After she got home, she didn't care about anything else, she went directly to the study, she still has a lot of things to deal with in the accounts, her father doesn't care about the accounts now, there are a lot of things in the business, the collection, storage, and sale of herbs are all things on the accounts, and classification, diagnosis and treatment, and taking medicine are all technical things, she not only has to manage the accounts but also those personnel, but in fact, she is happy to do this, which will make her feel that she is valuable, she doesn't know what Deng Lin said: "It's not hard." It was different from her, but she still felt that Deng Lin was like a god, high above her not far away, so that people couldn't catch her, she thought she still liked the little kid before, a year older than her, but she would take her to run around, in the theater, in the woods, and would take her to set fire to play, although it was only a small area, or in her backyard, but she was willing to play with him at that time, and felt safe, although she was scolded every time, and that person always put on an upright face to make people believe, but she still liked to play with him, her mother died early, her father was cold to her, and later she had a stepmother, although the stepmother treats her well, sometimes she definitely can't take care of her, and later the stepmother gave her a little brother, with dark eyes, eight years younger than her and very well-behaved, and she also likes him, so in her childhood, that person was her pillar, although she often bullied her. But he often took care of her, at that time, almost all of Lin Can's toys were given by him, and the strange delicacies he ate were all given by him, and even when she missed her mother, she could throw herself into his arms and wipe his tears and snot on him and cry to her heart's content, at that time, there were friends around her who said that she was Deng Lin's little daughter-in-law, Lin Can would glare at them angrily, but Deng Lin was silent. After Lin Can dealt with the accounting management for an afternoon, she really couldn't help it, she went to bed after eating a bowl of Lantern Festival for dinner, she usually handles the accounts at night, but when I saw that person today, I thought a little too much, anyway, I can't handle it well, it's better to go to bed and sleep for a while, who knows that she actually dreamed of that person in her dream, at first it was when the two of them were three years old, when her mother was still there, Mrs. Deng took that person to visit the Lin family, two adults talked above, and left two children to play below, so, after a while, the person poked Lin Can, and pushed her for a while, just kept teasing her, that was Lin Can and someone to protect her is also stubborn, just pushed him to, the man was stunned for a moment and then cried out, the adults were anxious to see Deng Lin, Deng Lin still cried a little face wrinkled with tears hanging on it, crying until the end and hiccuping, Lin Can's mother knew that she pushed Deng Lin, not her, why, or did people fall themselves? began to teach Lin Can, at first he was still preaching, and then he saw that she had no reaction, so he directly held her hand and slapped her palm, at this time Deng Lin was still planning to use his small body to stop it, Lin Can's mother felt even more sorry for Deng Lin, and Lin Can's palm crackled, but she just didn't cry, stared at Deng Lin, thinking that the feud between the two of us was big. So before the age of five, the relationship between the two of them was still in a state of hatred, you don't feel comfortable with me, I find you uncomfortable.

Until she was five years old, Lin Can's mother died, she died of a disease, which had not been cured at that time, so even if her family was in the medicinal herb business, she couldn't save her mother, because her mother was her father's wife and grew up with her father from a small family, so Lin Can blamed her father a little, thinking that it was he who made her mother so tired, which caused her mother's poor health to be sick, and her father didn't like her very much. At that time, Deng Lin's mother took Deng Lin to Lin Can's mother to mourn, Deng Lin saw at a glance the small Lin Can sitting on the big chair next to the coffin in the center of the hall, her face was a little dumbfounded, but her eyes were red and she had cried a lot, he also understood something at this time, knowing that Lin Can's mother died and could no longer bully her, he was even a little unhappy in his heart, he had bullied her so many times that she didn't cry, but now she was crying and so sad, he felt that Lin Can couldn't cry for others, he ignored that someone else was her mother. So during this time, he came to accompany her every day, trying his best to make her happy, and then every time Lin Can was sad, he would come to accompany her, and take her to various places to play at other times, that winter Lin Can's house was a little deserted without a hostess, Deng Lin took her to sneak into the opera garden to watch the play, and the babbling and singing were lively, but they didn't understand very well, Deng Lin had pocket money at that time, and took a few small silver tickets to let Xiao Er go to fruit, Xiao Er saw that they were still young, but they could afford to pay for it, and they knew that it must be a young lady and young master, and they didn't dare to offend themLater, Lin Can turned around and looked at the play singing above with his cold eyes, and opened his mouth to pick the little oranges that Deng Lin peeled for her, and Deng Lin didn't care much about listening to the play singing while seriously peeling oranges for Lin Can, when he looked up to feed Lin Can oranges, when he saw her blinking big eyes and red fleshy little face, he couldn't help but tease her little face, and Lin Can didn't care about him pulling his face when he saw it comfortably and ate comfortably, so after the theater ended in the afternoon, they followed the flow of people out of the theater, and the little Deng Lin manly sent Lin Can home to make an appointment for the next time to go out to play, and then went home。 Suddenly the picture changed, it became that when she was seven years old, her father married Xu Xian, who is now her stepmother, she watched them finish worshipping, she ran to the backyard to cry, Deng Lin also went to her house, and when she couldn't see her after worshipping, she knew that she must have gone somewhere to hide and cry, first went to her small courtyard to see if there was no her, and then went to the backyard to find her, and saw her crying in the backyard and didn't say anything, sat next to her and swept it with her sleeves, and then put her head on her shoulder to let her continue to cry, and when she was tired of crying and didn't continue to cry, she magically took out a box of foreign fire and a few raw chestnuts brought from home, raw peanuts. Raw corn, with the yard of dead leaves, dead grass, dry branches and the like to pile a small stack, and then put raw chestnuts, The raw peanuts were buried in it, and after the corn was inserted with a few sturdy sticks, it began to light the fire, and when the fire was big, he took the stick to lean the corn on it, and from time to time asked Lin Can to pick up some flammable materials such as dead wood branches and come back, and when the corn was almost roasted, he gave it to Lin Can for her to eat, and reminded her to be careful of scalding, and when a few corns were roasted, she waited for the fire to burn, and then pulled out the ripe chestnut corn from the ashes and peeled it for her to eat, so Lin Can's foodie attribute was raised by Deng Lin. Suddenly when he was thirteen years old, Deng Lin's family was going to move away to another city, Lin Can's family went to see them off, Lin Can pulled his sleeve and looked at him with red circles in his eyes, Deng Lin nagged her vigorously that after she left, she had to take care of herself, eat on time, go to school well, and don't cry for others, etc., and finally Lin Can saw that they had to go and sobbed and asked him, are they still coming back, Deng Lin wiped away the tears on her face with his hand, but asked her if you want me to come back, she said yes, Deng Lin nodded with a solemn expression and said I will come back, and then they left, Lin Can himself watched their backs there for a long time before going home。 Then the dream was repeated, and it became that when she saw him today, he was wearing a blue brocade robe, and he looked like a rich young master just like when he was a child, but he was more imposing than when he was a child, and sometimes he had a feeling of intimidation and anger when he didn't speak in front of others, but it was better for her, and she didn't know why she didn't look at it for a long time during the day, but it appeared clearly in front of her eyes at night, so that she couldn't see enough.