Ten years ago, I was six years old, the age when love first blossomed, well, I was precocious.

One day that year, my mother's best friend put her daughter in our house, and then she went on a trip, it was a very cute girl, I remember the day I saw her, she was wearing a white mini dress, her skin was snow-white, just like a doll, she was not very active, very quiet......

Maybe it's because I'm lonely, she sticks to me every day, it was summer, I took the net to the village river pond to catch fish, she followed my ass as usual, I stopped she stopped, asked her and she didn't speak, so, I wanted to tease her, I deliberately ran fast, she couldn't keep up with the fall, got up and continued to chase, after chasing lost, just squatted in place to wipe tears, well, this kind of character, should be considered a natural stay......

After catching the fish, I whistled and went home, but at a corner I found a group of people surrounding a dirty girl who was bullying, the girl wiped her tears pitifully, and didn't say a word, I also went, it was her, the girl who stuck to me all day!

I didn't go up right away, because there was a child who was talking about my name, and who would have thought that when she heard that child speak disrespectfully to me, she rushed up and grabbed the child's face, and the child pulled her braids and pulled them hard, and the others punched and kicked her......

I was shocked, threw away the nets, rushed up and scuffled with the children, and that day, I was beaten badly, and after the children left, she crouched next to me in mud and smiled at me, and I thought that her smile was so beautiful, it would be nice if I could always protect her......

That day, we went home hand in hand, and that night, I bathed her, and since then, I have been inseparable from her, sleeping, eating, bathing, and sometimes going to the toilet together......

As the day of separation drew closer, I became more and more conflicted, and I vaguely did not want her mother to come back......

Things are always dramatic, her mother seems to have gone to a far away place, all in all, there is no news, life and death are uncertain, never to return, my wish has come true, she stays......

Nine years later, when I was fifteen years old, she was fourteen years old, the girl's menarche was always caught off guard, that day, she cried and said to me, she was bleeding, I came to her room (after the age of twelve, we slept in separate beds), I saw the bright red on her sheets, precocious I immediately understood what was going on, patiently explained to her the physiological phenomena of puberty, it is also strange to say, generally this kind of role, is played by mother, she has no mother, should also be replaced by my mother, her aunt, but I did everything for her。

I went to the store along the street, bought her an aunt's towel for girls, studied how to use it with her, and helped her change it......

Since then, I have frequented her room every time she has her menstrual period, and she has formed a dependence on me, and I also have a deep attachment to her.

Later, I knew that she was a brother control, and I was a sister control, although, strictly speaking, she was not my sister, because the children outside didn't know the inside story, and they all said that she was brought back, at that time, I also jokingly called her a leading sister, this is called, it's called getting used to, so, just treat me as a sister control!

As I grew older, maybe we were too close, she didn't have much respect for me, and often called me 'Xiao Feng' directly, hey, I forgot to say, I have a very speechless name, called 'Zhuang Feng', and her father, also surnamed Zhuang, happens to be the same surname, her name is Zhuang Mengdie, except for the leading sister, I call her Xiao Fluttershy.

Fluttershy and I didn't understand each other until that hot summer, unbearable night, when she, sleeping in the room next to me, called my name and made some strange noises that began to break......

When I heard the strange sound, I quietly opened the hole in the wall where the two of us used to communicate in private, and then I opened my eyes to the scene that made my jaw drop, she was lying on the bed, drenched in sweat, her eyes were misty, and her hands were making some indescribable movements......

I know that "Puberty Education" said that it is called self-comfort, and adolescent boys and girls have more or less this behavior, including me, but Lingmei, Fluttershy, in my heart, she has always been a representative of innocence and innocence, and I can't imagine that she has this kind of behavior, let alone that the fantasy object of her behavior is actually me......

Was it I, who made her impure? A deep sense of guilt arose and lingered, but in adolescence I was inevitably aroused by this bloody scene, and that night I lay alone under the covers, and extinguished it in the most violent way, and then an endless emptiness struck......

I realized, maybe, it's time to keep some distance from her, and if it goes on like this, I don't know if we can maintain that kind of pure relationship between the two of us, just about to enter the third year of junior high school, I am facing the first crossroads in my life - the high school entrance examination, so I applied to live in school with my family, and wanted to find some buffer space for my relationship with her through this way of isolation and freezing......

