On the night of the dissolution of the marriage, she was in the piano room, and the hollow sound of the piano echoed lonely over and over again in the empty piano room......

Daystar didn't know when she rose up and fell again, she was so tired that she fell asleep, I don't know when, she didn't sleep like this, nor did she play the piano like this, her schedule was not only a play, but also a play, if the person she met was not Li Yan, with her identity as the eldest lady of the Lin family, she wouldn't have to have to work so hard at all.

When she woke up, the dappled sunlight hit her face, and she looked out the window, the sun rose and sunset......

Until she heard the door knocking, the sound of pushing the door, her eyes fell on the illusory person, yes, she thought she was dreaming, until Li Yan stood still in front of her, she quietly stared at him step by step approaching her, as if watching her own childhood grow up, day by day, one voice Li Yan, just like this, slowly, slowly growing up, is her father also in this voice of Fluttershy, Fluttershy...... In a flash, he grew up, like a kite with a broken string, out of control

When she was young, their first encounter was in this piano room, she inadvertently found here along the sound of the piano, she thought she had met an angel, at that time she didn't know love, she felt that the boy in front of her, delicate like the person she had seen in the villain book, she inexplicably wanted to get close to him, wanted to spoil him, wanted him to play with him every day, but, why, he guarded his brother every day, never left, in order to get close to him, she adhered to Li Heng, she imitated Li Heng, learned those notes that she didn't like, and played that was always out of tune, finally one day, played the music, she happily wanted to share it with him, but he slept peacefully next to his brother's piano, beautiful and picturesqueFor the first time, she understood that jealousy turned out to be uncontrollable......

One day, her father asked her, "When you grow up, do you want to be Li Heng's wife?"

She asked: "Is it possible to live in Li Heng's house if you are Li Heng's wife, and Li Yan will accompany her to play, and she will not be separated for the rest of her life." The father was stunned for a moment, laughed, and said, "Of course." ”

At that time, she simply thought that she was with Li Heng = with Li Yan = with Li Yan for the rest of her life. Therefore, she agreed without hesitation, she thought that her identity had changed, Li Yan would look at him more, but he didn't, he was still lazy to call his brother, I don't want to go out with her, brother, why is she always sticking to you, brother, you can't have her, you want Xiao Yan?

Later, when she grew up, she knew what she liked, what love, what could be together, and what could not be together, it turned out that what she really liked was Li Yan, not Li Heng, she asked her father if she could change her daughter's marriage contract, she wanted Li Yan, but, Li Yan, he refused, it turned out that from beginning to end, only his own single arrow, that person really never wanted to look at her too much.

She knew that Li Yan didn't love her, so she thought about locking Li Heng all the time, because no matter what happened, Li Yan would not leave Li Heng, so if she couldn't get him, at least she could stick to him willfully, and even if she couldn't get him, she could look at him.

Unexpectedly, that year, the girl with a sweet smile came out, but I didn't expect Li Heng to take the initiative to break the marriage contract for her, and I didn't expect Li Yan to take the initiative to send it to the door for the sake of that girl, he said: "Xiaodie, can you break the marriage contract and let Xiaozi be with her brother, anyway, you don't love your brother, it's me, isn't it?"

She was full of joy and thought that she had finally moved the heavens, and she was a little glad that she had not given up, thinking that she had worked hard enough to finally impress him, but he had sacrificed himself for the sake of others.

It's really ridiculous, she would be naïve to think that he would fall in love with herself, she thought that she had driven away the warblers and warblers around him, flowers and plants, she ignored Li Heng and Situ Zi, it was a little sad.

"Li Yan, do you hate me?" she asked cautiously, in the past many years, in addition to being willing to talk to her in the play, he didn't even want to look at him outside the play, and he was silent.

"Are you reluctant to talk to me, or don't you want to answer?" she straightened her back and stared into his eyes, her pride had been drained on the way to pursue Li Yan, and now that she had come to the end, she only wanted to retain her last dignity.

"Do you want to hear the truth or lie?" he sat casually beside her, unhurriedly playing notes that she was all too familiar with.

"The Li Yan I knew before, he disdains to lie, and even more disdains to sit next to me, are you him or Shangguan Yang?"

