070 pretend you're sad too
When Jin Guangyan flashed into the ward, Yan Xiaoxiao just looked at him coldly. Jin Guangyan was slightly puzzled, hung the windbreaker on the hanger, turned around and asked puzzledly, "Is there something wrong?"
Yan Xiaoxiao shook her head, and after thinking about it, she pretended to be calm and said, "Jin Guangyan, you still have to go to work tomorrow, so you should go back early, right?"
"Are you concerned about me?" Jin Guangyan's tone was still calm, but his lips unconsciously rose slightly.
Concern?Yan Xiaoxiao's eyes became more and more gloomy, but he just said numbly: "You are careful on the road, and besides, you don't have to go so troubled to visit the patient in the future." ”
Jin Guangyan's heart sank, and his tone was slightly impatient: "Yan Xiaoxiao, what are you doing?"
She just doesn't want to indulge in short-lived and unrealistic tenderness, is that also wrong? It's not as easy as she thinks, so she's trying so hard not to sink deeper and deeper, is that also wrong?
Jin Guangyan stared at her suspiciously, his brain was running rapidly, his face gradually became gloomy, her change was because of Jiang Yue, right? Jiang Yue took care of her for a few hours, she couldn't help it? So what about him, what is it for him to sneak around like this? Anger and heartache burned his world, but the remaining reason still asked him to stay calm, after all, she was injured. Jin Guangyan rushed out like a whirlwind, and Yan Xiaoxiao's empty eyes gradually moistened. The water vapor under her eyes gathered more and more, and her world began to rain in a dripping manner.
Jin Guangyan washed his face with cold water a few times, and took a few deep breaths before he forced himself to calm down. Yan Xiaoxiao, there is always a way to provoke him. He, who has always been indifferent and self-controlled, just had an urge to die with her. However, another voice in his heart was shouting: "Jin Guangyan, you can't lose your temper at her." "She is the biggest patient, she deserves to be angry with her, does he have to digest it by himself? He will be so angry with her that he will bleeding internally one day, Jin Guangyan shook his head and walked towards the ward.
Taking another deep breath, Jin Guangyan pushed open the door. Who is it? Yan Xiaoxiao forgot that his hands were injured, and raised his hand to wipe away the surging tears. Suddenly, the pain was so painful that * let out.
Jin Guangyan ran over in a panic, only then did he see that Yan Xiaoxiao's face was full of bright tears.
"Yan Xiaoxiao, what's wrong?" Jin Guangyan spoke anxiously, her tears flowed even more fiercely, and her voice was slightly choked: "Aren't you leaving? Why are you coming back? Come back to see how embarrassed I am?" You let me out, I don't want to see you." ”
Is she crying because he left? Jin Guangyan's anger disappeared, and all that was left was distress: "I didn't leave, don't cry, I won't leave, didn't I say that I would accompany you tonight?"
His slender fingers brushed away the tears on her face, Yan Xiaoxiao looked at him with teary eyes, her long and curly eyelashes were once again covered with crystal clear tears, Jin Guangyan became more and more anxious: "Don't cry, okay? Other women are embarrassed when they cry, you cry very cute." No, Jin Guangyan hurriedly added: "Although it's cute to cry, it's even more beautiful when you laugh." ”
In my impression, Jin Guangyan would yell at her, threaten her, bully her, and order her, but how could he comfort her with sweet words? Yan Xiaoxiao was slightly stunned, forgetting to shed tears, and staring at Jin Guangyan with big eyes for a moment.
finally stopped crying, Jin Guangyan looked at her red eyes, a little crying and laughing. Obviously, she wanted to drive him away, but why did she cry into tears when he left? Jin Guangyan was a little lucky, but fortunately he didn't want to leave at all.
Yan Xiaoxiao gradually came back to her senses, and she turned her head sideways to avoid his hand.
Jin Guangyan pulled the corners of her mouth helplessly, and finally wiped the tears on her face with a soaked towel silently. Yan Xiaoxiao's expression became more and more unconscious, and her pretty face had already burned into rose red. Fool, Jin Guangyan cautiously asked, "Why did you deliberately drive me away when you obviously wanted me to stay?"
"Who said I want you to stay?" Yan Xiaoxiao stiffened.
A duplicitous woman, Jin Guangyan raised her eyebrows at her, and Yan Xiaoxiao hurriedly defended: "I didn't cry because you left, you are less self-righteous." ”
"Then why are you crying?" Jin Guangyan looked at the awkward little woman in front of him amusedly.
"I cried because, because I was the only one in the ward, I was afraid. Yan Xiaoxiao breathed a sigh of relief, and finally found a reasonable reason.
"Why are you driving me away if you're afraid?" the question went back to square one.
"Anyway, I didn't cry because you left. Yan Xiaoxiao shouted childishly.
"Well, you didn't cry because I left. Jin Guangyan kindly agreed.
Yan Xiaoxiao nodded hurriedly, and Jin Guangyan suddenly leaned over, his deep eyes seemed to see through her soul. Yan Xiaoxiao only felt his heart beating faster, and his tone stammered a little: "You, you-"
"Yan Xiaoxiao. Jin Guangyan's tone was serious, revealing a strange aura, "Promise me that you won't cry because of me in the future." ”
Obviously you should have retorted with confidence: "I won't cry for you", so why did you blurt out: "Why?"
Jin Guangyan shook his head, and there was bottomless sadness in his jade-like pupils. He just stared at her deeply, as if he wanted to carve her into his mind across time.
Yan Xiaoxiao had an ominous premonition in her heart, some kind of inexplicable fear suddenly grabbed her heart, and her voice trembled slightly: "Jin Guangyan, you don't want me anymore, right?"
Jin Guangyan looked at her in surprise, would she know how to read minds?
It seems that he guessed correctly, Yan Xiaoxiao only felt that somewhere in his heart had collapsed, wasn't this the result that he had asked for but couldn't? Why did he feel suffocated at this moment?
"I promise you that you will be free again when you are discharged from the hospital. It's just Yan Xiaoxiao, no matter how happy you are, can you pretend that you are also a little sad and a little reluctant at this moment?" Jin Guangyan held his heartache and said as calmly as possible.
Has the two of them never been implicated since then? Yan Xiaoxiao finally understood why Jin Guangyan had been so accommodating to her recently. He had already arranged the end, so he was willing to give him his tenderness without reservation, and his last mercy was only because she was about to leave his life. It's ridiculous that she didn't know that she was so sweet, distressed, secretly happy, and sad. She's like a fool, no, she's a fool.
"Yan Xiaoxiao, take good care of yourself in the future, don't always get sick. The pain in her heart grew like a weed, Jin Guangyan didn't dare to look at her black eyes as bright as stars, for fear that she would see the attachment and reluctance in her eyes.
He doesn't want her anymore, will he care if she's sick or not? Yan Xiaoxiao's world is still in chaos, she only knows that he doesn't want her anymore. He said that after being discharged from the hospital, he would return her freedom. But what is she free to do?