Chapter 192: Apology

"Don't. Chen Ke tilted his head and didn't kiss me.

I leaned my head against it and kissed Chen Ke on the face.

"Itchy, itchy, Dad, you didn't shave. Chen Ke giggled.

After cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks and playing with his two daughters for a while, Tong Wangjun came back, carrying a plastic bag with swimsuits and swim trunks in his hand.

"I bought one for you, can you see for yourself if it's suitable?" Tong Wangjun took out a pair of swim trunks and handed it to me.

"What's wrong with this, I can definitely wear it, let it go. "I said, I don't like trying on clothes very much.

I rarely buy clothes, and if I do, it will be very fast, and it will be solved in more than ten minutes.

"It's nothing to try, if it's small, or if it's not suitable, I can go down and change it right away. Tong Wangjun didn't give up, "Hurry up, give it a try." ”

"This is close-fitting clothing, no matter how you try it, it is definitely not clean on it. "I'm too lazy to bother.

"It's all new, and it doesn't matter if you try it. Tong Wangjun couldn't persuade me, "If you don't try, I'll try it first." ”

"There you go. "Tong Wangjun's eagerness makes me feel a little lucky, fortunately it was Xu Heng's horizontal insertion that made Tong Wangjun go to Sanya with him, otherwise I am afraid that I will only take Chen Ke alone, in that case, Tong Wangjun will probably be very disappointed in his heart.

It can be seen that she likes to see the sea very much.

I knocked on the bathroom door, "Have you changed it, do you want me to take a look at it for you?" ”

The door of the bathroom opened, but only one crack was opened, and the swimsuit on Tong Wangjun's body had already been changed: "Come in, help me see if it's suitable, whether it's smaller, I feel a little stuck." ”

Tong Wangjun's swimsuit is a bit conservative, it is one-piece, and there is a small skirt underneath, and there is not much exposure, I look very comfortable, and I am relieved.

With Tong Wangjun's figure, wearing a swimsuit with a few pieces of cloth is definitely eye-catching, but I'd rather her dress like this.

"Very good, very good, just this one, no need to change it. I commented.

"But I feel a little strangled and my chest hurts a little. Tong Wangjun pulled on his swimsuit, a little uncomfortable.

"You're in too good shape, it's normal to be a little strangled, and if you wear more clothes, you will loosen up, and then it won't be so tight. I glanced at her chest, "You should be more comfortable if you take the clothes out of it." ”

"It's going to be exposed, there's a print, and the swimsuit is thin. Tong Wangjun said.

"Just put something in there. I said.

"That's it?" Tong Wangjun asked for my opinion.

"That's it, it's just a few days anyway, don't be so picky. "I am very casual about my clothes, I have no special requirements, Tong Wangjun's swimsuit is very conservative, I am very satisfied.

"It's hard to go to see the sea once, and if you have to go into the sea to play in the water, you must wear a little better. Tong Wangjun looked in the mirror again and again, still picking on the problem with his clothes, "I'm still a little dissatisfied." ”

"It's really okay, people with a good figure look beautiful no matter what they wear, and they can attract attention. I said, "What you should be worried about is that the quality of this dress is not up to par, and whether it will suddenly break." ”

"This dress costs more than 20 yuan, and there are more than a dozen yuan of cheaper ones, I didn't buy them, how can it be broken, the quality is not so bad." Tong Wangjun said.

"Is 20 dollars expensive? You should buy a better swimsuit. I was a little speechless at Tong Wangjun's words, "You didn't pay the tuition fee of 200,000 yuan in the blink of an eye, but you saved the money to buy clothes." ”

"It's expensive, so let's do it. Tong Wangjun said, "Okay, you go out, I want to change my clothes, have you tried your swimsuit?"

"I made a gesture, there is no problem, you can wear it in. I said.

"Clothes are meant to be tried, you don't always try, your swim trunks cost fifty dollars, if you can't wear them, you won't be able to change them later. I also bought a swimsuit for Ke, you let Ke in, I'll try it on her to see if it fits. Tong Wangjun babbled.

