Chapter 14 - When You Wake Up, Has Everything Changed?
"Xiao Zi, Xiao Zi, wake up, wake up, wake up ......"
"It's noisy, it's noisy......" all kinds of messy voices poured into his ears, and there was some displeasure between his eyebrows.
"Heng, you're very noisy, let me sleep a little longer, okay?" Xiao Zi closed her eyes again with a little grievance.
"Xiao Zi, if you don't get up again, someone will come here for a class later, and, what's going on? When did I come to the piano room, I remember reading in the library. He looked puzzled, "And when did you come to the piano room, what the hell is wrong with us, how come we are asleep here, nothing happened to us, right?"
Situ Zi opened her eyes a little confused, she stretched out her hand in a bit of confusion, her fingertips slid over Shangguan Yang's face, and murmured, "Heng, don't leave me alone, take me away." ”
The expression of Shangguan Yang's face was enlarged in her pupils, her facial features were angular, her eyes were clean and clear, her forehead was smooth, and she looked angry, he had the kind of look she had seen for the first time, the first time she saw it, and she couldn't help but want to get closer, and wanted to explore Shangguan Yang on the other side, she looked at Shangguan Yang in a trance, she touched his face, and said inexplicably: "You are not Heng? He is not him, how can you be him? Am I sleeping stupidly, am I dreaming." ”
"Heng, Situ Zi, you'd better see the person in front of you clearly, and then talk nonsense, try it?" Shangguan Yang said with some annoyance, was he jealous? Maybe because of this, she didn't say anything, these days, she and Li Yan have been in and out of the pair, does she still care about his existence, he wants to know her mood, he wants to ask her what he thinks of him?
If she just wants to use herself as a stand-in, then she is still stupid enough.
His mind struggled for a short time, the memory was inexplicably still and blank, just a little painful in his head, he tried to stand up and walked a few steps, to make sure he was okay, Situ Zi stood up with some hesitation, followed behind Shangguan Yang, she quietly looked at the reflection on the ground in Shangguan Yang, illusory and real, she stood in front of Shangguan Yang, and for a moment, she felt that she couldn't tell the person in front of her, he seemed to have forgotten everything about him last night, and he seemed to have forgotten what happened last night, only remembered that she came to this room with the sound of the piano, and what happened after that, she also forgot, as if she had seen Li YanIf he doesn't say that he can't help it, because it's him.
After a while, Situ Zi settled down and quietly said, "Are you okay?" When I passed by the piano room last night, I found that you were asleep in the piano room. ”
Shangguan Yang smiled slightly, hugged her backhand, and hugged her tightly in his arms, Xiaozi, can you not be so cute, at this moment, you are real in my arms, you are me, and you can only be mine, this is not a dream.
He let go of Situ Zi, walked to the window and opened the curtains, orange sunlight poured out from behind him, fell into Situ Zi's pupils, and reflected his pale face, there was nothing else, was it really a dream?
The sun was shining brightly, emitting a dazzling light, I don't know if it was Situ Zi's illusion, she actually felt that she could smell the faint fragrance of grass emanating from Shangguan Yang's body, she inexplicably thought of the faint lavender fragrance on Li Yan's body, what happened to him?
"Xiaozi, I haven't seen you for a long time, where have you been for a few days?"
"With Yan. She replied subconsciously.
Shangguan Yang stared at her, his eyes revealed a trace of anger, and soon, he suppressed his anger: "You are with Li Yan, do you have a good relationship?"
His fingertips subconsciously slid over Situ Zi's face that was not yet fully conscious, and the ambiguous smell flowed in the air, Situ Zi subconsciously took a step back: "Yang, let's keep our distance, Li Yan, he is a little stingy." ”
"Situ Zi, do you know what you're talking about now?" Situ Zi was stunned for a moment, Shangguan Yang looked at his watch, and hurried out, Situ Zi was a little surprised, rarely saw Shangguan Yang's impatient appearance, probably he was angry with himself? Is it because of his own relationship?
"Let's go, hurry up, or we won't be able to read in time." Shangguan Yang's words woke up Situ Zi's still floating thoughts, it turned out that he was thinking too much because of this.
"Well, it's going to be right away, wait for me!" Shangguan Yang looked at her hurried appearance, a smile appeared on his face, she was still his, wasn't she?
