Chapter 36 - Li Yan, give you heaven
The drooping branches of the cherry tree are the kind of life-like green, full of the sorrow of youth and the loneliness of nowhere to place, the cherry blossoms bloom, the flowers are gone, scattered with dreams, become fragmented, and disperse with the wind with a light touch.
If the whiteness fades away, and the birds cease to sing, and the weary wind ceases to blow, cover me with the thick darkness that pervades me, just as thou hast gently covered the vast earth with thy sleep, and gently closed the petals of the midnight lotus with the darkness of the night.
The journey is not yet over, the traveler is exhausted, his sacks of grain are empty, his tattered clothes are covered with dust, please dispel his shyness, dispel his poverty, and let his life be full of vigor like a flower in the merciful night of man.
I stood quietly outside the door, looking for the figure that was too familiar to be more familiar, I said I wouldn't cry, I wouldn't cry, but the tears came down like this, was it because of love? But what am I crying about? Are my tears because I can't bear to?
In my dreams, I have searched for that handsome figure in the crowd again and again, but where are you?
"Yan, let's go, it's time for the rematch!" she shouted, as long as a century, I slowly turned around, it's not her, who is it?
What can I say about staring at the searching, what can I say? The memories in my mind kept surging, every smile she had, every love she loved, every bit of her concern, gradually piled up into sand, became a dune, and the dunes became a tower, and she lived in the tower like this, and lived in the depths of my heart, and grew into a giant tree, and I wanted to get rid of her, but I couldn't get rid of it again, and my whole heart was full of memories about her, and I couldn't erase it, I couldn't let it go.
She walked over, crossed the crowd, stood in front of me, I raised my head, tears welled up and said, "Girl, aren't you leaving? With my brother, even if you don't come to the competition, I will win, my brother secretly taught me a lot when you were asleep, so you don't have to worry, I will win." ”
"I'm uncomfortable, I can't laugh, you're gone, I feel uncomfortable thinking that you're going to live a lonely life in the future, and we've never been separated since you came back. "I let go of all my reserves, I don't want to care so much, I don't want to think so much, at this moment, I just want to be in his arms, to be pampered by him, I don't want him to go, I don't want him to go.
He patted me gently on the back: "Girl, girl, girl......" whispered again and again, calling my soul away, if you want to go, can you take me away, I don't want to be separated from you.
"In the future, you have to love yourself well, okay, study hard, take classes well, live your life well, don't laugh for his laughter, don't mourn for his sorrow, don't mourn for his troubles, do you know? I don't want to see you like this next time, my heart will hurt. A thousand words have long since turned into tears and choked in my throat.
"Yan, I don't want to see you like this, I want to see that sunny as the first time I saw you. ”
When I said this, my heart was empty and terrible, and my whole soul seemed to be withdrawn, I think I love you, but I don't say it, I think I love you, but I don't say it.
You have your way, and I have my choice, I love you, I can't hold him back because of me, so I let you go, and let me go, you're going to your free world, from when I don't know when I started to notice the smile on your face getting less and less, I knew that I was going to escape to a place you couldn't see, I owed you enough, so, I want to give you back a very happy, very happy future, so let go of you, and let myself go.
Say goodbye, really should say goodbye, let me hug you again, stay in your arms for the last time, and touch your warmth for the last time.
You are too good, so I choose to let you go, and from then on turn to the end of the world, and never support each other again.
"Okay, let me hug you again, okay?" I hugged him tightly, unwilling to let go of my hand, tears raining down......
In this world, how much love is helpless, maybe I can only do this, please forgive me for not saying that I like you, and forgive me for burying that deep love.
I don't know when we started back to back, one to the left, one to the right...... From then on, each of them began their own journeys.
