She sat quietly in the huge main hall, holding the major headlines on the Internet, since Guan Yang separated from her last night, he said, since you are his choice, these things are what you should know, he sent her an email, which contained Li Yan's large and small social accounts, she looked at Shangguan Yang a little confused, Shangguan Yang said: " You know, Li Yan is a public figure, in addition to maintaining a certain amount of popularity, his itinerary, his life, and his daily life will be exposed to the public eye, he has never been on it, everything above is taken care of by me, he never asks, never pays attention, never updates, never pleases, he is very excessive, he obviously earns the audience's money, never follows the public's wishes, he can only see one you in his eyes. ”

"Isn't that the one I love?" she replied softly.

"Yes, Li Yan's heart is very small, so small that he can only pretend to be one of you and one Li Heng, and he can't see the rest, so please cherish him and don't let him go again, I tell you, if you let him go again, he will die." Shangguan Yang said softly, as if sighing, as if sad, as if helpless.

"Na, Shangguan Yang, sometimes, we live very tired, it's not that life is too mean, but we are too easy to be infected by the atmosphere of the outside world, swayed by the emotions of others, walking in the crowd, we always feel that there are countless heart-piercing eyes, there are a lot of short and long cold words, and eventually we will mess up our minds, and gradually be bound by our own fantasies in the net hole woven into a cocoon, you always think that Li Yan is living on the stage for others to see, you are wrong, he only lives to me from beginning to end, I don't know how many people take Li Yan to heart, and no matter how many people think that Li Yan is living for him, he wants nothing more than me from beginning to end, I can see from beginning to end that I am just a Li Yan, what others say, how to talk, how to look, I don't care, I only care about Li Yan, I am alive from beginning to end, and I just give Li Yan a look. ”

"You're too much, you're selfish to the core, you can not think about others, but you have to think about those who depend on you to survive. "Shangguan Yang is very helpless, they don't do it for others, only for themselves, and they don't want the people around them, why, there are such people, who are selfish and do nothing, only for each other.

"Xiao Zi, come here. Li Yan glanced at the figure of Situ Zi and Shangguan Yang standing together, he was not in a bad mood, he walked over, clasped his fingers with Situ Zi, lowered his face and said, "Yang, if you don't deal with your company's affairs, what are you doing here." "My God, my ancestors, you didn't bring back my business.

"Xiao Yan, don't make too much trouble with the two of you lately, our company still has to make a profit, you can play with me if you have nothing to do, if you don't have a job, you can go wherever you like, but you have a bit of responsibility, okay? "To be honest, according to the degree of their trouble, his changed heart really can't withstand their tossing like this, he lives a good life, and he doesn't want to abuse himself.

"Na, Yang, it's too cold in the high places, I don't want to stand there, I just need to stand in a place with Xiao Zi. Li Yan looked at Situ Zi quietly, he found for the first time that human life is really short, he was wondering if his brother would be like him, afraid of the arrival of the day, afraid that as soon as he opened his eyes, his Xiaozi would not be by his side, every time he woke up, his first reaction was to find the source of the temperature next to him, he was afraid of the cold temperature, he was afraid of the loss of his heart, he was afraid that if he was not careful, he would be forgotten by the world again.

"Yan, I'll accompany you, I'll always be with you, na, Yan, you wait for me in the tea garden first, I'll look for you in a while, okay?" Situ Zi coaxed him quietly, like a child.

"But I want to go with Xiao Zi. ”

"Yan, I know you want to go with me, but I still have something to say to Shangguan Yang, when I'm done, I'll go to you, okay?"

"Alright then, I'll go over first, see you later. Fingertips crossed her face, she smiled lightly and pulled his palm, rubbed it, and smiled like the sun after the rain, bright and moving.

She stared at Li Yan's figure walking away, Shangguan Yang frowned, Li Yan, he recalled carefully, the days he got along with Li Yan, he was shocked, since he was with Li Yan, Li Yan seemed to be born for others, he had no sadness, no joy, no happiness, he just cried, made trouble, and laughed according to the characters in the script, but once he came out of the play, he was terrifyingly quiet, since he met Situ Zi again, he seemed to have a soul, he would cry, laugh, make trouble, and beg, this is a good thing, but is he too sticky to Situ Zi。

"That, Situ Zi, Li Yan, he seems to be a little wrong, don't you think?" He always had to be wrong, although he knew that what he said might not be useful, but it would be better to say what he thought.

"You found out too, right?" she frowned her good-looking eyebrows, his current appearance was like the time when Li Heng's time was short, she was afraid when she thought about it, that time was a ghost that she didn't want to experience again in her life.

That winter, it was too long, so long that she almost gave up hope in life, she closed her eyes, the scene of the shocking past flashed like a marquee, she could never forget Li Heng's fingertips paused on the piano keys, his voice was like far away in the sky, with that lonely to sad tone, it was a deep pampering in the bone marrow, he asked her: "Na, Xiao Zi, what should I do with Xiao Yan?" I'm really afraid that one day when I leave, Xiao Yan will die, he will really die, I thought that your appearance would make him no longer lonely for a long time, I'm afraid now, I did something wrong, what should I do?"

