Chapter 296: Cry If You Want to Cry
Because I have hurt you, I am willing to accept any punishment from you, as long as I punish me, and it has nothing to do with anyone else.
If I know that love is such a hurtful thing, I think I must not fall in love with you, not because I am afraid of being hurt, but because I am afraid that you will be hurt, I am willing to bear all the pain in the world, and I only pray for your happiness.
Yu, hate me, hate me hard, only hate me alone, but Brother Jinli is innocent, please let him go, if he helps me and suffers, how can I feel at ease.
"Then you hate it, it's better to hate more, I tell you, you and him, don't want to live peacefully, I've never been a good person, especially for those who betray me, I will pinch you to death. Murong Wenyu hatefully put down this sentence and turned around.
In business, for the development of the company in recent years, he has also targeted some people, but this is the first case for personal reasons, Jian Xiyan's words stung him, before this he always felt that she loved himself, and firmly believed that their love could go long, it turned out that he thought too much.
What the hell is love, why is he obsessed.
"Murong Wenyu, if you dare to target Brother Jinli, I won't forgive you for being a ghost, if you are a man, you will only come to me, why do you involve irrelevant people, today's matter, I asked Brother Jinli, it is me, do you understand. Jian Xiyan rushed forward to stop him.
No, Brother Jinli is right, she is the only one who has been wrong from beginning to end.
"Okay, then you will become a ghost and I will crusade against me, I will wait. After speaking, Murong Wenyu stretched out her hand and pushed her away, she actually threatened him for that man, hmph, he has never been afraid of threats, okay, Jian Xiyan, you have a kind, I know how to hurt me the most.
As for me, I am not a good man, and I don't have a bodhisattva heart, whoever doesn't let me feel better, I will definitely not let him/her have a good time, just watch how he is crushed to ashes by me.
"What do you mean by that?" Jian Xiyan looked at his resolute back in a daze,
"You will soon know what it means, I have never been afraid of ghosts, compared to ghosts, people are the most terrifying. Murong Wenyu paused, and responded coldly to her words, I thought we would get old, it seems that I thought it was simple, in the end, I underestimated you, or overestimated myself.
I never knew what it was like to fail, but today you have made me realize that no matter how much I have, I can't get what I want, and that frustration is maddening.
Jian Xiyan, you are really powerful, just a few words from you, I was completely injured.
"Please, don't target Brother Jinli. Jian Xiyan said this weakly, she didn't know, the more she was like this, the more difficult it was for Murong Wenyu to quench the fire in her heart.
"Instead of begging me, you should beg God to see if it can help you. After saying this, Murong Wenyu didn't stop any longer, and slammed the door directly, the door was slammed shut, cutting off Jian Xiyan's sight, and left, he left, with resentment towards her.
I wanted to rush out and hug him, and then kiss him and say: "Honey, I'm playing with you, I just want to see how angry you are, it's my fault, I shouldn't be so willful, I'm wrong, forgive me, I don't want anyone but you, you are my love, my favorite." ”
It's just that she can't do this, she can't give up all her efforts, they all say that crying can relieve the pain, but she doesn't even have this right, Jian Xiyan slowly squatted down with her hands around her shoulders, in the parting of love, the person who stays is always sadder than the person who leaves.
The feeling of disappointment and despair, a little bit of overlap, kept eroding Jian Xiyan's heart, it turned out that when he said such harsh words from his mouth, his heart was so painful, and it was a heart-crushing pain.
He left because of betrayal and anger, and she was left with helplessness and grief, and in order to relieve the pain, Jian Xiyan opened her mouth wide.
"Yan Yan, cry if you want to. Tang Jinli stepped forward and bent down to help her up, since it hurts so much, why do you choose this path, we have the right to be willful, but we should choose to make ourselves happy willful, what is it to torture ourselves so much.
"No, I'm not going to cry. Jian Xiyan shook her head vigorously, she couldn't cry, even if it was heartbreaking, she could cry, but Yu couldn't, because she loved him.
"Since there are thousands of reluctances, why is it such an ending, it's still too late to explain, Yan Yan, I feel that I have done the most cruel thing, he really loves you. Tang Jinli said.
He couldn't see her sadness the most, she was in pain, he felt that he was in more pain, but he didn't know how to comfort her, in fact, Tang Jinli knew very well that what she needed most was his comfort.
Men don't get emotional easily, but once they do, they will be very serious, and this time it really angered him.
"Forget it, Brother Jinli, that's it, if you explain it now, you won't do it. Jian Xiyan shook her head, it was originally this the result.