"You love me so much, so much so that you can't tell who sits next to you? Is that also love me?" he sighed, looked at her, and gently took off his mask, still as in his past memory, so delicate that every stroke and every painting was a masterpiece of God's meticulousness, one more point is clear, one less point is faint, and it is too familiar to be more familiar, but in spite of this, every time he looks at it, he sinks again.

Her hand wanted to stretch out and stroke the face that had appeared thousands of times in the dream, two centimeters on his face, the corners of his eyebrows wrinkled slightly, she hesitated, withdrew her hand, lowered the corners of her eyebrows and said: "Yes, the biggest mistake that I, Lin Yidie, made in my life, is to love you so much that I have lost my own way." ”

"Love me so much that you want to destroy all the people around me?" the corners of his eyes were full of coldness, and there was no warmth.

"Yes, I just want you to see me alone, and you can only tolerate me, so you can only stay alone. What I can't get, no one else can think of. ”

"That's how you love me?"

"Yes, Li Yan, so, now do you hate yourself, or do you hate me very much, but now I'm tired of it, I find that I don't love you, it's me, Li Yan, we grew up, didn't we? I was wrong, I thought that if I pulled you into the darkness, I would be your only light, but later I found out that no matter how I pulled you into the darkness, there are always people around you who give you light, they accompany you, spoil me, love you, protect you, no matter how unscrupulous I am, the people around you are more scheming than me, more capable of robbing you with me, the point is that they all love you more than themselves, love you more than yourself, I can't be like them, I love myself more than you, now I understand, how can this world be as good as I think, all the good is taken by me, that is unfair to others。 ”

"From the very beginning, I didn't want to provoke you, nor did I make you love me. He looked out the window, and the flowers bloomed just right: "The biggest wrong thing you have ever done in your life is not to hurt my brother, but that it doesn't belong to you, you stretched out your hand." ”

"Li Yan, do you really think it's all my fault, when Li Heng and Situ Zi were together, you said, all you want is for me to marry you, give your brother freedom, you gave me hope, that's why I have hope, don't I?" Her tears slipped silently......

"Then you, hate me?" he opened his mouth slightly, yes, it's not all her fault, over the years, he really tried, tried to get along with her, tried to make himself fall in love with her, but he found that he was powerless.

"I hate, obviously you said it yourself, you want to be together, why am I in front of you, but you didn't look at me squarely, that's why I took all the pain on my body to Li Heng, Li Yan, blame it on your weakness, it's just because I know, that's why I'm like that, I know that he hurts, you hurt even more, everyone says I'm a murderer, but you ask yourself, ask Situ Zi, which of you has not been an accomplice, what have you been doing all these years? What do you want to do, what do you want to do, do you really think I don't know? After all, I am still the successor of the Lin family, don't treat me as an idiot, you want revenge? Then you can find me, kill me, I can give you whatever you want, even if it is my life, I am willing to die at your hands, why don't you do it, I do things alone, I should be alone, why should you be angry with my father. She bowed her head, her father was her last line of defense.

"Li Yan, where is the Li Yan I know, that Li Yan who would rather hurt himself than others, it's me, it's me who blames me for forcing you onto this road, I regret it, I really regret it. She used all her strength, stretched out her hand and pulled Li Yan's hand, put it on her face, cold tears, drop by drop through his palm, she cried silently, in front of him, she had never cried, all these years, she had endured it, at this moment, collapsed......

Obviously, the bright and picturesque young man in front of her, she hopes that he will sleep quietly under the cherry blossom tree, and accompany her to see the vicissitudes of the world, since when, he has no smile, no love, no love, what has she done? Many years ago, he walked up to her quietly, he said: Lin Yidie, break the marriage contract with my brother, and return him to freedom, I will accompany you, I Li Yan, except for love, I can give you anything, are you willing to give me a chance to try to love you?

She said: For the sake of others, you yourself are not either?

He said, "I don't know what love is, but I'll try to love, believe me."

She said: Do you not understand love, or do you fall in love with Situ Zi, you don't know?

He didn't say anything, just quietly, but unfortunately she was blinded by jealousy at the time, and couldn't see his fleeting confusion......