At that time, she quietly hugged Li Heng, in addition to tears, she still shed tears......

She will never forget that day, Li Heng went out because of a hurry, and went out without having time to say hello to them, after Li Yan woke up in a daze, he found that Li Heng was gone, he searched back and forth in the empty garden over and over again, and shouted back and forth in the empty living room: Brother, brother, don't leave Xiao Yan, don't leave Xiao Yan, give you whatever Xiao Yan you want, don't leave me...... She looked down on the second floor, the lonely figure of the young man wandered, met her eyes, her heart throbbed for no reason, she never thought about what the word poignant was, and she didn't want to know the word, but the young man in front of her staged the word to the extreme, what is called poignant, until she shot down the light through the clouds, the light hit the piano cover, the young man's body, the cherry blossoms withered quietly, the young man looked at the blue sky, and said to the second floor: "Come down, okay? Accompany me." She rushed downstairs like a demon, and stood in front of him, and he pulled her by, and they lay side by side on the piano cover, and the boy put his arm around her waist and whispered in a language she did not understand, and he said, "You see the innocence is blue, but I am in pain, does he not want me anymore, does he leave me, obviously I have worked so hard, why, there are still people who come to rob him from me, obviously I don't want anything, why do they take my brother." ”

She quietly looked at the lonely and untouchable teenager with tears in her eyes, she hated herself, why couldn't she take half of his pain, obviously he was the happiest person in the world, God was always terriblely fair, he gave him everything, but he forgot to give him the ability to love.

"Shangguan Yang, it was Li Heng who taught Li Yanai to love, but the person who taught him to love is gone, I am the one who gave him love, and the only one who still has the ability to love, Li Heng's departure hit him too hard, and the long wound in his heart is not good if he says it is good. ”

"But, there's really something wrong with him, what he's looking for in you, I don't believe you can't see it, are you going to let him live in the enchantment you made for him?"

"Yes, I just let him live in my enchantment, and I only live in his enchantment, since his world is only me, so equal, my world is only for him, none of us want, just each other. ”

"You are sick, I think you are terminally ill, right? You will hurt him and hurt yourself. ”

"Shangguan Yang, we didn't hurt anyone, we didn't offend anyone, we didn't hinder anyone, we are just living in our own way, what's wrong?" she looked up at the sky and didn't speak.

"Have you ever asked him? Is he in love with you? or his brother? Or is it the phantom of Li Heng when he was a child, have you ever asked if he is living in reality, or is he always alive in the memories of the past?" Shangguan Yang was a little angry, he hated her connivance, hated her for not asking, hated her for being dead-eyed.

"Shangguan Yang, are these important? Compared to these, is it important to Li Yan's happiness?" she asked word by word, Shangguan Yang was speechless, yes, for these, as long as Li Yan is happy, if he feels that he is happy to live in a dream, then let him always live in the dream she gave him, no matter what the result is, he and her are in love, no matter what, she loves him, he also loves her, his heart may be missing, so what does it matter, she will still make it up for him, he turned around and left, and said: " Situ Zi, be kind to yourself occasionally, I remember you said that you are not the White Lotus of the Holy Mother, you can be willful. ”

"No, the biggest willfulness in my life is that I can be by his side, he promised me, I may be him, I am enough, Shangguan Yang, since I have been with him, I have found that this world is incredibly beautiful, by his side, I have the courage to live, I have spent all my life of luck when I met him, so, I don't need to be willful, I just want him to live in his world so willfully. ”

Shangguan Yang was stunned for a moment, and there was a sound of footsteps at the door, no one had seen it, and the voice had arrived: "I said, Shangguan Yang, what you tell me to you is the wind in your ears, isn't it? ”

"Oh, you're also there, I said you, you are also conscious as an artist, okay? Have you ever thought about it, I also gave money for that play, this time we were lucky, what about next time? By the way, what about Li Yan's guy? You haven't been very tired lately, why did you end up with an order today?" Since the press conference, Lin Yidie's bad fate is regarded as keeping up with Guan Yang, they are all heirs, anyway, if you can't meet today, you will meet tomorrow, since leaving Li Yan, the moment she went to the battlefield, she can be regarded as seeing how naïve she was before, how can she untie the knot in a day or two, now she is not in a hurry, she believes that one day, the wound will always heal.

"Shangguan Yang, are you leaving? If you don't go, the press conference will be late for a while, don't say I didn't remind you, I'm leaving, do you want to take my car, or do you drive by yourself?"

"Wait for me, let's go, Situ Zi, Yan has been waiting for you there for a long time, if you don't go, he will be in a hurry." He kindly mentioned it, and Situ Zi smiled and walked towards the depths of the forest......