Chapter 318: Me, It Hurts Here
Yes, she is still young and will have children of her own in the future, but that's different.
"Yan Yan ......" Jian Xiyan's words made Jun Chen speechless, she was right, even if she has more children in the future, it is not this one, but the child is gone, then we can only look forward, after all, there will always be misfortunes in life.
"Brother Junchen, thank you, I want to be alone for a while. Jian Xiyan said, she also knew that some things couldn't be changed, but she just didn't want to forgive herself.
"Yan Yan ......" Junchen called her again, he wanted her to know that being alive is the most important thing
Jian Xiyan was silent, Jun Chen shook his head helplessly, and then got up and retreated, okay, just let her stay by herself for a while, some things have to turn the corner by herself.
Jian Xiyan opened her eyes stupidly, stared at somewhere stupidly, and then let her nails mess with her body, she was punishing herself in this way, she was a useless person, not only was she almost humiliated, but even the child was gone.
Jian Xiyan didn't know where this was, and she didn't want to care where this was, all her thoughts were spent on torturing herself, yes, torturing herself, so when Jun Chen turned around and came back, she was stunned when she looked at Jian Xiyan's bloody arm.
"Yan Yan, what are you doing here?" Jun Chen stepped forward and scolded loudly.
"Brother, me, it hurts here. Jian Xiyan pointed to the position of his chest.
"I know, but will the child come back in this way?" Jun Chen frowned, his heart was not comfortable, if he came later, he didn't dare to think about the consequences, bullying such a kind girl, he must have those lives are better than death.
"It is precisely because he can't come back that I feel unforgivable, that I didn't protect him, and that's what I deserve. Jian Xi said expressionlessly, he must have been in pain when he left, so let himself be in pain with him.
"I don't even know what to say about you, why is Yan Yan so stupid, the child is gone, you still have us, are you letting us suffer with you?" Jun Chen said sharply, even if she was a patient, he had to say this, because they loved her and couldn't see her sad.
"But, here, it's not under my control, brother, what can I do?" Jian Xiyan looked at Jun Chen with a sad face, she also wanted to be strong, for the sake of these people who loved her, but what if she couldn't be strong?
"Yan Yan, let's not be so good?" Jun Chen was very distressed and picked up Jian Xiyan's arm to disinfect and medicate her, she was not yet twenty years old, she should be the happiest age, why is God so cruel.
Looking at Jian Xiyan like this, Jun Chen became more and more angry with Murong Wenyu, even if he knew that Murong Wenyu definitely didn't want such a thing to happen, but since he loved it, he should be responsible, what is it now?
When saving Jian Xiyan, Jun Chen once asked her if she wanted to send her back, at that time she shook her head vigorously, at that moment, Jun Chen was annoyed, angry with Murong Wenyu, and failed to protect her woman.
Just because of Jian Xiyan's nod, he wanted to take the opportunity to teach him a lesson, so let the man jump up and down, this is a punishment for him, so thinking about it, he brought her here, a few hundred miles away from the city, Xishui Town.
At that time, Jian Xiyan shook her head, in addition to fear, she didn't want Murong Wenyu to see her so bad side, who knew that her shaking made them separate for a few months.
Jian Xiyan didn't respond to Jun Chen's words, she just looked at him stupidly, her internal organs had been infiltrated with grief, and she couldn't pull it out no matter how she pulled it out, but she forgot that in Sucheng, there was such a person who worked day and night.
On the hospital side, Ye Ying'er did something early, leaving Murong Wenyu with no way to find out.
People have evaporated inexplicably, Murong Wenyu naturally will not sit still, he even used a lot of connections, but there is no news of her, Ding Yijie hinted that there will be an accident, do you want to check the death report in recent days.
Ding Yijie's words were exchanged for Murong Wenyu's fierce reprimand, how could his Yan'er die.
Yes, Murong Wenyu never believed that her Yan'er was dead, and in order to find her, Murong Wenyu turned over the entire city.
Looking at Jian Xiyan like this, Jun Chen felt that his eyes were very sour and astringent, and he raised his head not to look at her.
Jian Xiyan was like she was sick, she took pleasure in torturing herself, looking at Jian Xiyan, who was scarred all day, Jun Chen said: "Okay, Yan Yan, in order not to let you hurt yourself again, in order to make you get better as soon as possible, I can only do this." ”
Jun Chen stretched out his hand and shook it in front of Jian Xiyan's eyes, there were words in his mouth, Jian Xiyan didn't know what he had recited, it felt like a spell, in Jun Chen's incantation-like thoughts, Jian Xiyan closed his eyes.
How long did she sleep this night, Jian Xiyan didn't know, when she woke up, she saw Jun Chen guarding her side, and the room was as warm as spring
"Wake up Yan Yan?" Jun Chen looked at her and said, he calculated that she would wake up at this time, so he stayed by her side, and when she woke up again, she should forget about the pain for a while, even if he was selfish, he wanted her to be happy.