I went out and called Chen Ke and asked her to go into the bathroom.

The mother and daughter came out of the bathroom for a while, washed the swimsuit, and then continued to tidy up the clothes, I looked at the time and it was almost 12 o'clock at night, so I urged Tong Wangjun to let her go to bed early.

Tong Wangjun helped Chen Ke and Chen Le take a bath, and waited for them to go to bed, and she peeled an apple and handed it to me.

"I'm not hungry. I shook my head, "It's already clock, you go to sleep, you have to get up early in the morning." ”

Tong Wangjun put the apple on the coffee table and sat on the sofa with me: "Will Tang Wan also go to your friend's wedding?"

"Hmm. I nodded, glanced at Tong Wangjun, and wondered why she suddenly asked this question.

"Then will she have a misunderstanding when she sees me with you?" Tong Wangjun asked me again.

"No, there's no misunderstanding about that. I shook my head, but I did have this layer of worry in my heart, but thinking that Liu Chuang also participated in Yu Lu's wedding, and it was very likely that he passed as Tang Wan's boyfriend, if I thought about it like this, what would it matter if I took Tong Wangjun over even if Tang Wan saw it.

"You're not afraid?" Tong Wangjun looked at me.

"I have nothing to fear. I laughed.

"In the past, when you drank, every time you got drunk, you would call Tang Wan's name, and even cry while talking in your dreams, at that time I even envied Tang Wan, there was such a person who loved her. Tong Wangjun stared at the apples on the coffee table that had slowly changed color, and said slowly.

I smiled silently, I don't know how to answer Tong Wangjun's words, I don't remember these things at all, but I know that what Tong Wangjun said is true, and I should indeed behave like this.

In high school, Tang Wan was the goddess in my heart.

When I was thinking about another woman, I hurt the woman who was with me.

"Sometimes you forcibly possess me, scolding vigorously in your mouth, I even wonder if you are possessing me while fantasizing about Tang Wan's appearance in your mind. Tong Wangjun told me.

"How could it be. I sneered and denied.

Tong Wangjun stared at me and said very seriously: "You do this kind of thing, every time I think of such a picture, I feel that I am a substitute, just a tool for you to vent." You have a sad face all day long, as if someone owes you money, even if you have Ake and Xiaole later, you are still like that. You know, I've actually wanted to live a good life with you. ”

"I'm sorry. I said.

"You've said it many times, don't say it again. Tong Wangjun shook his head, "Chen Jin, sometimes I really don't know what you think, I originally thought that if I divorced you, you would immediately go to Tang Wan, but no." Do you really love her in your heart, or do you drink and gamble and mess around just to get rid of me?"

I also asked myself in my heart, do you love Tang Wan?

I must have been, I am very sure that I really liked Tang Wan very much in high school, even now I still like her, but I didn't pursue Tang Wan, is it because I was married, I had children, or for some other reason? I'm not sure which reason, maybe there are some of each.

Time can change many things, including feelings.

I didn't dare to make a decision right away, because no matter what decision I made, as long as I chose a side, there might be no one left, and I was still not sure what I was thinking.

It scared me a little.

Sometimes I even wonder why it wasn't in ancient times, so maybe I wouldn't have to worry about it so much.

The landlady is right, sometimes I am too greedy, but I really don't want to make a choice right away, and I don't dare.

"Why do you want to see the sea so much?" I changed the subject, I didn't want to talk to Tong Wangjun about this anymore, as long as I thought about it deeply, I would feel very painful and uncomfortable.

"Seeing the sea can make people's hearts more open-minded. Tong Wangjun said.

"So you think you're small-minded?" I laughed.

"Well, my heart is really not broad enough, a little thing will make me angry, too harsh on people, I want to change these, but I can't change it every time, so I want to see the sea, look at the endless sea, make my mind more broad-minded, not so easy to get angry, and no longer so harsh on people. Tong Wangjun replied to me very seriously.

I glanced at her, is Tong Wangjun apologizing to me in disguise?

She felt that she had been harsh on me in the past, and she actually thought it was wrong in her heart, so she wanted to change?