She shouldn't be greedy, she can have such a happy time with him, she is already satisfied, and let herself reminisce about the rest, glad that she can still look at him from afar, but at this moment her heart is still broken.
"Yan Yan, don't you think you're selfish like this? You made your own decision without asking his opinion at all, although I don't know what the reason for you did this, but I believe that he must not want you to do anything for him alone. Tang Jinli frowned, the pain of one person, the pain of three people, she was unhappy, how could he and Murong Wenyu be happy.
"Brother Jinli, you will understand later. Jian Xiyan smiled sadly, she couldn't tell Tang Jinli the reason for doing this, so Tang Jinli must poke her head and laugh at her.
Tang Jinli will definitely say, this is just your idea, he is a man, he doesn't need you to do this for him, what you need to do is to love him well, accompany him well, and he will carry all the ups and downs by himself.
Yes, Jian Xiyan also believes that as a man, he has enough responsibility and doesn't need her to do anything for him, but she can't ignore his future, if he really loses everything he has now because of her, she can really love calmly at that moment, she must not.
It is said that poor couples mourn everything, not that she doesn't trust him, but that the society is too cruel, and how can ordinary people who eat grains and grains be exempt from vulgarity.
Men's logic is never the same as women's, Jian Xiyan feels that she is walking the right path, although this makes them unhappy, but time is the best medicine to heal heartache.
So leave it to time.
"In the future, I hope I will understand later, but what can I do, the damage has been done, and although I don't like him very much, I still feel sorry for the way he looks. Tang Jinli shook his head helplessly.
Perhaps as a man, Tang Jinli can understand Murong Wenyu's pain.
"He'll be fine. Jian Xiyan said lightly, yes, Yu, you must forget these soon.
"Maybe it's just your idea, but men are nowhere near as strong as you think. Tang Jinli looked at Jian Xiyan in a daze.
When you decided to stay that day, my heart was torn apart, and I thought I could recover quickly, but then I realized that it was so difficult to recover, because I didn't subconsciously want it to recover.
"Let's go, Brother Jinli, the play is over, and I should go find a place to live. Jian Xiyan pulled the corners of her lips, she should laugh at this moment, the feeling of heartache will always pass, and the days will always go on.
"Yan Yan, are you okay?" Tang Jinli looked stunned, if she cried, if she made trouble, maybe he could accept it, like this, he didn't know what to do, he didn't believe that she was as relaxed as she appeared on the surface, the more so, the more uneasy he was.
"Something, something, Brother Jinli, here, I hurt here, it hurts. Jian Xiyan pointed to the position of his chest, and then continued: "But so what, I must live happily for the sake of those who love me." ”
"Yan Yan, Brother Jinli feels very sorry for you, do you know it? You don't need to support yourself, you are a woman, and you have the right to escape. Tang Jinli couldn't tell what kind of feeling he felt at the moment, anyway, there was pain everywhere.
Yan Yan, why don't you choose me, if you choose me, I will definitely let you have only one expression, that is, smile, I will give you happiness wholeheartedly.
Brother Jinli, why not you, if I love you, I will not be so entangled, I think I will be the simplest happiness.
Yes, we work hard to fall in love, and only after falling in love do we find that the road of love is not smooth, all kinds of obstacles, all kinds of situations, whether to stick to the end or transfer halfway, it's so difficult to choose, no matter which one you choose, there are pros and cons.
"Then, Brother Jinli, can I lend your shoulder to lean on. Jian Xiyan pulled the corners of her lips again, since she left him so arrogantly, it was naturally difficult to pretend to be out of love.
No, Jian Xiyan doesn't think that she is out of love, falling out of love is being abandoned and can no longer love, but she is passively leaving, although she can no longer interact with him in love, but the heart that loves him is still the same, she will be in the place where he can't see herself, silently pay attention to him, and silently stick to the heart of loving him.
Women, it's really hypocritical, they can't be together after all, there is really such a big difference between love and loss, it's just self-deception.
"Come, Yan Yan, come to my arms and let Brother Jinli hug you, maybe Brother Jinli's shoulders are not wide enough, but Brother Jinli's arms are warm enough. After speaking, Tang Jinli stretched out his arms, well, just a simple hug, just want to hug you, just want you to know that even if everyone has left you, I am still there.
Jian Xiyan nodded vigorously, Brother Jinli, thank you, you are my eternal touch, because of you, my life will always be sunny, so even if you try your best, you can't let him hurt you.
Jian Xiyan believes that Murong Wenyu's words are not simply to scare her, the last thing she wants is that Tang Jinli will become the target of his revenge, but can she really sway him?
It wasn't until it actually happened that she knew she couldn't do anything.