforgettable pictures, floating in front of her eyes, clear as yesterday, not deliberately let it remember, they seem to have been in her heart, will run out at any time, as if to remind her not to forget, she loved him so seriously, those unforgettable memories have always been there, no matter how much she wants to forget, she can't forget.
There is no source, it seems to predict the future ending, like the beginning of the movie, but someone leaves in the middle of the movie, and no longer knows what the ending will be, and there are people who enter the scene in the middle, but they never understand what color it was at the beginning, what is left in the mind is a broken picture, and there is warmth on the back......
"Xiao Zi, don't be afraid, I'm back, I miss you so much, Xiao Zi. The kiss fell softly under her earlobe, and a low, evil voice lingered in her ears.
"You?you?Heng?Is it you?Are you really back?" Situ Zi's mind was blank, tears had already gushed out, she turned around, her hand caressed his cheek, I hugged him tightly, I didn't want to let go of him again, I was afraid that as soon as I let go, he would leave me again.
"You tell me, I'm not dreaming?Is this true??Heng, you tell me It's not a dream, right?" Shangguan Yang's eyes were full of love, he smiled, his ten fingers flew, and the beautiful melody poured out, gorgeous, noble, moving, Shangguan Yang seemed to turn into another person, another breath fluttered silently in the night, and the amazing talent that passed through his eyes was as flawless as the blooming cherry blossoms, and in the scorching years, a trace of sad love quietly sprouted, with an unattainable coldness.
"Heng, my Heng, I'm not dreaming, you're back, you're really back, don't you go, okay?" she murmured in a trill, almost pleading.
"Stupid, I won't go, how could I be willing to make my little purple sad again, I won't leave, I'll always be with you, don't cry, okay?" He hugged Situ Zi and fixed her in his arms, satisfied and wanton.
"Heng, do you know?Yan, he has come back from abroad, and I am very happy that I can protect him like you. Shangguan couldn't help it, there was a kind of joy that was still uncontrollable, you probably fell in love with Yan, a long time ago, you never knew it.
"Xiao Zi, I finally came back once, let's not talk about Yan, okay? Just talk like this, okay, I have a lot to say to you. ”
"Well, okay, Heng, do you know? In the days without you, how sad my life is, I miss you so much! In the past, I fell asleep with your photo every day, but I couldn't sleep no matter what, my eyes were full of your shadow, I felt uncomfortable, I missed you, I was so tired to think about it. ”
"I know, I know, Xiaozi, let me hold you well, okay? Don't talk, okay?"
"Hmm!" they hugged each other like this, counting the stars in the sky, the night mist shrouded the earth, sprinkled like a light veil on the mountains and forests, the night, a little cold, their hearts were warm.
Dawn came, the sky began to break, no matter how reluctant he was, he had to leave, he was no longer like a person, he was by her side, watching the sunrise, watching the sunset, tears flowed out of Shangguan Yang's eyes......
"Xiao Zi, it's time for me to go. When she heard this, she hurriedly grabbed Li Heng and shouted with a crying voice: "Then will you come back? Will you come ......back?"
"Yes, I won't leave Xiao Zi, from today on, I will come to see you often, Xiao Zi, you have to wait for me like before, okay? Shangguan Yang's eyes flashed a trace of unbearability, gently stroked her messy hair, and the kiss secretly fell on the corner of her mouth, for a moment, his eyes swayed, and the deep love was gone, and for a while, the starry sky in the piano room flickered......
The first rays of sunlight of dawn fell on the earth, Shangguan Yang fell down by the piano like a serious illness, and fell asleep, Situ Zi sighed deeply, and crystal tears slipped down on Shangguan Yang's face again, this similar face, he is not him, he is really not him, but Heng, will you say goodbye to yourself ??? inexplicably a burst of dizziness ate her will, and she fell asleep.
Li Yan stood in the piano room, he came earlier than Situ Zi, after he heard the sound, he just hid behind the bookshelf, he saw him, but he didn't dare to speak, he could only stand behind the bookshelf, standing quietly all night, his feet were numb, and he didn't want to leave, because he didn't believe what he saw in front of him. The fact that it was like a dream, all of this, came so suddenly, how he wished it was a dream, but was it a dream? Was it a dream? No! It was real, and the notes that he knew too well could not be more familiar reminded him that it was all true, that he had come, that he had really come, that he had a little fear, but what could he do to save his poor brother? I can't imagine that my brother will sacrifice himself for Xiao Zi, is he crazy, no, he will never let his brother go on like this again, this will not only destroy himself, but also Xiao Zi, and it is more likely to hurt Shangguan Yang, how can he see that insignificant people are implicated?
He stood quietly in the dawn, the cold was pressing, he quietly watched the dawn break in the west, I wonder if he was happy or sad now, the expression on his face was quiet, as if the whole soul had been withdrawn from the body......
Brother, ah, you still love her, I thought that I took care of her instead of you, and you would be at ease, but now that you are back, how should I put my place?
You can enter my body, why not? Why choose someone else? You don't know, this world, what you have taken, you have to return it? What can I do to save you, my poor brother, who has gone against heaven and will be sent by heaven.
I have been praying for you day and night, why is this happening? Brother, it's really not you, so can't you feel at ease? He sat on the windowsill, through the curtains, there was light outside the window, sprinkled on his heart, warm, like the warm breath of Xiao Zi's body, he fell asleep on the windowsill......