This way, it really works, after a period of time, the relationship between me and her finally returned to the normal track, but the innocent years can't bear to be bullied, youth is absurd and lives up to you, some fate, born destined, some things, destined to happen, the relationship between me and my sister Ling, finally in the summer of sixteen years old, has undergone a qualitative change......

At the end of the high school entrance examination, I am the champion of the high school entrance examination in Qingyun County, and I returned home again, leading my sister to have a beautiful and graceful appearance, still the skin of a doll, but the pigtails that soared into the sky have also become a smart double ponytail, tied with two red cherry headdresses, and on the chest, there are also more curvatures that adolescent girls should have, and the tight hot pants outline the concave and convex silhouette, and the pair of Qianqian's thin legs can be called the masterpiece's masterpiece of the creator, and the innate natural stupidity has also given birth to a new tsundere attribute......

Such a leading sister made me feel an impulse in my heart, that is, the urge to make her a person I would forever, and I knew that this might be called possessiveness.

It was a rainy day, and my father Zhuang Jianguo went to drive the bus, because of my high school entrance examination results, he walked briskly these days.

The leading sister hadn't gotten up yet, and I turned on the TV boredly......

Suddenly, the TV screen went black, lightning lit up the room, boom! Immediately after, the thunder shook the walls and door frames, oh my god, the power went out?

"Ah~~~~"

At this moment, a dolphin sound came from the sister's room.

Hey, what's wrong, I rushed to Lingmei's room, the door was not locked, and I saw Lingmei sit up from the bed, sweating.

When my sister saw me, she looked at me a little shyly, and I suddenly said, "Wow~ Fluttershy, you're fifteen years old, you won't even be afraid of thunder!"

Lingmei's face turned red when she heard this, and she choked and said, "Who...... Who is afraid of thunder, I ...... I'm just practicing singing......"

Boom!! thunder explosion was even more powerful than just now, and to be honest, even I, a sixteen-year-old man, were scared.

"Ah~~~~~~h

I really admire Lingmei, her vocal range has risen several octaves from just now.

I instinctively stepped forward to love it, but the leading sister suddenly popped out of the bed and grabbed me like an octopus......

A thunderclap sounded, this time the sister didn't scream, but the atmosphere was a little awkward......

"Brother, you've hit me. ”

Lingmei's words made me embarrassed, and I hurried to get up, but Lingmei's arms tightly wrapped around my neck.

"Little... Fluttershy, I... Actually, I'm not ......."

My flustered voice betrayed my heart, no matter what, it is a fact that I have an impulse for my sister that cannot be changed.

"Dude, are you trying to do anything bad to Fluttershy......" said Lingmei, staring at my face.

"I... I... I..."

I squeaked for a long time, and I wanted to hide it, but the swaggering little guy turned against me.

It's over, I can't wash it by jumping into the Yellow River now, if there is a crack in the ground, I really want to get into it, and the leading sister saw this scene and laughed.

"Okay, I won't tease you, the first place in the county in the high school entrance examination, is there any reward?"

Lingmei's tone is a little naughty, but the logic is a little confusing, I'm the first, and it should be me who gets the reward, but since it's Lingmei who said it, there's no way.

"Reward, I'll cook for you!" I thought about it and said, I felt that this reward was good enough, for a lazy person like me, cooking by myself was as rare as the snow in June.

"Cut~ Who eats the dark food you made, you sleep with me in your arms, it's so decided, don't let go of your hand until I fall asleep, and don't think about it, otherwise ......"

Lingmei is so unreasonable, she is not satisfied with cooking in person, and she makes such unreasonable requests, but there is no way, who made her a lingmei, and she just sleeps in her arms, and she doesn't do anything else.

In this way, on the soft bed of the leading sister, the leading sister was hugged by me and closed her eyes, and the environment in the room began to quiet down, only the leading sister and my breathing.

From time to time, there was a deafening thunder outside, but Lingmei didn't have any fear, as if as long as I was by her side, she wouldn't be afraid.

At this moment, I realized that Lingmei's dependence on me did not pass on to other people over time, but this dependence needs to be manifested in a specific situation.

At such a close distance, the wind from her breath carried a heat and aroma, and I felt the heat of her back with my hand, and I couldn't help but feel a little ape.

What a grinding little goblin......