The breeze was slow, blowing the hair that was running in front of his forehead, Situ Zi's heart rippled, Shangguan Yang walked over and took her hand and left outside the piano room, she subconsciously dodged back and stretched out Shangguan Yang's outstretched hand......
In the mottled darkness, the handsome young man flashed a trace of pain......
"Xiao Zi, the person you love is me. How can you let someone hold your hand, that's my exclusive position, but he shouldn't be in that position. "Did you forget, or was I wrong?
He waited for the darkness to come, how could she let him snatch it away easily, the answer he wanted, he could only wait for the darkness to come, waiting for the opportunity for them to meet again, he wanted to ask her, is she really happy now?
His eyebrows furrowed tightly, the faint light spread around him, and his snow-like eyes lost all their brilliance in an instant, he watched the starlight scatter in all directions, and sighed lightly, was he wrong, really wrong? If he was above heaven and gave up his memory, everything about her, he chose to forget, let her cause and perish, wouldn't it be like today?
He jumped out of the tunnel of time without hesitation, returned to this point in time, and when he saw Xiao Zi again, he had to go through the pain of being physically and mentally torn, he had to cherish every second of togetherness, every minute of this reunion was a luxury, and now, he could only wait in a dark corner and wait for the stars to rise?
Xiao Zi, we are obviously in love with each other, why do I suddenly feel that there is a line of life and death between us that cannot be crossed, this strange feeling is tormenting me all the time, I am afraid that I will never be able to appear in front of you again in the next second, every minute of mine is so precious, do you understand?
When Li Heng was thinking wildly, someone came out of the bookshelf behind him, gently, shallowly, he was afraid that his steps would be heavy, and the person in front of him left.
The sun poured out from behind him, in the sunlight glass, he came quietly, as beautiful as a fairy fairy who came out of a fairy tale, with scattered black hair, breathtaking eyes, delicate face like an angel, the corners of his mouth that seemed to be smiling, noble and gorgeous, his every move, all with innate, absolute, unparalleled beauty, all of which made people obsessed and intoxicated, all of which made people unable to look away from him.
The corners of Li Heng's lips flashed a trace of helplessness, staring at the young man who was similar to himself, even a little more beautiful than himself, he smiled bitterly, if he said that he was a lonely and arrogant moon, then Yan must be a radiant sun, no one refused his warmth, and no one could take his eyes off him......
Everything in the world can't resist his scorching heat, what he wants, there is nothing he can't get, but he met an unknown brother, a not very good Situ Zi, a girl who said "no" to him anytime and anywhere.
Na, Xiao Yan, that's right, it's not God's arrangement, Xiao Zi just met me first, she fell in love with me first, then, Xiao Zi will be like other girls, crazy for him, love for him, and give everything for him.
He walked to the window and closed all the curtains, kicked it hard with his foot, and with a "bang", the door hit the door panel, making a loud noise, it's over, Xiao Yan, he's angry.
A gorgeous melody flowed out of his fingers, only the notes were dancing in the empty piano room, the whole world was silent, the beautiful young man's fingertips flew, and the air flow of the whole room flowed rapidly, like flowing water, through the mountains and forests, hitting the stones in the stream all the way to rejoice, a smile escaped from the corners of his lips, and the sun shone in the piano room, reflecting a dazzling light.
The sunlight was blocked out of the window, and the piano room was dark, and he shouted into the empty air: "Brother, come out, I know you are here, don't hide from me." ”
Flashing out of the dark corner was a transparent body, snow-white hair, clear eyes, and a smile as warm as jade, if it wasn't a transparent wandering body, how similar they were.
The white-haired young man's eyes had a soft light, a little more sunshine in his smile, a little more light breath in his expression, and a bright breath in his eyes.
"Xiao Yan, long time no see. The young man who was as beautiful as a fairy tale, his eyes moved, and he didn't say a word, and his expression didn't know when it was bright and hurt.
Xiao Yan, I'm sorry, I still hurt you, obviously what I want to protect the most is you, I can't say it, I can't say it, I can't say it, Xiao Zi is already the rib in your heart, so protecting her is also protecting you at the same time.
"Brother, why do you want to do this, don't you know that this will harm you, go against the sky, you will be scattered, don't you care?"
"Na, my brother is really happy, my Xiao Yan is angry for me, I said Xiao Yan, if Xiao Zi loves you, I believe you will choose the same as me, besides, my Xiao Yan, aren't you also looking forward to my return?"