"Students, teachers, this is our rematch "Wounded City" to everyone, listen attentively, I hope that students who have dreams in the world will work hard to chase, maybe we will be hurt, we will be disappointed, we will be painful, please don't forget, the road is under your feet, don't think too much, go forward bravely, no matter what awaits you in front of you, don't forget the original intention. ”
Li Yan's heartbeat slowed down by half a beat, he looked back, she smiled lightly, he sighed lightly: "Brother, is it you? In the end, you still came, in Xiao Zi's body, did you hear her heart? She agreed with you to do this, right?"
"Situ Zi" chuckled at Li Yan: My Xiaoyan, I owe you freedom, give it back to you, you sent yourself to Lin Yidie's side because of me, this time, whether you agree or not, I will send you out of her sight, your life path, I can't go down with you, what you can do is to pave all your future roads, you are too kind, so kind that you are willing to even hurt yourself, I am already dead, so, please be free to love what you love, hate what you hate, think what you think, you never belong to anyone, nor is it anyone's accessory, Xiao Yan, he, is my most beloved baby。
"Situ Zi" gently stood on tiptoe and whispered in his ear: "Xiao Yan, what's wrong, my brother wants to play a tune for Xiao Yan, isn't Xiao Yan still happy? I haven't cooperated with Xiao Yan for a long time? Xiao Yan, do you dislike me?"
"Big fool. He smiled and laughed, and tears flowed down his face, but fortunately no one could see the tears behind the mask......
The slow sound of the piano danced on her fingertips......
The voice kissed by the angel, under the night sky, gently trilled to everyone's heart......
I am in a city without you
Nostalgia for a kiss that fell on my forehead
The process of sharing a bowl of instant noodles is so naïve
Walk the streets of winter
You ask me if it's cold or not
You are in my city without me
Will the heart hurt
Did you miss my lips \
Love to use the cruelest separation
And with the most innocent eyes
Staring at us
Listen to the same love song
We all love Eason
Have the same memories
but they live in a different city
My heart aches when I think of you
I always feel as if a part of my body is missing
Love is you holding me
You ask me if I'm cold
This sentence made me wait for my youth
My heart aches when I think of you
I want to share with you the joys and sorrows of life
If only we could meet again in the same city
Even if it's unrecognizable, please recognize me
No one loves you as much as I do
You are in my city without me
Will the heart hurt
Did you miss my lips \
Love to use the cruelest separation
And he stared at us with the most innocent eyes
Listen to the same love song
We all love Eason
Have the same memories
but they live in a different city
My heart aches when I think of you
I always feel as if a part of my body is missing
Love is you holding me
You ask me if I'm cold
This sentence made me wait for my youth
My heart aches when I think of you
I want to share with you the joys and sorrows of life
If only we could meet again in the same city
Even if it's unrecognizable, please recognize me
No one loves you as much as I do
If only we could meet again in the same city
Even if it's unrecognizable, please recognize me
No one loves you as much as I do
His voice is as warm as the sun outside the window, as clean as a wash, the piano and his every word, they forget every audience present, they only sink in their world, they are in their world, only them, they embrace each other quietly, wordless smiles, destined, we will meet, I never realized that you are so important, I used to always stare into your eyes, looking at the little reflection of the little figure in your eyes, enough to make my heart very happy, Xiao Yan, my brother loves you, although I never say it, I never say it, but come to this worldThe biggest gain is to have your younger brother to accompany me through my short life, the happiest thing is to meet Xiaozi, she taught me, what is love, this life, I have family, friendship, love, this life, no regrets and no regrets.
In this life, you give me too much time, I know you can't bear me, but, Xiao Yan, everyone's life has an end of the day, so please don't mind too much, I'm just one step ahead of you, one day, we will meet.
You did everything you could to protect my short life, and the faint light you gave me was enough to warm my whole world.
"Heng, Heng, don't go, okay?" It turns out that someone can cry when he is asleep.
At the end of the song, the audience was boiling, Lin Yidie took two steps back, lost, or lost to her, really unwilling, really unwilling, she clenched her fists tightly, and said secretly: Li Yan, do you think you can really escape from me? Without my permission, no one can take you away.