He once wanted to be happy with that woman, but she rarely had happy times, so he couldn't stand the sad appearance of this girl, and then took it upon himself to hypnotize her, erasing the sad part of her mind.
"Ah, where am I? Brother Junchen is here. Jian Xiyan bounced up from the bed all of a sudden, and seeing that she was only wearing pajamas, she stuck out her tongue embarrassedly, and quickly retracted it, and then only showed a small head, her eyes blinked at Jun Chen, and she smiled shyly.
"Why, Yan Yan is still shy, and there is no shame in wearing pajamas. Jun Chen looked at this girl with a smile.
"Brother Junchen, it's good to know, why do you still say it. Jian Xiyan smiled, her smile was like a flower.
"Yes, we Yan Yan want to be Yaya's beauties, get up, and we can't let our stomachs suffer with you. Jun Chen flicked on Jian Xiyan's forehead.
"Brother Junchen is a snake, cold-blooded. Jian Xiyan covered her forehead, muttered and got up, Jun Chen on the side laughed silently, the young girl should be in such a state.
But soon his smile was gone, and she knew that this state was only temporary, and after a while, those lost memories would come back, and then she could still be so happy?
After waking up, Jian Xiyan, because she was not troubled and sad, she was like a child jumping up and down every day, looking at her like this, Jun Chen was relieved, but helpless, there were some things he couldn't do.
Jian Xiyan has always had the same dream in recent days, and in the dream, a man kept calling her, Yan'er, Yan'er, Yan'er......
She really wanted to see the man's face clearly, but it was always a vague outline, but the outline always felt familiar, and every time she thought hard, she woke up, and sometimes she would knock on her head, hatefully thinking, this is just a mess, and she can't remember anything.
This morning is still the same, Jian Xiyan, who opened her eyes, rolled her eyes, the sunlight outside the window squeezed in through the window, warm and moist, just look at this sunshine to know that it should be a good day, bursts of refreshing flowers and the beam of light, squeezed to Jian Xiyan's side.
It's so fragrant, Jian Xiyan took a deep breath, so that the whole heart and lungs were filled with the fragrance of flowers, it should be the peach blossoms outside the window, and they had buds a few days ago.
Jian Xiyan quickly got dressed, stepped on her slippers and ran to the door, and as soon as she ran to the door, she bumped into Jun Chen, who happened to come in.
"Brother Junchen. Jian Xiyan greeted with a smile.
"Where are you going in such a hurry?" Jun Chen staggered, this girl is always so reckless.
"Flowers, I'm going to see the tweed. Jian Xiyan said happily, she waited for them to open every day, and looked at them several times a day, and she was a little anxious when she was sleeping
"The flowers are there, you can't lose them, you can't run away, wait for the misunderstanding, it's better to eat first." Jun Chen raised the milk, bread and eggs in his hand.
"But......" Jian Xiyan rolled her eyes, she felt that looking at flowers was more important than eating.
"No, it's an order. Junchen deliberately straightened her face, it is understandable that the little girl is playful, but she must eat obediently, so that her body can recover better, through this period of conditioning, her body has almost recovered.
"Okay, listen to Brother Junchen. Jian Xiyan reluctantly turned over, sat back on the chair, and then put her hands on her cheeks, if she was a well-behaved little princess, she felt that Brother Junchen was like a strict father, this is not allowed, it is not allowed to eat cold, it is not allowed to be barefoot, anyway, there are many rules and regulations that restrict her.
"Why don't you wear socks?" Looking at Jian Xiyan's bare feet, Junchen frowned, she had a miscarriage, she couldn't get cold, and she would fall ill after a long time.
"Forgotten. Jian Xiyan shrank her feet inward, because she was in a hurry to see the flowers, and she really forgot.
"Yan Yan will always forget Jun Chen's explanation. Jun Chen stepped forward and pulled out her feet and put her socks on, he had never taken care of a woman like this, when he was with her, he seemed to be enjoying her care, okay, what he owes her is still on this girl.
"Brother Junchen is a warm man, and the person who will become my sister-in-law in the future will definitely be very happy. Jian Xiyan said, these days, it is Brother Junchen who is taking care of her, and regards her as a treasure in the palm of his hand.
"Maybe I'm a good brother, but I'm certainly not a good man. Thinking of him, Jun Chen said that he was indeed not a good man for her.
"Brother Junchen has a lover, right?" Jian Xiyan tilted her head and looked at Junchen, always feeling that he was a person with a story, and a person with a lot of stories, but if he didn't say it, she wouldn't take the initiative to ask.
"Yan Yan, have you brushed your teeth and washed your face?" Jun Chen looked at her and did not answer Jian Xiyan's question, yes, he had a lover, but she left him forever, leaving him with only endless thoughts.
"Oh, no. After Junchen asked, Jian Xiyan stuck out her tongue embarrassedly.
"I know you don't, don't hurry up, you're a girl, you can't slack off. Jun Chen stretched out his hand and poked Jian Xiyan's head.
"Roger, go now. Jian Xiyan straightened up, and then ran to the bathroom.