"Brother, my heart will hurt, it will hurt, can I be like when I was a child, I want to hug you. He leaned on his arms like a child, but leaned over, it was empty, he stretched out his hand, wanted to hold Li Heng's hand, and actually passed through Li Heng's body, he tried back and forth several times, and the result was the same, he looked at Li Heng in shock and said: "Brother, what's wrong, why can't I touch you?" ”
He sat down on the ground in despair, tears came out of his eyes, and drew a beautiful arc in the dark, Li Heng squatted down gently, his hand wiped Li Yan's face, and the tears turned out to be starry beads suspended in mid-air, he smiled: "Yan, look, your tears are glowing, if you cry again, my heart will hurt, good, don't cry, I will be sad, how can my Yan cry, obviously you don't like to cry since you were a child, Yan, I am just a wandering body now, I only rely on the spirit of the note to exist." Li Heng said lightly, not seeing the joy and sorrow on his expression, floating in the air was full of endless desolate sounds.
"Maybe I'll disappear at any time, so, Yan, cherish this time, I should go, don't tell Xiao Zi this, please promise me." ”
"But brother, with Xiaozi's intelligence, she will know sooner or later. ”
"I believe Xiao Yan will help me, right? I still remember the mistakes I made when I was a child, Xiao Yan always carried the black pot for me, and this time I have to do it too. He stretched out his index finger to his lips and smiled lightly, Li Yan stared at this smile, his heart hurt slightly, brother, do you know how distressed I will be if you do this, for the sake of love, you let yourself become like this, you have disrupted the order of the Three Realms and accelerated the speed of your demise, what can I do with you? I want to help you carry this pot, and God will not allow it.
Brother, tell me, don't you believe in my ability? I'm afraid that I won't be able to give Xiao Zi happiness, I'm afraid that I won't be able to protect her instead of you, brother, why don't you believe me? Are you afraid that I will snatch Xiao Zi, how is it possible? Brother, there is a saying in this world: The most difficult thing for people to control is emotion, and the most difficult to escape is love calamity, we can't escape, in this case, why can't we just follow fate?
Li Heng saw the despair in Li Yan's eyes, and a trace of unbearability flashed: " Xiao Yan, I'm sorry, I was originally a wandering form, after I jumped out of the time tunnel, I don't have much strength left, now I am an elf formed by the medium of all things, all my memories come from the tears I shed when I jumped off the critical point when I was an angel, my current heart is formed by the blood and tears that I shed before I died, so, Yan, you don't need to feel sorry for me, I can go back to heaven, you believe me, I came to fulfill my last wish. ”
Yan looked at Li Heng in a daze: "Brother, if I can, if I can die in your place, I am willing, I am willing to bear all this pain in your place, as long as you and Xiaozi are fulfilled, I am really willing, God, can you tell me, why are you so cruel, forcibly separating two people who love each other, why is it you who left at that time?
The endless sorrow, Li Heng's pain was magnified in Li Yan's eyes in circles, and his heart was like a flying flotsam, drifting, with unspeakable pain.
Suddenly, Li Heng's body came with a tearing pain surrounding him, and he was coming again, he suppressed a little pain, he pretended to be relaxed and said to Yan: "My Xiao Yan, it's time for me to leave, it's time for the people in your school to take music lessons, remember what I told you, don't let her know." ”
"But?? Brother, one day she will know, even if I don't say it, with her intelligence, how long can you hide it from her?" Li Yan was a little angry, he was angry with his brother for making his own opinion, he was angry with his brother for suffering so much, he was angry with Xiaozi......
Li Heng also seemed to catch the anger in Li Yan's eyes, he smiled indifferently, Xiao Yan is still like that, so easy to get angry, as long as something happens to the people around him, he is like this.
"Xiao Yan, are you angry? I just don't want Xiao Zi to know, you should know Xiao Zi's temper, if she knows, you think about her temper, you know the result." ”
Li Yan was speechless for a moment, he knew Xiao Zi's too well, the madman, that madman, if she knew, God knows what she would do,
He didn't dare to think about it anymore......
He felt his mind go blank, his memories were pulling away, and he looked at his brother...... The smile on the corner of his lips raised, don't, brother, I don't want it...... I'm sorry, Yan, but I can't let you find out about my existence yet......